life is like a dream

On the second day, Liuli received a training notice from Kakashi, and we admired the high efficiency.The location is the training ground where Liuli almost lost his life. There are few people and the place is big, but the shadow is also big.

"Today's training is very simple, mainly to try to control Chakra, and test your Chakra attributes by the way, so that teaching ninjutsu can also get twice the result with half the effort."

"Hey, concentrate, inject chakra here, you have learned this in school..."

"it is good"

Ruri's chakra gradually flowed to the corner with Fuko printed on the scroll, Ruri looked at Kakashi blankly, waiting for his explanation. "Hmm..." Kakashi pondered for a while, "Wind attribute, your chakra is different from mine. Then I can only teach you some basic knowledge. If you want to go deeper, there are You can go to Asma for advice in time."

"Asma..." Liuli nodded, expressing that she remembered.

"That's enough nonsense, let's start now, first of all, try to concentrate your chakra on your feet, as long as you can walk on that big tree by yourself today."

"Ok"

Time passed slowly during the training. When the moon came out, Ruri finally met the requirements. Although she couldn't hold on for a few steps, Kakashi waved her big hand and approved Ruri to go home.Liuli dragged her exhausted body and began to walk home. When she thought of going back home, she had to cook. There was only one head and two big ones, but you can't let a 7-year-old child cook.

When I went home at night, Liuli told Sasuke about practicing ninjutsu outside. He was very calm, and he didn't say anything except telling Liuli to be careful, as if he already knew it.Sometimes she feels that although this younger brother is younger than herself, but sometimes he is more calm and self-sustaining than her. From time to time, she will show a worried expression. Even if she smiles in front of you sometimes, she always feels that the smile is not enough. At the bottom of the eye, if you ask him, you will be dismissed lightly in the end.After many times, Liuli stopped asking. For her, life starts from passing through, and it doesn't matter if she doesn't know about the past. Since he doesn't want to know, Liuli respects his approach. In time, it is good to recreate the memories that belong to the siblings.

Taking care of her younger brother, practicing ninjutsu, the days slipped away in such a peaceful and fulfilling way day by day, with ordinary happiness, Liuli once rejoiced that it would be good if her life was like this until she grew old.

Five years have passed in a blink of an eye, and Liuli has successfully promoted to a special Jnin. In addition to ninjutsu, she specializes in medical treatment, and finally realized her dream of being a doctor in her previous life.Liuli was a liberal arts student in her previous life, and knew nothing about physics and chemistry. Being a doctor is only a dream, and I think about it occasionally.But she is really happy that she can have this kind of talent in this world.According to previous seniors, Tsunade-sama is the most powerful in this field, and Tsunade is not only excellent in medicine, but also in ninjutsu. He is simply Liuli's idol.

With the passage of time, Kakashi is no longer the young man who was helpless in the face of women. The little yellow book is always in his hand, smiling all day long. It looks harmless to humans and animals, but in fact, it is a purebred sesame stuffed bun.Of course, most of this credit should be thanks to his favorite heaven of intimacy.

As for this book of Intimacy to Heaven, when Liuli first apprenticed to his teacher, as his big disciple, he naturally followed suit. I have read a few chapters. She really doesn't have much entertainment in this world, facing the boring training life all day long, it has naturally become my only entertainment.However, she was accidentally discovered by Kakashi once when Liuli was watching Intimacy Paradise. Since then, once she was discovered, she could not escape the fate of being confiscated. Regarding this issue, she once strongly expressed her dissatisfaction. Setting fires and not allowing people to light lamps, but with little effect.

People always have a rebellious mentality. The more he refused to let me see, the more Liuli wanted to see. I remember that it was a sunny day with grass growing and warblers flying. It should have been a good day for a picnic.After the 54th book of Intimacy Paradise was confiscated, Liuli finally failed to be more silent in silence but broke out in silence, using up all available tricks, tricks, coquettishness, and shamelessness, and finally seized a gap to separate him from her own. The 54th book that was confiscated, I snatched it back, stuffed it directly into the clothes on my chest, and glared at him to express my dissatisfaction, with a few traces of provocation in his eyes.

"The book is on my chest, I'll see how you grab it."

In fact, Liuli at the time didn't know why he was so irrational to fight with him. Is it even worse after robbing all 53 copies? The explosion is unclear, maybe it's because he's fed up with every time he confiscates and succeeds. Perhaps it was his birthday in the previous life but no one knew about it, maybe it was the mental short circuit caused by the continuous insomnia, maybe it was the reason that he didn't even notice, anyway, he was so inexplicably angry.

