You have a bamboo horse waiting to be checked

Qi Chongshan was quite busy with work in the hospital, and the two had to rush back after only a few days in their hometown.

Before leaving, the old man had been dragging them, sending fresh fruits and vegetables and some local products to the car. Ling Yifeng helped to pick them up, and at the same time felt a sincere warmth in his heart.

This should be the epitome of ordinary people's life, ordinary and happy.

And Qi Zhongshan also firmly abided by their agreement, did not destroy this beauty, but worked hard to let him integrate into his family.

To be honest, even Ling Yifeng himself didn't expect that Qi Chongshan could do so well, so good that he felt that the ten years of wastage had come to an end, and it was no longer a meaningless delay.

Make each other better, meet again, and never be apart again.

On the way back, when Ling Yifeng was sitting in the co-pilot swiping his phone, his hands suddenly stopped.

At first, he thought that Ling Yichen said that he and Qi Ming went to the beach together, and that they went to the coastline of their own country, and they happened to buy a suite there. Unexpectedly, the two of them flew directly to Oceania, and the sea refers to the Pacific Ocean.

Qi Ming is good at taking pictures, and the scenery is good. The sea area is as clean as a piece of blue glass, the beach is golden, and even the air can be seen to be clean. Ling Yifeng wants to take time to go there.

But even more striking are the interlocking hands in front of the camera.

There is also the pair of rings above that is low-key but cannot be ignored.

When it comes to showing affection, Qi Ming and Ling Yichen had endless affection to show off back then, and Ling Yichen gave them more than just this pair of rings that looked like sterling silver. Lenovo.

Looking again, both rings are worn on the ring fingers of their left hands.

"I'll go," Ling Yifeng blurted out subconsciously, "The two of them got married during the Chinese New Year?"

"Huh?" Qi Chongshan was driving a car, and it was inconvenient to turn his head to look at it, "Who?"

"My two brothers," Ling Yifeng answered him, and quickly sent a message to Qi Ming, "Have you two gone on your honeymoon?"

"Yeah, are you envious, I got married by the way," Qi Ming's voice came over, and the voice over there was obviously laughing, "Your post was a coincidence, we just got off the plane."

"Honeymoon is not considered, the time is too short." Not long after, Ling Yichen's voice also came, "The company has something to do, so I came back early."

"I'm not envious," Ling Yifeng sighed, "I'm jealous."

"Hey, I brought something for you two." Ling Yichen rarely confronted him, and his voice was rare to see, "How are you doing?"

"Very good," Ling Yifeng knew that Ling Yichen was still a little worried that his relationship with Qi Zhongshan was not stable enough, so he added deliberately, "It's really good."

"Just as long as you two live well," Ling Yichen seemed to let go of his heart, "Live a good life, don't play the seven-year itch like the two of you did back then."

As soon as Ling Yifeng put down his phone, another message came over there.

"Is Chongshan next to you?" Ling Yichen asked on the other end of the phone, "It doesn't matter if he's not there, you can give me his WeChat ID, I have something to tell him."

"He's driving." Ling Yifeng was driving the outgoing version. He quickly glanced at Qi Zhongshan, and found that Qi Zhongshan was also looking this way. After signaling him to continue looking at the road, he asked nervously, "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing, I want to ask him for help with something in the hospital," Ling Yichen said casually, "It's okay if you can't help, just talk."

Ling Yifeng still felt a little strange.

Qi Chongshan is just an ordinary young doctor now, the kind of attending doctor who goes to the ward in large numbers, and if he is not handsome, he can't be found in the hospital. Qi Zhongshan should be asked to help.

"Okay," Qi Zhongshan responded first, seeming to know what Ling Yifeng was thinking, and then took the initiative to comfort him, "It's okay, maybe it's not me, but my dad, after all, my dad is not bad in this industry." Famous, there are not many supernatural doctors in the local area who are more authoritative than him."

This made sense, Ling Yifeng didn't say much after listening, and sent Qi Chongshan's WeChat, and added Ling Yichen on his mobile phone under Qi Chongshan's signal.

"If there's anything, don't hide it from me," Ling Yifeng hesitated for a long time, and then said, "Especially about my brother, you know?"

Qi Zhongshan didn't make a sound.

"I have the right to know, and I'm not a child anymore." Ling Yifeng paused for a while, and then said, "If it has nothing to do with my brother's body, then let it be. My brother doesn't want to tell me, so there should be his reasons."

