non-sweet interaction

As soon as the little doll came over, she clamored to be hugged by grandma, and Mrs. Meng greeted her from a long distance away, took the baby from her brother-in-law, and arranged for them with a smile: "Sit down and have breakfast first." , I will feed the baby's complementary food."

The little baby was carried by the grandmother to the baby chair aside, and her sister Meng Xue took her husband Fang Zhinan to sit opposite Meng Qinian and Xiao Rujun, and asked Meng Qinian with a smile, "Did you come back last night?" Ordinary siblings are no different.

Meng Qinian ate two mouthfuls indiscriminately, he was not as indifferent to his sister as he was to his father, at least he raised his head to look at the two people opposite him, and replied perfunctorily.

"Come back and stay for a few more days this time. You haven't been back since the Chinese New Year. It's been almost half a year, right?" The relationship didn't seem to be as bad as he had imagined, on the contrary, it was quite harmonious, and Meng Qinian didn't feel the slightest bit impatient with her.

"I'll go back tomorrow, and I still have work to do." All the questions were well answered.

Meng Xue took the breakfast that Aunt Wang handed over, and then said to Meng Qinian: "Isn't it good to take a break once in a while and come back to be with my family? When I ask you, you are working and working, so you have to take a breath?"

Just as Meng Qinian was about to speak, Meng Zhaoliang snorted dissatisfiedly. The sound was not loud, but it was enough to attract the attention of everyone present.

"What is he busy with? Isn't it too messy for him to make those messy things? Who are you going to throw away?"

Unexpectedly, before Meng Qinian came back, Meng Xue and her mother defended him first, saying "Dad!" Isn’t that right! Didn’t you say that you told him to go wandering on his own and fail to come back? What is this now, and you continue to indulge him?”

"Dad, can you stop talking about this here?" Meng Xue's expression became more serious, and she did look like a fierce and domineering eldest sister, "Qinian's friend is still there!"

That's right, Xiao Rujun just remembered that he is still here, but he wished he could be a transparent person now, you talk about yours, don't pay attention to me~

When Meng Xue mentioned it, Meng Zhaoliang raised his eyes to look at Xiao Rujun seriously for the first time, gloomy, and made Xiao Rujun tremble.

Meng Qinian pushed the plate in front of him to the side, and was in no mood to eat anymore: "This time it's normal, I'm fully capable of dealing with it, I don't need any help from any of you, and it doesn't mean that I started my own business. Fail, and besides, whether I succeed or fail, I'm not coming back."

Meng Xue was eating as usual, Mrs. Meng was walking around coaxing the child who refused to eat well, Meng Zhaoliang was still sullen and sullen, everyone was in a state of "here again", Xiao Rujun I found that Fang Zhinan even gave me a smile, as if to comfort him, it's okay, don't be surprised, I've seen this a lot.

Meng Zhaoliang obviously has nothing to do with Meng Qinian. Similar scenes must have been played out countless times. He casually threw the tissue in his hand, stood up, passed behind Meng Qinian without looking sideways, and walked to the other side of the hall. His slightly fat body Panting slightly, it seems that the body is not particularly strong. At the age of about sixty, the outer layer of hair has been dyed gray, and the back is slightly bent, but he is trying hard to be straight, although he is already on the Despite his age, it can still be seen that he was a handsome and elegant man when he was young.In terms of this temper, Xiao Rujun found that Meng Qinian and his father were surprisingly similar, and the two of them could be regarded as right.

As soon as Meng Zhaoliang left, everyone seemed to be relieved. Even the volume of the little baby's barking was amplified, and he refused to eat more brazenly. The two old ladies couldn't handle him alone.Meng Xue casually glanced at Fang Zhinan, who immediately understood, stood up and ran over to pick up the child, and asked grandma to sit down and rest.Tsk, Xiao Rujun thought to himself, your Meng family is really an ancestral alpha.

With the head of the family away, Meng Xue's tone of voice became much more relaxed, and she was more concerned and chattering towards Meng Qinian like a sibling: "Don't worry about what Dad says, if you want to stay in Shanghai, you can stay here. It's been so many years. , you want him to let go, this is unlikely, anyway, my mother and I will take care of it for you at home. I don’t understand your affairs, and I don’t know how to help you, but you know that the company will always leave you Just keep the position, if you really can't, just come back, my sister's position can be given to you at any time..."

"Sister!" Meng Qinian interrupted her impatiently, "Are you bothered by these things? I can't come back, and I can't take over the company. What's yours is yours. I won't take what doesn't belong to me." of."

