You have a bamboo horse waiting to be checked

"What's the matter now?" Qi Zhongshan frowned tightly, "Yes, I almost quarreled, but who doesn't quarrel when they are in a relationship, won't they quarrel after careful consideration?"

"I don't mean this," Ling Yifeng said, "it's about the content of the quarrel. The problem is not with you, but with me. I was not ready to be with you and face many challenges... Seriously, if it wasn't for drinking that day , I may still be dealing with you until now."

Qi Zhongshan didn't seem to hear the slightest hint of persuasion, and frowned and asked him seriously: "Then how long do you need me to wait. If you say one day, I will wait one day, and if you say ten years, I will wait ten years."

"I do not know."

"You don't know how to wait for me?"

"If you don't want to wait, don't wait!" Ling Yifeng suddenly became irritable, "If you say you like it, you like it and say you want to be together. I'm not as open-minded as you. I'm just cowardly. It's not like you don't know that I'm cowardly. Why do you have to force me? me!"

"It was you who made the confession that day." Qi Zhongshan slammed the door, shutting both of them inside, "We won't mention this, it's normal for me to confess, because if I don't make it clear, you Never felt that I really liked you. You never dared to think about it. You were always afraid that I would dump you on a whim."

"There is no way to prove this kind of problem." Qi Zhongshan leaned down and got so close to him that he could even smell the warm mint smell when he breathed, "If you believe me, just walk down; if you don't believe it I, I have no choice, I can only do more things and do my best to obey the destiny. But now that I am still your boyfriend, let’s talk about any problems, you don’t have to doubt me or yourself, unhappy, don’t believe , just say it, don’t get emotional anymore, okay? I really won’t defend myself, and I’ve almost wiped out all the words and explanations I’ve saved from living for 17 years on you…”

"Stop talking!" Ling Yifeng interrupted him abruptly, gasping for breath, coughing uncontrollably due to overbreathing, and took a long time before he spoke, "It's really fucking like breaking up."

The two were silent for a while.

Qi Zhongshan suddenly felt very tired.

Unseasonably tired.

He knew that he was the one chasing after him, and he was the one who proposed to start. He should have been mentally prepared for Ling Yifeng to sway repeatedly, but under the added bonus of staying up all night, this feeling of powerlessness that no matter how hard he tried, was real. Make him feel so tired that he needs to take a break.

He slowed down for a while, and just when he was about to speak again, Ling Yifeng suddenly raised his head and kissed her.

Qi Chongshan was taken aback.

"I don't want to hear it," Ling Yifeng stepped back a little, pressed against the wall, closed his eyes slightly, his eyelashes trembling slightly with his voice, "I'm sorry. Don't say it. I believe you."

He is flustered.

When he realized that Qi Zhongshan was "tired" at that moment, he panicked.

He wanted to make amends but didn't know where to start, he just wanted Qi Zhongshan to stop.

Wake up from the unknown context just now.

The moment his lips were kissed again, he only felt that his whole body was a little weak because his brain was completely empty, and it was only because Qi Zhongshan hugged him from behind that he didn't slide off the wall.

It was both reasonable and unexpected for him that Qi Zhongshan poked the tip of his tongue.

He could feel that Qi Zhongshan's kiss was obviously aggressive this time, and it was no exaggeration to describe it as a siege, as if he was swearing or proving something.

Ling Yifeng never imagined that this person who usually seems to be dedicated to learning most of the time could suppress him until he couldn't breathe. He could only be passively sucked and bitten by Qi Zhongshan, and he didn't wake up until his teeth collided. He stood up a little, tried his best to straighten his body, and the tip of his tongue pushed back unceremoniously.

Qi Chongshan froze for a moment, and quickly adapted to Ling Yifeng who became active. When the two of them gasped and let go of their entangled tongues, their mouths were already smelling of blood.

After the two separated, they leaned side by side against the wall, trying to adjust their breathing and heartbeat, and calm down the restlessness that swept over their bodies.

"Where did you bite?" Qi Zhongshan turned his head first and looked at him carefully, "Does it hurt?"

"It's okay." Ling Yifeng tapped his lips lightly with his thumb, looked down at the fresh blood, a little embarrassed, "You..."

Qi Zhongshan didn't speak, just squatted down and looked up at him.

"Chongshan." Ling Yifeng finally squatted down against the wall, persuading him in a low voice, "If this is really the end, you can still turn back."

"You're talking like you're going to sit in a trap." Qi Zhongshan reached out to straighten his hair, "I won't look back. I fell on you."

"I think I'm sorry for you. I could have treated you coldly and made you retreat, but I just couldn't bear you. I'm actually very selfish, don't say no. Because you don't know how difficult this road is. , but I know, I have watched others come over since I was a child, but not only did I not rein in the precipice, but I also pulled you in."

"Some roads are indeed difficult to walk. But as I said, two people will always walk better than one." Qi Zhongshan reached out and held his hand, "I'll walk with you, you can't walk, I'll carry you until you don't want to go any further."

All along, Ling Yifeng has always been sensitive, not confident enough, and lacks courage, but he is still a young man with longing for the future.

So after hesitating for a while, he finally compromised and slowly shook his hand back.

At that moment, Qi Zhongshan suddenly had the feeling that the contract had been reached, as if the previous love affair, the words and kisses he received did not count, everything started from this moment, this sensitive and timid person, he really made up his mind, wanted to I want to give up the rest of my life.

Qi Zhongshan didn't say anything, just hugged him tightly in his arms.

The author has something to say: I am afraid that I saved my manuscript before the exam, but I still ran out of manuscripts... Facing the next crazy exam week, I fell into despair... If it is really too late, I may stop changing for a day tomorrow, and I will continue Try to maintain the daily update, okay?_(:з」∠)_