"You have changed a lot from before," Qi Zhongshan said at this moment, "I just felt tight... I almost thought that the two of us were going to have a conflict again."

"I believe you have a sense of proportion," Ling Yifeng's tone softened, "And if my brother really doesn't want you to tell me, I insist on you to tell me, isn't it embarrassing for you?"

"Your brother won't," Qi Zhongshan said, "it's impossible for him to create any obstacles for the two of us. He must hope that we can live well. He didn't say he couldn't tell you, but he probably just told you and you still have to pass it on. Give it to me, please."

Ling Yifeng thought about it and thought it made sense, got up and kissed Qi Zhongshan on the side of the cheek, and didn't ask any more questions.

After coming back from the New Year, it will be Valentine's Day after a few days of busy work.

Ling Yifeng felt the sense of alertness of the school's city-wide martial law a few days in advance. The school's small speakers broadcast the dangers of puppy love every day after school. What puppy love is a flower that is easy to wither? , youth without regrets".

Ling Yifeng felt like complaining when he saw this announcement, and he didn't know who tied Wugui and Zhengshi puppy love together. Although he could understand what the school was worried about, if it was in his year, it would be seen that "no regrets" were two For the sake of words, they have to be with Qi Zhongshan.

Isn't this confusing.

Qi Zhongshan was also busy. As Valentine's Day was approaching, jealousy and fights began to emerge. After receiving several operations in which the heads were cut open, Qi Zhongshan sighed that it was indeed spring.

It's the season of revival again.

It should also be a season of making up for regrets.

Since the two had only talked for a year, when they first got together, the Chinese New Year was very late that year, and there were many conflicts. Valentine's Day was fooled by the Cold War and a different place, so Qi Zhongshan remembered so clearly that he did not give Ling Yifeng sent flowers, but the teacher was unknown.

Although Ling Yifeng always felt in his heart that sending flowers was meaningless and silly, but when his bosom was stuffed with a bouquet of flowers and submerged in a sea of ​​pink, he was easily moved.

That kind of silly sense of ritual still makes people feel that this is the only way to fall in love.

"I want to tell you something very important today." After Ling Yifeng put down the flowers, Qi Zhongshan took a deep breath, "You should make a mental preparation first."

"Are you asking for marriage?" Ling Yifeng asked with a smile.

"Can you not spoil the spoiler?" Qi Zhongshan let out the anger he had just held back, and he laughed, "I really don't ask for it today, and the ring I ordered hasn't arrived. What I want to propose is a surprise, and I won't let you Guess what day it is."

"What's that?"

"Close your eyes first," Qi Zhongshan said, "then wait for me to kiss you."

Ling Yifeng closed his eyes obediently.

Then he heard a very faint "meow--".

With a long tone, it seems to be acting like a baby.

Ling Yifeng opened his eyes almost reflexively, and Qi Zhongshan just kissed him.

Due to his personality, he basically wouldn't open his eyes when he kissed Qi Zhongshan. When he kissed Qi Zhongshan unexpectedly, he immediately met Qi Zhongshan's clear eyes, as if a fire was burning, and his face immediately turned red.

Seeing his blushing, Qi Zhongshan couldn't help laughing: "Why are you so cute?"

"Hey," Ling Yifeng looked up at Qi Chongshan, and poked his waist a little unhappily, "Just laugh at me, I'm a 27-year-old man, you say I'm cute..."

Before Qi Zhongshan could answer, the cat meowed again: "Meow——"

"I said it," Qi Zhongshan immediately excused himself, "how cute."

Ling Yifeng walked around Qi Zhongshan and looked at the sofa behind him.

A pink cat bag.

"This is a little girl," Qi Zhongshan explained, "I bought a pink bag for her."

He carefully carried the cat out, the orange kitten didn't know whether it was cold or scared, it was shivering, looking at Ling Yifeng with its round and big eyes, and meowing softly With a sound, he put the pink flesh pad on his outstretched hand, it was warm and soft, so cute that Ling Yifeng's heart melted.

This is simply an angel!

"The last time your brother came to me alone, he just told me that he found a good cat breed, let me take a look." Qi Zhongshan couldn't help laughing when the cat's ears were tickled, "I think this cat It's pretty good, it's the best at robbing milk in the first litter, and it's not afraid of strangers, jumping up and down in the cat's litter, and even slipping into my arms. Now it's just changed to the environment, and it will take a while to get used to it."

