comb up not to marry

Ye Huaijin thought for a long time, 【Ningning, I want to take you to a place. 】

Miaoning lay on the bed, swinging her legs, 【Is it the end of the world, or the end of the world? 】

Ye Huaijin smiled faintly, and replied, [I will pick you up in two weeks. 】

【OK】

Ye Huaijin put down her phone, she sat on the bedside in a numb manner, surrounded by silence.

She realized that it was already late at night.

Ye Huaijin looked sideways out of the dark and empty window, the early winter wind blew her loose ears and hair, and the upturned corners of her mouth gradually softened.

The words that she has spoken countless times but did not say are because there is always an inch of pure land in her heart that has not been excavated.

She is closed, she is estranged, and she clearly draws boundaries with people. She is not close to people, nor is she disgusting, which is appropriate.

There is always a reason for everything.

She wanted to speak, and she wanted to be understood.

...

The end of January is the end of the new year, and the legal holiday of the Spring Festival is until the beginning of February. This means that the Qingling Newspaper will have two consecutive months of special topics, and the whole newspaper is spinning like a spinning top again.

The tasks assigned to Miao Ning were not too many, but at the end of November, Yuye Culture acquired the Xinnan Newspaper, ahead of schedule, and won it directly.The superiors, through Da Qiao, asked Miaoning to familiarize herself with the operation, characteristics and advantages of Xinnan News as soon as possible.

In short, Miaoning was too busy to stop.

Two weeks later, on Friday, after getting off the plane, Ye Huaijin went to Miaoning's house first. Miaoning had kept the keys under the doormat all the time. Ye Huaijin saw the ground full of large and small cardboard boxes as soon as he entered the door.She frowned slightly, put the suitcase on the corner of the balcony, reckoning that Miao Ning would go to the vegetable market first to buy vegetables when she came home.

Miao Ning worked overtime at the office for half an hour, got off work and was stuck in a traffic jam, and when she got home, it was past eight o'clock, she turned the key, thinking that she would have a casual meal in the evening.

Miaoning walked into the elevator dejectedly, she was so tired these days that she just wanted to lie on the bed, other than that, she turned over and continued to lie down...

As soon as Miao Ning opened the door, she saw a woman in a blue apron busy in the kitchen.

A back view is enough to make her think about it. Ye Huaijin's slightly curly brown hair is loosely tied behind her head, with a somewhat sexy white nape, a black slim sweater, a slender waist, and blue skinny jeans that outline a straight and slender figure. Legs curve.

"Are you back?" Ye Huaijin asked first when he heard the noise.

Miaoning stood still.

A few wisps of cooking smoke drifted past Miaoning's eyes, the smell of food penetrated into her nostrils, and the sound of crackling water meeting oil and the sudden low roar of the range hood could be heard in her ears.

Miao Ning often had such a dream, she childishly pinched the palm of her hand, felt the pain, and believed it was real.Miao Ning touched the tip of her slightly sore nose, unconsciously her stomach growled.

The voice was not too loud, Ye Huaijin pursed his lips and smiled.

These days Miao Ning has already started sorting and packing her luggage, the living room is in such a mess that it is difficult to leave.Miaoning tiptoed around the obstacles and came to the kitchen, hugged Ye Huaijin from behind, and put her face on her back, "Huaijin, why didn't you tell me before you came?"

"I said, maybe you are busy? Didn't you see it?"

Miao Ning thought for a while, "Oh, I didn't look at my phone all day today."

"I think so too."

"Well, I miss you too." Miao Ning agreed, rubbing Ye Huaijin's back like a clingy kitten.

"Afraid people don't know your cleverness?"

"Oh, thank you for your praise." Miao Ning replied with a smile, her tail almost raised to the sky.

Ye Huaijin was breathless, she turned slightly, looked sideways at Miaoning's smooth forehead and long eyelashes, she thought deeply for a while and said, "Ningning, besides that, I miss what you said very much."

"Huh? What did I say?" Miao Ning blurted out.

Miao Ning met Ye Huaijin's smiling eyes with spring, Ye Huaijin's nasal voice was soft, "Hmm...?"

Miaoning looked at Ye Huaijin's inadvertently charming figure, she suddenly remembered that day she said she was going to have sex with Ye Huaijin, but... ah ah ah...

Miaoning angrily bit Ye Huaijin's shoulder strap through the thin sweater, and let him bounce it back hard, "At this critical moment, my aunt is here! Although it's almost over...!"

