Thank you everyone, I'm with Solomon [Comprehensive]

Obviously at the beginning, she didn't want to bully him like this...

He is a doctor himself. Although the "disease" of human nature is not the same as the disease of human beings, he still knows that the patient's body is important.

So, originally, he was a little dizzy from the sudden burning fire, and wanted to kiss him impulsively.

I didn't think about doing it, after all, I just did it the day before yesterday... Ahem, Secia hasn't forgiven him yet.

Just a kiss—just a kiss, it's not too much.

The one who suddenly pulled him over to kiss him first was Secia. As a good man who is responsible and capable of taking responsibility, especially good at patience, once he is freed from the state of suppressing himself for a long time, the burst of energy is naturally quite terrifying.

The plan in my mind is very clear, and once the restraint line drawn for myself tends to be crossed, I must stop immediately.

In normal times—or in other words, Dr. Roman in a normal state, no matter how difficult and dangerous he faces, he will definitely be able to do it. It can be said that he is almost cold and rational.

however……

It fell short halfway, and it was because of Secia again.

"Uh, uh..."

It seemed that he was even more out of breath by such a violent and powerful kiss like a storm. Secia wanted to push him away, but he couldn't lift his hand, and his body was still as soft as if it was about to melt.

When Roman, who was about to suspend temporarily according to the plan, raised his body slightly and was about to let him go, when he lowered his head, he could see that his eyes were hazy, as if covered in a layer of mist, and his face was flushed red, as if he was under the sun. I'm about to cry in a second.

"Uh... Sorry, I scared you, I couldn't help it a little bit, I'm going to—"

"..."

Secia didn't speak.

It wasn't because the brain stopped functioning after the heat climbed to the peak, Roman looked down at him, inexplicably feeling that his eyes seemed to have regained clarity.

Not affected by "disease".

It seemed that it had nothing to do with the nonsense that he couldn't restrain himself.

It's just……

Suddenly, Secia, who was lying under him, reached out and wrapped his arms around his neck.

……

……

"Having said so much, you just want to show that you are not such a beast. Everything is because Secia, who is sick and dizzy, suddenly wakes up and takes the initiative to seduce you?"

"Wait, wait, wait... I was just stunned by Secia's kiss, and then I thought he wanted it too...um...just...it's really not a beast, hey!"

"Oh, as expected of a man with a thousand lovers. From confession to deception of pure human reason all in one go, and with his own sophistry, he really is a beast!"

"...Hey! Leonardo! Da Vinci! Hey!!!"

*****

What he didn't tell anyone was that with the gradual recovery of the singularity and the fusion of his and the human forces here, part of Cycia's memory has recovered.

Good luck this time.

What he got back happened to be the most important part that he always wanted to know.

Immediately after the ups and downs in the blazing heat, he had a dream.

It turns out that this is a "dream".

In the dream, Secia's hair was bright red, and her eyes full of dignity were also blood red.

He was wearing the same clothes he had worn before coming to Chaldea, and he was carrying the suitcase he would take with him no matter where he went, standing on a piece of snow-white land.

This is his "home", the place where he was born, and it is also the place where he is destined to never return in reality.

Fortunately, Solomon didn't appear in the dream—no, the culprit in Solomon's shell.Secia can walk here with peace of mind.

He knew exactly where he was going, so he soon came to that very familiar place in reality.

It's Chaldea.

He walked through the dimly lit corridors and found an unusually ordinary-looking single dormitory.He opened the door and walked in. The sound of closing the door was obviously loud, but the man in the room couldn't hear it.

Even if he was standing beside him, it was as if he didn't see it.

It was very late at night, but the man hadn't slept yet.

Every detail on his body reveals his exhaustion—and sickness, his face is pale and bloodless, and most importantly, anyone can see that this man's body has been seriously overdrawn due to fatigue or other reasons.

So dry that it can only be supported by one's own will.But he couldn't hold it for long, and Secia watched silently as he staggered when he got up, barely holding onto the corner of the table with one hand, and before he could stand still, he had to raise the other hand to cover his mouth and cough.

The blood stained the white gloves red, just like Secia's dead eyes.

"It's only been two years, how can... Cough, cough cough! Falling down at this time..."

Secia heard the man's voice again, mixed with a violent cough, and the voice was full of unwillingness.

Then, as if unwilling to admit that he was exhausted, the man took another step forward.

Holding on to the corner of the table was not enough this time, his feet were weak, and he fell forward unpreparedly.

Should have hit the ground hard—

"..."

Secia caught him.

The man still couldn't see him, but he could hug him tightly.

Secia carried him to the bed, put the weak man on the bed, took off his shoes and socks, untied the rope, and finally covered him with the quilt.

"What do you do so desperately, you really are a fool, fool."

This was the first sentence that Secia whispered after sitting down by the bed.

It was difficult to describe his tone in specific words, because it was too complicated, as if he had integrated all his emotions—not only for this man—into it.

"It's hard to become a human being, learn to live like a human being like me, and relax from time to time, okay? If you have to work so hard, you deserve it..."

He stopped here, and he couldn't continue talking for the time being.

Unknowingly when his hand was attached to the man's face.Not surprisingly, it was icy cold and completely lost its temperature.