Mrs. Meng looked at these children helplessly. They were all old grievances, and if nothing else, they were embarrassing in front of outsiders.She whispered to Meng Qinian: "Stop talking about this, let Teacher Xiao see a joke..."

Hey, don't mention me... Xiao Rujun smiled awkwardly, and glanced back and forth on the dining table at a loss: "It's okay, it's okay, don't worry about me..."

But Meng Qinian was obviously upset, he stood up, turned around and got off the dining table, and while walking towards the elevator, he turned his head and called to the back: "Xiao Rujun?"

Xiao Rujun felt that he should say something. It would be very rude to an outsider if he pushed and walked away like Meng Qinian, but he really didn't know what to say, so he had to face the other side. Fortunately, Mrs. Meng and his sister are very easy-going people. They nodded to him and signaled him to follow Meng Qinian. Only then did he follow Meng Qinian's footsteps with peace of mind.

When the two returned to the room, Meng Qinian slumped down on the bed with a cold expression on his face, and patted the seat beside him to signal Xiao Rujun to sit over.As soon as Xiao Rujun's butt fell to the ground, Meng Qinian's hands went around his body, encircling him in his arms, resting his head on his shoulder, without saying a word, just hugging him quietly in a daze.

After a long time, Xiao Rujun felt that he was about to fall asleep, and Meng Qinian muffled, "What do you think of my family?"

Xiao Rujun thought about it and decided to tell the truth.He replied honestly: "Very well, I think they care about you."

Meng Qinian moved his head slightly and rubbed against Xiao Rujun's chin, making him itchy.His face rubbed against Xiao Rujun's neck, getting closer and closer, and when he spoke, his breath also sprayed on Xiao Rujun's neck, making him itchy even more.

"Do you think I shouldn't treat them like this?"

"That's not true," Xiao Rujun said, "I'm not qualified to make such a judgment. I've only been here for a long time. They are your family members. You know better than me how to treat them."

Meng Qinian smiled, and when he smiled, Xiao Rujun felt his heart soften a bit.He squeezed against Xiao Rujun's collarbone, and said softly, "Ms. Xiao just loves to reason."

Just as Xiao Rujun was about to continue making a few jokes, he suddenly found that Meng Qinian's hand had slowly crawled to the position below his neck at some point, and was silently trying to unbutton the first button of his shirt.Before Xiao Rujun had time to think about it, he grabbed his sneaky hand in his first reaction.Meng Qinian had a meal.

He raised his head, and his body also rose a little bit, and he was on the same level as Xiao Rujun, face to face, looking straight into his eyes, and the two hands underneath were still awkwardly clasped together.

"Xiao Rujun, what do you mean?" Meng Qinian asked.

Xiao Rujun felt that his palms were sweating a little, he first put down the hand he was holding, and his eyes began to flicker uncontrollably, not daring to look at Meng Qinian.He twisted his body quietly, trying to pull himself out of Meng Qinian's arm.

"I... I don't mean anything..." Of course he knew he was talking nonsense, Meng Qinian was too close to him, so close that he couldn't say anything at all.

Meng Qinian realized that he wanted to run again, and with a little force on his arm, he held Xiao Rujun tightly again.Xiao Rujun's words irritated him a bit, he was impatient to continue playing this dodgy game with him, he suddenly leaned forward, his whole face was almost touching the tip of Xiao Rujun's nose, looking straight at his Eyes, desperately suppressing his growl: "Stop pretending! Can't you tell, I'm gay, I like men, I like you!"

Xiao Rujun was frightened by his sudden shock, and his breathing became short and messy. Meng Qinian like this made him a little scared, and he wanted to break free even more.He began to try his best to break Meng Qinian's hand that was clamped on him, saying nonsense, "I don't know...I don't like men..."

"Xiao Rujun!" Meng Qinian exerted more force on his hands, and his eyes were so sharp that it was frightening. He gritted his teeth and squeezed out three words: "You are lying! You obviously kissed me that day, and you like me too, Right! Right! Tell me!"

"I don't know!" Xiao Rujun's face was a bit painful, Meng Qinian was so heavy that he could hardly breathe, "I don't know, let me go first!"

How could Meng Qinian let him go, the more he said that, the angrier Meng Qinian became, obviously he just liked him, obviously he was worried about him, obviously he just wanted to be with him, why didn't he admit it!Why do you want him to ask but not to refuse?