"Oh, is that so?" Ye Huaijin suppressed the smile on his lips pretending to be ignorant.Didn't Miaoning always tease her with her menstrual period?Now the tide is turning.

"I'm going to stay away from you these few days!" Miao Ning preemptively, she sighed pitifully, and let go of her hands.

Ye Huaijin rubbed his thumb and index finger together, is it so easy, Miao Ning didn't think about the consequences when he provoked her?

Miaoning coughed dryly and chatted, "By the way, Huaijin, where are we going?"

Ye Huaijin hesitated for a few seconds, her eyelashes fluttered and she lowered her expression and said, "We'll talk about it tomorrow, wash your hands and eat first."

As he spoke, Ye Huaijin put the dishes on the plate and handed them to Miaoning.

"Oh."

Miaoning hadn't eaten Ye Huaijin's dishes for a long time, so she specially ate an extra bowl at night.

Ye Huaijin stopped his chopsticks when he was [-]% full, and began to help put Miaoning's random things in the corner.

"Ye Huaijin, you really can't be free." Miaoning said.

"I want to take you back to Nancheng early." Ye Huaijin spoke up.

"Hahaha…"

Later, Ye Huaijin sat on the sofa, asked Miaoning for his ID card, and bought a train ticket to L City for the two of them.

Miao Ning looked closely at Ye Huaijin's cell phone, her neck was tired and she just lay down on Ye Huaijin's lap.

"It's not far. It's only an hour by train. It's ten o'clock in the morning." Ye Huaijin stroked Miao Ning's soft long hair.

"Oh."

City of L.

Many memories flooded out just like that, Miao Ning looked up at Ye Huaijin's chiseled face obsessively, her pair of gentle eyes under her long eyelashes, the corners of her lips that always smile, and that heart that is not easy to show others.

Miaoning's eyes flashed, and she responded softly.

Early the next morning, Miao Ning lingered to get up, seeing that it was too late, the two rushed to the train station, and there were still 5 minutes before the departure time, they got on the train to find the seat.

Miaoning just sat down.A woman came up and bought a standing ticket with a child in her arms. Ye Huaijin took a look at it and offered to give up the seat to the woman. Miaoning stopped sitting and followed Ye Huaijin to stand beside the car door at the junction of the vehicles.

The vehicle started slowly and continued to accelerate.

Miao Ningping was panting slightly chaotically, her face was a little red from running wildly, her lips were slightly pale.

Ye Huaijin took out a thermos cup from his bag, opened the cup and handed it to Miao Ning, "Drink some."

"Wow! The standard equipment for veteran cadres!" Miao Ning took the cup back and took a closer look, "It's really a wolfberry."

"Health?" Miao Ning took a sip to relieve the dryness of her throat.

"Afraid of death." Ye Huaijin said casually, she took back the cup and drank the water.

Miao Ning's eyes were dimmed, as if she had touched that position just now.

"Dog's life matters!" Miao Ning said

"Well! You are more dog! Ningning puppy!"

Miao Ning, "..."

Forget the past.

The speed is 200KM/S, the white light is bright, the scenery outside the car window is reversed, the eyes can only catch the shadows of trees and telephone poles passing by, Miaoning glanced at Ye Huaijin who was standing quietly opposite.

More than 20 minutes later, at a small station, the conductor set up the boards at the junction for passengers to get on and off the train, and Miao Ning was against the wall of the car.Someone got out of the car to smoke, and the faint smell of smoke wafted into the car, Miao Ning saw Ye Huaijin's frown slightly, and after 3 minutes, the car door closed and set off again.

Miaoning touched Ye Huaijin's foot with her toes, "Where are you taking me?"

Ye Huaijin raised his calm eyes.

Miaoning couldn't take her eyes off.

Ye Huaijin's shoulders tightened.

A striking red font flashed on the mobile screen at the junction of the carriages, the next stop is City L.

Miao Ning leaned against the wall of the car, crossed her arms and said, "Ye Huaijin, you didn't tell me the destination, you just wanted to trick me into the car first. Alright, I'm already in the car now, I can't run away."

Ye Huaijin twitched her lips silently, she never thought about it that way.

Miaoning stared at her toes.

Ye Huaijin's face was covered with a layer of tension, she said slowly, "Ningning...I want to talk to you about something."

"For example...to meet your father?" Miao Ning raised her eyes.

A trace of astonishment flashed across Ye Huaijin's face.

