You are Beta and I love you too

"Although I don't quite understand what happened between you and the general, the problem now is very serious." Luo Yang can probably guess the plot by himself. Lance and Arthur probably had an affair, but now Lance hurts people maliciously. I don't know how the general's wife's child is. If something happens, it's useless to have a few legs!

"Luoyang, in fact, as long as I hit harder just now, Ives' baby will never be saved." Lance's voice was so calm that he didn't seem like a person who wanted to kill someone just a second ago, but like a person who didn't know what to do. Passers-by who care about themselves.

Luoyang understands Lance's feelings. He had this idea before, but he didn't put it into practice.

"But you are still soft-hearted. If you are ruthless, you have achieved your goal, but the ending will be miserable. Now that you have not achieved your goal, the ending may not be very optimistic." Luoyang felt that Lance was not worth the candle.

With a smile on the corner of Lance's mouth, he stretched out his hand to hold Luo Yang's wrist, guiding his hand to gently caress his lower abdomen.

"Do you know that there used to be a little life here, and he was my everything. But why can he live so happily while Elvis made my baby not even have the chance to see the world?"

Luoyang has never experienced the feeling of losing a life in his body, so he tried his best to feel the feeling of Lance now.This feeling is like when his father left all the family savings for his younger brother to study when he was in high school, he could only go to school during the day and work in bars at night.Every day is very painful, but my younger brother can go to school with peace of mind and be cared for in the hands of his parents.

Now, sitting opposite Lance, Luo Yang even felt that he was the reporter interviewing Lance. He was just asking about the cause, process, and result of an incident.It's just that now he's not just a questioner, he must bring his own emotions, because sitting in front of him is his good friend, and he can't understand this matter from the most impartial angle.

Luo Yang's hand was on Lance's lower abdomen. He didn't feel any temperature, and his palm was icy cold.

"Lance, although I can't personally feel your pain, I can understand it." Luo Yang couldn't say any words of comfort, he had never experienced life and death, and he didn't know the feeling of being a fresh little life flowing out of his body.But he can understand that kind of hatred, the kind of life that he would rather die because of one person, but that person has a happy life.

"Luoyang, in fact, I really envy you. When Allen was kind to you, I was actually very jealous, because Arthur didn't treat me so carefully when I was pregnant. But today I understand, it turned out that it was just because , I am not the one he is willing to take care of."

Luo Yang stood up and sat next to Lance. He guessed that Lance and Arthur should have had a relationship, but he didn't expect that Lance was pregnant with his child, and Lance had a miscarriage because of Arthur's current wife. Complicated.

"You don't have to envy me. Alan was so careful with me because I was in a very bad state of mind at the time, and I wanted to give up my life every now and then. But one day I suddenly wanted to leave. I was alone in the dormitory that day. As soon as my brain convulsed, I stabbed my wrist. At that time, I lost consciousness due to excessive blood loss, and I was thinking at the time why I did this, and I actually regretted it.”

Lance laughed at himself, "When my baby was gone, I was also thinking, what am I living for? I couldn't live for myself before, and I changed my face after waking up to live for myself once. Do what you like, and do what you dare not do before. Just when I was operating the mecha and was about to meet Ives, I realized that what I didn’t dare to do before, I can’t do today.”

"Lance, you're just too soft-hearted. If I didn't know for sure, I would have done it a long time ago. It must be more ruthless than this." Now Luoyang's heart has already turned to Mars.

"No, I just feel that I want to forget everything in the past and start again. If I keep holding on to this matter, I won't be able to live a new life."

Luo Yang leaned on Lance's shoulder. In fact, he and Lance are quite similar, but he is too penny-pinching. Lance will only jump up and bite him if he really pushes him. , I will commit crimes, and commit more ruthless crimes.

"However, Arthur has seen you as if nothing happened these days. How did he manage to be so shameless?" Luo Yang really doesn't have any affection for Arthur now. Anyway, Lance had a relationship with him back then, right? , Why is it acting as if you don't know me now.

"I used to be Asian like you, but I changed my name and surname later, and by the way, I also changed my previous bullying appearance." Lance explained.

He has held back the secret for so many years, and now he can finally speak it out, with an indescribable ease.

Luo Yang raised his head and stared at Lance's face for a long time, feeling that the plastic surgery was done so well that there were no traces at all.

Just as Luo Yang was about to ask, there was a knock on the door.

Lance's muscles tensed instantly, and he entered a state of alert.

Luo Yang patted him on the shoulder, took a deep breath, held his breath, and walked to the door.

The knocking on the door was not urgent and very regular.

Luoyang opened the door, and the one standing at the door was not Arthur, but Yarman.

"You scared me to death, why are you here?" Luoyang was instantly relieved when he saw that it was Arman.

