midsummer restlessness

When she received the wedding post, An Hongdou just glanced at it and threw it aside. She continued with the plan in her hand, and after typing a few words on the keyboard, she couldn't write any more. Her fingers curled up into an embarrassing arc. Biting her lower lip, she tried her best not to moan.

It took her a long time to breathe heavily before she managed to swallow back her tears, but there was a heart-piercing pain in her heart.

The mobile phone is lying quietly by the hand, the screen that just went dark is the page of today's news, and in the photo frame on the oblique right of the desk, three girls are smiling like flowers, and their curved eyes are full of sunshine, as if they haven't understood yet. The world is sad and lonely.

It was the late summer of 07, in the long alley near Qiu Han Han's residential area.

Maybe someone nearby has planted gardenias, and the alleys are full of fresh and pleasant aromas.

On the mottled wall, the appearance of the red lacquer characters left before can be seen faintly, half covered by the creeper entrenched again.

From the surrounding residents, the voices of TV drama dialogue, the voices of parents educating their children, and the voices of cooking and cooking can be faintly heard.

This is the world of fireworks.

Girls are playing and playing in the long alley, chasing each other.

Those were the best years, we just didn't know it at the time.

An Hongdou rubbed the photo, tears finally lingered in her eyes for a long time and fell down.

It's so far.

us at that time.

As soon as Qiu Hanhan received the wedding post, she told the groom that neither she nor Wang Yuan would come to the wedding. Yi Yangqianxi said hello in advance and said that he would arrive later, and now only herself was left among the six people she knew well.

The wedding was simple and low-key, with only a few close friends of both parties invited, An Hongdou scanned around, most of them were unknown, occasionally a few familiar faces passed by, but there was no time to go up and say hello.

She sat quietly in the corner, watching Wang Junkai entertain the guests, with a proper smile on her face, she seemed really happy.

The thin and straight figure is well set off by a black suit, the bangs are combed up to reveal the smooth and white forehead, which looks more mature, and the way he speaks and behaves is a bit more masculine.

An Hongdou thought, if the girl next to him with a long skirt reaching the floor was replaced by another person, it would be so good.

2014.3.12.

The waves lick the beach softly, and the edge of the coast winds into a romantic arc.

The light of the church is lingering, the pastor is holding a thick Bible, he asked the bride, MissGu, doyoutakeMr.Wangtobeyourlawful, marriedhusband?

The bride in a chic white veil nodded shyly, Yes, Ido.

The instructor turned to the groom in a straight black dress, "Then, Mr. Wang, do you take Miss Gutobe your lawful, marriedwife?"

An Hongdou clenched the envelope in her hand, the brown paper letter was soaked in the sweat of her palms, and the wrinkled expression seemed to be frowning and about to cry, and it looked like someone's heart was full of holes.

The picture in front of me was so beautiful and harmonious that it was unreal. I was in a trance and went back to the end of summer last year. In the big and quiet movie theater, two girls were holding a bucket of popcorn, watching the plot on the screen intently.

It was also a white and romantic church, with a beautiful bridal dress reaching the floor. After a long silence, she whispered to the old pastor——

Yes, Ido.

"Yes. Ido."

There was a wave of applause around, and Wang Junkai put a ring on the bride.

"By the power vested in me by the laws of Chine, Inow pronounce you hus band and wife."

An Hongdou let go of the envelope she was tightly clutching, her nose sore, she bit her lips to keep herself from making a sound, but tears fell down on the floor in big drops, and she couldn't stop it anymore.

The ending movie theater, the darkened screen, the empty seats, the two people in the last row.

She didn't fall asleep, she just closed her eyes, quietly and clearly listening to the crying of the girl beside her who was trying to suppress it.

Leave her the space to be wanton and weak.

Itakeoutobemylawfulweddedwife, tohaveandtohold, fromthisdayforward,forbetter,forworse,forricher,forpoorer, insicknessandinhealth,toloveandcherishtilldeathdousapart.

I accept you as my legal wife. From now on, I will cling to each other, whether poor or rich, whether healthy or sick, I will love you and spoil you until death.

Who said to be with someone forever, and who said to give someone a lifetime of peace of mind.

