say you like me

In the middle of the night, the sudden ringtone of the mobile phone woke Wen Jin up from his dream, "Yu Yang?" He rubbed his eyes in a daze.

But there was no voice on the phone, "Yu Yang?" He called again in doubt, but still no one answered.Suddenly, thinking of something, Wen Jin shuddered, jumped out of the bed, put her mobile phone on her head and began to get dressed in a panic, "You... where are you now? I'll go find you."

Yu Yang's hoarse and distorted voice finally came from the phone, "The Fourth Hospital."

Wen Jin picked up her wallet and rushed out the door. Chen Yajing was awakened by the sound of the door closing, "Wen Jin? Where are you going so late?!"

Wen Jin had already run downstairs, but she couldn't see a car on the empty street.He took out his phone and looked at it. It was two in the morning, no wonder.His home was originally a remote new urban area.

He took two steps anxiously, turned around and ran into the alley.

Uncle Luo was awakened by a violent knock on the door, opened the door and shouted angrily, "I'm going to die?! It's late at night..." He was stunned.

Wen Jin's face was pale with sweat, and he was still breathing, "Grandpa Luo...key, key..."

The anxious look on his face made him anxious too, and he fumbled for a long time in a panic before he took out his car keys.

"What's the matter?" Wen Jin had already run away with the key before he finished asking.

On the empty street, the violent roar of motorcycles can be heard from a distance, like a war horse that has been suppressed for a long time finally let out an unbridled roar, and disappeared at the end of the street with a strong wind...

Wen Jin found Yu Yang in the corridor outside the emergency room.He squatted on the bench, buried his head in his knees, held a few pieces of paper in his hands, and hugged himself tightly, motionless, as if he was asleep.

Wen Jin walked over gently, Yu Yang didn't look up, and he didn't call him, just stood silently opposite him.

He saw that Yu Yang had two signed critical illness notices in his hand.

The doctor pushed open the door of the operating room and came out. Seeing that there were only two young children at the door, he couldn't bear his usual cold tone, "Who is Zhang Ying's family?"

Yu Yang still didn't move, nor did he raise his head.Wen Jin froze for a moment, walked up to the doctor, his voice was also tight, hesitantly said, "I..."

"We did our best, let's prepare for the funeral."

Even after guessing the result, Wen Jin still stood still for a long time without saying a word.

"Is there no adult at home?" the doctor asked.

No one answered.

He didn't know when the doctor left, until there was a low, suppressed cry behind him.

The notice of critical illness had already been clutched by Yu Yang badly. The young man who always smiled nicely buried his face in his hands and his shoulders trembled violently.Standing opposite him, Wen Jin couldn't make a sound due to sore throat, and saw water droplets continuously hitting the cold floor of the hospital corridor.

"Wen Jin, she doesn't want me anymore... She doesn't want me anymore... What should I do, Wen Jin... What should I do..." He tightly tugged on Wen Jin's corner, his voice had already changed his tone.

Wen Jin didn't dare to look at the sad and desperate face full of tears, and reached out and pressed him into her arms, the piece of clothes on her shoulders was instantly soaked.Yu Yang kept making that suppressed, trembling sobbing sound from his throat, which made his heart ache.He hugged Yu Yang tightly, patted his back, and found that his voice was shaking when he spoke.

"Call out...Yu Yang, call out..."

Everyone who heard the boy's roar and cry was heartbroken, but the hospital never lacked sad people.There are those who are distraught, those who are heartbroken, and those who are hysterical...

No matter how indestructible people are in the face of grief, they are like children. It will penetrate the defenses you thought were watertight, and it will kill you with one blow, and there is nowhere to hide.

Grandma's funeral was very simple. The prison gave Yu Shishan a leave of absence to go home to observe filial piety and kneel, but he didn't come.

He was also a proud and arrogant person, unwilling to appear in front of his mother and son while being escorted in handcuffs.It's not that Yu Yang hasn't visited him in the past few years. He always asked someone to say "well, take care of yourself and grandma." He never showed up.

Yu Yang became very silent. The head teacher gave him 10 days off and asked him if he needed help, but he flatly refused.

Wen Jin wanted to accompany him, but he didn't want to either.Several times, Wen Jin worried and secretly hid at the entrance of the alley to watch him, but he just knelt before the coffin and burned paper, and never cried once.During the period, Fu Yi, who had finished the college entrance examination, also appeared beside Yu Yang, but Yu Yang didn't seem to see her.

After grandma was buried, the final exams followed.Yu Yang didn't miss the test as Wen Jin was worried about. He came and finished the papers quickly.Only this time, when Wen Jin walked out of the examination room, he was not standing out from the crowd at the door.

