midsummer restlessness

The accumulation of quantity leads to a qualitative leap.

Just hold your breath and wait for an opportunity to make a qualitative change.

The already thin emotions of youth are like a thin thread, with different personalities, different ways of thinking, and different views on love at both ends.

They are covered by the abundant and vigorous love, disguised as a beautiful and bright appearance, and then they deteriorate and rot behind the unknown, and finally the flashy decoration is lifted by time, revealing the crumbling and fragile essence inside.

And all the details that I didn't care about, all the uneasiness that I temporarily calmed down, so the dissatisfaction accumulated in my heart grew wildly.

Leading them step by step towards the unknown and misty end point, that is the doomed ending outlined by themselves stroke by stroke.

And those commitments that had been foreshadowed a long time ago finally fell on them one day like the last straw.

Finally, the thread broke.

"I've explained everything I need to explain. What else do you want?"

Wang Junkai put his hands in his pockets, looked down at the cold and silent person in front of him, extremely irritable, the emotions that had been suppressed for a day finally broke out uncontrollably.

Xia An leaned against the wall and gave him a cold look, "Your so-called explanation is to tell me that the phone was turned off because you were having dinner with your school girl and the phone happened to be out of power. necessary."

"That's it." Wang Junkai shrugged helplessly and sighed, "She is a member of my department, and she wasted a lot of study time to do things for the student union a while ago, but it's not too much to ask for a meal together, what do you want me to do? decline."

"Yes, you, Wang Junkai, know how to take pity on you." Xia An sneered, "Didn't everyone from the student union of the graduation trip also come? You should go find your hardworking and reasonable primary school girl, why are you looking for me. "

"Don't make trouble for no reason, I think this is a normal communication between classmates."

Wang Junkai lowered his voice, but the fury in his words was very obvious.

Xia An laughed, "So it's so normal that you don't even know that your phone turns off automatically when it's out of power."

Wang Junkai remembered that he did not pay attention to the phone because of the speculative chat with the other party. He originally wanted to call or send her a text message after returning home, but forgot.

He looked away, feeling guilty for a while, but unwilling to show weakness.

"It's impossible for me to stare at the phone all the time and report everything to you."

"In addition to being in love, I also have my own circle of friends and social circle."

"Our world is not just for each other."

The pouring rain outside the window made harsh and intensive sounds on the glass. The lights in the room were dim, and the warm yellow light only covered a small part of the space at the head of the bed. Xia An occupied half of the space with a slanted body in the darkness, with a vague expression. After a long silence, she could hear her blunt voice mixed with sneer.

"Yes! Of course I'm not the only one in your world. You, Wang Junkai, are so popular. There are so many seniors who like you and admire you. I, Xia An, are nothing to you."

Wang Junkai frowned tightly when he heard the words, and he was silent for a while to calm himself down as much as possible.

He raised his hand to touch the soft long hair of the person in front of him, but Xia An frowned and avoided it.

The arm hanging in the air was a little awkward, and he withdrew his hand and put it back in his pocket resentfully, feeling irritable.

"Xia An, you were not like this before."

In my impression, Xia An was always obedient and obedient to herself.

She almost never loses her temper inexplicably, and even if she gets awkward occasionally, she takes the initiative to show her kindness.

He also treats similar things indifferently, laughs it off, and is tolerant.

However, since that rainy night, she has remained approachable and approachable to other people, but for Wang Junkai, she has brought out the hostility and stubbornness in her bones to the fullest.

She became sensitive and suspicious, worrying about gains and losses, and caring about normal interactions, becoming jealous, and speaking more and more bitterly.

Wang Junkai pressed his temples with a headache, looking tired, "Calm down by yourself first."

As he spoke, he lifted his legs and walked towards the door.

"Xiao Kai...you're bored, aren't you?"

Xia An lowered his eyes, and his voice was very soft, with an imperceptible tremor at the end.

"No." Wang Junkai sighed weakly, "I'm just a little tired."

He pushed open the door and walked out of the room without looking back.

The game interface displayed the word gameover, and Wang Junkai put his phone aside in agitation.

The wet summer rainy season has not yet passed, and the rain outside the window has started to fall again, without stopping and with a growing trend.

He stared at the eaves covered in raindrops in a daze, and flashed through his mind the big and small things that had happened since the two of them were together.

He suddenly discovered that Xia An seemed to have become more and more dependent on himself since that rainy night.

In school, the two have to do everything together, even if they are apart for a while, they have to keep sending text messages to ask for their location.

He even needs a phone call every night to fall asleep listening to his voice.

And Wang Junkai could only take time out of his busy study every day to call her on time, chat with her about trivial matters, and didn't hang up until the sound on the other end of the phone was silent and he was sure she was asleep.

He knew that she became like this because of a sudden change.

However, this kind of almost pathological dependence is like an invisible hand pressing heavily on Wang Junkai's still immature shoulders, making him breathless.

This feeling of carrying the girl's whole world on her shoulders is too tiring.

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