You have a bamboo horse waiting to be checked

"It's impossible for me to marry someone else." In the end, Qi Zhongshan broke the deadlock softly, "I have to be with you."

Ling Yifeng was silent for a while.

"I don't mean to blame you," Ling Yifeng said softly, "It doesn't matter if you don't stay with me in the future, don't cheat on other girls, it will be considered that I don't like you in vain. But without me...you might just get married and have children in this life. Passed it lightly. Your sister-in-law is right, how old you are, how many people you have met, don't talk too much, or you will feel uncomfortable when you think about it later. "

"I have met a few people, and it has nothing to do with me liking you or my impossibility to get married and have children. This is not your responsibility." Qi Zhongshan frowned and said in a deep voice, "Even if I have met thousands of people, among them There is only one you. And it is not because of you that I will not marry. From the moment I realize that I like the same sex, I cannot marry others. Not cheating on marriage is the bottom line, and I think you understand."

"But you don't know if there is anyone better than me among the remaining 99 people," Ling Yifeng said, "You also don't know if you would fall in love with others first if you didn't meet me, for example, girls .”

"You mean double?" Qi Zhongshan said, "I'm not."

"I hope you are." Ling Yifeng said, "It's too difficult for you to come out."

"Even if I am, so what? Can I still talk to you while getting married? Or break up..." Qi Zhongshan paused, and then continued after a while, "I've never promised me that 'Qi Zhongshan is From the moment I was my boyfriend, I never thought about breaking up with you, and if I really got to that point, I can only say that I am sorry."

"Do you think you are really crooked?" Ling Yifeng said suddenly.

Qi Zhongshan was silent for a long time.

"When you left in the first year of junior high school, you didn't say hello to me. I was always looking for you. The things you gave me, from the bookmarks you gave me when I was young, to the alarm clock you gave me later, I stayed at home and moved. Twice, nothing missing. When you first came back, you didn’t want to talk to me at all. I was pestering you. You and Ling Haoran fought, and I waited outside the emergency room until one o’clock in the morning. Did you not see me? Can’t you feel whether I like you or not? Don’t tell me in the future, can you think about it in another way, do you always feel that you will meet someone better than me in the future? Then why do you tell me Together?" Qi Zhongshan took several deep breaths, and managed to restore his voice to a stable state, "I don't want to quarrel with you in a different place, and I also know that you are very disturbed after hearing those words today, saying that these are not your original intentions .But I'm really a little angry now, and I can't help it anymore, can I hang up?"

Ling Yifeng hung up the phone without saying a word.

He held his mobile phone in a daze for a long time, looked around the empty room, and finally realized the loneliness and loneliness belatedly from the desertedness.

He wandered around the living room at a loss for a long time, feeling more and more that the room was so empty that it made people panic, so he quickly walked into the bedroom and closed the door.

Anti-lock.

Nest in bed.

Put a quilt over your head.

To be honest, he and Qi Zhongshan have never blushed since they were young, including forcing an alarm clock for Qi Zhongshan before, and the alarm was still his own voice. When Qi Zhongshan saw him again, he would get up full of anger and hide Strictly, without revealing anything.

This time, I guess it really pissed him off.

I think so, if I change myself, I will probably be angry. I have repeatedly explained a question many times, and tried every means to give the other party a sense of security, but in the end even the most basic things will be questioned. Qi Zhongshan can restrain his emotions and let him hang up first. The phone is already considered reserved.

The more Ling Yifeng thought about it, the more annoying he became, he simply turned off his mobile phone, stuffed it under the pillow, and chose to escape everything by sleeping.

Terrible.

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[You have a missed call]

11:30 pm

-sleep well

12:00 am

-Happy New Year

When Ling Yifeng turned on the phone the next day, he suddenly felt his nose a little sore.

11:30 is his bedtime, and Qi Zhongshan will call him on time, waiting for him to fall asleep.

Not even this time.

Qi Zhongshan is really a good boyfriend.

Especially when it comes to such ceremonial matters, he is always meticulous and conscientiously fulfills his boyfriend's responsibilities.

But the more Qi Zhongshan does this, the more he can't figure out what Qi Zhongshan's mood is.

Forget it, let's calm down with each other for a while.

Ling Yifeng didn't reply to the message, and put the phone back under the pillow.

For the entire winter vacation that followed, he did not see Ling Yichen again.

There is no news about Qi Ming.

Before locking the door, Ling Yifeng looked back, feeling as if no one had ever lived in this house in a daze.

It was already 05:30 in the morning when the train departing at midnight arrived at the station.He deliberately made a preemptive move on the matter of leaving. He originally thought that he would be reprimanded by his brother as usual, but in the end he heard an apology after receiving the call.

I'm sorry who wants you.

He tried to say this in a nonchalant tone, but when he finally said it, he was a little bit aggrieved, like a child who was neglected.

"Wait, wait, don't worry, the style of pretending to be pitiful when you do something wrong usually hasn't turned around." Ling Yifeng almost bit his tongue before stopping the car, and quickly changed his words, trying to make his tone as lively as possible, " That's not what I mean, I'm saying, it's not rare - and it's not right, anyway, I'm grateful that you didn't scold me, I don't have a tendency to shake M, and I am very satisfied with that."

"I'm really too busy to accompany you during the winter vacation."

"Okay, I know, I haven't been with you much before." Ling Yifeng yawned after he didn't sleep well on the train, "You can do your own thing, I will try not to cause trouble for you."

"It doesn't matter if you cause trouble or not, just do something you want to do." Ling Yichen's voice was so gentle that it seemed like another person he was very familiar with, "Teenagers think as much as teenagers all day long. , then your teenage years will be in vain.”

"I'm rebellious and you beat me up, and if you're not rebellious, you talk about this with me. Tell yourself, are you..."

Ling Yifeng walked out of the waiting hall while typing on his mobile phone, dragging the suitcase with one hand, and swinging a key chain in the other hand.Her hair was tied up randomly, the sides of the scarf were also of different lengths, her eyes narrowed to the point of closing from time to time, and her voice still sounded full of energy.

Qi Zhongshan sat in the waiting hall, silently watching him walk out from the ticket gate while performing a play.

The author has something to say: Thanks to the little angel [Qi Ling] for mine × 1~