We agreed to accompany each other, but after saying goodbye, we agreed to never see each other again.

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After the ceremony, the bride tossed the bouquet, and the crowd gathered around the bride and the girl who received the bouquet and ran towards the beach. The noise became farther and farther away, and the grass returned to silence.

An Hongdou handed the two letters to the groom who retreated from the crowd. Wang Junkai looked at her suspiciously. He hesitated to take it and wanted to open it, but An Hongdou stopped him, "Let's read this letter when we go back alone."

Her voice was deep and hoarse, "The other one is my resignation letter."

Wang Junkai looked up at her in surprise, Taohua's eyes were full of puzzlement.

"I'm going abroad for further study, so I can't help you anymore, sorry."

An Hongdou didn't explain much, but patted him on the shoulder regretfully, and said sincerely, "Also, happy wedding."

2014.3.8.

An Hongdou was sitting on the back seat of a taxi with half of the windows down, the wind brought by the speeding wind blowing in brought the unique aroma of plants in early spring, which was incompatible with the bustling and luxurious taste of the city.

The neon flashes and changes in various colors, illuminating An Hongdou's expressionless face. She is motionless as if she is asleep. The only thing that proves that she is still awake is the pair of eyes that have not blinked for a long time.

The driver asked her where she was going, and she replied flatly, just wander around in Chongqing.

There is a radio in the car, and the announcer’s serious and cold voice broadcasts today’s hot news, such as Guangzhou Evergrande winning the Chinese Super League, a Chinese and Japanese youth commemorating the 110th anniversary of Deng Yingchao’s birth, Daisaku Ikeda’s blessings, and Malaysia Airlines MH370 missing. The Civil Aviation Administration issued an urgent notice to ensure flight safety...

The earth is spinning lonely and non-stop every day, like the never-ending tide of the Pacific Ocean, beating the coast without stopping.

So many things happen in the world every day, some happen on the other side of the earth, some happen around us, no one knows what kind of joys and sorrows someone will experience in the next second.

Chongqing is always brightly lit at night, the streets are still crowded with people during the day, the indicator lights are red and then green, pedestrians on both sides of the road disperse and gather, often repeating, endlessly.

Here is the end of summer at 30 degrees north latitude, with the end of a story, accompanied by the last warm wind at the end of the month, blowing away in the unknown years.

Wang Junkai opened the wooden box, slid his fingers across every small object, and finally stopped on the deck of playing cards, 10 cards with different suits, except for the king of spades who had drawn a smiling face on the back.

Wang Junkai closed his eyes, feeling that the sky outside was getting brighter and brighter, and traveled through a huge time and space in a trance.

The little bird stood on the branch and sang, the sound of the door opening of the teaching building was heard from a distance, the noise of the dining hall was noisy, it seemed to be mixed with the ringing of the bicycle bells of the early risers, some people were humming briskly, some people walked by him talking and laughing .Another morning, Chongqing No. [-] Middle School woke up from a deep sleep.

Walking through the long corridor and pushing open the door of the familiar classroom, six teenagers and girls in school uniforms sat around the desks, chattering and laughing.

Sunlight diffused in from outside the window, and the shadow of the window pane hit the desk, shattering into mottled spots all over the floor.

Everything blurred and beautiful exudes a warm taste in the halo in front of my eyes. The past ten years are just a good dream that lasted too long. In the dream, they met, separated, laughed and cried together, and I was still the one sitting The boy who was reading "Muslim Funeral" by the window sat next to the girl with big framed eyes pouting and complaining, and four people were still surrounding her.

The sound seemed to be turned down by someone using a button, and the picture became farther and farther away, and finally disappeared in the wind.

"Please open your eyes at dawn."

The girl's crisp and pleasant voice rang in my ears.

Wang Junkai opened his eyes.

There was no one in front of me.

The second letter was unsigned.

This is a festive letter on red letter paper with a photo in it. In the picture is a large lush tropical forest, surrounded by two lakes, and tourists are sitting on small boats on the clear water.Two or three travelers are picnicking and resting on the green grass.

The tree shadows are long and the setting sun is heavy, with the illusion of time precipitation, forming a blurred color gradation in the sight

——KualaLumpur.