Meng Qinian suddenly moved his upper body and bit Xiao Rujun's lips violently. His subordinates also quickly pulled out Xiao Rujun's shirt from his trousers and lifted it off. His cold hands touched his ribs, and Xiao Rujun couldn't help but shudder. Shivering, he was also a little angry.

"What are you doing! Meng Qinian!" He roared in a low voice, pushed Meng Qinian away from him, stood up from the bed, and took a step back when he couldn't stand still, looking at him in disbelief ,"what are you doing……"

"Fuck you!" Meng Qinian glanced at him angrily, sat up from the bed, supported the bed with both hands, raised his eyes from bottom to top, and stared fiercely at Xiao Rujun: "Do you like me or not? I don't know." I took you home to meet my family, you don't understand what I mean, do you?"

Xiao Rujun wiped the lip bitten by Meng Qinian with his fingers, but luckily it didn't break.He took another two steps back, awkwardly tugged at the shirt that Meng Qinian had pulled out, and straightened them. He remained silent for a long time, not knowing how to answer him.It's not that he doesn't know what he wants to say, but he just can't say it. How can he tell a man that he likes it? It's incredible that he can't say it.

Meng Qinian waited for a long time, but did not hear a single reply.He finally lowered his head slowly, and said dejectedly: "You go, I was wrong, I'm sorry."

He couldn't see Xiao Rujun's grim expression as he struggled. He tried several times. Several times, he felt that he was about to say, I like you, and I want to be with you, but he just couldn't open his mouth. In vain brought repeated failed exhalations from the nose.

He fled.

Chapter 32

He didn't know how he returned to Shanghai from Hangzhou. He just felt like an emotionless machine, changing from one means of transportation to another, and then looking up, he found that it was already the gate of his own community. up.

As soon as he thought that Yuan Feixia might be staring at the house, he didn't want to go upstairs. He found a stone bench in the small garden downstairs and sat in a daze.

It’s time for a walk after dinner. The weather is getting hotter and hotter. More and more people come out to play after dinner. Most of them are with children, and some are walking dogs. They are in the fitness equipment area next to it. Those who move their bodies are noisy and lively.The slanting sunset shone on one side of Xiao Rujun's face, and the other side was hidden in the shadow caused by the grass blocking the light. He didn't feel any discomfort, as if the hustle and bustle of the whole world had nothing to do with him at this moment, he felt that he was simply supernatural. Out of the five elements and six realms, he can't see others, and others can't feel him.Hehe, he laughed, and he didn't know why he was laughing.Do you laugh at your own stupidity, at your cowardice, at your self-righteousness?It seems to be both, and it seems not to be. He only knows that without Meng Qinian, he is nothing.

There seemed to be someone sitting next to him, and he was quite familiar. At least Xiao Rujun didn't feel any pressure.He turned his head slowly like a machine, and finally saw clearly that the person sitting beside him was his own father.

Xiao Mingwei naturally saw that Xiao Rujun was in a daze, so he sat over silently without saying a word, waiting for him to notice himself first.Xiao Rujun blinked twice in a daze, saw his father, but didn't speak, turned his head back again, and continued to stare in a daze.

Xiao Mingwei decided not to wait any longer, and took the initiative to ask, "Going out?"

"Hmm..." Xiao Rujun nodded mechanically, and answered indistinctly.

Xiao Mingwei tilted his head and looked at Xiao Rujun's face. Although he didn't have any major emotions, he was generally mentally handicapped, as if his IQ had degenerated.He then asked: "What's the matter, do you have something on your mind? Would you like to talk to Dad?"

Xiao Rujun seemed to be woken up suddenly, turned his head and asked, "Dad, do you want to get back together with my mother?"

"Hey, how did you get to this..." Xiao Mingwei patted his thigh embarrassingly, "I would like to, but your mother disagrees."

"If you don't take action, how can my mother agree?"

"I give her things every now and then, isn't that considered an action?" Xiao Mingwei still felt a little wronged, "Your mother is just too stubborn, you are just like your mother."

Xiao Rujun thinks that the mouth is upright.Of course he knew that his mother wanted to get back together with him, but he just refused to speak out.

"Don't talk about us," Xiao Mingwei waved his hand. "We are getting older. We have lived together and not together. The difference is not big. Your mother has been worrying about your marriage for a long time. Although a boy You can be less anxious, but you also know that your mother wants to hug her grandson!"

"Isn't it okay not to have a grandson?" Xiao Rujun asked quietly.

"Don't have a grandson..." Xiao Mingwei didn't know if he had guessed the meaning of Xiao Rujun's question, but he didn't respond much, but there was a bit of sadness in his tone, "I don't think it matters, I'm afraid your mother will accept it." No."

