say you like me

In the morning, when Wen Jin woke up, it was already 10 o'clock in the morning.

Paulin'er was still sleeping, and most of the residual makeup on her face was rubbed onto the pillow.

Wen Jin stretched out his hand expressionlessly, pulled the quilt for him, covered his exposed shoulders, and then got out of bed with his clothes on.

There is no breakfast at home today... Tsk, it's not right to say that, in fact, there was no breakfast before, but Yu Yang will bring it during this time.

Wen Jin opened the living room window, climbed on the windowsill and lit a cigarette.

As soon as he raised his head, he met Yu Yang who was standing downstairs.

He leaned on the car and looked up at Wen Jin, and Wen Jin also looked at him without turning around.The cigarette at the fingertips was burning little by little, and then with a gust of wind, a long section of ash was shattered in the wind.

Suddenly, someone put an arm around his waist behind him.

Bao Lin'er woke up at some point, walked behind him, rubbed his forehead against his neck, and asked him softly with a hoarse voice that had just woken up, "Why do you smoke as soon as you wake up?"

Ignoring Bao Lin'er's hand walking on her body behind her, Wen Jin stared at Yu Yang blankly, and Yu Yang still looked at him.

Bao Lin'er didn't notice the people downstairs, but Yu Yang saw everything clearly.

His expression was too calm, like a pool of lifeless stagnant water, which made Wen Jin feel a chill in his heart.

Wen Jin slammed the window shut.Bao Lin'er was taken aback, and quickly let go of Wen Jin, the confusion in his eyes was gone, and he was even a little more cautious.

"...Jin, Brother Jin..." Paulin'er whispered.

Wen Jin didn't look at him, turned and walked towards the bathroom expressionlessly, and then closed the door with a "slap".

Paulin'er glanced at the door in bewilderment, bit her lip in frustration, and went back to the bedroom to get dressed.

Yes, he is not Wen Jin's lover, nor can he be regarded as a friend, at most, he is a friend with benefits who has slept a few times.

Wen Jin doesn't often ask him out, they have known each other for two years, they have only met 11 times and slept 5 times.

See how well you remember.

He remembered that the first time he met was at the gay bar behind Gongti. He was working as a bartender at that time, and occasionally worked as MB.

I have to admit that the reason why the crowd picked Wen Jin at that time was only because of his face.Rather than being taken advantage of by a group of wretched and greasy old men, he would rather "chat" with handsome young men.

And when he sat opposite Wen Jin and babbled for almost an hour, during which time he pretended to show his shoulders and collarbone unintentionally and even rubbed Wen Jin's calf with his feet, but Wen Jin didn't say a word except for smiling occasionally at him. , and when he was about to leave in frustration thinking it was a beautiful "dumb", he threw him a stack of not-thin paper money and said:

"One night, is it enough?"

He admits he was seriously taken aback.

A high-end hotel has soft mattresses, brown-red curtains, a bedside table, and the soft panting of the person on her body...

It was Paulin'er's only memory of that night.

If you guessed right, Wen Jin's first time was with him.

Although he has done enough "homework" and the general process is correct, who is Paulin'er?He has been doing this since he was 16 years old, so he can be regarded as a fresh meat in the "old predecessors".He can tell who is the "old gun" and who is the "new gun" at a glance.

That night, he tried his best to guide and tease Wen Jin. He was quite proud that this little "boy scout" must have completely fallen.

But when Wen Jin turned him over and crossed his eyes, he realized that the one who fell was himself.

He was obsessed with the desolation and loneliness in this person's eyes, as if hiding nightmares and ruins that he couldn't get out of.

Even if he knows that this person is only looking deeply at another person through his own eyes, it doesn't affect his love for him.

All love is forced and unreasonable.

The iron door of the apartment suddenly heard the sound of a key being turned. Paulin'er came back to his senses and looked at the man who opened the door in surprise.

It turned out to be the young owner of "Brilliant and Splendid" who left in a rage yesterday.

"you…"

Paulin'er involuntarily took a step back, watching the overly tall man approaching him step by step, he felt his throat tightening, and he couldn't make a sound.

Until the cold wall was stuck behind him, he had nowhere to retreat.

Yu Yang stretched out his index finger, raised his chin frivolously, and looked down at his face.

"Wen Jin likes you very much?" He asked softly.

Paulin'er's body trembled uncontrollably, but she still gritted her teeth and did not make a sound. She tried her best to raise her head and bravely looked at this person.

Yu Yang's cold fingers let go of his chin, and continued to move down, all the way across his neck, and then stopped at the collarbone.

"It's just that long, right?" he said softly, his cold tone made Paulin'er shiver violently.

"Could it be that your body is superior to others?"

He suddenly tore away the shirt that Paulin'er had just put on, and threw him to the ground:

"Come on, let me see it too," Yu Yang tore off his pants, "Why the hell are you?"

Paulin'er couldn't restrain her fear any longer, and broke down and screamed.The man was not normal, perhaps a madman at all.

Immediately afterwards, Yu Yang was punched fiercely, and he staggered a few steps before he stood still.

Wen Jin glared at him angrily.

"What the hell are you going to do!?" Wen Jin looked at the scene in front of him in shock and said angrily.