"Why did you tie a bow on it..." Ling Yifeng carefully reached out and fiddled with the tie on the cat's neck, "Isn't this too girly?"

"It's not a bow tie." Qi Zhongshan felt a little helpless, "Surgical knot. I want to tie it too, no."

"You give such a cute cat a surgical knot?" Ling Yifeng reacted for a while before he realized what Qi Zhongshan was talking about, and he was amused, "You you you... hug me and give me a breath."

Qi Zhongshan smiled and hugged the cat closer, letting him stroke its fur: "Why don't you give it a hug yourself?"

"It's too dreamy, I also have a master," Ling Yifeng was still a little dazed, "Don't worry, you're too young, I'm afraid, you seem to be more skillful."

"The year I was about to graduate, a cat came down from the downstairs of the dormitory. It was a raccoon dog. I kept it for a long time," Qi Zhongshan said softly, "Later, it was picked up by a girl from our school. I was thinking, if I find someone to live with in the future, I will definitely have a cat."

"So many times, the two of us always have some ideas in the same way, I think it's very strange," Qi Zhongshan said, "I can't explain why, when I met you in the second year of high school, it was like an enlightenment , I also know what liking is, I also know what possessiveness is, and I also know what responsibility is and what is responsibility, if I had to do it all over again, I would still choose to be with you."

"I don't know if you still have the feeling of dragging me down now," Qi Zhongshan said, "What I want to say is that you really don't have it. I am very glad that I can meet you on the right day. , I still want to go down with you."

"The previous appointment is still a yard short, I will work hard," Qi Zhongshan said very seriously, "I am not as profitable as your brother...but...forget it, I am not as profitable as your brother, and I still have money with him. Almost busy."

Ling Yifeng looked at him and couldn't hold back his smile at all.

"I don't like domineering presidents," Ling Yifeng said with a smile, "I just like angels in white who save lives and heal the wounded."

"Hey," Qi Zhongshan also laughed, "It's really a face."

"You're just stealing batteries... Forget it, the bottom line of morality," Ling Yifeng corrected, "Even if you're picking up junk, you're still my boyfriend."

"The main reason is that last time I heard you said that you were envious of them getting married abroad... I was also quite envious," Qi Zhongshan held the cat in one hand, put his arm around him, and whispered in his ear, "In short, I will Work hard."

"I'm just going along with the words," Ling Yifeng was taken aback, and quickly explained, "I don't envy Ling Yichen, who made my brother run away in anger. I'll be with you for a long time, it's fine."

"Well," Qi Zhongshan kissed his ear, which had just returned to normal skin color, and watched the earlobe turn red again, "We two will add another cat girl, for a long time."

After a while, Ling Yichen finally cleared up half of Ling Yifeng's mint after pleading repeatedly, and asked the gardener to put the rest into small pots. After Zhou Xingna saw it and heard the story, he asked Ling Yifeng for a pot.

"Be happy," Qian Yihang sat across from Ling Yifeng in the office during the lunch break, and explained seriously, "If I get out of the order, I'll treat you to a wedding candy."

"Are you talking to the head teacher?" Ling Yifeng was a little bit dumbfounded, "Why did you make me so unwilling to give it to you?"

"Just kidding," Qian Yihang sighed, "It's not like you don't know who I like...Zhou Xing has fallen in love with another girl again, and that's quite nice to say, you can't hurt my brother because of a girl, you say Why is this man so angry, why is he not like his uncle?"

"Are you talking about a straight man with a serious mind, or a half-hearted man?" Ling Yifeng laughed, "He is also straight in some places, and I put on the clothes for him, otherwise he could wear a white coat after the school uniform, uniform from beginning to end lure."

"It's fine if your sexual orientation is not straight," Qian Yihang sighed again, "If one day... I can't help but say it, what should I do?"

Ling Yifeng looked at the loneliness in his eyes, feeling a little distressed.

"Forget it, if you say it, let's say it. I don't need that friend, I just need a partner." Qian Yihang lowered his head and fiddled with the mint leaves, and said, "I hope that when I say it, I will I don't like him anymore."

"It will be fine," Ling Yifeng could only say, "If there is anything you can't solve, just come to me."

"Mr. Ling, you are a good teacher." Qian Yihang looked at the analysis reports and transcripts on Ling Yifeng's desk, and said softly, "You are also a good person. I am very glad that the head teacher I met is you."