Thenextstation—Beijing.

On the back of the photo is a line of clean and tidy lowercase letters, with a black signature pen and clear strokes.

These were the last words Xia An left for him.

——The owner of the bakery gave the little rabbit two pieces of bread, and he said, I hope you will be gentle and quiet, and be safe every year.

You said you like to look at the sycamore trees in the sun, the branches are soft.

You said that you missed the bus that was late after school, and the shadows of the car were beautiful.

You said that you once hooked his fingers secretly, and the fingertips were warm.

You said that you forgot that you also lost Xia Tian, ​​and Midsummer was uneasy.

--THAN--

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1. Things left in the corner of time.

The weather in Melbourne in June is bright, the sky is like a sky blue sheet that has been stretched out, and the air exudes the smell of cleanliness that has just been washed.

Along the streets of apartment buildings of various designs and colors, just finished the early morning cleaning, the girl riding a new fashion bicycle brought out a warm noise, heralding a pleasant day in Melbourne and waking up from a deep sleep.

The apartment buildings with ancient German architectural design are filled with heather in front of the balcony windows of each house. The green and vivid life is like the oil painting copied in the church, soft and full of tension, neatly arranged from top to bottom, Like some kind of boring tacit understanding.Only a pot of dry raspberries was placed in front of the window on the third floor, and it looked like it hadn’t been taken care of for a long time—the cold wind spread wantonly at night but the window was forgotten, or the washed clothes were left to dry in the rain and they were forgotten...this Such trivial details of life are often ignored, and 304 lives a rough and careless life, but this does not affect her being an enthusiastic person.

The Spanish girl in 305 can often receive the most popular fashion magazine of the month or jewel tassel hair accessories from her, as well as different flavors of tomato scrambled eggs.You must know that 304 rarely cooks, so it is a wonderful thing to be able to have different flavors of scrambled eggs late every week.

The little A-sun from 203 Chongqing mother-in-law’s family often receives stick figures of anime characters she drew for him. Although she seems to draw Zhu Bajie every time, the little A-sun is still very happy. Compared with the characters in detective games, he thinks Zhu Bajie is a little cuter.

The old man in 301 appreciates her taste for tea. Before leaving, he gave her a pack of fresh heather flower tea bag, which he picked and brewed in his own garden. It is sweet and refreshing. She took it and thanked her. Look like it.

2.

The last time the resident of 304 left the apartment was in the hot summer, wearing the khaki windbreaker, wearing the oversized retro sunglasses given to her by the Spanish girl, and the old man’s tea bag dragging the suitcase to leave in a hurry. It's been a few months since I came back again.

The leaves in Melbourne were green and yellow, and the cranberry sauce on the supermarket shelves was new and off. In a late autumn dusk, she appeared downstairs in the apartment, full of exhaustion.

The first thing this Chinese girl who loves to wear jeans and always smiles when she comes back is to buy a huge map of the world and stick it on the wall of the bedroom. Each city of interest is marked with pens of different colors. Go densely like a gorgeous and colorful landscape painting.However, apart from this map, everything else is the same as before. The day-night upside-down lifestyle continues, waking up in the twilight and working until the early morning, with a bowl of instant noodles and a can of beer mixed with three or four sleeping pills. When it was cold, I fell asleep until the next evening.

The life is numb and decadent, and she doesn't like to go out more and more. Although she didn't go out very much in the past, it is even more serious now.Even the old gentleman who lived next door rarely heard the sound of the door of room 304 closing.If he hadn't heard the small conversation in the corridor one morning, he even thought that the Chinese girl had gone 'home to visit relatives' again at an unknown time.

When she came to say goodbye, the old man was sipping tea on the rocking chair on the balcony and enjoying the rare warm and bright sunshine in late autumn at noon.

The door was not closed, so she sneaked in lightly. The old man was startled when he patted him on the shoulder, but she was triumphant as if she had succeeded in a prank.

She said that she was here to ask for a few packs of fresh flower and fruit tea bags. Last time, the heather flower was soaked and delicious. The old man helped the pair of reading glasses that had been with her for many years, smiled kindly, and generously gave it to her. , I also brought two extra bags of English milk tea powder, which is said to have a strong taste when brewed in tea bags.

