non-sweet interaction

The last subway was rumbling away behind me. Late at night, after the heavy rain, there were not many people on this train. After a while, there were almost no people left. The announcement of the station closing was repeated. Over and over again, Xiao Rujun drove the last wave of passengers out of the subway station, not knowing what he was up to.

I just want to come and see you, although I know you are definitely not here, but I can get closer to you, okay?

Because this is also a small commercial center, even if it is near midnight, there are not few people on the road, at least it is much more lively than the community where Xiao Rujun lives, which is comparable to the urban-rural fringe. Occasionally, well-dressed men and women come from here Walking out of the soho area, passing by Xiao Rujun, it seemed that he had just finished working overtime.Maybe it was because of this idea that he wanted to try his luck, even though he felt that his idea was really stupid.The battery of the mobile phone is dead, and the only contact in modern society has been lost. The chance of meeting him is really so small that it can be ignored, heh, he really can't explain his behavior.

Walking downstairs in Block B, Xiao Rujun no longer had any expectations. He only felt that the closer he was to him, the more empty and sinking he felt in his heart. He only had to wait for the final verdict, and maybe he could relax. Some.He raised his head slowly, stretched out his fingers and counted nine floors up, click, as if a light switch was suddenly turned on in a dark room, Xiao Rujun's eyes lit up.

Meng Qinian stayed alone in the studio, packing up the clothes that the brands wanted him to return one by one.The sound of new emails coming from the computer kept coming, and Meng Qinian knew what was written in those emails without having to read them.This wave of dirty water caught him off guard, and even if he wanted public relations, now was definitely not the best time.But the entertainment industry and the fashion industry are such sensitive and realistic industries. Before you have time to argue for yourself, you can only watch your walls being pushed down by everyone.He has seen too much, but he really never thought that his day would come so soon, so unexpectedly, and so unexpectedly.

He carefully separated the clothes and accessories of different brands, and packed them according to the unique requirements of each house.It's been a long time since I did these things with my own hands, but Meng Qinian doesn't feel sad either. He likes the sense of peace of mind when he comes in contact with fashion. It's them that lead him into this industry step by step. How could he dislike being so close to them? contact?Besides, he himself wanted to pay all the employees, and he gave them unlimited paid leave.

The doorbell rang suddenly, and Meng Qinian's ears twitched.You got it wrong, he thought.

Unexpectedly, the doorbell rang again unwilling to be lonely, one sound, another sound, it was obvious that they saw the light inside and came looking for it on purpose.Meng Qinian stood up impatiently, who would come to him at this time, this lost dog?He stepped over the clothes on the ground with his long legs, walked to the door in two or three steps, and saw a tall and thin man standing outside the glass door.

Xiao Rujun put his hands in the pockets of his jeans and smiled awkwardly at him.

Meng Qinian's nerves, which had been tense for several days, suddenly softened, as if there had been a bulging balloon in his heart, a hole had been pierced, and it deflated involuntarily.He couldn't help turning his head and raising the corner of his mouth, he was really going to be defeated by this person.

The electronic door closed again with a click, and Xiao Rujun followed Meng Qinian into the room, shocked by the mess in front of him.

Meng Qinian waved his hand casually: "Find a place to sit by yourself, I don't need to specially entertain you, do I?"

Xiao Rujun thinks that I want to entertain myself, so you have to give me a place too.All the sofas, stools and chairs that could be sat on were full of things, Xiao Rujun had no choice but to move the clothes at his feet, and found an empty place on the carpet to sit cross-legged.

Meng Qinian continued to pack his things randomly, while secretly looking at Xiao Rujun.He probably also knew why he came back to look for him at this time, but it was quite special to come at this time.

Xiao Rujun licked his lips at a loss, thinking why you don't speak, why don't you ask me why I came, silence is very embarrassing, hey.He suddenly found that once Meng Qinian appeared in front of him, his wild thoughts and thoughts would be gone. Just looking at him was enough to satisfy him, and he didn't even feel the embarrassment that should have been. No one speaks, and they can exist comfortably in this space where they get along alone.Time slipped away in the hesitation of Xiao Rujun's frantic organization of words but he didn't know what to say. After recovering, he realized that not speaking would not embarrass the two of them.Xiao Rujun suddenly felt that this discovery was miraculous, and he couldn't wait to share it with Meng Qinian.

"Do you feel that even if the two of us don't talk, we don't feel embarrassed?"

He didn't seem to know that this was the first sentence he said to Meng Qinian tonight. In his heart, he had rehearsed thousands of sentences he wanted to say to Meng Qinian, so the tone of his words was very It was natural and smooth, as if the two had already talked a lot before.

"En." Meng Qinian received it calmly, as if the two had really chatted for a long time.

Although there are a lot of things I want to ask the other party in my heart, but when he really appears by my side, I feel that saying anything is superfluous. It's good that you are by my side, that's everything.

Meng Qinian's answer inexplicably gave Xiao Rujun the confidence to "open up the situation".Small scenes, he said to himself, can be held.

He leaned in Meng Qinian's direction, and said, "That... I know, are you okay?"

In the smoke from the steamer, Xiao Rujun couldn't see Meng Qinian's expression clearly, and thought that if he just replied "It's okay", then how can we continue the conversation?

But Meng Qinian was Meng Qinian after all, and Meng Qinian dismissed such rouge and vulgar answers.He hung the steamer head on the shelf, and replied very honestly: "The customer terminated the contract, the employees were dismissed, and the company went bankrupt. Do you think I am good?"