However, Secia was very hot.

He allowed himself to be burned, and transferred the heat floating on the surface to the man through such a simple action, and the effect was not bad, because the man's face seemed to be a little bit better, and the brows that were frowning when he passed out were also relaxed a little.

"Fool."

Secia's eyes were so soft that they seemed to have melted into reality. Perhaps, when he was looking at this human being, there was only an obsession in his eyes that was attracted by both body and mind.

"Do you want to save me that much..."

"..."

The man didn't respond, and of course he couldn't.

Then he began to whisper in his dream, very soft, but for some reason, repeated, repeated——

"No, no... no, no, no..."

No.

Can't fall down at this time.

"I have not……"

——I haven’t waited for that day yet.The reason for the destruction of humanity has not yet been known.It has not been able to protect the possibility of human beings.

That's what the man wants to say.Cycia knows.

Just because he knew, his tears fell silently, and then sank into the darkness silently, unable to stir up any ripples.

The truth is just like what he said just now, cruel, but it seems... conceivable.

Once upon a time, there was a king who had no hearts.

He sees the future where human beings will come to an end, but he always smiles and doesn't intervene or save.Even if he becomes a Heroic Spirit after death, he remains the same and remains unchanged.

However, obeying the call to participate in the Holy Grail War and winning the Holy Grail, and under the inexplicable mind, made the wish of "wanting to become a human" to the Holy Grail—this is an accident that the king never expected.

There was another surprise, also unexpected.

At the moment when he became a human and gave up his identity as a heroic spirit, the king's last clairvoyance saw that human beings would perish soon.

as well as……

He who has become a human wants to stop it.However, he seemed unable to stay as a human for so many years.

It's more like a curse.Even if you get a human body, you can't be considered a real "human" in essence.

He didn't understand why he wanted to be the king of human beings, and even less understood why he was so stubborn in wanting to prevent the destruction of human nature, so he began to drive himself forward with incomparable cruelty.

If he didn't know that his time was so limited, he might not study, investigate, and research so desperately.

But he already knew that the sense of crisis oppressed him all the time, making him have to change his original ten times effort into twenty times, thirty times—or even more.

and so.

Knowing this situation, it is completely understandable to see the final outcome of this man.

this fool.

This hopeless, self-driven idiot.

This—the idiot who forcibly prevented himself from seeing "me"...

The dream ends here.

Switching to reality, it was still night, but it was not far from the time to wake up.

Secia struggled for a long time before barely getting up from the bed.

He still smelled of the body wash left by the man after the affair. Of course, where the crumpled shirt couldn't cover it, there were still dense hickey marks.

He opened the closet and took out his small suitcase that was at the bottom.Secia opened the box and took out the only "luggage" he always carried with him.

There is only one box for small things in the suitcase.

Something so small...it's actually a ring.

Although it was crushed out of shape for some reason and lost its original color and luster, but if you look closely, you can still vaguely distinguish the simplicity and exquisiteness of it when it was intact.

It was one of Solomon's Ten Commandments, and he knew it.

When he was running away, he found this tattered ring from the ruins, and was almost caught by "Solomon" because of it.

At that time, of course there was hatred in my heart, but, for some reason, I had such a strong thought in my heart - I must, I must take this ring away.

Although he doesn't know why yet, it is very important to him.

In this way, Secia put the ring into the suitcase and took it with her all the way, wandering in many parallel worlds...

All the way here, right here.

He met the real owner of this ring.

—Oh, the "true master" is well fed and refreshed, and is now sleeping soundly.

Secia pinched the ring that was too tattered to look at in his hand, frowned and broke it off a few times, and restored the ring to its original golden appearance.

Anyway, the original owner didn't know, so he happily put the ring on his finger.Then, quietly groped back on the bed.

Instead of getting into the bed, Secia even lifted the quilt that was exclusive to someone.

The cold wind suddenly gushed out, and the sleeping man trembled.

He didn't wake up, but his first reaction in a daze was to grope to the side, as if to confirm whether the person he was holding in his arms had fallen into bed——

It must be impossible to touch, and Secia watched him foolishly groping on the empty bed for a long time before reluctantly stretching out a hand for him to grab.

The man also grabbed it, and, reflexively, put his hand with an extra ring on his chest.

How wonderful.

This idiot who left his own dead in the parallel world without authorization, also wears the exact same ring as him.

It's the middle finger, the middle finger.

It's almost like the ending of a certain comic book...about the marriage.

"I understand, what you want to protect is the 'humanity' that represents the hope of mankind, not me who was born from the humanity."

"but……"

Secia lowered his head, his long hair slid down his shoulders in front of him, and he stared at the face of the sleeping man with a soft light in his eyes.

"You must live well this time, otherwise, how will you protect me?"

"Ah, that's right. Even if you're a half-baked bodyguard who ran away like you, I still have to pay a nominal fee."

He lowered his body again, and his lips almost touched the man's ear, his voice was as soft as a falling feather.

"What should I choose as a reward? I'm tired of strawberry cake, so..."

"Just leave me to you? In this case..."

"This cowardly guy who can't let go of his responsibility will never run away irresponsibly again."