Xiao Rujun suddenly came back to his senses, only to realize that he had asked some stupid question with his bald mouth. Could it be that Dad has already noticed something?He knows the remedy, and if he just asks something like this casually, the ghost will believe it.

"Dad," his face suddenly became serious, "if, I mean if, the person I like is a...is a..." AhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhHow do you say this! "It's a... it's a..."

"It's okay, Dad isn't that old-fashioned." Xiao Mingwei continued naturally, "As long as you like it, that's fine."

Xiao Rujun was stunned.

He knew that his father was also an idiot when he was young, he had a lot of fun, had a rich spare time life, and was exposed to foreign cultures much earlier, so it is definitely not surprising to know this special relationship.But what he never expected was that he could accept that his son liked men?

"Dad..." His throat choked.

"Your father's life has been quite a failure. Let's just get along and lose his wife. Now that he is middle-aged and has nothing, it's the retribution of his youth." Xiao Mingwei laughed, "Dad has never had anything in his life. You can't be confused about things that you know, and you must be clear about your feelings, you can't be fooled, you can't be angry, you can't make up, you are worthy of yourself, and you are worthy of the person you love."

"Dad!" Xiao Rujun sniffed his nose and was very moved, "Why do you suddenly speak so reasonable!"

"Your father has always been very good at talking, okay, how many times have you listened carefully?"

"Dad, you are so great!" Xiao Rujun gave his father a big hug. He even forgot how long it was the last time he hugged his father like this.

It was dark at night, and he sent his father to the door of the unit before returning home by himself.

Standing at the door of the house, Xiao Rujun made a long time of mental preparation.He didn't expect to tell Yuan Feixia so soon, he was far from ready for this, Yuan Feixia was no better than Xiao Mingwei, the degree of difficulty was exponentially increased, he couldn't imagine what would happen to Yuan Feixia if she found out the truth His reaction, he couldn't think of it, and he didn't dare to think about it.He wondered if he should nail down all the windows of the house in advance, in case Yuan Feixia wanted to seek death and life with him, it was by no means impossible!

Xiao Rujun took out the key, tiptoedly opened the door, and found that the living room was pitch black.He first searched carefully in the dark with his head and head, and suddenly found that Yuan Feixia's room was lit from a crack in the door, and then he was relieved that she was not hiding in the dark.

Xiao Rujun walked in cautiously, closed the door, and changed shoes, inevitably making some noise.Normally, as soon as he came back, Yuan Feixia would fly over and land beside him like a dog, no, like a swallow in spring, and interrogate him for every detail.But today, the door of Yuan Feixia's room was closed tightly, and there was no movement inside.

not here?Xiao Rujun thought, no, she must have heard me come back.

In order to further test Yuan Feixia's endurance, Xiao Rujun deliberately went to the kitchen to rummage through the leftovers, and heated it up in the microwave for a long time, but still failed to lure her out of the room.Hey, is this old lady trying to carry me to the death?Just right, Xiao Rujun thought, anyway, I don't know how to explain it to you, let's let each other be free for a while!

For several days in a row, Yuan Feixia didn't wake Xiao Rujun up, but he was well prepared and set an alarm clock around the bed, so he was not late.When she came out in the morning, Yuan Feixia had already gone to work at the community service office, and when she came back in the evening, Yuan Feixia hid in her room early and watched TV dramas on her mobile phone.It just so happened that the school was approaching the final exam, plus there were a lot of trivial things to do in the summer vacation. After Xiao Rujun finished his work, he realized that he hadn't spoken to Yuan Feixia for almost half a month.Of course, there is also Meng Qinian.

Why is it so difficult for me... Sitting in the examination room of the last proctored exam, Xiao Rujun sighed heavily when he heard the final bell ringing.

"Teacher?!" Bao Yaqian was the last to hand in the paper, and said to Xiao Rujun with joy, "My mother is going to take me to Europe during the summer vacation. Shall I bring you a gift?"

Xiao Rujun tapped the thick stack of papers, absent-mindedly said: "You can improve by two, which is the best gift for the teacher."

"Affirmative!" Bao Yaqian was very confident. After finishing speaking, she still stood in front of Xiao Rujun and did not leave.

"Is there anything else?" Xiao Rujun asked strangely.

Bao Yaqian rolled her eyes cleverly: "It's nothing, just, teacher, you haven't scolded us very much recently, and your temper has improved a lot. Do you have any unhappy things?"