The second one to say goodbye was the Spanish girl. After she settled the utility bills that she had paid in advance, she formally entrusted Little K, the puppet cat that she often sneaked to the next door, to the girl. Little K didn't seem to treat her too much. Too much nostalgia, meowed excitedly and ran to the girl's kitchen, apparently looking for the mint cake that she would never forget.She curled her lips sadly and spread her hands helplessly. The girl smiled and patted her on the shoulder, and kindly agreed to her request to adopt Little K.

When handing over a newly drawn stick figure to Chongqing mother-in-law, she got a few cans of secret sauce made by her own pickle, and the little grandson also gave the plasticine Zhu Bajie, which she was most satisfied with in the handicraft class, to the mother-in-law. After leaving her, he reluctantly asked, "Sister, are you coming back?"

She patted the child's head with a smile, "Of course I will, and how about bringing you a model of Plants vs. Zombies when I come back."

"Please keep 304 for me." She pursed her lips and said to the Taiwanese grandmother on the first floor of the apartment with a smile. The grandmother was drying the clothes, wiped her wet hands on the apron and smiled back, "Of course. "

They have had this kind of conversation four or five times, and every time the Chinese girl left with a smile, she would come back again, bring a few large bags of gifts, and distribute them to people she knew in the apartment.And every time she came back, her smile would be brighter, as if those ups and downs had never existed, and her life stopped at this moment, young and never getting old.

3.

The Hasselblad SLR was just bought this week, and the black ballpoint pen was tied to it with a white thread. It hung on the back of the plane's rear seat and jingled on the metal shell.

The turbulence encountered by this plane is also too big.Xia An frowned, and played with the pendant hanging around his neck absent-mindedly——An Hongdou sent it from Chongqing and gave her a birthday gift a few days in advance. Make a necklace to keep you safe.

The child in the arms of the mother beside him suddenly struggled, stretched out his little finger to point at the jade on Xia An's neck, and gurgled in an indistinct tone.

"to...to"

Xia An bent his eyes, and reached out to pinch the child's fleshy little face. "You like this?"

The baby is squatting on his chubby short legs, his small eyes like black glass beads are rolling around, his little head is shaking and shaking, as if he is nodding with effort, his appearance is extremely cute.

Xia An smiled. She touched the lock pendant on her neck, thought for a while, and finally took it off and put it around the child's neck.

The young mother hurriedly said no, but Xia An just raised her head and smiled at her, "The baby likes it, wear it, keep it safe."

4.

The evening in Kuala Lumpur is quiet and beautiful, like an old man who is approaching twilight smiling serenely. There are lush forests in the lakeside park, surrounded by the lake, and there are two boats, sparkling, holding a SLR to freeze the picture , the sun shone in front of the camera into a faint blurred light, and she showed a reassuring smile.

In the cold room of the hotel, only the bedside lamps emit warm light, and outside the window is the tranquility of the city at night.

The black signature pen has a slender body, and the strength of relaxation can write a line of beautiful English on the postcard with floral pattern.

She carefully put the photos and cards into an envelope and sealed it, and there was an unopened small cake lying on the bed.

"Happy birthday."

she whispered to herself.

The small voice is hidden in the strange night of this huge city in a foreign country, and the only text message sent from the phone lies quietly - happy 25th birthday dear. --beans.

It was too late to be sad, she patted her face to wake up, and hurried to the next stop.

5.

On the flight to Beijing, she had a long and sweet sleep. She dreamed that Wang Junkai was holding her in the phone booth, with a gentle and pleasant voice, gently and softly.

Over the years, in fact, every miss is not tolerant and gentle enough, but when she was tired and wanted to give up in the sky above the world, she always said to herself, go on, hold on a little longer, and it will be fine.

So fate seemed to hear her weary call, and it was caught off guard by accident.

The explosion was so loud that it tore everything apart in an instant.

She even had short-lived tinnitus, and her surroundings shook violently, with a scorching fire burning and devouring everything.

Everything burst open, leaving only the chaos and darkness in the vision, and the heart-piercing moans of despair all over the world.