After the summer vacation, Yu Yang completely lost contact.The phone is off, and there is no one at home.Chen Yajing felt very strange why her son, who had been getting brighter day by day, suddenly returned to his original state, even more gloomy.

Yu Yang couldn't be found anywhere, a terrible thought suddenly popped up in Wen Jin's mind.He rushed to the locked door of Yu Yang's house, looked at the sharp glass shards on the courtyard wall to guard against thieves, gritted his teeth and reached out to climb up.

The palms and calves were cut and bloody. He didn't care about Guan's bloody hands, and rushed to pat the door of the back room, "Yu Yang! Yu Yang!" The door was unlocked, and he pushed it open.

The room was very clean, and there was no putrid smell of corpses as he imagined, Yu Yang was not there.He saw that there were half-eaten instant noodles in the pot in the kitchen, and the noodles were still intact, which meant that Yu Yang was still alive these two days, and he was at home, knowing that he was hungry and cooked instant noodles.

His violent heartbeat gradually calmed down, he was panting heavily, and the wounds on his hands and legs also started to hurt violently.

He looked down and saw that the blood was dripping down his fingers, and there was a small pool on the floor.

Afraid of frightening Yu Yang, he wanted to wipe it off, but his bloody hands couldn't lift anything at all. He endured the pain to find the medicine box, wrapped his hands in a mess with gauze, at least the bleeding stopped.

The leg was long pants anyway, and the wound was not as serious as the one on the hand, so he simply ignored it, and he didn't have the energy to care about it.

Fearing that the blood would get on the furniture, he didn't dare to sit in the back room, but squatted on the steps at the door of the back room.He glanced casually, and when he saw the half-knit sweater on the grandma's recliner, his breath stopped.Only then did I really feel that the kind old man was really gone.

Her hands hurt, her legs hurt too, Yu Yang couldn't find her, and thinking of Grandma Yu Yang again, Wen Jin's nose became sore all at once, tears streaming down her face.After thinking about it, I felt that I was too stupid, so I immediately wiped my eyes with the back of my hand.

He didn't know how long he had been sitting in front of Yuyang's house, when he suddenly heard movement at the gate of the yard, he woke up suddenly and found that he had fallen asleep sitting by the door, and it was already completely dark.

The courtyard door was opened, and he stared nervously at the door, thinking whether he should call out to Yu Yang to save him from being frightened, and if he wanted to call out again, he must be frightened too...

It turns out he was really thinking too much.Yu Yang didn't come back alone, he still had a girl in his arms, standing at the door Wen Jin could hear the water *sound when they were kissing.

He stood up slowly, his whole body stunned and unable to recover.Seeing the two eagerly caressing and kissing each other, they walked to the door of the back room, and walked in front of him, only to see that there was another person here.

The yard was very dark, and his ears hurt from the girl's screams.He could smell the strong smell of alcohol on the two of them.

Yu Yang was still calm, and stretched out his hand to turn on the light by the door, and saw Wen Jin who was stunned, his eyes were sober when he was drunk and insane.

"You...how are you..." Why are you here?He asked with his tongue out, before he finished, Wen Jin opened his mouth before him:

"where did you go?"

Yu Yang's eyes were in a trance, he rubbed his head uncomfortably and did not answer him, Wen Jin turned to look at the girl in his arms, it turned out to be Fu Yi.

She was also shocked and speechless when she saw Wen Jin.

"Get out." Wen Jin looked at her, and said a word lightly.

Fu Yi was obviously more sober than Yu Yang, he was taken aback, and said in disbelief, "Why do you..."

"I never said I don't hit girls." Wen Jin interrupted her, the vicious and indifferent eyes made her shiver in the summer of June.

"Why are you here?" Yu Yang, who had been silent all this time, suddenly opened his mouth, with a distant tone as if he was asking a stranger.

Wen Jin froze in place.

"This is my house, why do you let her go?" Yu Yang continued.

"She's gone, are you going to sleep with me?" Yu Yang's drunken words were full of disdain and jokes.

"Ah? Talk!" Yu Yang pushed him hard, and swayed drunkenly, "She's gone, you fucking let me fuck?"

Wen Jin punched him directly in the face, forgetting the injury on his hand.

"What the hell is wrong with you?!" Another kick kicked him hard in the chest.

"Fuck you!" Yu Yang was also angry, and then Jiu Jin rushed forward to fight with Wen Jin, so strong that Wen Jin didn't take advantage of it.

