Long-awaited

Feeling, a certain fragile line of defense in his heart seemed to be defeated in an instant.

Many of Cheng Zirui's classmates had their own mobile phones very early on. He also begged Zhao Ying to buy one for himself, but Zhao Ying always refused because he was still young. Almost all of Ying's attention was on the little baby, and Cheng Zirui gradually became indifferent. What wishes he had in his heart were out of her scope of consideration.

It's just that he didn't expect that the person who fulfilled his wish would turn out to be Cheng Lin in the end.

Seeing Cheng Zirui just staring blankly, Cheng Lin thought that he might have misunderstood what Cheng Zirui meant, so he explained: "I saw that your classmates all have their own mobile phones, and I thought you would like them too, so I bought them for you." One, I don’t know what brand you like, so I just picked it randomly, if you like another one, I’ll change it tomorrow..."

Seeing that Cheng Zirui was still silent, Cheng Lin was even more worried, and said, "I wanted to buy you a psp, but I thought that the mobile phone can also play games. It seems that PSP is not necessary. If you want it, go buy it. …”

"No need!" Cheng Zirui interrupted Cheng Lin's words eagerly, and only after he finished speaking did he realize that his tone was a little strangely hurried. The two stared at each other for a few seconds, Cheng Zirui took the lead to look away, and said in a low voice : "I like it very much, there is no need to change it."

Cheng Lin finally breathed a sigh of relief silently, and said, "Then you go to bed earlier, I'll go out first."

After this incident, Cheng Zirui and Cheng Lin gradually talked more, and it was no longer the state of meeting each other and then hastily bowed their heads and turned sideways.

In the blink of an eye, early winter came, and it was Cheng Zirui's birthday.

Under Yan Yuanqian's strong request, Cheng Lin bought a huge double-layer cake, and when it was delivered, there was no place to put it, so he put two tables together temporarily, and then reluctantly put it down.

Cheng Lin only invited Yan Jin and Yan Yu, and Cheng Yihe also knew that he liked Jing, so he didn't invite his friends, a family of six, to celebrate Cheng Zirui's birthday around the exaggerated cake.

When it came time to blow out the candles, Yan Yuanqian kept begging Cheng Zirui to come and blow out the candles. After all, Cheng Zirui was still a child, and he wanted to blow out the candles too. With his eyes wide open, he didn't know how to respond.

Cheng Lin pinched Yan Yuanqian's butt, and Yan Yuanqian calmed down. Then, at Cheng Lin's suggestion, the two children blew out the candles together.

The small birthday party was close to midnight when everyone left, and Yan Jin and Yan Yu stayed in the guest room.Cheng Yihe drank a little too much, was driven to bed by Cheng Lin, Yan Yuanqian slept so early that he didn't know what night it was, and finally Cheng Lin was left alone in the kitchen cleaning the dishes.

After thoroughly cleaning the water stains on the pot table, Cheng Lin realized that Cheng Zirui was standing at the door at some point, and asked, "It's late, why don't you go to bed?"

Cheng Zirui lowered his head, rubbed his toes on the ground, and seemed to be a little embarrassed, "I...I..."

Cheng Lin approached him and said softly, "What did you say? I didn't hear clearly."

Cheng Lin had just turned off the kitchen lights, and now the lights from the courtyard shone in, making Cheng Zirui's shadow very long, and his silence was like his shadow.

Cheng Lin didn't understand what he was thinking, so he said, "Go to sleep."

Almost at the same second, Cheng Zirui suddenly closed his eyes, and said loudly, "I'm sorry!"

Cheng Lin was taken aback for a moment, then smiled and said, "Silly boy, why do you apologize?"

Cheng Zirui took several deep breaths, and even the veins appeared on his immature neck, before he opened his tear-filled eyes, choked up and said, "I...I didn't push you on purpose...I really didn't know anything at the time ...Suddenly I was pushed by someone, and then accidentally...just..."

Cheng Lin reacted for a few seconds before he realized what Cheng Zirui was talking about. In fact, Cheng Lin had long forgotten about it, and he never blamed Cheng Zirui for it. He didn't expect Cheng Zirui to care so much. so guilty...

Seeing Cheng Zirui's incoherent explanation, Cheng Lin's heart ached beyond measure, and he also shed tears. He reached out and hugged Cheng Zirui into his arms, "Good boy, it's not your fault, I never blamed you, I I always knew you didn't mean it, don't cry...don't cry..."

In Cheng Lin's arms, Cheng Zirui couldn't control his emotions, he was trembling and sobbing: "I always wanted to say it, but I didn't have the chance."

"I'm sorry...it's my fault...it's because I didn't take good care of you..." Cheng Lin was so regretful at the moment, he couldn't understand why he didn't insist on bringing Cheng Zirui with him back then, which led to what happened now.

Cheng Zirui's tears even soaked the clothes on Cheng Lin's shoulders, Cheng Lin held his face in his hands, wiped away his tears with his fingers, and kept repeating: "It's my fault, no one is to blame you."