"Can I take your words as the greatest compliment?" Ling Yifeng smiled, "It's really not easy for a teacher to hear these words."

"You deserve this sentence," Qian Yihang said before getting up and leaving while holding a small bowl of mint, "I wish you and that doctor a happy relationship for a hundred years."

"Thank you." Ling Yifeng thanked him sincerely.

He was touched by everyone's kindness and blessings.

After get off work, he drove to pick up Qi Zhongshan, and then went to Ling Yichen's house together.

Qi Ming is used to spending birthdays at home, and this time is no exception.

He didn't call any outsiders, they were all friends who were close to each other. After dinner and seeing off the guests, he took Qi Zhongshan to the room that Qi Ming had specially arranged.

When he put the mint on the window sill where he remembered it, he seemed to be back in high school in a trance.

But when he saw Qi Zhongshan behind him, he immediately returned to reality.

He realized that at this moment, he completely regarded the past as the past.

And the future is still a future worth looking forward to.

It wasn't long before the Ching Ming Festival holiday, this time Ling Yifeng didn't go to visit Yi Xiaoqin during the Chinese New Year, so he still went to Ching Ming.

It was raining on the Qingming day, pattering and pattering the road under his feet, Qi Zhongshan silently held an umbrella for him, the two of them walked in the empty cemetery, the footsteps echoed clearly between the sky and the earth, and they could feel a An empty silence.

Ling Yifeng put the sacrificial flowers in front of the grave, and closed his eyes slightly.

He seemed to still be able to see his little self, following behind his parents, but he couldn't get a smile from either of them.

Ling Yichen and Qi Ming were under too much pressure that they shouldn't have to bear at that age, and there was really no room left to make him happy.

At this moment, he met Qi Zhongshan, who smiled at him.

Then came 20 years of flowing water.

"Mom," he finally said, "this is... my boyfriend, Qi Zhongshan, who is also my partner, and we are... so what, a de facto marriage."

After thinking about it for a long time, he finally remembered the word that had entangled him for a long time.

That's right, a de facto marriage.

"I'm with him very well," Ling Yifeng said, "He's very good at coaxing people, he's handsome, and I like him very much, even though I know that my brother was scolded by you when he fell in love with Qi Ming. , I still have to say, I'm an asshole too. If you can accept it, that's great, if you don't agree...it's no use.

"Say something too," Ling Yifeng was silent for a while, then looked at Qi Chongshan, "At least it's considered seeing the parents."

"Hello, Auntie." Qi Zhongshan took a deep breath, "In front of Auntie...I want to say something very serious."

Ling Yifeng froze for a moment, and saw Qi Zhongshan took out a ring box from his pocket.

"Damn it?" Ling Yifeng hadn't sweared for a long time, and now he couldn't bear it anymore, "Propose on Ching Ming Festival?"

"Well," Qi Zhongshan said, "do you know how Qingming came about?"

Ling Yifeng shook his head.

"It is the 108th day after the winter solstice," Qi Zhongshan said. "108 is a very auspicious symbol in ancient times, representing long-term and completeness."

"But now it has other meanings," Qi Zhongshan paused, and then said, "Ling Yifeng and Qi Zhongshan's [-]th day together."

"Why are you the only one who remembers the anniversary?" Ling Yifeng asked even more shocked, "Is it true?"

"I wrote down the memo on my phone," Qi Zhongshan shook the phone in his hand, "Do you want to see it?"

"No... no need," Ling Yifeng reacted belatedly, "Did you first find out that it was put together after Qingming?"

"...Yes, but I checked the information carefully, okay?" Qi Zhongshan said helplessly, "Can you give me a compliment."

"Yes," Ling Yifeng was delighted, "My boyfriend is awesome, hurry up and praise him."

Qi Zhongshan smiled, knelt down on one knee, opened the ring box with his head down, carefully held Ling Yifeng's hand, and put it on for him.

His expression at the moment was like holding some rare treasure in his hand.

"Marry me," Qi Zhongshan said, "or marry me, it's up to you."

Ling Yifeng lowered his head and looked at the seemingly simple but exquisitely designed ring, his nose was slightly sore, his heart seemed to be stuck in something, and he couldn't even speak.

"It's tied together," Qi Zhongshan nodded when he saw him, stood up, raised his hand, and clasped his fingers tightly with Ling Yifeng's, "Do you still remember the story about the ring that your brother told you? My palms are facing each other. , only the ring finger cannot be separated, but the palms of two people can be separated, so they must be tied with a ring."

