midsummer restlessness

Those self-affirming and self-subverting questions that were tangled back and forth during the long and complicated time, finally got the answer in his hesitant expression and flickering eyes.

Those unexplainable feelings, those expectations that were thought to bring hope and turning point, those self-righteous nostalgia, finally disappeared in the last glance at him after closing the door.

Time is prehistoric, diluting the thick life and death in youth, rough tea and light food are like sharp gravels, crazily polished in repeated disappointments, leaving a handful of scattered fine sand, sour and itchy in the bottom of my heart, but In the days to come, the pain was unbearable.

The sky in Chongqing is as clear as ever, and the clouds are as soft as the pure sleeping face of a baby.

Unread text messages were displayed on the screen of the mobile phone, and Xia An's cold finger slid the icon, and the letters from overseas slowly dimmed in the light blue fluorescent light, disappearing into a tiny origin.

She looked up at the sky, and at the end of her line of sight was endless clear blue.

No one will wait for anyone forever.

If you don't love me, forget it.

If you don't look back, I really have to go.

The door of the study room was ajar, and through the long and narrow gap, one could see Wang Junkai sitting sideways in front of the desk, his slender legs bent into a comfortable arc, his soft black hair fit neatly on his skin, dressed in simple white Shirt, the sleeves were rolled up casually, revealing slender white wrists, fingers nimbly jumping on the keyboard, only the sound of rhythmic keyboard tapping could be heard in the quiet room.

Gu Liyin bit her lower lip, a determined look flashed in her eyes, she raised her hand and knocked on the door, her crisp voice broke the quiet atmosphere, appearing abrupt.

Wang Junkai followed his reputation, and when he saw the person coming, there was a little surprise in his dark eyes, maybe he was dissatisfied with disturbing his work, so he frowned.

"It's so late and you haven't slept, what's the matter?"

His tone was still as calm as water, and he couldn't hear the ups and downs of his emotions.

"Xiao Kai." Gu Liyin paused, took a deep breath and clenched his fists as if he had made up his mind, then said slowly, "I want to talk to you."

Wang Junkai blinked in confusion, "Is it something important?" He raised his hand and looked at his watch, "It's very late now, let's talk about it tomorrow."

As he spoke, he turned his eyes back to the notebook again, his fair and slender fingers only typed a few words on the keyboard, and stopped after hearing what the person at the door said next.

"It's about Xia An. I think we need to have a good chat."

Gu Liyin's voice was very soft, but his tone was firmer than before.

Gu Liyin was holding the bone china cup with both hands, perhaps because the temperature of the coffee was too high, a thin layer of sweat stained his palms.

She took a sip of coffee, trying to ease the uneasiness in her heart at the moment.

Wang Junkai sat across from her, his beautiful peach blossom eyes were calm and no thoughts could be seen.

Gu Liyin pursed her lips, thought about her choice of words, and said in a tone that she thought was most appropriate, "I think I know you well, but I don't think you are so enthusiastic about your high school classmates that you keep them staying at home, just because you were originally together The students who live here are inconvenient' This far-fetched reason is somewhat ridiculous."

"You have changed so many mobile phones over the years, but you can still save a photo of a person, then this person must be very important to you." She said slowly while carefully observing his every expression, "Your contact person The separate group in the list has only one overseas strange number, and you don't seem like someone who can do such childish behavior."

Gu Liyin frowned, her eyes flickered twice, she looked closely at Wang Junkai, trying to read something from his expression, but the person opposite still looked calm, not like Surprised that private affairs were exposed.

That's right, this is the Wang Junkai she knew, who always controlled his emotions just right, and the emotions that shouldn't be shown were cleared from the disk like garbage.

It was as if he was living in a siege that he had built himself. The tall and thick walls kept people who were not related to him outside, and no matter how old and new the seasons came and went, he couldn't see the slightest trace.

As for himself, he has always been separated from the city wall, and has never been allowed to step in.

She clenched her fists tightly, feeling an unspeakable loss in her heart, which almost overwhelmed her.

She took a deep breath before she could speak again, "The password folder on the C drive of your computer is named XA. I asked AMMi to help me crack it in the company. It contains all her information in Melbourne, including her You have thoroughly investigated the magazine you work in."

"Xiao Kai, you have never cared so much about someone who is of no use to you."

Wang Junkai frowned imperceptibly, and his voice was cold, "I hate it most when people touch my things without my consent."

"But if I don't move, I don't know this, right? You never, you never explained it to me."

She shook her head, spread her hands in front of him, her tone was uncontrollably excited, "If I hadn't met her today, how long would you want to hide from me."

"I didn't try to hide it from you."

Wang Junkai leaned forward slightly, made a helpless gesture, and then put his hands in his pockets, "He is my ex-girlfriend, I used to like her very much."

Gu Liyin's clenched fingers relaxed, but the next sentence made her fall into an ice cellar.

"Until now, I still like her very much."

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