Master Lin of the Red Chamber

But so what, what should come will always come, right? How can people get together and never be separated? He will get used to this kind of parting sooner or later, right, just like that scene back then Sudden car accident.

But no matter how much he tried to comfort himself, this incident finally made Lin Qing quiet, and he didn't even care about Lin Ruhai's affairs. Perhaps at this time, it seemed hypocritical to say these words.

But Lin Qing is really a little confused, not knowing what the meaning of his life is, this kind of confusion almost everyone will have, a certain tired moment, discussing what the meaning of life is.

It seems to be very sad and helpless, but in fact, it’s just like that, even if you can’t make it, you will be depressed for a while at most. Living so beautifully, even if it’s meaningless, it doesn’t matter. Few people are willing to die.

Life in the orphanage was so painful back then, Lin Qing still worked hard to make his life better, let alone now, as the young master of the Lin family, he doesn't have to live as hard as he did in his previous life, regardless of what he wants. I have struggled.

It's just that the mood is still unavoidably low. Lin Ruhai, who is busy with work and hardly cares about the house, naturally doesn't know about it, but Lin Daiyu, who has been living next door, has been keenly aware of it.

Now it's autumn, but the weather is not too cold, it's the season when chrysanthemums are in full bloom, and a lot of chrysanthemums of various colors are brought in in the garden of the Lin Mansion.

This was the last time when Lin Qing got excited and got it here during the crab feast. This time, Lin Daiyu borrowed flowers to present Buddha and invited him to enjoy the chrysanthemum.

Lin Ruhai is now the Minister of the Ministry of Officials, a second-rank official in the court. The garden in this mansion is naturally not small, and there are even a few rockeries, just like the ancient buildings and houses he visited in his previous life.

Even though he has lived in it for several months, every time Lin Qing sees those rockery, he still feels a little stunned. No matter in his previous life or this life, he has never lived in such a big mansion.

Especially in his previous life, he struggled for so many years, but he just bought a small two-bedroom and one living room. At that age, buying a house with full payment has already made many people envious and jealous.

But thinking about it carefully, the 80-square-meter two-bedroom and one-living room in this huge Lin Mansion is not half the size of the yard he lives in now. Such a comparison makes his previous life look a little pitiful.

Tightening the cloak on his body, Lin Qing picked up the plum wine warmed in hot water and poured himself a cup, took a sip lightly, his eyes seemed a little blurred, it has been more than ten years since he came to this world, but he didn't know Why, he could never forget his past life.

Although in that world, apart from the house and car he had worked so hard to save, there was no place worthy of his nostalgia, but he would think of it from time to time, perhaps, that was home.

Even if there are no relatives, even if it is not so good, even if it has given him a lot of pain, but when he is drifting away and tired, he still wants to go back and have a look, no matter how bad it is, it is home.

Regarding Lin Qing's thoughts, Lin Daiyu naturally didn't know, but she could feel that her brother seemed to be in a bad mood. In fact, not only her, most of the servants in the gazebo felt it.

This cup of wine poured into his stomach, and he didn't say much to his beloved sister, and his complexion looked even more confused, unless he was blind, otherwise, whoever has eyes would not be able to see it.

"Brother, why don't you speak out if you have something on your mind, drinking alone is too hurtful..."

Seeing her elder brother pouring a glass of wine into his mouth desperately, even though he knew that it was wine made from plums, Lin Daiyu couldn't help but persuade him.

She invited her brother out to enjoy the chrysanthemums today, because she saw her brother bored in the house for a long time, and she came here with the idea of ​​letting him relax, not to see him drinking boring wine here.

Lin Daiyu still remembers the first time she saw this brother, her first impression was that he was a cold and indifferent person. Such a person would not pay much attention to the things around him, so his brother would be so kind to her. , In fact, she was a little surprised at first.

But now seeing her brother like this, Lin Daiyu felt a little distressed. It was really hard for her to imagine that her brother, who was always indifferent in his bones, would be so depressed.

"It's just a drink, it's okay, brother, I've never tried to get drunk..."

Lin Qing smiled softly, and poured himself another glass. This plum wine tasted like a drink, without any energy. Not drunk either.

But he really wanted to try what it would be like to be drunk. In his previous life, he cherished his body very much, and he was doing purchases, not sales. Although he also went to the wine table, no one would force him to He drinks.

Not to mention in this life, it is still difficult to eat enough, not to mention the wine, no matter how cheap it is, he couldn't afford it when he first came, but when he could afford it later, he couldn't afford it. I don't want my sister to worry.

After returning to the capital with Lin Ruhai, he drank all kinds of fine wines at banquets outside, but he always paid attention to it. He would rather pretend to be drunk than really let himself be drunk. There is no way, he has too many secrets , must be kept awake at all times.

Speaking of which, today is a rare indulgence for him, although the wine is really too weak, but fortunately, he has already ordered his servants, after drinking this pot, a pot of Daughter Hong will be served instead.

Daughter Hong, he once heard Fang Han say that families who gave birth to daughters would usually bury a jar of Daughter Hong under their own tree, and would drink it out on the day the daughter got married.

He was already ten years old when he learned about this custom, but he still secretly hid a jar of wine under the tree of his house. He always thought that this jar of wine would be delicious on the day his sister got married.

At that time, he always felt that even if his sister got married, she would always be by his side, so there was some expectation and joy in his heart, which was completely different from his current mood.

Now the Nurhong that was sent up by the servants is naturally not the jar that he hid in the early years, but at this time, apart from Nurhong, he doesn't want to drink any other wine.

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Thank you Little Swallow for flying and flying mines, what? (づ￣3￣)づ╭? ~