Kakashi crossed his arms, leaned against the tree trunk behind him, looked at Liuli's angry face and smiled slightly, "Liuli, you said you have been your master for a while, why do you still don't know your master so well?" Me, do you really think that if I put it on my chest, I won’t dare to take it? Now…….., are you going to bring it over yourself, or do you want me to do it?” After speaking, his eyes glanced at my chest, The smile was full of provocation, compared with Liuli's provocation, it was a threat that was higher than that of Liuli.

"If I send it over, wouldn't my previous struggle become meaningless, but if I don't send it over?" Liuli raised her head and glanced at Kakashi who was smiling at her not far away, feeling stunned. "That guy doesn't care about these at all. I can't beat him, so don't I have to pay in the end..."

Liuli fell into the chaos of the battle between heaven and man for a while.

This is like during the Anti-Japanese War, when you were accidentally caught by a spy and asked you to leak information.Generally, there are three choices, the first is to say it directly, the second is to say it after being beaten up, and the third is not to say it after being beaten to death, but the vast majority of people cannot resist the third option and eventually return to the second result.As long as you say it, who cares whether you have been injured or fought.If the struggle is futile, what is the meaning of the struggle? Is it just to remind myself in the future and tell myself proudly that I have worked hard, or is it just to make myself more sad, because I have worked hard and did not even leave myself a chance to dream Down.Even so, most of them don't believe in evil, they all feel that they are special, and they firmly believe that as long as they work hard, there should be rewards, just like Liuli who goes forward bravely.

"You can watch Intimate Heaven, why can't I, and I didn't delay my practice, didn't you praise me for making great progress yesterday?" Liuli yelled out her dissatisfaction confidently, almost adding fuel to the fire.

"Oh, why are you talking about this? In fact, there is no reason. I just like to see you jumping when you are angry..." After speaking, the smile on his face was taken for granted.

With a bang, the string called reason in Liuli's brain broke, and anger rose from her heart, and evil grew to the side of the gall, Liuli screamed, and suddenly threw the affectionate Tiantian in her arms, and turned to Kakashi regardless. Rushing over, she wanted to beat him up so badly.It may be that I didn't expect that the book I threw away would be outrageously accurate. I obviously didn't aim, but I made love to heaven but hit the bull's-eye.It landed firmly on Kakashi's forehead, and immediately blood slid down his cheek along the fallen book, one can imagine how hard Liuli threw it and how strong his hand was.Seeing Kakashi's bloodied and smiling face, Liuli who ran halfway, turned her head away and ran back without even daring to turn her head back, rushing towards the only safe place she thought was "home" .She didn't know why she wanted to run, but she had a hunch that if she didn't run, there would be many unforgettable experiences waiting for her today, and the memories would definitely not be good, so Liuli, who was able to bend and stretch, had no choice but to run away.

Liuli ran all the way home non-stop, locked all the door locks at a desperate speed, hid in her room, enjoyed the short peace of the rest of her life after the catastrophe, listened carefully to the movement around her, her heart was beating happily, "This counts What's the matter, I still don't hit the target with ten shots at ordinary times. My feeling is that I used the wrong method. I can hit it without aiming. This is playing me. It hits the forehead directly, and I'm finished. …….”

After two or three days of being anxious like this, even Sasuke made Liuli suspicious.There is no way, she is really scared. Although she is hiding at home, this is the way of running away from the monk and keeping the temple. It is extremely dangerous and leaky.

"But even if I figured it out, I don't know where else to go."Lucy sighed silently.

Liuli didn't know if he would suddenly appear and give herself a unique memory.After all, he was bleeding at the time. Through this period of contact, Liuli knew that Kakashi was definitely not a kind person, but a model of revenge. If someone said that he was kind and gentle, it must not be his acquaintances such as me a few months ago.Moreover, the accident that he almost died at his hands back then left a deep mark on Liuli's heart.

As the saying goes, it's not that Kakashi, who was on a mission, has returned.

That night, Sasuke went out for training, and I prepared a supper for him. After washing up, I went back to my room and was about to go to bed when I saw a figure passing by.Just as Liuli wanted to yell, she was tightly covered with a hand, and a piece of cold metal was pressed against her back. She instantly straightened her body, and dared not move. Was it a knife against her?Is this an indoor robbery?Are you about to be cannon fodder?The more she thought about it, the more frightened she became, and the more she thought about it, the more aggrieved Liuli burst into tears.

The person standing behind Liuli was visibly froze when Liuli's tears dripped onto his hands, and whispered into Liuli's ear, dumbfounded, "I'm Kakashi, why are you crying so much..." Then immediately He let go of the hand covering Liuli, and turned in front of her.

With the moonlight shining through the clouds, Liuli finally saw the person in front of her clearly.The wind blows, and the leaves outside the window rustle, as if laughing at Liuli's fuss.

