All the little white rabbits adore me

If Xie Jiu was in a normal state, he would have sneered a long time ago, he would be thinking about who are you, big brother, I don't know you at all, while looking around for the exit.But now Xie Jiu let out a soft hey, stumbling and innocent.

He took a slow step with his feet, and something flowing like water on the ground overflowed his ankles, which was icy cold and tasted bad.But he was really curious and overcame his fear, and walked forward boldly.

The closer you got there, the stronger the sticky and cold feeling under your feet.Xie Jiu paced forward cautiously.

The man sat upright without turning around.

"I'm here." Xie Jiu whispered, his feet suddenly stepped on something soft, he screamed softly and hurriedly covered his mouth.

The chair is made of brass, with faint brilliance flowing, and its exquisite shape is incompatible with the chaos and darkness here.The distance between the two was so close that Xie Jiu could clearly see the carvings on the chair.

"Why are you waiting for me?"

Xie Jiu walked around the chair while talking, trying to see the man's face.

"Where is this place?"

He was still full of questions, but suddenly he couldn't speak.The man held him tightly in his arms, Xie Jiu felt his lips being licked by something soft and slippery, and that thing attacked his soft lips and tongue like a snake.

"Well……"

Xie Jiu felt his bones were creaking, and his joints were about to break.

But the man's movements were extremely crazy, like hot magma rushing down, a thousand-year-old silent volcano erupted, mountains and rocks torrents poured down, and roaring hot magma swept the earth.

——That was the moment when the most secret and repressed desire in the heart broke out.

……

Xie Jiu felt pain all over his body, almost out of breath.Those glass-colored eyes were full of water mist, almost condensed and dripped from the corners of the eyes.He blurted out a few words of rejection from his mouth, but what he got in return was the man's more crazy kisses.

"No... um... don't..." The hand behind his back was as cold as ice, and the moment he stroked it, a shudder ran up his back. Xie Jiu trembled violently, he finally couldn't control it, and Douda's tears flowed down his face down.

He doesn't want this...it hurts...

Suddenly the other party stopped.

The man looked at his crying face, and then gently licked away his tears.The unusually gentle movement seemed to set off faint ripples at the tip of his heart.

Xie Jiu raised his head in disbelief.The man couldn't see his face clearly, but his movements were extremely gentle at the moment, as if he was apologizing.

"Xiao Jiu, I finally found you."

The man sighed in his ear, his voice was as mellow as wine.

……

The body on the verge of death began to move, and a steady stream of oxygen was injected from the mouth.The blood flowed joyfully, and the almost stagnant organs started working again.

The emerald color in front of him was amazingly beautiful in the water, and his lips were pressed against his own, and the air came in from there.

...is Neil.

The hand that was pinching his neck was now dragging the back of his neck, Xie Jiu's eyes blinked slowly.It seems that the consciousness has faded for a century, but in reality it is only a few tens of seconds.

As the body surfaced, the sense of stagnation and chaos in the water weakened, and the cold and damp air turned into particles and hit the skin.

There was warmth from the overhead lights, and Neil's coat was still draped over the stool by the door.Everything has not changed in the slightest from before drowning.

"Cough...cough..."

Xie Jiu held the rim of the tank, supported his abdomen with one hand, and began to cough out water.His back was bent like a fully drawn bow, and his belly was close to his knees.Finally feeling better after spitting out the accumulated water in his stomach, he wiped his lips hard with the back of his hand.

"…let me go."

At this moment, Neil's thighs are still awkwardly stuck on the side of the tank, and the over-expanded posture makes the inner meridians of the legs protrude.Xie Jiu panted with his head turned sideways, trying to make his nasal cavity feel better, and his eyes swept over Neil's motionless black military boots.

After sitting up from the water, Xie Jiu felt a string in his heart.

I can't bear it anymore, I don't need to bear it anymore.

"What do you see?"

Neil's skirt was splashed wet, and water droplets fell down his broken hair.His hands rested on the back of Xie Jiu's neck, and even gathered Xie Jiu's hair behind his ears.

"Drowning is one of the most painful ways to die. You watch yourself die, but you have no strength to fight. Water pours into the nose and lungs, blocking all the oxygen. The brain slowly shrinks and eventually the organs fail. Near death The process is slow and deep, when you feel like you have nothing and you are alone. The whole world is away from you. Only me is by your side.” Neil said slowly, “So before I push you into the water, let go of your struggling Strength, when dying..."

He stroked the silver nail on Xie Jiu's earlobe.

"Tell me, what did you see?"

--I see.

Are you the hope that I will always watch over you, life or death?

The brain circuits of neuropathy are beyond comprehension by ordinary people.

Xie Jiu's chest heaved violently.He took a deep breath and clenched his palms in the water. Neil still didn't remove his boots.Xie Jiu snorted from his nasal cavity, but relaxed instead.He was not in a hurry to close his legs, and lay on his back in the bathtub, with his head resting on the cold porcelain wall.

He looked back at Neil.

The air tensed and condensed as they fell silent at the same time.The sound of water droplets and the subtle noise of the ventilation equipment becoming harsh at this moment.

"Whether it's joy or pain, everything is given by me."

Finally Neil whispered in his ear.

Everything is to allow myself to remember him more deeply.Whether it's trying to drown myself or the current behavior... everything is done to achieve a 'purpose'.

Xie Jiu understood Neil's intention.At this moment he was held in Neil's arms, the man was like holding his favorite dog.

But Xie Jiu had no doubts, whether it was putting the safety gun into his mouth last time or drowning this time, if he really died, Neil would not mind at all.

The process is not worth mentioning to him at all, he only cares about the result.And the result was indeed as he wished, whether it was hatred or something else, at least some of the influence he brought had been firmly imprinted on Xie Jiu.

Just like a domestic dog, even without a leash, it knows exactly who its owner is. Neil wanted something like a dog tag etched into his spirit.

It really is a neuropathy!

Xie Jiu confirmed this again.