"You remember all of this." The more Ling Yifeng didn't want to choke up, the more he was so choked up that he couldn't speak, "Why am I a man so moved by you?"

"Can't a man be touched?" Qi Zhongshan held him in his arms and snorted a few times on his head, "Come and cry in your boyfriend's arms."

"Fuck you," Ling Yifeng's mood changed, tears were slowly withdrawn, he pushed him to the side, and said softly to the tombstone, "Mom, this is really your son-in-law, it is firmly established."

"I haven't had time to make a promise yet," Qi Zhongshan said, "I promise to be nice to him, auntie."

"Prove it with practice," Ling Yifeng took his hand, "The next 20 years, 40 years, 60 years—let's go together."

The two held the same umbrella, held hands, and walked down the long steps of the cemetery.

Ling Yifeng took the initiative to raise his head and kissed Qi Chongshan.

The man laughed, and he could still vaguely see the appearance of a boy in his eyebrows and eyes.

May you leave half your life and return as a teenager.

May there still be someone standing there, waiting for your return.

The author has something to say: Thanks to the little angel [Xi Qing] for the nutrient solution x 10, mine x 1~

Thanks to the little angel [yahoooo] for mine × 1~

Thanks to the little angel [Lemon Lemon Lemon] for mine × 1~

In the PS settings, Ling Yichen and Qi Ming went to New Zealand=v=New Zealand is very convenient to get married, no need for nationality and temporary residence permit, you can get married if you go there... But I haven’t been there, so I won’t write in detail=v=And although Everyone should know that I didn’t say the sentence of running away half my life, I still have to say that I didn’t write it, it belongs to a famous sentence...to avoid unnecessary disputes ooo

The part is over, and I thank the little angels for their company all the way!There will be extra episodes later, I can mention what I want to see now, the ones that have been nominated now include the plot of their birthday, the plot of Ling Yichen chasing Qi Ming, the plot of Duan Yu and Wei Yan, what else I missed, raise your hand w

I hope that the little angels who have just entered the pit will not feel caught off guard orz is fine and not afraid, and there is a special episode ww the extra long episode ww

☆, extra episode 2: previous dust

"Hey! Catch that kid over there!"

"You've got more guts, dare to fight against the boss, I'll see who dares to stop if you don't hit him and call him daddy!"

five.

Four.

three.

two……

Ling Yichen was counting down to the sound of beatings, but he never heard the boy begging for mercy.

He turned his head curiously, but saw that the man wiped away the blood from the corner of his mouth, and looked at the fat man who was the leader of the crime very calmly: "Dad."

The people around seemed surprised too. After laughing at a few words of "counseling" and "coward", they found that the person who was beaten had never responded, so they scattered in boredom.

After all, school violence itself is a very boring thing.

Qi Ming lowered his head and patted the dust off his body, raised his head, and met Ling Yichen's probing eyes.

Qi Ming didn't care about the boy in front of him who didn't look good, and squeezed past him.

This is their first encounter.

It's not very good, and there is no plot of a hero saving the beauty. On the contrary, the two people don't have a good impression of each other.

An idiot who stood in the middle of the road and thought he was being dragged to the sky, Qi Ming thought to himself.

Do you think you won't be bullied any more if you deal with it coldly once? It's funny, Ling Yichen thought.

In fact, not all transfer students will be bullied. This has something to do with the atmosphere of the school and the transfer students' personalities and luck. Qi Ming probably belongs to the category with particularly bad personalities and luck.

As soon as I came here, I was at the same table with the school bully. I didn't give people face at all, and somehow attracted the attention of the pretty girl in the front row, which immediately aroused the anger of the school bully Fatty, who has been doing evil all day. He has a meal.

Unfortunately, Ling Yichen, the only student at the same level who dared to fight against Fatty, had no desire to stand up for him.

Everyone sweeps the snow in front of the door, don't care about the frost on others' roofs.

The person who said this was Yi Xiaoqin, his own mother, so he remembered it very well.

At that time, Ling Yichen hadn't grown up yet, and he naively thought that as long as he could meet his parents' requirements, as long as he was good enough, everything would be fine.

Parents will be satisfied, will smile at him, spend more time with him, and will not quarrel anymore.

At this moment, when he thought of this sentence, Qi Ming had no sympathy.

But he was very curious why Qi Ming could call another person "Dad" so calmly, so calm that he was surprised, and he didn't seem to have the slightest anger at being insulted.

