Supervising Straight Boy

Well, but I really didn't react at all, I'm still a straight man, it's just..."

"only?"

He looked away, and it was still difficult to say some things to his girlfriend, but after what happened in the park, he could no longer escape.Sage pursed his lips. "But I knew in my heart that as long as he was near me, I would still let him fuck me."

A moment of silence.

The only sound in the house was the ticking of the clock on the wall.

"You are now—you were in love with him then?"

Sage blinked.The question really frightened him.like?In love with Xavier?

"Of course not," he snorted, but somehow, he suddenly remembered what Xavier had said to him in the park yesterday.He called him baby.A sad feeling churned in Sage's stomach. "Of course not," he repeated, less certain this time.

"Is he still in jail?" Laura asked.

"No." Sage hesitated, choosing his words carefully.The original churning feeling seemed to be tangled into a knot, and it was fixed on his throat. "I met him the other day."

"and then?"

Sage caught her gaze and blushed.

Her breathing froze for a moment. "OMG."

"I'm sorry," he said in a choked voice. "I didn't mean it, I just—when I saw him I—I—I couldn't help it, I..."

"Stop it, shut up." Laura glared at him angrily. "I've been waiting for you for a year—"

"I didn't tell you to wait!"

"I've been waiting for you for a year," she said again, her voice trembling. "But you—you—if you want me to forgive you, dream about it!"

"I didn't ask you to forgive me," Sage said subduedly. "I'm not qualified."

"You really haven't." Her shoulders slumped and she shook her head. "Okay—that's it. I quit, we're done." She went to the door.

"I'm sorry," Sage whispered, watching her hand rest on the doorknob.

"Just be sorry," she finished, and walked out.

***

"Laura broke up with me."

His psychiatrist eyed him piercingly.Dr. Richardson asked, "Break up with you? Why?"

"I told her about Xavier." Sage looked down at his hands. "Tell what happened in prison."

"Well, it seems she can't accept it."

Sage shook his head, biting his lip. "She accepted it, but I told her I met him the other day - and couldn't help but have sex with him."

A moment of silence.

"Do you feel guilty?" Dr. Richardson began.

Sage frowned and looked up. "Need to say? Of course I feel guilty."

She looked at him fixedly. "Are you guilty of hurting her, or are you guilty of wanting that man and feeling like you shouldn't?"

Sage licked his lips with his tongue. "I... I don't know, maybe both."

She tilted her head, looking at him thoughtfully. "Why do you think you shouldn't desire him?"

"Because—because he's a man," said Sage, shaking his head. "No, it's not because of that. It's because he ruined me. He ruined everything. I mean, I was a normal person before. My life had purpose. I had a girlfriend and I was thinking about the future. To marry her, have kids—normal things, you know. But he messed me up so much that I just wanted to do abnormal things. I shouldn't be doing this."

Dr. Richardson's expression he could only read as patience. "Sage," she said gently. "Nothing is absolutely normal, normal is undefinable, normal is subjective. You can't - and shouldn't - force yourself to do something 'normal', but stop yourself from wanting what you want What you want, otherwise you will live a miserable life."

Sage shook his head. "You don't understand, I'm not homophobic or anything, that's not what I can't accept the most."

"Then what happened?"

Sai Qi looked at the sky outside the window, and the sky gradually dimmed.He stared at the moon in the sky and told the doctor:

"When I saw him, it was like - like - lost the ability to think. It was just horrible, unhealthy. I just wanted to do it - long to do it. I wanted him to use my body Go-go...I can't think at all." He just wanted to get under his skin and let him eat himself.

"I don't want this," he clenched his fists and whispered. "I don't want to."

***

He still wants to walk the road in the park again, he must be out of his mind.True, it was the shortest way home, but he seldom took it.He can also choose other shortcuts, safer paths.

But after he saw a psychiatrist the next night, Sage inexplicably took the road to the park again.It's not that he wants to see Xavier again, he doesn't think so, it's just...he really doesn't need to avoid this road.Even if he met Xavier here once, it didn't mean he would meet him again this time.Maybe that encounter was really just an accident, and Xavier didn't follow him.Maybe he'll never see Xavier again.

The park was empty and silent, and the sound of his footsteps seemed abrupt.It's so creepy.Sage stuffed his hands into his pockets and picked up his pace, looking around.