"I know." Miaoning said.

Ye Huaijin was puzzled.

Miao Ning raised her head slowly and grinned, "I guess."

The leaves

Huaijin pursed her lips into a straight line.

Miao Ning explained, "I heard Mama Su mention City L before."

"So you knew about it yesterday?" Ye Huaijin asked.

"Yes."

The atmosphere instantly became subtle.

Miao Ning squeezed her hands and continued, "But whether you said it yesterday or today, it stands to reason that I should pay a visit."

"After all, I'm going to marry someone else's daughter." Miao Ning tried to tell a joke to ease the atmosphere.

"Hmm..." Ye Huaijin sighed weakly, she looked out of the window, her eyes were out of focus, "He's dead."

Miaoning's smile froze for a moment, and after a while she reacted and waved her hand hastily, saying, "Huaijin, that's not what I meant."

Ye Huaijin smiled slightly, "It's okay, I know."

Ye Huaijin's expression was gloomy.

Miaoning felt uneasy.

Ye Huaijin looked at Miaoning's flustered face, and she comforted, "That happened a long time ago."

Miaoning raised her spirits.

Ye Huaijin's eyelids moved slightly, and the corners of her mouth raised to make the atmosphere less heavy, "I didn't tell you before, because I was afraid that you would be disgusted. And I... didn't think about how to say it."

Miao Ning's nervous heart gradually calmed down, she said, "If you don't think about it, then don't talk about it, I can read minds."

mind reading?Ye Huaijin gave a low laugh.

"I will always be with you, Huai Jin." Miao Ning softened her voice, as if coaxing a child.

Ye Huaijin was startled, this was the first time in her life that she heard someone comfort her.

Miaoning walked to the same side as Ye Huaijin, and gently leaned on her shoulder, "Huaijin, I know he must be a very gentle person, just like you."

"Hmm..." Ye Huaijin looked deeply and fell into deep thought.

After getting off the train, take a bus for half an hour to the suburbs.

Miaoning and Ye Huaijin were on their way to the cemetery. Miaoning looked at the lush cypress trees on both sides. After her father and mother Su left, she had to face death directly. She... was actually very afraid of death.

Many years later, the heart-piercing pain at the beginning is no longer there, and what remains is emptiness and loneliness.

Thinking of this, Miao Ning glanced at Ye Huaijin, she should be the same.

Walking all the way up the mountain, Ye Huaijin took Miao Ning's hand and slowly opened his mouth, "Miao Ning, let me tell you a story. Once upon a time... this story also started from the past..."

Ye Huaijin laughed, "Once upon a time there was a little girl named Fan. Fan's father was a painter, a painter of genius type. One day Fan's father and mother divorced. reality."

Miao Ning responded, Ye Huaijin's smiling tone clearly contained a touch of helplessness and bitterness.

Ye Huaijin went on to say, "As long as Fan can remember, there have been endless quarrels between parents, you know? Only when you have loved each other can you know what the other party is most afraid of hearing, so they poke each other's pain points, and the pain is more desperate and thorough. .In the world of the young Brahma, avoiding disputes is the rule of life."

It was the first time Miaoning heard Ye Huaijin say these things.Times have changed, even though Ye Huaijin was speaking calmly, Miao Ning still caught the choking in her voice.

"After the divorce, my mother was unable to support Fan, and my father happened to have a painting that sold for a lot of money, so the court sentenced Fan to my father, and my father..."

Ye Huaijin suddenly stopped.

Miaoning firmly shook Ye Huaijin's hand.

Feeling the power, Ye Huaijin smiled lightly and continued, "Fan's father is a very gentle person. He taught Fan to feel the colors of all things in the world, and taught Fan to the truth of the world with the most simple principles. The tip of the nose smiled and said, "Baby! You are awesome!" He drew and recorded every important moment in Fan's life, and said that when Fan grew up, he would hand over this picture album to that person and teach him to love her. She protects her."

"However..." Ye Huaijin's eyes flashed a trace of pain, "more often he is alone in the room, smoking non-stop, painting non-stop, tearing up after painting, painting again after tearing up, refusing all greetings and socializing. , shut yourself up."

"In this way, the young Vatican learned to take care of himself and his father, doing laundry, cooking and cleaning. Everything is better than that of an adult. But... the money for selling paintings was used up soon, and their lives fell into a trap. in a pinch."

Miao Ning's heart twitched. /

"After that, Fan's father fell into a slump."