It took a long time for Cheng Zirui to calm down. Cheng Lin took him to the bathroom to wipe his face. When the warm towel covered his face, Cheng Zirui burst into tears without warning. Cheng Lin took him to the bathroom to wipe his face. There was no other way, and after hugging and coaxing for a while, Cheng Zirui stopped crying.

Cheng Lin sent him back to his room to rest and helped him make the bed. Seeing Cheng Zirui's red eyes, he was worried that he would sleep alone, "I'll sleep with you tonight, okay?"

Cheng Zirui nodded, but still stood still.

Cheng Lin walked over and half hugged him and put him inside the bed. After turning off the light, he lay outside.Not long after, there was an abnormal gasp in the darkness, and Cheng Lin reached out and hugged Cheng Zirui from behind, as if all his comforting words seemed too pale and futile, he just patted him like he was coaxing a baby, " Good baby, go to sleep."

Cheng Zirui had endless grievances in his heart, but at this moment it seemed to be resolved by these rhythmic pats, and he didn't know when he fell asleep.

The next day, Cheng Yihe woke up and couldn't find Cheng Lin, and finally found Cheng Zirui's room, only to find the two who were sleeping in each other's arms, and quietly closed the door for them.

Since then, the relationship between Cheng Lin and Cheng Zirui has improved a lot. It is no longer a polite and alienated greeting, but a real intimacy and trust like a father and son.

After Cheng Yihe sold the old house, Zhao Ying called several times, but Cheng Yihe didn't answer it. Later, he heard that they had moved back to Donglin, and Cheng Yihe didn't pay much attention to it, so he started looking for a new house and wanted to start over again. buy a set.

Cheng Lin didn't care about it at first, but after hearing Yan Jin's popularization, he started to worry about the children's going to school in the future. He wanted to buy a house in the school district, but it was too expensive, so he couldn't sleep because of worry.

Yan Yuanqian still clings to Cheng Zirui to sleep, and wakes up to pee in the middle of the night, and Cheng Zirui has to accompany him to get up.

As soon as he took his younger brother's hand and walked to the corridor, he heard the voices of Cheng Lin and Cheng Yihe talking from the yard, and vaguely heard the words "Ning Ning" and "send away", Cheng Zirui's heart skipped a beat. Yan Yuanqian heard Cheng Lin's voice, and was about to call Dad in a daze, but Cheng Zirui covered his chubby mouth, and walked in a little more, so as to hear what they were talking about.

Cheng Lin was complaining: "Aren't you too irresponsible? Do you want to dump the little fat man to the big brother?"

Cheng Yihe laughed and said, "Otherwise? Your brother and I are too poor to afford a house for Cheng Zirui. That little fat man's surname is Yan. Of course, your brother is responsible for marrying him a wife."

Cheng Lin couldn't help laughing, "Although the elder brother won't ignore him, you are definitely incompetent as a father!"

It turned out that the two were joking, Cheng Zirui breathed a sigh of relief.

However, Cheng Yihe remained silent for a long time without speaking.

"What's wrong with you?" Cheng Lin asked him.

"I'm really incompetent..." Cheng Yihe said, "Ruirui didn't give him a good childhood and fatherly love, and this little fat man can't afford it."

Originally, it was just a joke, but Cheng Lin didn't expect Cheng Yihe to really think this way, and felt a little uncomfortable in his heart, "It's nothing, you have always been a good father."

"I really regret many, many things..." Cheng Yihe looked into Cheng Lin's eyes, his eyes were deep and filled with indescribable sadness.

"Why do you suddenly think like this, we are now a family, there is nothing better than this..." Cheng Lin said with a frown.

Cheng Yihe was stunned for two seconds, leaned over and kissed Cheng Lin's lips, "Yes."

Cheng Zirui, who was in the room, also seemed to have some kind of hot emotion stirring in his heart...

Yes, all the joys and sorrows in the world, only the gathering and staying together at this moment is the most complete.

The author has something to say:

First of all, I am very sorry, kneeling down and begging for a fight, it took so long to finish.

In fact, I have been writing in the middle, but I have been revising and revising, procrastinating, and it is now... I am very sorry...

And when I got to the back, I almost forgot all the previous ones. In the end, I didn’t even know where to end it. After a few days of entanglement, I broke the can,

Oh, by the way, I forgot to mention it in Chapter 46. The phrase "From now on, we will never live apart, only die." Qian Zhongshu said to his wife Yang Jiang, very moved, just It's used there, not my original creation.

In this life, people are constantly parting, meeting, and parting with different people. Even a family is just a passer-by in each other's life in the end, so we should cherish the present and the moment of reunion, so I think they Once the family is reunited, there's not much to talk about because there's nothing more important than being together as a family.

If there are readers who have read to the end, thank you for being willing to listen to me tell a story that is not perfect, and hope to see you in the next story.