"Are you looking for someone?" A hand pressed his shoulder and pushed him to a nearby tree.

Sage stared at Xavier, the dim streetlights made it impossible for him to see the other person's expression. "I'm not looking for you anyway."

The corners of Xavier's mouth curled up. "I almost believed it."

The other party's hand on his shoulder hurt him, and Sage could only grin his teeth and gasp, "Are you following me?"

Xavier chuckled, put his other hand on top of Sage's head, and moved closer to him. "Update," he murmured to him, snorting warmly on Sage's lips, "the earth doesn't revolve around you, blue eyes."

"Oh, really?" Sage reached up and grabbed a lock of Xavier's hair. "What a coincidence, isn't it? Did you just come here for a walk?"

"Sarcasm is not for you," Xavier said, and the hand that had been on Sage's shoulder came to his neck, gently choking his throat, and Sage shivered.Xavier smiled. "If you have to ask, I actually work nearby."

Sage blinked, feeling odd at the thought of Xavier going to work like a normal guy.Damn, it's weird that he's not in jail, okay?Sage couldn't really think about what he was saying, especially now that Xavier was so close to him - he couldn't concentrate, it was such a distraction, he shouldn't be distracted by this man.

Sage tilted his head so that Xavier's snort could only fall on his cheek, and he said stiffly, "Working nearby is no reason for you to do this to me. What happened a few days ago was a mistake. I --I'm not that kind of person."

Xavier's lips and teeth scratched gently along Sage's jawline, and Sage closed his eyes. "I know you're not," Xavier whispered into his ear, opening his mouth against his face.

Sage gripped Xavier's hair. "I really am not."

"You really aren't," Xavier whispered to him, and then began to bite the pinna of his ear and put it in his mouth.Sage couldn't help but let out a gasp.He is trembling.

"Come on," he struggled, trying to open his eyes, trying to push Xavier away, but his body just wouldn't obey.

Xavier's hands ran along Sage's bare arms, giving him goosebumps, and Xavier rubbed his nose against the side of Sage's face. "You smell so good, Blue Eyes."

The same to you.He almost said it, the faint male scent of Xavier driving him crazy.He wants him—he needs—

Sage turned his head, closed his eyes and searched for Xavier's lips.He wanted to be kissed, to have Xavier's tongue in his mouth, in his body.

But Xavier stepped back and straightened up.

Sage opened his eyes panting, and blinked, trying to take a good look at the other person's face hidden in the shadows under the dim light.

Xavier didn't look at him, his eyes were elsewhere, his jaw was tense, and his body exuded a tense aura, indicating danger and anger.

Sage found that his hand was still holding on to Xavier's hair, so he quickly let go.

Xavier was stunned for a moment, and his eyes returned to him. The dark pupils seemed to see through his body, making him hot all over.

They just looked at each other like that, breathless and panting.

Xavier pinched Sage's chin between his fingers, and his simple touch made Sage tremble again, which Sage hated.

Xavier clenched his jaw, and yes, he looked angry.But was he mad at Sage, or at himself?

"I'm going to fuck you," Xavier said calmly, with a serious face. "I'm going to fuck you, let's blow it off."

Sage swallowed.Not a good idea, but on second thought, it sounds tempting to let off steam.

Sai Qi took a step back, glanced back at Xavier, and started to walk towards the apartment. He heard footsteps behind him following him, and felt Xavier's focused eyes wandering on his skin—his The skin instantly tensed up and became extremely sensitive.

The way home seemed endless, yet too short. Sage could clearly feel that the man was following him, and he could hear every sound and every breath of the man.Sage's skin became hot, his mouth became dry, and his cock throbbed.It was the first time that he longed for someone so much, so longed that he couldn't think, only two thoughts-go home and lie under Xavier.

Finally, they arrived home.

Sage took out his key and opened the door, his hands shaking.He could feel Xavier's body against his back, and Sage didn't turn because he didn't believe he could control it.He opened the door, entered the room, went straight into the bedroom and turned on the bedside lamp before turning around.

"Take off your clothes and lie on the bed," Xavier said harshly to him, starting to unbutton his jacket.

Sage watched him, moistening his mouth with saliva.He wanted to bury his face in those black hairs and kiss down slowly.

"Take off your clothes," Xavier repeated, a faint gleam in his eyes.

it is good.