Ye Huaijin stopped in front of a tombstone, "Later, Fan's mother forcibly took Fan away, and Fan's father ... left when Fan was in high school."

"Isn't that so?" Miao Ning asked subconsciously.

"En." Ye Huaijin nodded.

Ye Huaijin thought for a while, and then said, "Actually, when Fan's father fell ill, the stepfather of the Fanxin family took a lot of money for relief, and even... Fan's mother didn't know. So Fan wholeheartedly wanted to treat his new sister. Well, she is also willing to be a new sister to repay the debt. But it is just like this, Fan's feelings are bound in a cocoon of family affection. Fortunately, they have made a better version of themselves in the tempering of time, in order to meet again. "

Ye Huaijin looked at Miaoning seriously.

Miao Ning was moved, and there was an unbearable moisture in her eyes, "I understand."

"Thank you."

Miaoning looked at the word 'Ye Zhen' on the tombstone.

She was with Ye Huaijin almost every day in high school, and she didn't realize it.

She is very distressed and regretful. She is a fool who doesn't understand anything.

Miaoning lowered her head, looking at the shadows of the two who were close together.

They have been behind for so many years.

Ye Huaijin's love is deep but too rational.

Her love is passionate but too shaken.

Her love can't compare to one thousandth of Ye Huaijin's love.

Belatedly, she wants to love Ye Huaijin more and more.

Facing Zhi Jin, Ye Huaijin closed his eyes.

Thousands of thoughts are in those deep brown eyes, and sadness is never exaggerated.

Facing the tombstone, Miao Ning clasped her hands devoutly, for Ye Zhen's father's love, and for that sentence that loves her, loves her and protects her.

Miaoning walked away gradually, leaving Ye Huaijin to talk to 'Ye Zhen'.

There were many trees around the cemetery, and the wind was shaking, Miao Ning stood in the shadow, her mind gradually calmed down.

A bouquet of yellow roses appeared in Miaoning's mind.

During high school, when Ye Zhen died, Miao Ning rubbed her fingers, so where did Meng Sichao come from?During the long night, she couldn't forget how Ye Huaijin was crying in Meng Sichao's arms.

Miao Ning took a fixed look at Ye Huaijin, now is not a good time to talk about this matter.

Half an hour later, Ye Huaijin stood up, her eyes were slightly red, she looked at Miao Ning from a distance, and said, "Everything became easier after I said it."

"You are always so gentle and kind to others, I've never seen you treat yourself well." Miao Ning stepped forward to tiptoe and held Ye Huaijin's face, touching her moist eyes.

"You don't need to be seen by others, it's enough to have you." Ye Huaijin embraced Miao Ning in his arms, resting his chin on the top of her soft hair.

When going down the mountain, the sky was gloomy, the wind was blowing rapidly, and there was a tendency of mountain rain.

Ye Huaijin turned on the phone and glanced at it, frowning slightly, "There will be showers from noon to five in the afternoon, it looks like it's coming soon, I guess we won't be able to make it to L City. But... I remember that there is a jade tree one kilometer away from the cemetery. Ji Yuan, you should be able to rest there."

"Okay." Miaoning buried herself in Ye Huaijin's arms.

The two arrived at Yujitang in less than 10 minutes.The old trees and dead branches in front of the door feel a bit dilapidated, the old tile-roofed houses with blue bricks, the door plaque with gaps, and the ivy turned into yellow dead vines are entangled together, and there is a copper iron ring hanging in the middle of the closed wooden door.

"Yujitang? This is it?" Miaoning asked.

"I came here to write life stories when I was a child, and I don't know what it is for."

"Oh."

Ye Huaijin knocked on the door.

No one answered.

"There seems to be no one." As soon as Ye Huaijin finished speaking, the rain began to pour down.

Miao Ning stood under the eaves, the rain was so heavy that he couldn't see the mountain scenery, and the mountain fog also rose up, as if he was in chaos.Miaoning held Ye Huaijin's hand, her whole body could only hear and touch.

There was a creaking sound behind the door, which was particularly abrupt.

Miao Ning's scalp felt numb instantly, and countless horror stories about mountain villages filled her mind...

Miaoning gradually tightened her grip on Ye Huaijin's arm.

Feeling Miaoning's nervousness, Ye Huaijin patted Miaoning's hand comfortingly.

Miaoning closed her eyes and dared not move.

Ye Huaijin turned around and said, "Hello."

"Come in and hide from the rain."