What is the logic?Xiao Rujun black question mark, co-authoring is good for you because I am sick, right?

Bao Yaqian also felt that her expression might be ambiguous, but she stuttered and didn't know what to say: "That's right, I always feel that you have become different, from before..."

It would be a lie to say that he is not on his mind, how could he not be on his mind.Once a person has something on his mind, he will become different, and may even become completely opposite to the normal situation, probably because of this, Xiao Rujun will be extra gentle during this time...

"You are quite careful." Xiao Rujun said, "Thank you, teacher is fine."

Ah, that's what it feels like!Bao Yaqian thought, before Xiao Rujun would definitely jump up and shout, I am no different!Now he still praises himself, it's really a hell.

"Teacher, did you know that the person who abused your photo on the Internet and posted it last time was sued." Bao Yaqian suddenly thought of this gossip, so she said something extra.Anyway, the exam is over, and now it's the official holiday, so you won't be scolded if you tell him.

Sure enough, Xiao Rujun had been deaf to the affairs of the world for half a month. He didn't know what happened recently, and he was not angry. Bao Yaqian wentssip with him again, and asked again: "Who was sued?"

"It's the stylist who helped you with the styling, Meng Qinian!" Bao Yaqian said logically, "He recently sued all the accounts that spread rumors about him on the Internet, including the one who said that you and him colluded in fraud That, isn't it very satisfying!"

Hearing this name again after a long time, the feeling of familiarity and strangeness made Xiao Rujun a little dazed.He nodded faintly: "Yes, that's great."

The final exams are over, and the summer vacation is officially here.On the first day when he was free, Xiao Rujun went to the shopping mall where he and Meng Qinian were shopping together. As soon as he entered the shopping mall, he felt inexplicably nervous about taking the exam, but this time the teacher was not by his side, so he didn't know How many points can I test.He imagined that he was Meng Qinian, looked at all kinds of clothes with his eyes, matched them with different styles, and imagined what kind of collocation Meng Qinian would make, and how he would evaluate if he was by his side Own.He will definitely say that the one he chose is too ordinary, Xiao Rujun thought, but he is already working hard. Among the shirts, shirts and jeans, choose the most different one. A little design, a little unique print, and a little special logo are all expressions of your desire to dress up carefully.Did you see it, Meng Qinian?Standing in front of the mirror, Xiao Rujun shouted in his heart.

Although he always wanted to avoid it, but after all, this shopping mall is round, and when he goes around, he will always meet that buyer's store.He hesitated for a moment, and suddenly thought of something, took out his phone and looked through the photo album, found a photo, and walked in.

A clerk recognized him immediately, whispered a few words to his colleagues, and then came over to say hello to him: "Is it Mr. Xiao?"

Being recognized suddenly, Xiao Rujun felt a little shy immediately, and nodded in embarrassment, thinking that you have really good memories...it's terrible...

For some reason, the clerk looked at him expectantly, his eyes were shining brightly, and Xiao Rujun looked a little scared, thinking what the hell is going on, what is it like to buy and sell by force, can't you just buy it?But the reason why he came in must be something to buy.

He handed the phone to the clerk: "I don't know if you still remember the clothes I chose when I came to record the show last time? This one?"

That photo was the one that Zhang Xiaoyu sent him after the show was recorded that day, the "date outfit" photo.

The clerk just glanced at it, then nodded and said, "Remember, wait a minute, I'll get it for you. Do you still need to try it?"

Xiao Rujun shook his head: "Check out directly."

Standing in front of the cash register, Xiao Rujun watched the clerk carefully pack the suit shirt and trousers separately and put them into the shopping bag. A smile appeared on his face unconsciously, imagining how he would look in this suit. He saw It will be a pleasure to arrive.

"It's ready for you." The clerk handed the handle of the shopping bag to Xiao Rujun, and Xiao Rujun took it naturally, suddenly felt that there was a step missing?I haven't paid yet? ?

"Mr. Meng has settled the bill for you, after that day." Seeing Xiao Rujun's doubts, the clerk took the initiative to say, "He said that if Mr. Xiao came to buy this suit one day, he would just give it to you. You must be You only buy this suit because you value the person you are going to date, and this is a gift from him, congratulations on finding someone you like."

Xiao Rujun frowned suddenly, bowed his head and said thank you, then hurriedly turned around and left with the bag in hand.In the next second, he felt as if his heart had been hammered by something, and his eyes were a little blurred.

Meng Qinian, you are really annoying...