Sage took off his T-shirt, unbuttoned it, sat on the bed and took off his shoes one by one, then kicked off his pants and underwear, and lay back in the middle of the bed.

Sage adjusted his body, opened his legs slightly, and made the bed creak.He admitted that he was amused to see Xavier caught up in his every move, even breathing raggedly.

The man's stare made him a little dizzy, his whole body was sore and weak, but at the same time he felt that he had power in his hands.

Xavier took a tube of lube from his pocket and threw it on the bed.

Sage licked his dry lips. "You want me to—?"

"No, let me do it." Xavier said decisively, his eyes wandering all over Sage's body.

Xavier quickly took off his clothes, and soon stood tall in front of him with his naked and strong body. His strong and powerful body showed the strength of men, and his erect penis was thick and hard.Sage licked his lips again and kept staring at Xavier's cock, feeling his cock start to move a little.

Xavier came over and picked up the lube. "Turn around and put a pillow under your waist," Xavier said in a calm, serious voice.

Sage, gasping for breath, obeyed obediently.He knew Xavier had been watching him, at his ass.He blushed, and his body felt even more excited.Xavier loved his ass, and Sage knew that.

Sage let out a shaky breath when Xavier's slippery fingers touched the cleft of his buttocks, feeling Lube around his hole, and suddenly thrusting his fingers in.

He gave a cry of surprise. "Are you crazy?"

"You can take it, we both know that. I've waited long enough." Xavier leaned down and kissed the dimple on his buttocks, warm lips near the thrusting fingers.Sage felt his hole gradually becoming slippery, and began to relax and clamp Xavier's fingers slowly.Xavier added another finger, and with a groan he raised his hips and pushed back against Xavier's finger, panting. "Come on—it's ready. I want it."

"what do you want?"

"what?"

"Tell me what you want?"

Sage swallowed his saliva, finally came back to his senses, gasped and said hoarsely: "Your dick."

"What do you want my dick for?"

"Stop bullying people."

"Say it." Xavier's fingers pressed against his sensitive spot, and pleasure rushed from Sage's toes to his dripping cock.Sage leaned against the covers, out of breath, longing for more comfort.

"Want your cock in." Sage opened his eyes, turning his head to meet Xavier's fierce, dark eyes. "Fuck me," he whispered. "I want you to fuck me." I miss your dick and the feeling of you fucking me.

Xavier stared at him like a starving ghost in front of a good meal. "Look at you, blue eyes. I haven't seen a horny bitch as shameless as you."

He should be ashamed that he was called that again.bitch.But now, he felt that he was really a waste.He wanted to be fucked, needed to be fucked, wanted Xavier to penetrate him.He really wants it.

Xavier pulled out his fingers, stepped forward to straddle Sage's thighs, and rubbed the remaining lube on his cock.

Sage felt Xavier grabbing his waist with one hand and holding the front of the penis against the hole with the other, so he couldn't help biting his lip.He pushed in, opening his hole forcefully, opening it up to the outside intrusion, and then inserted it all in, both testicles against Sage's ass flap.

Xavier is not gentle, not gentle at all, but he doesn't have to be gentle.It hurt, but Sage didn't care.Xavier ran his hands up and down his back and pushed him hard into the bed, and Sage sobbed softly.That's what he longed for every night - just being pinned limp on the bed by Xavier and letting him fuck himself hard.

Xavier withdrew some, then thrust in quickly with another growl. "Shit—" He grabbed the back of Sage's neck with one hand and began to fuck him hard.God, his cock was fucking him so good.It's so cool.

Xavier moved his crotch and fucked hard into him. Sage let out a long moan. The man grinded his cock deliberately on his sensitive spot. Sage trembled and whimpered.

"You miss it," Xavier said as he penetrated deeply into him, tightening his fingers around the nape of Sage's neck, causing Sage to yelp. "You miss this feeling, little straight man."

Sage didn't refute, he couldn't refute at all, he was on the verge of orgasm.Xavier fucked him over and over, his balls retracting and the heat slowly building up near orgasm, pushing him to the breaking point.Obediently being pressed on the bed by others like this made Sage's body immersed in joy, a desperately intense pleasure.