"Fuck him," Yu Yang wiped the blood from his mouth, his expression twisted, "Do you feel distressed? You want to beat me up for him?"

Wen Jin didn't even think about it and kicked him in the heart, but Yu Yang hugged his ankle firmly.

Wen Jin raised her head in disbelief, and met his mocking expression.

"It's been so many years, why is it still this way?"

Wen Jin retracted her leg forcefully, but she didn't pull it back.

Yu Yang grabbed him hard, but his voice was trembling:

"...Surprised? Surprised?"

"Wen Jin, it's not what it used to be, now it's about fighting...I'm your master."

"You can't imagine what kind of life I've lived in the past two years..." Yu Yang stared at him with bloodshot eyes, "I have insomnia, neurasthenia, and when I close my eyes, all I can think of is you crying! I, him Mom has to take 4 sleeping pills a day to sleep..."

Wen Jin stared at him in a daze, "Fucking...don't care about me..."

Sobbing, Bao Lin'er got up from the ground, his shirt was torn by Yu Yang, and he hid behind Wen Jin with his chest half exposed, holding onto Wen Jin's arm tightly.

Yu Yang looked at the two people who were close together in front of him, and suddenly smiled. He tilted his head slightly, with a puzzled and paranoid expression:

"Wen Jin, didn't you say you like me..."

Her confused mind was buzzing, Wen Jin stared blankly at Yu Yang, watching his mouth open and close, but couldn't hear what he was saying.

Yu Yang let go of his legs and approached step by step. Wen Jin thought he was going to say something, but only felt a pain in his neck, and his eyes immediately darkened.

...

"Can you take me for a ride?"

The sleeves of the boy's wide sweater fluttered in the wind, and he turned his head and smiled at Wen Jin.

So familiar.

this face.

But can't remember who it was.

"Wen Jin, she doesn't want me anymore...she doesn't want me anymore...Wen Jin, what should I do..."

"I have nothing left... Wen Jin..."

do not Cry.

Wen Jin wanted to say this, but when she opened her mouth, she found that she couldn't make a sound.He yelled hard, even reached out to scratch his throat, but it was useless.

Ah, it turns out that being a dumb person feels like this.

But the boy suddenly became happy again, and jumped up and down with his arms around a short man's shoulders, "Come on, I'll make you Coca-Cola chicken wings today!"

Wen Jin followed up involuntarily, but the two of them got farther and farther away from him.

Suddenly, he saw himself again.

Crying helplessly in the snow, chasing someone while crying, and then squatting on the ground like a stray dog ​​that no one wanted.

"Yu Yang...Yu Yang, I'll change...I don't like you anymore..."

It dawned on him.

The familiar boy just now is called Yu Yang.

Numerous clips are staged alternately, some with sound, some silent...the protagonists all have the same face.

After an unknown amount of time, when Wen Jin opened her eyes, she saw a strange ceiling.Looking down, there is a blurry figure swaying in front of his eyes.When all senses returned, the first thing I felt was a cold and dull pain in the shoulder and neck.

When Wen Jin moved, he realized that his hands were handcuffed to the head of the bed.

He remembered that this empty and simple room was Yu Yang's bedroom.

Yu Yang was sitting on the edge of the bed and applying ice to him. Seeing that he woke up, he said:

"I didn't control the strength just now, the knife in my hand is heavy, does it hurt?"

"Don't be so fucking hypocritical." Wen Jin shook the chains on his hands.

Yu Yang smiled, "Success."

He got up, threw the ice pack aside, took another towel, and carefully wiped off the water on his skin that had been iced just now.

After finishing all this, he raised his legs and sat astride Wen Jin's body, his long and narrow red phoenix eyes were breathtaking.

"Is he your boyfriend?"

"Let go of my hand."

Yu Yang reached out and touched his face, "I tied you up to have a good chat with you."

"Fart your mother!!" Wen Jin became angry immediately, and yelled at him in a hoarse voice, the veins on his neck popping up, "Yu Yang, are you fucking sick!!"

"Yeah," Yu Yang continued, with a creepy smile still on his face, "I told you this morning, I'm sick, I've been sick for four years, and it's very sick."

"Fuck you!" Wen Jin's body was trembling with anger, "Is it my fault?! I owe you a fucking debt?!"

"Yes!" Yu Yang interrupted him loudly, "You don't owe me...but you said you liked me back then, didn't you say you liked me?!"

Yu Yang's voice trembled:

"It's so ruthless, Wen Jin... When you say you like me, you can kiss and hug others when you turn around."

Wen Jin's eyes were red, but she turned her head and laughed.

Enough of laughing, he looked up at Yu Yang:

"...Yu Yang, you were the one who said that homosexuality was disgusting, you were the one who avoided me, and you were the one who left without saying goodbye. Now you say I'm ruthless?"

Wen Jin finally couldn't control it, and said hoarsely:

"You have the face to say I'm ruthless?! Anyone in this world can educate me, Yu Yang, you can't, you're not qualified!"

Yu Yang looked at his red eyes, feeling both sad and happy.This is his Wen Jin, the Wen Jin who gets angry and angry, and beats up when sad, not the guy who is polite, calm and smiling no matter what he says.

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