But soon he knew.

Still through Yi Xiaoqin.

At that time, Yi Xiaoqin negotiated a big business and was very happy, so he specially took him to the dinner party. Not long after he arrived, he accidentally found Qi Ming who was being bullied again in the corner.

This person is also strange, he is bullied wherever he goes.

Ling Yichen thought to himself.

When he got closer, he heard what those children were saying.

They were laughing at Qi Ming as a wild boy from the countryside.

Ling Yichen didn't know whether Qi Ming came from the countryside, but the accent was indeed not from the local area, and it could even be said to be far away. It was a soft-sounding dialect, and for some reason, Ling Yichen always felt a little familiar.

When he heard Yi Xiaoqin speak, he suddenly reacted.

It's exactly the same accent as Yi Xiaoqin.

After all, there was a banquet in the hall, and the children in the corner didn't dare to do anything more. They just talked and occasionally pushed and shoved, which was much better than the previous violence.

Ling Yichen was just about to leave when he suddenly saw someone spit on his face.

Amidst the laughter of the people around him, Qi Ming remained silent.

On the contrary, Ling Yichen couldn't stand it anymore.

Why is this person so cowardly.

He found that Qi Ming and himself looked at each other, obviously recognizing him, and suddenly felt embarrassed.

Every time someone is bullied, I watch the show by myself, which doesn't seem very good.

But everyone is so calm, I can't be furious for him.

In the end, the two still passed each other.

Of course, if Ling Yichen knew that he would fall madly in love with this person in the future, he would have to crush these people to the ground one by one.

Days go by like this.

The opportunity to become friends with Qi Ming is an incredible coincidence.

When the school conducts quality assessment activities, everyone has to hand in a handwritten newspaper, drawing and writing, and writing is fine. Ling Yichen only feels that his head is too big when it comes to drawing, so he simply pays someone to do the drawing and pays for it When delivering the goods with one hand, he met Qi Ming who was besieged again.

Ling Yichen was a little dazed, he didn't expect that the person who painted for him was actually Qi Ming.

There is no way, the painting is on someone's side, and if you don't do it, you have to do it.

It turned out that there were a lot of people that day, and Qi Ming dragged him away in embarrassment in the end, and ran for two streets before leaving the group of people behind.

The two people stared at each other for a long time with blue noses and swollen faces, and suddenly felt that the other looked a little pleasing to the eye.

There are so many people who dare to be tough, maybe they are really stupid, but they are able to resist, Qi Ming thought to himself.

Such a cowardly person is actually quite loyal, Ling Yichen thought to himself.

As the two families got closer and closer, Ling Yichen and Qi Ming also played closer and closer in a daze. It happened that Qi Ming's family moved to the same community again, and the two met more often, so they began to go to and from school together, gradually. , when Ling Yichen reacted, the two were already good friends.

Ling Yichen gradually understood through the repeated quarrels and neglect of his parents that some things were beyond his control and beyond his comprehension.All he can do is to make himself better, so that he can always have a way out, instead of working hard to meet someone's requirements.

At the same time, he finally knew the truth about Qi Ming's transfer to another school: his parents divorced.

But when Qi Ming mentioned this matter, there was only relief on his expression.

He said he didn't want to fuck.

He doesn't like his dad either.

The only thing he can't let go of is grandma.

His mother would transfer the anger towards his father to painting, making him think that painting was a shameful thing when he was a child, and when he was caught, he would be reprimanded by his mother and accused by her of being like the man she hated.

He only remembers quarreling again and again, and he only remembers stepping on the glass shards on the ground as soon as he opened the door, the pain in his feet, and the blood all over the ground. In the end, he dragged his feet and crawled desperately to the door before being discovered by his neighbors. After the hospital, the only one who came to see him was his distressed grandmother.

He also once envied others to have healthy families, but this idea later became an unspeakable extravagance.He didn't know what a mother should be like, and he didn't know what his mother was like, so he couldn't even hate him. He felt at a loss and just wanted to escape.

He spent his childhood in this kind of panic, so that when his parents finally divorced, he only felt that the torture from his parents was doubled.

Even if his father doesn't care about him at all, he thinks he and other half-children are burdens.

In such an environment, Qi Ming did not grow into a violent person, it was entirely because whenever he had such signs, he would restrain himself and tell himself not to become like them.

That's why Qi Ming never wants to fight back.

He didn't want to remind himself of those things.