"Yeah, that's it," Xavier gasped against his ear. "You're about to cum and get fucked and cum, Blue Eyes." Xavier's cock continued to fuck his prostate over and over again. "My little slut—you're fucking mine—" And then, softly, "It's mine—"

Sage's body collapsed, crying and screaming, pushing his body against Xavier, shooting into the pillow, holding Xavier's penis tightly, causing Xavier to let out a cry of pain.Xavier's hands walked on Sage's trembling body, prolonging the time of pleasure, slowly turning in circles against his acupuncture point.

"You're a natural slut," he complimented him softly, with a hint of playfulness.

Sai Qi muttered a few words, unable to speak, breathing hard, his body was still immersed in the aftertaste of pleasure, trembling slightly.

Xavier backed away a little, but only allowed his limp frame to turn around, and then plunged all the way in again.

"Fuck," Sage cursed belatedly, his mind still confused. "I'm not."

"You can say whatever you want." Xavier's eyes shone with a beastly light. "Shut up and open your legs obediently. I'm not feeling well yet."

Sage spread his legs obediently, staring intently at Xavier's face as he pressed on top of him and fucked himself again.Xavier's face was reddish, bringing warmth to his sculpted face, and when he gritted his teeth, a strand of black hair fell down on his forehead.With his eyes closed, Xavier picked up the tempo and intensified, fucking him orderly at first, then hard and frantic.His face was tense with pleasure, and he let out a few hoarse moans occasionally.

Sage watched, fascinated, unable to take his eyes away.Then, with a wobbly finger, he stroked Xavier's face.

Feeling the touch on his face, Xavier suddenly opened his eyes, lowered his head and stared fiercely at Sage, his gaze was threatening, then he raised his head back, and shot with a deep roar, deeply inserted into Sage's in the body.

Sage let out a sigh of relief as Xavier fell on top of him.He was heavy, but Sage didn't mind, not at all.He misses that feeling, his weight, his smell, the pressure he puts on and the security.The whole world seemed to have drifted away from him.

Xavier didn't seem in a hurry to leave, breathing heavily against his neck.Sage felt Xavier's lips open and close against his collarbone, murmuring silent words.Xavier kissed the sensitive skin on his collarbone, then sucked hard.

"It'll leave a hickey," Sage whispered.

"That's good." Xavier bites another hickey, and another.

He should have stopped him, and Sage knew he should have stopped him.His colleagues will give him strange looks at work tomorrow—after all, everyone knows that he and Laura have broken up.

But he didn't stop Xavier.

On the contrary, Sage unconsciously wrapped his arms and legs around the man above him, closed his eyes, and felt that this embrace was unbelievably warm and reassuring.

Sage laughed at the thought.God, this guy is really driving himself out of his mind.

"What's so funny?" Xavier whispered to him, still biting his neck.

"You fucked me up," Sage replied, sliding his hand down Xavier's broad back.

Xavier stopped kissing, propped up his upper body with his arms, and looked at the person below him with a strange look in his eyes. "Then we're even."

Sai Qi felt a tightness in his lower abdomen and swallowed. "So...you fucked me. How does it feel? Satisfied?"

Xavier pursed his lips. "Probably a few more times," he said after a moment.

Sage despised him quite a bit, but still smiled involuntarily.

Xavier kept looking at his face for so long that Sage felt uncomfortable. "what?"

"Dump your girlfriend," Xavier said. "I don't want to share you with others, not even with women."

Sage was about to speak to tell him to fuck off, but Xavier's serious gaze forced him back.

"She's dumped me," he told him, somehow shy.

"That's good." Xavier leaned forward and kissed him.

After a long kiss, Xavier was finally willing to get his tongue out of his mouth, and Sage sighed and admitted, "Maybe I'm not that straight."

Xavier chuckled. "Maybe? Seeing how much fun you were getting fucked by my dick just now, you're already pretty gay, straight boy."

Sage slapped him across the head and found himself laughing as he pushed Xavier down and buried his face in his arms.

Maybe he wasn't straight.But this seems to be pretty good.

Xavier wraps his heavy arms around him, making them hug even tighter.

Sage closed his eyes, breathing in his breath.

It's actually super good.

-The End-

About the author

Alessandra Hazard, the goddess of cuteness whose whereabouts are a mystery, is an author who has attracted the attention of the British drama circle in recent years.Her masterpiece "StraightGuys" series has impressed romance novel lovers all over the world with her distinctive and vivid characterizations and sincere emotional descriptions.