[Comprehensive] Just a housekeeper

Sai Chuan Keigo, from birth to death, can only be said to be a very ordinary person.Ordinary growth, ordinary life, ordinary life, there is no magnificent experience from beginning to end.

But he basically has everything he should have, including expressions and moods.

After waking up from this body, Xi Chuan checked, and except for the organs that were declining day by day, everything else was considered normal.There is neither facial expression weakness nor facial nerve disorder, and it can be seen from the photos of him smiling that he is not a person without expression.

However, he still couldn't smile.

It was not caused by the outside world, nor was it caused by his mood or body.

Xi Chuan stretched out his hand to caress the corner of his mouth in a daze, the skin was soft, and rubbing his fingertips vigorously up and down, making the skin turn red like mist.

No, his smile was gone.

His eyes opened, and Xi Chuan's brown pupils trembled slightly. He took a deep breath, and his mind was blank at this moment.

pat.

In that white space, there is a black dot moving little by little.When his perspective got closer, Xi Chuan found that it was a person, a person whose back was turned to him and whose face could not be seen, whose whole body was covered in black.

However, although he saw only a dark figure from his back, he instinctively knew that that person... was an Il fan.

Ilmi beat the enemy.

The moment the name appeared, the black shadow dissipated, and the black-haired killer was still wearing his clothes, walking forward lightly.

pat, pat...

'Il fans'

There was silence all around, and Yiermi didn't look back.

'Il fans'

'Il fans'

'Il...'

There was no sound of shouting, following his back all the way, but that person never stopped.

pat, pat...

did not stop

pat, pat...

It was just an illusory scene, but it made Xi Chuan's heart ache until he suffocated.

'I love you……'

pat.

Crack... clap.

The footsteps stopped, and the figure suddenly stopped and stopped moving forward.

"Xichuan?"

The man turned his head suddenly, his long black hair was hanging down in strands, and the cat eyes of the same color were empty and lifeless.

Yi Ermi looked behind her expressionlessly, pursed the corners of her lips, raised her arms, and stretched out her hands in his direction.

"Sichuan."

The power surrounding the body disappeared in an instant, and the hand that appeared out of thin air rested on Yiermi's, and Xichuan felt the familiar temperature and touch again.

Staring blankly at Yi Ermi, he saw the light behind Yi Ermi getting brighter and brighter.

Before the light filled his vision, Xichuan felt the corners of his mouth raised again...

"Mr. Saikawa?"

Looking at Mr. Saikawa in a trance, Natsume walked over hesitantly and reached out to him.

Tick.

The cold liquid fell on the back of the hand.

Looking at the transparent liquid that fell on the back of his hand, Natsume's eyes widened in shock.

He suddenly raised his head: "Rhinoceros...!"

Before he could see the scene in front of him clearly, a hand covered his eyes.

"I am fine."

Mr. Saikawa's cold voice rang in his ears.

There were still wet marks in the corners of his eyes, Xi Chuan closed his eyes, and the corners of his lips trembled.

Whether it is now or in the past, what he is loyal to and what he guards has never changed.

The sun is warm and the green forest is shaded. I still remember that day, in the place he loves, that black-haired boy he loves, time and space seem to be frozen there, as if nothing has changed.

pat.

Natsume felt a drop of warm liquid on his face, but he couldn't see anything.

"Mr. Saikawa..."

"Hush..." Mr. Saikawa's voice was very close to his ear.

"Thank you, Natsume."

He felt that Mr. Saikawa pressed his hand on his shoulder, without any force, but only in a vague way.

It turned out that there was nothing left.

Look, isn't his smile there?

"what……"

"Ha, ha ah ah..."

"Ahhhhh!!"

Tears flowed down unstoppably, Xi Chuan opened his mouth, and tears dripped down his cheeks, chin, and tip of his nose.

He lost his composure and cried bitterly.

As if to shed all the tears from the past so many years.

It seemed that he couldn't relieve himself without spitting out all the poison and blood stasis deposited in his chest.

For a long time, he has been greedy for the invisible and intangible, thousands of times, and decayed in order to remember that absurd feeling, so thought-provoking and so heart-wrenching.

On this day, Natsume closed his eyes, and Mr. Saikawa beside him was crying like a child.

It turns out that Mr. Saikawa will also have such abundant emotions, and it turns out that Mr. Saikawa's emotions can also be so great.

Natsume knew for the first time.

However, it should be the sound of crying, but for some reason, he felt that the sound was more like laughter.

It was like celebrating, celebrating some kind of loss.

why?

Is it because of that person?Natsume thought of the scene he saw during the festival.

"Mr. Saikawa...do you still want to see that person?"

Tears dripped down, but Saikawa remained silent.

"Go and see him if you want to see him."

Natsume reached out and gently hugged Saikawa.

"Mr. Saikawa has helped me so much, and I want to help Mr. Saikawa."

He said: "As long as he is alive, and Mr. Saikawa, you are also alive, then go see him."

"..."