The cold sweat that came out of the back was chilly after being swept by the wind. Liuli let out a long sigh of relief, and sat down on the ground with limp legs, looking at Kakashi in front of him, "This is the master I asked for, and it is also the master I have been asking for these days. The culprit who was frightened was also the culprit of the oolong incident just now. "The grievances are overwhelming, and people are always afraid of death, even if Liuli has died once.Liuli hugged her knees and leaned against the door, tears slipped down and wet her sleeves.

"What did I do wrong... why did I have to be chosen, why did I have to travel to this murderous world, why did I have to live this life of fear, I've had enough..." Liu Li Hugging myself tightly and sobbing, "I want to go home..., who can help me..."

People are so fragile sometimes, maybe a few innocuous words, a few insignificant things can destroy a person's strength, Liuli, who traveled to this strange world alone, tried hard to adapt to the life here, and tried hard to blend in. In this world, I try my best to play the role of a good sister and live an optimistic and cheerful life.

For months, she had been forcing herself to be strong, to grow.Because, in this world where she doesn't know the rules of survival, she doesn't know who to trust, who to talk to, and who to rely on.So, she said to herself, "It's no big deal, as long as you're alive, it's no big deal..."

She faces life with a smile every day, and she wants to live a happier life, even if it is only superficial happiness at first, will it become real after a long time......But she really overestimated her ability to resist blows. This death threat completely shattered the mask she had been pretending for many days.False is false, how can it become true.All the grievances, fears, and confusions were finally endured to the limit. At this moment, the tears found a reason to break the embankment, flowing unscrupulously, without covering up, without avoiding people's eyes and ears.

When people can't find a reason strong enough to support themselves to live, there is another vocabulary called life is worse than death.You can't find the future when you live, and you don't have the courage to die.

Looking at Liuli who was crying endlessly in front of him, Kakashi vigorously licked his hair. After a long while, he squatted down helplessly, looked at Liuli and said, "Being my apprentice, why are you always crying? You should be stronger." Some, for a ninja, tears are the most useless emotion, he can't solve any problems, except to prove that you are weak and it will only accelerate the loss of water in your body."

The current Kakashi is far from being able to speak eloquently and read words a few years later. He originally wanted to comfort Liuli, but what he said in the end was more like an admonition from a superior to a subordinate, which directly detonated the ultimate bomb beside Liuli. .

Listening to Kakashi's words, Liuli really felt that the world was terrible at that moment, what was she enduring.

She casually grabbed the things around her and threw them unceremoniously at Kakashi who was still standing in front of her. At this time, Liuli didn't care about her image and rationality at all. Almost all the things that could be thrown became her weapons. With a crying voice, he complained loudly: "I don't want to be your apprentice anymore, I'm not... You say I'm cowardly and not strong, but do you know what I have experienced and what I have suffered? You don't know anything, But here you are preaching to me without shame, why do you, Kakashi, why do you..."

Tired of throwing, Liuli retreated to the corner step by step in despair, curled up and hugged herself tightly.It was a hot night in early summer, but it was like being in the cold winter. After venting, what I got was not calmness, but deeper loneliness and helplessness. The dark night was like a ferocious beast, roaring at her. The attack slowly devoured her hope, her future.

After coming over for a while, Liuli looked up at Kakashi with a bitter smile, and the tears that had not yet flowed down her cheeks, "Kakashi, you are right, tears are really the most useless thing in this world...you Look, I have shed so many tears, but the sadness in my heart has not diminished."

"I kept saying to myself, "It's no big deal, even if there is nothing left, even if I'm alone, even if I go back again, it's no big deal; I'm still alive, right? That's a gift that many people can't ask for. , people can't be too greedy, or they will suffer retribution...... "

"But, Kakashi..., when everything you own is suddenly taken away without warning, how can you start a new life as if nothing happened, I can't find a way... I I am not as strong as I thought at all. Everything I lost is my whole life. Whenever I think I can face everything with strength, the loneliness and the deep-seated sadness are in my heart Unseen places are rampant, and every time I think about it, it hurts to breathe."

"I don't remember how many times I woke up from crying in my dream. Every time I wake up, besides the boundless night, there are tears all over my face. I have tried hard to live a good life, but it is too difficult to be alone. , It's really too difficult... I'm really tired, I can't pretend anymore... I don't want to pretend anymore. I just want to go home... But, Kakashi..., I can't find it It's time to go home......, that is a bigger hope than living......" Liuli was full of helpless sadness.

