midsummer restlessness

"Hey, what is the penalty for the loser?"

Wang Yuan, who didn't participate in the game at all, was more excited than those who won, eager to fight with a look of dread.

"Drink the rest of the beer in the crate."

Squad leader Lao Yao pointed at the newly unpacked beer crate and smiled wretchedly.

"Forget it, I'm allergic to bean alcohol, so I can't drink alcohol." Yi Yang Qianxi frowned and said, "Change to another one."

"No, no." Qiu Hanhan insisted on objecting. Seeing that Yi Yangqianxi didn't respond, she hurriedly gave Wang Yuan a wink, and the latter nodded in agreement, "Yes! If you lose, you have to accept the punishment, or else just accept the punishment." Dou Zi can not drink alone, and the rest of the people will share the box of wine."

Xia An looked over in disbelief, pointed at himself and asked, "Who else is there besides me?"

"There is also Xiaokai." Qiu Hanhan said firmly.

"Actually, there is Zhao Xiaolu among the common people, but it doesn't count if she went to the toilet."

She smiled and pushed Xia An towards Wang Junkai, "It's just you two."

Xia An stared at her, and made a middle finger in his heart.

Qiu Hanhan pretended not to see it and sat back in his seat. Wang Yuan kindly helped bring the box over, put it on the table, and made a gesture of please.

"How do you two discuss and discuss?"

He smiled gloatingly.

Xia An embarrassedly looked at the half-box of beer left in front of him, at a loss what to do, and secretly glanced at Wang Junkai. He lowered his head, his long bangs covered his eyes, and his expression was vague.

Sighing, Xia An gritted his teeth, "I'll drink." As he spoke, he raised his hand and used a bottle opener to pry open a bottle of beer, but before it touched his mouth, he was amputated by a pair of hands.

Wang Junkai frowned, didn't say anything, and drank the bottle of wine for her until the whole bottle was drained. He wiped off the remaining wine stains at the corner of his mouth, and said calmly, "There's no need to share."

"I drink alone."

There were only a few bottles of wine left scattered in the box. Wang Junkai drank one bottle and then went to get the next one, as if he had no intention of stopping.

Everyone panicked.

Squad leader Lao Yao saw that his momentum was not right, and hurried forward to stop him, "Come on, just make sense, isn't it just a game, let you drink all the beer, what will we drink later."

"That's right, Xiao Kai, you drank too fast, I think you should go to the side to relax for a while, or you will feel nauseous later." Wang Yuan also said worriedly.

Wang Junkai ignored them, just stared at Xia An without speaking, his eyes were sober, he didn't look like he had drunk too much.

"I heard that you didn't take the college entrance examination. Are you going abroad?"

After being silent for a while, he suddenly spoke.

"Ah."

Xia An nodded, "I plan to go to capitalism with my mother, so I won't leave the country to harm you."

She smiled awkwardly.

Wang Junkai frowned tightly, with a complicated expression.

"Don't put on that expression." Xia An looked away, feeling a little uncomfortable.

"I'm leaving, you shouldn't be happier."

She sniffed, wiped her face with the back of her hand, and curled her lips, "Because no one will pester you with shamelessness anymore. Don't you hate this very much?"

Wang Junkai was taken aback for a moment, and then he sighed imperceptibly.

"I never hated you."

He spoke slowly and word by word.

There is indescribable helplessness between the lines.

"I just hope that you can take good care of yourself when you get there, don't feel inferior, and don't always think wildly."

"Do whatever you want, go wherever you want, don't worry about others, live more freely."

While talking, Wang Junkai approached her step by step, and stopped less than one meter away from her.

He raised his hand and gently stroked her face to help dry her tears, with unusual sincerity in his eyes, "You want to be happy."

The person in front of him stood within reach of his hand, his breath smelled of beer, and he could even feel the familiar temperature of his body.

Xia An felt that he was getting further and further away from her.

She bit her lower lip and forced herself to swallow her tears, but her body trembled uncontrollably.

There were exclamations from all around, and the students clapped their hands and cheered.

Wang Junkai looked extremely serious.

She knew that he was saying goodbye to herself.

For Xia An, the three words Wang Junkai used to be a sacred and undefiled belief on the altar, an unattainable dream in her girlhood, and the whole world in her young age.

He said, you have to be happy.

"Ah."

She looked at him earnestly and nodded vigorously, devoutly like a pilgrim, kneeling down to the holy Jerusalem in her heart.

She knew that after nodding, the boy had finally come out of her life.

We have embarked on the train to the end of life since we were born. The saddest thing for me is not that you, who thought it would be the end, got off the train early.

I lay on the car window and watched you standing on the platform waving goodbye to me, but I regret that I didn't have time to say goodbye to you properly.

The train goes farther and farther along the track, and you gradually disappear from sight. The future is long and long, but I no longer have the heart to watch the scenery outside the window, and I have no more expectations.

Because I know that at the next stop, you will not get on the bus.

You said that you still vaguely remember the back window of the bus you missed, and the shadows linger on the window.

You said that you once watched his back from a distance, but the figure was only lonely.

You said how much you miss your 15-year-old, and the years are hard to return.

You are finally willing to talk about that yellowed photo again, the year you graduated.

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