"That must be bad!" Xiao Rujun seemed to be flattering.

"You came here in the middle of the night just to ask me this?" Meng Qinian picked up the clothes thrown beside Xiao Rujun, and approached him calmly.

"It's not all..." Xiao Rujun paused, but decided to tell him about it, "Actually, I originally wrote the article that was suspected of whitewashing you."

Meng Qinian folded a piece of clothes with his usual expression, without even turning his head: "I know."

"You know?" Xiao Rujun exclaimed, so why are you pretending?

"After all, there is a company behind the marketing account, and your classmate should not be as tight-lipped as you think."

Xiao Rujun felt that Meng Qinian's words were shot in his chest like an invisible cold arrow. Fortunately, he thought Wen Zhengming could hide it well, he was a big liar!big liar!

Xiao Rujun didn't know what to say now.To a certain extent, Meng Qinian himself has contributed to Meng Qinian's current fate. Who would have thought that not only did things not develop in a good direction, but they also took a sharp turn for the worse. What a disaster.

In fact, Meng Qinian was a little happy when he found out that Xiao Rujun had done this.He didn't ask the publicist to follow up again, he wanted to let Xiao Rujun enjoy some sweetness, knowing that he was still thinking about himself behind his back, Meng Qinian also wanted to do something to make him feel it, but what no one expected was that Han Zhe, a mad dog, was anxious. Meng Qinian was caught off guard and started to bite people randomly. He also felt that he deserved it.

Seeing that Xiao Rujun's expression was not good, he simply put down the clothes he had packed and sat beside him by the wall: "What, regret it?"

Xiao Rujun turned his head to glance at him, seeing that he still had a smile on his lips, he didn't seem to blame himself for meddling, and he felt a little relieved: "Not really, just don't blame me for meddling." How can praying for the new year be regarded as nosy?

The two were so close, Meng Qinian couldn't help but also said the truth: "I'm very happy that you can think of me, how can I blame you?"

"Then what do you do now?" Xiao Rujun looked at the mess in the room, "Are you going to lose your job?"

"Yeah, I have to send these back to the brand tomorrow, and no one is willing to lend me clothes anymore. What do you think I should do?" Meng Qinian said in a teasing tone, and he didn't seem to be very worried.

Xiao Rujun looked at him strangely: "You don't have an unemployment plan or something? How long can you survive without work?"

"Hmm..." Meng Qinian leaned his head back against the wall, and was really thinking about this issue seriously, "The rent has to be paid, the utility bills have to be paid, the wages of the employees have to be paid, five social insurances and one housing fund have to be paid, if Someone wants to sue me for breaking the contract, and I have to prepare a liquidated damages, it seems really difficult?" He tilted his head and looked at Xiao Rujun's worried eyes, and couldn't help smiling, "Otherwise, why don't you play games and support me? "

"You think highly of the games I play..." Xiao Rujun thought he was telling the truth, and said with a bitter face, "Even if I dig three feet into the ground in those games, I can't dig out any treasure that can fill your big hole."

Seeing his serious face, Meng Qinian laughed even more happily, his whole upper body trembled, making Xiao Rujun smile inexplicably.

"Really, it's not that I don't want to support you, I really can't afford it." He was still comparing the truth, "I'm not someone who likes to shirk responsibility, to be honest, I..."

Meng Qinian didn't want to hear anything from him anymore, so he directly stretched his head over, cupped Xiao Rujun's face with his right hand, and kissed his mouth that was babbling non-stop.

Xiao Rujun only felt a coldness on his lips, and a coldness in his heart as well.What the hell is going on!

He clearly knew that he should push him away, he clearly knew that he should get out of the way immediately, but his body froze and his breathing also stagnated, if he was a computer, he should be dead by now.Xiao Rujun's mind was blank, and he felt that Meng Qinian's lips were like two pieces of warm jellyfish, wriggling little by little to wrap his heart.He didn't dare to move, and he was powerless to resist. No matter how he attacked step by step, the breathing of the two people was intertwined in a rapid and chaotic way. He really wanted to stop it quickly, but also wanted to never end it.

Meng Qinian finally raised his head from his face, but his mouth was still sticking to Xiao Rujun's chin reluctantly, looking into his eyes with blurred eyes, and said slowly, "Why did you come to me..."

You know I can't help it?

At this moment, those emotions that Xiao Rujun had suppressed for a long time, all in this sigh of resentment and joy, quickly permeated the whole body from the place of his heart, and he finally felt that he could move.In the next second, he took the initiative to take off his glasses, hooked his left hand around Meng Qinian's neck, and pressed towards the opposite side: "Because I want to see you..."

I want to see you, I think about you on a rainy night, I think about you when I can’t fall asleep, I think about you when I wake up at three o’clock in the morning, I think about you in the early summer afternoon, In every moment when I don't know if I can see you, all I think about is you.

In the messy and dense kisses, Xiao Rujun felt like a piece of ice cream, gradually melting into Meng Qinian's arms. The overbearing scent of perfume on his body was like a piece of clothing wrapping the two of them tighter and tighter. The skin contact was fascinating. The tip of his nose, the peak of his lips, and his eyelashes strewn across Xiao Rujun's angular face, leaving wet marks on every inch of his skin.He couldn't help pronouncing his name in a confusing voice: Xiao Rujun... Xiao Rujun... Xiao Rujun...