It was all too sudden.

She suddenly remembered the pot of raspberries left behind in the southern hemisphere, and the pack of heather tea bags that the old gentleman next door gave her.

She didn't even have time to taste what the tea bag tasted like in the rich English milk tea.

She clearly smelled a familiar smell, mixed with all the tenderness in a person's life, it was the most familiar mint fragrance in her memory.

She felt that someone was hugging her, in the same way as when she was 15 years old on a midsummer rainy night.

People screamed in despair, the cries seemed to have disappeared, the world became quiet, and the songs sung by the little grandson of the Taiwanese grandma's family downstairs echoed in their ears.

The creek flowed and flowed, and a small whirlpool flowed out.

Mushrooms Mushrooms don't bloom, dolls grow up.

The rain is coming, baby baby is going home.

Shaking my little hand, I said I am not afraid, there is a mother at the end of that lamp.

6.

When a person dies, the most important thing in his life flashes in his mind, and the ups and downs of his life are shown in his mind like a movie.

In the end, it was frozen in the brightest sunshine in midsummer.

That was the first time she saw him—the sun was shining outside the window, and the boy was walking towards him, his clean white shirt exuding a refreshing mint smell.

"I just looked at the seating chart. Your name is Xia An, right?" The boy's outline against the light is blurred, his eyes are bright, and he smiles at her, "I hope we can get along well in the future, hey, my name is Wang Junkai."

Xia An closed her eyes contentedly.

7.

2014.3.8.

China, Chongqing.

An Hongdou was sitting in front of the computer desk, thinking about the words of the plan, her hands wandering unconsciously by the newly bought log table, a slight tingling pain, her finger was scraped by the wooden thorn, and a faint blood oozes out, she With a blank face, he took out a tissue and wiped it off.On the screen next to her was the hot news of the day, and the explosive news on Weibo hurt her eyes one by one.

She almost heard a huge roar, mixed with hot tears, from Melbourne, to Chongqing, burning all the way to Beijing.

In the evening summer night, there are shadows of tall buildings in front of the windshield, and the city sleeps peacefully.

Over the Indian Ocean, who broke the ten-year bond with his life.

So probably no one cares, there is a girl who left this city that never cherished her and never came back.

The promised 30-year-old can no longer be reached, and the girl who said she couldn't wait will stop at 25 forever.

8.

In Melbourne, where the weather is sunny, the sea breeze is still gentle.

Little A-sun, who lives in his mother-in-law's house in 203 Chongqing, never received the Plants vs. Zombies model that his sister in that hometown promised to bring back to him.

He waited and waited, hoped and hoped.

In the end, forget it.

9.

From now on, in the days when only you are left alone, please be gentle and quiet, and be safe every year.

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Analysis 1

Xia An, the heroine of this story.

She is a girl who is lively, enthusiastic and cheerful on the surface, but has a contradictory personality of inferiority and hostility in her bones.

She has a very pure longing for love, which can be seen from her strong reaction to her mother's remarriage when she was a child.

Her view of love is very simple, if I like you, then I will try my best to treat you well and obey you, no matter what.

She is like this to Wang Junkai, so she has always been obedient, smiling and easy to get along with before.

However, this cannot conceal her inner inferiority complex. Although she appears to be "tolerant and magnanimous" to those "little ambiguities" around Wang Junkai, she is afraid and uneasy in her heart, but she just doesn't want to show it.

And the death of her father was a blow to her, and it was also a node where the dark side of her character was exposed.

The mother remarried and the mother-daughter relationship became tense, and her father passed away. When she was most helpless, the first thing she thought of was Xiaokai.

As she said, her world suddenly became very small, as if he was the only one.

This should be the darkest period in her life, like the last straw grasped by a drowning person, so her dependence on Karry Wang has a terrifying effect, which is what Karry Wang thinks is 'morbid'.

Facing Wang Junkai, she no longer accepts everything, because she regards him too important and is too afraid of losing, so she becomes sensitive and jealous.

When facing other people, she was still the Xia An from before, approachable and approachable, but when it came to Wang Junkai, she showed all her hostility, stubbornness and narrow-mindedness.

This is precisely because I like it.