With drooping forehead, Xi Chuan said in a hoarse voice slowly: "I, I had already chosen to leave."

"why?"

"This is the best choice between me and him."

"..."

"Even if it's such a pain?"

"Yes."

"Then, Mr. Saikawa, please tell me, you who have always thought about him, have you told him your thoughts?"

Xi Chuan's breathing stagnated.

"Mr. Saikawa, have you ever thought about his opinion? Does he really need these?"

"need……"

"I mean what he really thinks, Saikawa-san."

"..." Xi Chuan opened his mouth, but couldn't make any sound.

half an hour.

A faint, cold sound like a mosquito sounded.

"……I'm not sure."

Natsume pursed his lips, and said firmly, "Mr. Xichuan, go see him."

"Tell him what you think, tell him how you feel about him, and then, listen to what he thinks, what he says."

"In this way, even if he refuses, even if he can't accept it, that's it. After all, so what can it be? Isn't Mr. Saikawa not afraid of death?!"

"So……"

His voice choked up, and a line of clear tears flowed from the palm covering his eyes.

"Then Mr. Saikawa, who is not afraid of death, please live for yourself this time."

"Your thoughts, your will."

"After you chose to leave that time, you and him are no longer what you and he used to be."

"But now you can start over."

Just like me, Saikawa-san.

Thank you for giving me a new start.

"Or, Mr. Saikawa, do you want to live like this for the rest of your life, and then die like this?"

Natsume's last few words were out of tune due to the vibrato, but they still accurately reached Xichuan's ears.

lifetime……

"I..." Xi Chuan, who had his head down and couldn't see his face clearly, bit his lower lip. Under the bangs, the tears in his eyes flowed down the corners of his eyes, slowly slid down his cheeks, and then fell to the ground.

"I want to see him."

I want to see you, Il fans.

I really want to see him!

……

After the funeral, the atmosphere between Saikawa and Natsume eased.

However, although Natsume heard Mr. Saikawa's response that day, he never saw Mr. Saikawa do anything after that.

Mr. Saikawa seems to have returned to the way he was before, but there seems to be something different.

Natsume, who didn't quite understand, wanted to remind him, but every time before he said it, Saichuan would notice it.Being gently stroked on the head, he looked at Xi Chuan's indifferent look, and he didn't know what to say again.

This kind of day lasted for a short period of time before being broken again.

After chatting with Fujiwara Shigeru, Mr. Shigeru didn't keep Saikawa waiting long, and took the initiative to call him.

They thought about it faster than he thought.Xi Chuan thought silently while talking on the phone.

After chatting with Mr. Zi for a while about the weather and humanities, they naturally entered the topic - Natsume's adoption.

When it was confirmed that the other party really wanted to adopt Natsume and promised to treat him well, Saikawa secretly breathed a sigh of relief.

His time is running out, and if Natsume is handed over to them, it should be fine.

After the candidate was basically confirmed at the funeral, Xi Chuan quietly went out to investigate in person afterwards. Mr. Zi was just as he felt before, upright, humble, kind, and honest.In addition to Mr. Zi, another candidate is actually good, but when Xi Chuan came back, he happened to meet Mr. Zi's wife.

Fujiwara Toko, that is a very beautiful person both in heart and appearance.When she learned from her husband that she wanted to adopt Natsume, she came to the vicinity of Saikawa's house full of expectations to take a look at Natsume.However, he accidentally helped Natsume find Daifuku who went out for a walk but hadn't come back until dark, and comforted Natsume who looked a little sad.

He is a very warm person.Natsume who returned home answered like this when Saikawa asked who he met.

After confirming that Mr. Zi and his wife Toko are very gentle and good people, Saikawa decided to belong to this family.

He believes that with such a warm family, even if he is not around, Natsume should get along well with them.

Because they are such gentle people.

After the phone call with Mr. Shizuka, Saikawa told Natsume that Natsume was a little uncomfortable. However, if it was the man he met before, he felt that he should be able to accept it.

Because that gentleman, like him, likes Saikawa-san (works) very much.

Some time later, Saikawa and Mr. Shi completed the procedures for handing over and adopting Natsume.

After the formalities were completed, Natsume was arranged by Saikawa to move to Fujiwara's house.

Originally, after Shigeru Fujiwara met Natsume, he didn't intend to let Natsume come over so early.Not because of any inconvenience, but because he could see that Natsume wanted to stay by Saikawa's side until the last moment.

However, Sai Chuan did not agree.

After the adoption was confirmed, he insisted that Natsume not stay with him any longer.

"Natsume, remember what I told you?"

The eyes behind the mirror were gently closed, Saikawa stroked Natsume's hair, and said apologetically, "Sorry, Natsume, at the end, I want to see him alone."

"And at the end, I don't want to be seen by anyone but him in such a mess."

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We are finally home, the update time is restored, and the countdown to changing the world, the next world is the world of steel refining.

Hug the little angels and chirp~ Thank you little angels for your support~~ I love you~ (づ￣3￣)づ╭～

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