He just wanted to think that if Arthur was standing in front of the door, he should go up and beat him up, or close the door immediately and let Lance run away.

But it’s okay, it’s Arman.

Luo Yang didn't know why, he subconsciously felt that Arman should be on his side.

"Just now Arthur adjusted the monitor on the mech."

"Then...what did he say?" Luo Yang asked worriedly.

Alman crossed Luoyang and looked at Lance who was sitting on the edge of the bed, "Those movements are indeed just mistakes in the eyes of those who don't understand ancient martial arts, but what you did is too obvious."

Lance was silent, just staring at the floor in a daze.

"He has his reasons for doing this!" Luo Yang tried to defend Lance.

"But he hurt people maliciously, didn't he? Fortunately, the general's wife is safe today, otherwise what would he have to pay for it?" Arman knew that Luoyang would definitely stand on the united front with Lance because Lance was his friend. It's human nature, he understands.But he also hoped that Luoyang could recognize the fact that Lance was indeed hurting someone maliciously.

"It's fine if there's nothing wrong, why do you still hold on to it? Is it because he is the general's wife?" Luo Yang's tone was a little excited, but now he cannot be dismissed, and he will try his best to fight for Lance's innocence.

"Okay, I know Elvis is an Omega, he's sickly, he's weak, he's still a general's wife, you don't have to repeat that to me every one of you! I'm just hurting people on purpose, I'm just an ordinary Beta, You can arrest me, you can do whatever you want!" Lance said these words almost in a growl, his emotions were really held back for a long time, and if he endured it by himself, he felt that he would collapse .

Lance covered his eyes with his hands, tears falling down little by little.

Luoyang wanted to go there, but Yarman held him back.

"Do you think he is like this now, is your consolation interesting?" Yarman sometimes really felt like he was teaching a child by hand, and Luoyang was sometimes too willful.

"Let me come, you wait at the door first." Arman rubbed Luoyang's hair, feeling a little helpless.

Luo Yang reluctantly waited at the door, trying to eavesdrop on the conversation inside, but couldn't hear anything.

Alman confirmed that the door was locked, and he just leaned on the door with his hands folded in front of his chest, and said with a not-so-good attitude: "I know you must have secrets, and you will not intentionally hurt others for no reason. But except Luoyang cares about your secrets, no one cares about the story behind it, and the end result is that you hurt people maliciously."

"Ah."

"I don't know what kind of dispute you have with Arthur, and I don't want to know. Anyway, you are fully responsible for this matter. No matter whether the general's wife is okay or not, Arthur will never end with you. Who doesn't know that Ivis is his baby."

"Well, I know, I take full responsibility for this matter." Lance never intended to take himself out of this matter.

Alman breathed a sigh of relief. He thought this would be a thorny person, but he didn't expect such easy communication.

"It's much easier to tell the truth to you. Compared with you, Luoyang is really too impulsive."

"But didn't you still choose to protect him? He didn't understand, so you told me directly, it hurts."

Yarman actually didn't have a good impression of Arthur, at most he didn't have a bad impression.So in this matter, he didn't want to help Arthur clean up Lance. He only needed to find out the truth and hand it over to Arthur.It's not good for him to intervene in this matter.

"I don't mean that, I just think I can't let him be too self-willed, which is not a good thing for him. I know that Alan spoiled him in the past, he can do whatever he wants, and there is always someone to back him up and clean up the mess for him. But This will not help his future in any way, and I don't want others to say that he is successful because of me when he realizes his dream. So, I hope you can understand." Alman said to Lance sincerely.

Lance couldn't tell how he felt now, probably jealousy.Jealous of Luoyang, there is always someone who can understand him, someone who can protect him, and I have nothing.

"Luoyang is not a willful person, and you should know that he is cautious in everything. This time he risked against Arthur for me. I am really touched." Lance did not lie to Arman, although Luoyang usually I didn't care too much about him, but I didn't expect Luoyang to be the first to stand beside me at this time.

"I admit this time, I intentionally hurt Elvis when he came over, but I didn't do anything cruel. After this incident, I don't want to have anything to do with them anymore."

Alman vaguely guessed the entanglement between Lance, Arthur, and Ives. After all, Arthur liked a Beta back then, but it was well known. As Arthur's classmate, he also gossiped about it, but he didn't The results.Unexpectedly, after more than ten years, another protagonist in the gossip was found, and Arthur didn't seem to recognize his old lover at all.

"If you need help, you can tell Luoyang, Luoyang will come to me. You are one of the few friends in Luoyang, and I am willing to help when I can."

"Thank you."

The author has something to say:

Sorry, last time it seemed to be a Saturday update~ one day late~

The next two weeks are estimated to be very irregular, and there are very few. I will try to write as much as possible when I am free, but it is not too long~

Although slower, never give up~~~