Young Oak Rongzhi...whatever

Looking at Geng Rongjiang's gentle face in the night, Rong Li laughed and said softly, "Cheers."

The two didn't say anything at first, they just drank silently, clinking glasses lightly now and then, half of the bottle was gone after a while, I don't know if it was night.

The color is too good, and Rong Li is still in a good mood. He feels that he has not drunk much but feels a little drunk.

Rong Li suddenly leaned his head on Geng Rongjiang's shoulder. Geng Rongjiang's body froze for a moment, then he relaxed and adjusted his posture to make Rong Li lean more comfortably. Rong Li said softly, "Brother, do you know? I In fact, thank you very much. When I was at home alone, I couldn’t sleep all night. At the beginning, I kept dreaming about that girl coming to me. I have to turn on all the lights every night, otherwise I feel like I’m in the corner. There are always people staring at me, and then I watch TV on the sofa, in fact, it is to let the sound in the house, and I will wake up when I fall asleep watching it, and I will always feel a little noise and think they are back. Everything is my dream, but after repeated disappointments, I can't sleep anymore, because after I fall asleep, I will dream of my parents again, they keep moving forward, no matter how I call or beg, They won't look back, just keep walking, keep walking..."

Rong Li chuckled as if remembering something and said: "Actually, the first night I lived in your house, I actually didn't fall asleep when you came to see me, but I have been alone for too long, and I really want to have someone Stay with me, so I pretended to be asleep, and then told you not to leave like a dream, and you really didn’t leave. When you held my hand and told me that you would not leave, I really wanted to cry, but I was too tired , that was the best time I slept since my accident. It was the first time I felt that I needed someone to accompany me so much. Then you slept with me because you found out that I was taking medicine. In fact, I was very happy. I was at that time I think you are so good, so I am very grateful to you, you gave me another home."

"You know? I don't like to go to that embankment, but I always walk there without knowing it. I have watched the rushing river below countless times, thinking that if I jump down, it won't be so painful, but I wondered if it was too useless to die like this, but I really didn't have the energy to live a good life. I couldn't help myself to think about the scene that day, my father and my mother, in front of me, fell like dolls. Come down, swish, but in my eyes it's like a slow motion, I even feel that I saw the despair on their faces, thinking over and over, thinking over and over again, I let myself not collapse, it's already very I'm tired, I really don't have the energy to live a good life..."

Geng Rongjiang hugged Rong Li tightly in distress, and Rong Li leaned in Geng Rongjiang's warm embrace and felt that those painful pasts were not so hard to talk about, "You know what? My birthday every year is very important to my dad. It is the task, the task is over when the meal is finished, and he will not stay for one more second. He never accompanied me. I really don’t understand the feeling of fatherly love. Father is just a noun to me. There are too few memories about my father. When I went to my grandma’s place when I was a child, my grandma read the composition I wrote and asked me why I wrote about my mother? I said that I also want to write about my father, and I also want to write My father, but...but what can I write? So I hated him when I was young, but I gradually felt that it didn't matter, just got used to it, and later I also felt that I really didn't care about it, but every time I read it When it comes to the scene on TV just now, I will find that deep down in my heart I still hope that my dad will show up when I need it, even once." Geng Rongjiang felt his shoulders a little wet,

Geng Rongjiang rubbed his chin on the top of Rong Li's head to show comfort, Rong Li continued, as if wanting to speak out all the words in his heart, "I know that I am closing myself up, and I also know that Lu Lin and the others want to care but Afraid of hurting me carefully, but I don't know how to say it, I can feel that they want me to be happy, but I really can't be happy, you know? When I'm really alone, I find a lot Memories are all in my mind, a lot of memories about my dad, those things that I thought I had forgotten, one pops up today, another one pops up tomorrow, I think of my dad being hurt by my ungratefulness when he wanted to show me favor The look on my face, I remembered my father’s embarrassment when my mother sneered at my father, I remembered that I had always expected my father’s care and love for me, but these expectations turned into hurtful thorns in the daily neglect, I no longer expect my father to care about me. I am like a cockroach in front of my father. It explodes when I touch it. In fact, it is just a way to attract my father's attention and let him remember that he still has a son. My mother always said that I Dad loves me, but I really can’t feel it. I have too few fathers in my memory. I searched for it bit by bit, and found a lot of things that I had overlooked. Those memories made me know my dad again. , I also know why he came to this point in the end, but I still can't forgive him, because he took away the person I love the most in this world, and the person who loves me the most, I really can't forgive him... "

Geng Rongjiang lowered his head slightly, and rubbed Rong Li's forehead with his lips. Under the background of alcohol and atmosphere, Geng Rongjiang said gently and repressed what he wanted to bury in his heart for the rest of his life: "Let me be the one who loves you the most." Is your person okay? I will be with you and will never leave you, I swear, I will give you everything you want, and I will make up for what is missing in your life, those regrets, those unwillingnesses." Rong Li listened Out of the affection and piety in his deep voice, he suddenly understood what Geng Rongjiang's love meant.