Wen Jin received several punches from him on the face and stomach, and pressed him to the ground with a ruthless pounce, and then started to punch him in the face from left to right, asking "Are you awake?!"

"Are you awake!? Shit!" After an unknown amount of time, Wen Jin finally stopped when he saw Yu Yang whose face was covered in blood.

Yu Yang lay on the ground panting in pain, his nerves paralyzed after drunk made him unable to resist, "I'm very sober!"

Wen Jin tried to calm down, trying to talk to him, "Yu Yang...you still have me..."

After hearing this, Yu Yang burst out laughing, and spit out a mouthful of bloody saliva, "Hey Wenjin... Do you think you know me very well... Come on, tell me... What do you know..." He lay on the ground Close your eyes.

Wen Jin leaned on him, and after listening to his words, she recalled seriously, "You... are very gentle, very kind, very...excellent, very..."

But Yu Yang waved his hand to signal that he didn't need to say any more, and said drunkenly: "Wen Jin...I, let me tell you a secret...Do you know? Zhou Yi, there is a punishment for theft in the file."

Wen Jin was stunned, and Yu Yang continued, "In the second grade of elementary school, a classmate in the class lost his wallet and found it in his schoolbag..."

Wen Jin didn't understand why he suddenly mentioned this matter, Yu Yang continued, "I, I put that wallet in... Do you know why?"

Wen Jin shook her head blankly.

"I heard him tell the whole class... Yu Yang's father is a murderer..." He suddenly opened his eyes and looked into Wen Jin's eyes, the eyes were so cold that Wen Jin couldn't tell whether he was drunk or awake.

"What? Do you think that Yu Yang is so kind and gentle...wouldn't take revenge on others? Haha, you thought I went to work in a convenience store during the self-study class two days ago? No..." Yu Yang stretched out a finger and shook it in front of him "I... I went on a date with Fu Yi. Do you ask me if I like her? Ha, she's not my type... But it's okay, Zhou Yi likes it... Zhou Yi also wants to go to the same university as her... He is the school's trust No. [-] scholar! But do you know? If Fu Yi gets three exams, Zhou Yi might follow her...haha..."

Yu Yang laughed madly, the tears of laughter came out, and then roared hoarsely, "I told you all this time, you see all, ah ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ... which is very facing? Zhou Yi, I, Yu Yang, am a bastard, I did all the planting, lying and stealing, how about it? Knowing that I put on the good looks in your heart, can you get out?!"

The air suddenly quieted down.

"I know." Wen Jin said calmly.

Yu Yang suddenly fell silent.

"You are jealous, vengeful, dark, and scheming, I know it all." Wen Jin said.

Yu Yang stared at him blankly.

"But you cook delicious food, are very careful, take good care of others, and...very gentle, even if you pretend, but these are all you."

Wen Jin looked at him and smiled, with a hollow voice, "Since you have told me so many secrets, shall I tell you some of mine too?"

"I have violent tendencies." Wen Jin said slowly, "When I was in elementary school, someone insulted my dad. I fought with that person, but I never fought." Yu Yang, "Guess what I did afterwards?"

"While he was waiting for the bus, I stood behind him." Wen Jin smiled, his cold eyes made Yu Yang gasp, half sober.

"Don't worry, the bus stopped in time, he is not dead." Wen Jin reached out and stroked Yu Yang's hair gently.

"When I was in the second year of junior high school, I beat people until their skulls were cracked and almost died..."

Yu Yang lay on the cold ground, looking at Wen Jin who was pressing on him, speechless for a long time.Wen Jin's cold eyes regained some warmth, got up from him, and said softly, "So, you don't have to worry that I will hate you after seeing your dark side, because we are basically the same kind of people."

"Yu Yang, you're actually very good, really good." Wen Jin's voice trembled, "I didn't know what it's like to be happy until I met you, what it's like to have friends..."

He knelt down and gently touched the wound on Yu Yang's face, "I know you are not happy when you hurt others, because I am too..."

After a long time, as if he had been redeemed, Yu Yang raised his hand to cover his eyes, and tears kept pouring out from the crack.

He was always worried, worried that people around him would see his ruined side.But he knew that there would always be a day when, rather than being exposed by others, it would be better to tell him himself, at least saving the embarrassment of being stripped naked in public.

"Wen Jin...I don't have anything..." The busiest person is most afraid of loneliness, he got up and hugged Wen Jin, "Wen Jin...I miss grandma so much..."

Fu Yi left without knowing when, Xia Feng was blowing quietly with the sound of cicadas, as if bidding farewell to the ruined past, as if welcoming the baptism of rebirth.