The house was in a mess, things were thrown everywhere, the girl hugged her knees tightly, curled up in the corner, as if she had been abandoned by the whole world.The big eyes that are usually full of energy are now filled with loneliness and helplessness that is not suitable for her, and as the tears fall, they spread around her.That kind of look is the despair of watching the things I cherish the most fall apart but helpless, just like myself many years ago, the night my father passed away, hiding alone in the corner and licking my incurable wound, except condemning At that time, I didn't get any warmth and comfort. What I wanted at that time was very simple. A warm hug or a word of affirmation could bring me the courage to face it.

Kakashi couldn't help but raised his hand to hug the group curled up in the corner, and said softly in a gentle tone that he didn't even realize, "Liuli, I won't be alone, I'm here, I'm still here .From now on, I will accompany you and protect you. Rest when you are tired, stop pretending if you can’t, cry when you want to cry, can you live easier..."

Kakashi's hand patted Ruri's back. Even though Kakashi never believed in tears, seeing Ruri telling her own story with tears and a smile made her heart ache inexplicably. It's not easy to like someone. It needs some special reason, maybe a concerned greeting, a gentle smile, or someone's tears, can make the throbbing break through the soil and take root until it grows into a towering tree.When you meet the destined person, everything about her can be the reason for you to fall in love with her, it just exists so naturally.

At the moment of being hugged, Ruri was so surprised that she even forgot to shed tears. Every word Kakashi said was like the warm sunshine that could penetrate the layers of ice, melting the coldness around Ruri bit by bit.

"Can I be alone? Someone is willing to accompany me and protect me, not because of the relationship between the original owner and him, but because of me... In this strange world, in this world full of wars, In a world where force is paramount, can I really not be alone?"

Liuli raised her hand and hugged Kakashi tightly, and buried her head deeply on his shoulder. The tears from the bursting of the embankment wet Kakashi's clothes, but her heart was the most peaceful and warmest moment in so many days.

Kakashi kept holding Ruri in such a quiet way until Ruri fell asleep in his arms when she was tired from crying.

That hug not only melted Liuli's coldness on the outside, but also opened a hole in her heart, and sprinkled in a seed called Kakashi. As time went by, it took root and sprouted, with luxuriant branches and leaves. Finally blossom and bear fruit, evergreen.

Later, Kakashi sent back all the confiscated Intimacy Paradise, and secretly clipped a note. If it wasn't for a chance, Liuli might never know the existence of this, and the words on the note were deliberately written It was very small, and it was carefully sandwiched between the gaps in the book. On it was written the reason why Kakashi confiscated the little yellow book of Liuli.

Liuli couldn't help but laugh after reading this note, it was obviously for her own good, why did she have to say it like she was finding fault.

After a lot of things happened later, she realized that Kakashi at that time didn't know how to teach an apprentice, let alone a female apprentice, so he expressed himself in a slightly awkward way. The good intentions, so that sometimes it is always self-defeating.

A few years later, Sasuke also successfully graduated from Ninja School, and coincidentally became Kakashi's apprentice. The protagonists Naruto and Sakura were also in the same group. Of course, the process of passing the exam was not smooth.Kakashi is not the kind of person who will show mercy just because Ruri is his apprentice.In the past few years, Kakashi has hardly graduated and became a ninja. For five years, Ruri has been his only apprentice.So, when Sasuke was assigned to his group, Liuli really broke into a cold sweat.

Recently, Liuli discovered that Sasuke often looked into her eyes in a daze, and the frequency became more and more frequent. Years of experience told Liuli Liuli that Sasuke must have concealed something about herself, and these things should have something to do with her admission to the hospital.His explanation at that time was really full of loopholes now, but Liuli didn't want to force Sasuke to tell him the truth. If he didn't want others to know, then Liuli would never touch him. For Liuli now, compared to the past that has passed It is more important to create more memories with the living people. Liuli's life really begins at the moment of time travel.

The current Liuli doesn't know that if you don't touch some things, you can pretend nothing happened.Sometimes it is wise to choose to forget, but sometimes it will bring you pain that cannot be undone until the end of the day.For example, she decided to give up the truth she was looking for today, but in the end it swelled into a penis that detonated Sasuke, destroyed the peaceful happiness of the siblings, led Sasuke step by step into the abyss of revenge, and single-handedly wove a nightmare that almost haunted her half of her life. , There is no antecedent, how to know the consequences, reality taught Liuli a lesson, that stick almost shattered all her expectations for family love.

The author has something to say: I finished writing this article and posted it as a manuscript, so the update is at least twice a day, one in the morning and one in the afternoon, and the warehouse is cleared on May [-]st, three times a day.

In fact, I originally wanted to write a few episodes of pig feet, but it seems that everyone doesn't like it very much. Viewers, do you think I still need to write?