Because I like you, I will expose this darkness to you that will not be revealed to others.

Because I like you, I am indecisive, confirming my position in your heart again and again.

Because I like you, I worry about gain and loss, and weigh the effort and gain over and over again.

However, she did not clearly explain all these understandable and even sympathetic changes to Wang Junkai, even if she was talking to him about her inner thoughts.

All she's overwhelmed is trying to justify her existence by throwing a tantrum.

So Wang Junkai said, I feel very tired.

Regarding Wang Junkai, he is a figure standing on the altar. He has a happy family, excellent grades, good popularity, and is favored by all the seniors.

Although he witnessed Xia An's collapse when his father left, in fact, he couldn't understand that feeling, just like what I said in the article, 'If you don't experience it yourself, you don't have so much empathy', even if you People close to you, facing your confession, are just listening to a sad or joyful story that stays out of the way.

He just felt that Xia An was very sad, that's all.

He also didn't realize the weight of what he said that day, "You still have me, I won't leave you" in the hearts of the listeners.

He felt that Xia An's over-reliance put too much pressure on him. No matter how good he was, he was only a sixteen or seventeen-year-old child.

And the whole world of a girl is too heavy for him to bear.

In fact, the hidden bombs between the two were planted early from the very beginning when they had very different family backgrounds and a huge gap in height.

'No answer' was just a trigger.

The ending of the breakup is not caused by any specific event or person.

When we first got together, we had a flourishing love that could temporarily make up for our personality mismatch

After a long time, both parties need to run in and give in to each other.

The running-in is over, it will never be worn-in, and it will be separated

So their ending 7 years ago was unexpected and reasonable

Wang Junkai is proud and doesn't have much patience. He feels that if he bows his head to a certain level, it will be impossible to keep him.

In the final analysis, in this relationship, he is in the position of being loved, so he is always 'confident'.

Besides, he didn't expect that Xia An, who had always been obedient and loving him, would propose to break up this time.

Did you break up because you didn't love each other?no.

He obviously still loves Xia An and thought about giving in, but he just thought about it, he felt that he was right, he felt aggrieved by apologizing and couldn't open his mouth.

So Xia An spoke first.

Of course, Xia An said that the breakup was not the result of deliberation, but a sense of anger and [leaving is the intention to be retained].

However, Wang Junkai didn't say anything. He couldn't open his mouth to persuade him to stay, just like he couldn't bow his head and apologize with peace of mind.

So, in the final analysis, both of them are too young to hold their pride and refuse to bow their heads.

As An Hongdou said, when Xia An grew up and matured, she understood how precious she had lost at that time.

So Xia An has been 'waiting' for 7 years after breaking up.

At this time, Xiao Kai already had a girlfriend, and the two met again, just like the beginning of this story.

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Analysis 2

Some love starts to be jubilant and enthusiastic like Coke, but after a long time, it becomes lonely and sour.

And some love is like wine, it gets better and better with age, and the Kaifeng clay will only become more depressed and lingering after many years.

3 years of love, 7 years of precipitation, time has turned the youthful love into a long and pure love.

The love between Xia An and Wang Junkai is like many campus couples, sweet and awkward.

I would wish to be tired of being together all day long, and I would get awkward because of some nonsensical misunderstandings, would quarrel, and would break up angrily, and then I really didn't look back.

'Break up after graduation' is like a curse, few couples can break it.

Because we have different pursuits, we each have our own way to go. Wang Junkai's last words to Xia An are - you must be happy.

Whether you have me by your side or not in the future, you have to live a good life, don’t get sick, eat well and sleep well. When you’re happy, call your friends and go out for a crazy day. When you’re sad, find your best girlfriend for a hangover. , the most important thing is to be happy.

He said it sincerely, and it was his way of saying goodbye.

In the end, he was holding on and did not speak, because he knew that what he said was meaningless, just like a nail driven into a fence, if the nail is pulled out, there will still be a hole left, and this kind of trace can only be filled with time.

So the two separated for the first time, one went to Melbourne and the other stayed in China.

I like Gu Liyin better, she is not a villain, she has not done any 'bad things'.

She is a smart and capable person.