After hearing Qi Ming's words, Ling Yichen felt a little uncomfortable.

It is obviously the snow in front of someone else's door and the frost on the tiles.

But when he really saw the loneliness in Qi Ming's eyes, he still suddenly felt distressed.

I don't know if he was bewitched by this, but when Qi Ming finally couldn't help stealing his household registration book to buy a ticket to return home, he actually went back with Qi Ming.

He went to see Qi Ming's grandma.

A very good old man, but he was a little confused. Fortunately, he was confused, so he didn't ask how the two of them came back.

When Qi Ming left for the last time, he squatted at the door and cried.

He didn't know how to comfort Qi Ming, so he could only squat down together and pat Qi Ming's back.

At that moment, he suddenly felt that he and Qi Ming were very close buddies.

It's not because I did something deviant for Qi Ming this time, but because Qi Ming will pour out the most taboo secrets, the most absurd plans, and the most negative emotions in front of him without restraint.

This is an unconditional trust.

Correspondingly, he has a different kind of trust and dependence on Qi Ming.

He liked the way this person was calm and calm in everything, as if he had already seen through the world of mortals.The kind of freedom and ease in him who dared to love, hate and dare to go all the way to the dark was something that Ling Yichen had never seen in the children of the worldly and sophisticated families around him.

This seems to be the light and heat brought by lovers of literature and art, which can attract countless people to fly to the flame one after another.

So, when did I start to fall in love with Qi Ming?

Ling Yichen couldn't quite remember.

Maybe it's because of Qi Ming's posture when he lit a cigarette and stared out of the window when he was sunk deep in the sofa, maybe it's because of the sweat dripping from the tip of Qi Ming's nose when he was concentrating on painting, maybe it's because Qi Ming treats him from the beginning to the end Has a fatal attraction, all in all, he is more certain that the first time he had a desire for the person around him was Qi Ming.

It is the summer vacation of the third year of junior high school.

Qi Ming had just finished taking a shower, and came out to open the door for him wearing only a pair of beach pants. While wiping his hair with a scarf, he squinted at him.

At that moment, Ling Yichen almost stopped breathing.

Immediately, I felt extremely disgusted.

It's not that no one plays with men in the dandy circle, it should be said that there are all kinds of games, but he has never belonged to that circle, and he has never thought of going into business according to his father's ideas. Or mixed with people who are fans of paper and gold, he thinks he can sit upright, how could he have the same dirty hobbies as them.

He vomited and vomited, and calmed down, he almost stuffed his head in the refrigerator, and he could still dream about Qi Ming, and the situation was getting worse.

For the first time, he found himself curious about the curves that stretched under other people's shirts and belts.

He couldn't restrain himself and couldn't understand it, so he went to investigate.

After going to the library, searching the Internet, and using various methods, he slowly came to his senses in that information-poor age. Perhaps this is a normal phenomenon.

Maybe.

At that time, the parents had already quarreled to the point where they almost fell apart, and the mistress was so rampant that Ling Yichen didn't dare to let the driver pick up Ling Yifeng to and from the kindergarten. He repeatedly emphasized to Ling Yifeng that he should not trust anyone except himself and Qi Ming, and he was not allowed to go with anyone. It's almost like protecting his only younger brother with fear.

Sometimes he feels tired, especially when Ling Yifeng is stubborn with him, and he feels distressed after scolding him. Originally, three or four years old is the rebellious period of children. It is a period when you should shape your own ideas, and it is also a period that should receive the most attention from your parents. The period is almost as important as the later puberty, but Ling Yifeng is ignored and loved by no one.

It was the most difficult time since he grew up, but fortunately he had Qi Ming by his side.

Qi Ming has been trying his best to find time to help him take care of Ling Yifeng, and silently bear his emotions. In the end, Ling Yichen felt that it was good for him to start relying on Qi Ming, and at this moment, Qi Ming found out what book he was reading.

"Gay Subculture".

Then Qi Ming came out to him.

Very calm, so calm that even Ling Yichen was surprised.

Before he had time to find any excuses to cover up his "abnormality", Qi Ming had already confessed his "abnormality", which caught Ling Yichen by surprise.

After being caught off guard, what followed was anticipation.

Will Qi Ming like himself?

As soon as this idea came out of his mind, it was out of control.

He began to uncontrollably observe other people of the same sex around Qi Ming.

He felt scared.

Qi Ming will become someone else's boyfriend