Rong Li didn't answer, he just put his arms around Geng Rongjiang's waist, buried himself deeply in his arms, and murmured: "Why?" Why do you love me?

Geng Rongjiang heard what Rong Li had said, and said softly, "Why? Are you... not afraid?"

"What are you afraid of?" Rong Li whispered, "Afraid that you love me? There is nothing to be afraid of, but you have to let me think about whether I love you or not."

Geng Rongjiang chuckled and said, "Think about it slowly, I have a long, long patience to wait for you."

Rong Li nodded and hummed.

Rong Li woke up very early the next day. He didn't know when he fell asleep, but he vaguely felt someone gently hugging him. When he turned his head, he saw Geng Rongjiang sleeping next to him. He hadn't woken up yet. This was the first time he looked at Geng Rongjiang's sleeping face, and he couldn't help reaching out to touch Geng Rongjiang's face, recalling the conversation last night, sighed, withdrew his hand and turned his head to look at the ceiling, wondering What are you thinking.

"You don't need to worry, as I said, I will wait, just take your time." Geng Rongjiang spoke suddenly.

Rong Li was taken aback, "Are you awake?"

Geng Rongjiang opened his eyes, with a smile in his eyes, clear and bright, he seemed to have woken up for a while, Rong Li said unhappily, "You did it on purpose."

Geng Rongjiang said with a smile: "Otherwise, how would you find out that the child is doing bad things?"

"Who did something bad?" Rong Li turned his head to the side to cover up.

Geng Rongjiang didn't bully him anymore, sat up and said, "Get up, Wushan will come after the meeting."

"Leaving so early?" Rong Li also sat up.

Geng Rongjiang nodded and said, "It's a bit far away, so I went early, but the scenery over there is really nice."

"The scenery doesn't matter." Rong Li was not interested in the scenery, and asked expectantly, "Do you want to barbecue?"

Geng Rongjiang looked at Rong Li dumbfounded and said, "Roast."

Rong Li laughed contentedly, Geng Rongjiang looked at Rong Li's appearance and stretched out his hand to scratch his nose and said, "Get up quickly."

When the two got up, Geng Rongjiang's parents were already up and eating breakfast, Rong Li said in surprise, "Uncle and aunt got up so early?"

Geng Rongjiang's mother said with a smile: "I'm getting old, I won't be able to sleep for long.

Rong Li said: "Auntie is not old, she looks young."

Geng Rongjiang's mother patted Rong Li on the shoulder and said, "This kid has such a sweet mouth."

Geng Rongjiang's father said to Geng Rongjiang: "When you take Rong Li out to play, remember to take good care of him, and don't go to dangerous places."

Before Geng Rongjiang could speak, his mother said first, "Do you need to say this? Don't worry about it."

Geng Rongjiang's father glanced at his mother and said, "Is it interesting to refute my face like this?"

"Oh, I don't want to anymore." Geng Rongjiang's mother gave his father a steamed bun and said, "Come on, come on, let me apologize."

Rong Li said with a little envy: "Uncle and aunt have such a good relationship."

Geng Rongjiang's mother smiled and said, "It's all about old couples, so it's okay, isn't it, old Geng?"

Geng Rongjiang's father snorted, and Geng Rongjiang's mother said to Rong Li, "Look at your uncle, the older you get, the more you look like a child."

After the two of them had breakfast, Wu Shan called. The place was a little far away. Rong Li, who didn't sleep well last night, laughed for a while and fell asleep leaning against the car window. Sleepiness is really contagious. Even Geng Rongjiang also began to feel drowsy.

Wu Shan smiled maliciously and said, "Did you do something bad last night?"

Geng Rongjiang closed his eyes and said, "Wu Bagua, you really should be under the car and not in the car."

"Yeah, I will leave room for you, I understand." Wu Shan agreed with a smirk.

Geng Rongjiang: "..."

When we arrived at the place, Rongli found that it was a campsite by the lake. There were tents of all sizes standing by the lake, and there were RVs. The environment was very good, surrounded by mountains and rivers.

"Where are they? Have you seen it?" asked Geng Rongjiang, who was beside the Wushan Environmental Advisor.

Geng Rongjiang shook his head to indicate that he didn't see it, and suddenly a delicate voice came from behind: "Brother Rongjiang, you are finally here, people have been waiting for you."

Geng Rongjiang's cheek twitched, and Wu Shan shivered silently beside him...