Like Wang Junkai's, her intelligence refers to her super high EQ. She behaves smoothly in the world, rarely reveals her emotions, and thinks a lot before speaking, but the simple words she speaks often have puns.

The only person who can make her emotional is Wang Junkai, just like the only person who can make Wang Junkai lose control of his emotions is Xia An (I didn't realize that he and Xia An are like two chatterboxes full of nonsense)

Gu Liyin is undoubtedly excellent at work. It is not unreasonable for so many people in the personnel department to lean towards her. It is impossible to do it only by means and without strength.

So as Xia An realized, Gu Liyin was the best match for Wang Junkai, and they were people from the same world.

That's why Gu Liyin knows Wang Junkai so well. For example, she can tell his plan smoothly without opening his mouth. For example, the final choice Gu Liyin's analysis hits his concerns, so he hesitated, so he didn't keep him again. .

And Xia An's 'I can't wait any longer' was also foreshadowed early in the morning.

My favorite mala tang shop has changed people, the old house is about to be demolished, and everything in the past has changed. Time has changed, let alone things have changed.

The plot of the movie is like a true portrayal of her heart, so she cried.

An Hongdou's words were the catalyst, waking her up with a stick - no one would stay where they were forever.

And some things, if you miss it, you miss it, even if you beg for nothing and wait for a lifetime, you still won't be able to wait.

At this time, she is helpless, she doesn't know how to choose, but the balance is obviously inclined to give up.

What led to the final abandonment was Wang Junkai's hesitation before leaving the apartment.

Hesitant to speak, but he didn't say anything when he opened his mouth. This is what I describe most when I mention Wang Junkai.

His refusal to stay again really made Xia An give up.

Obviously the last second the two of them were getting along harmoniously, obviously the last second his eyes were slowly showing tenderness, but the next second they returned to the seemingly alienated coldness.

Like the kiss that never fell that night.

Xia An felt that Wang Junkai's heart was too difficult to guess. After guessing for so many years, he didn't want to guess anymore.

So she said, Wang Junkai, I can't wait any longer.

The age of 30 is a node and an excuse, leaving room for two people.

Give the future a possibility.

As for how much this possibility is, it is actually almost 0.

Wang Junkai understands this truth, and Xia An understands it.

The two don't talk about it, and they don't point it out. What if there is a miracle, just like Real Madrid's counterattack against Atletico Madrid, just like Liverpool's counterattack against Amy.

So on the day of the flight, Xia An waved to him from behind the glass door. That was the last time they saw each other, but Wang Junkai turned around.

He missed the last side.

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Analysis 3

Let me talk about the 3 interesting stalks in the text, I am a detail control.

1. Black marker pen.

It appears many times in the text, it is Wang Junkai's favorite pen, and it is also the pen that Xia An keeps in the wooden box.

Finally, I met Wang Junkai in the cafe and gave her a new one. It can be seen that he actually wanted to start over, but it was too late.

Xia An received the pen, and every photo and label on the back of every star card was written with this pen, including the last postcard.

2. Irish folk songs.

The ending song of a movie that two people watched on their first date.

It was also the song that Wang Junkai played on the player on the way to the airport at the end. The CD was newly bought by him because it was placed on the top of the CD rack.

At the beginning of the story, Xia An played piano music.

At the end of the story, Wang Junkai played a folk song, which was his first attempt, but Xia An pretended to be sleeping.

3. The joke told at the airport - the little white rabbit buys bread.

The little white rabbit made the illusion that he wanted to buy 100 loaves of bread, but in the end he only bought two.

But the boss was not angry. The boss said to the little white rabbit, I hope you will be gentle and quiet, and be safe every year.

On September 9st, Wang Junkai's birthday, Xia An said to him, "I just wish you...a happy year."

4. One letter per month.

Photos and postcards are sent interspersed.

The location is marked in the lower corner of each photo, and the postcard every other month shows the city to go to the next stop.

The photos sent in March show Paris.

At the wedding held on 3.12, An Hongdou handed Wang Junkai a letter, which contained photos and postcards.

Mark KualaLumpur in the lower corner of the photo.

The postcard said, the next stop is Beijing, China.

So from here Cheyenne's death is doomed