Trainee

Xia Le probably drank too much, and after talking about his own, he went to ask Li Qi: "Do you want... that person? Sometimes you also think about it, and big brother, I don't even remember what he looks like. He was with you since childhood. They don't look alike. But yes, you are fraternal twins, so it's normal that you don't look alike."

Li Qi's expression changed. Only Xia Le dared to say this in front of him so unscrupulously. If someone said these things in normal times, he would have turned his back on him long ago.At this moment Xia Le was drunk, and he was also a little drunk, and it was not as uncomfortable as expected to mention the events of the year at this time.

He drank the half can of beer in one breath, and exhaled, "They should be living well now, I don't want to."

Li Qi's mother's name is Qin Su, who was also a famous pianist back then, and the marriage with Li Qi's father was as perfect as a fairy tale.The sounds of violins and pianos have always filled Li Qi's entire childhood, as well as the laughter and noises of children.At that time, Li Qi was the happiest, with both his parents and an older brother by his side.

When did it go wrong?

Li Qi squinted his eyes and thought for a while. He never dared to recall this question when he was sober. The summer when he was ten years old, the scorching sun, the blue swimming pool, and that scream... Yes, He fell on the edge of the swimming pool, a large piece of glass stuck into his hand, blood was all over his palm to his arm, his brother turned pale with fright, dragged him to find someone for help...

Later, he stayed in the hospital for more than a month, and the nerve endings of the little finger and index finger of his right hand were damaged. The operation was successful, but he could not restore the sensitivity to the previous level.It was also at that time that his father was diagnosed with hearing loss in the hospital.

The whole family is like a flower that has bloomed to its peak, and it collapses in an instant. It is only a matter of breathing, and everything changes.Ms. Qin left suddenly, and she didn't take many things with her, except Li Qi's brother, Li Fang, except for her luggage.

At that time, Li Qi was still lying in the hospital, and what he hoped most was that when the door of the ward opened, it would be his mother or brother who came in.

This memory is buried very deep, if not for being a little drunk today, Li Qi would not have dug it up and read it again.How innocent and happy he was before the age of ten, and how miserable he was after the age of ten. He would rather spend these 18 years in an ordinary person's house than live through such a tormenting life again.

"I still remember the tune we played when we were young. You and your elder brother played with four hands, and I played the violin next to you..." Xia Le hummed a tune or two, gesticulating with his hands in the air. "But my eldest brother has never been as good at playing as you, and he is not as quick as you. He has a big temper and I can't remember the score and dare not ask him. Fortunately, you help me."

Li Qi's gaze turned cold: "So what, anyway, I won't be able to play the piano anymore."

Xia Le rubbed against him.

Li Qi pushed him away irritably.

Xia Le tilted up like a big dog, rubbing his head against his shoulder back and forth, as if he was acting like a baby, or to make his master happy.

Li Qi was crushed by him, rubbed twice and almost fell off the wooden box. The beer in his hand fell off, spilled all over the place, and couldn't help raising his voice: "Xia Le!"

Xia Le was startled by the sound of the beer can falling to the ground, and immediately sat up straight, held Li Qi's hand without saying a word, stared at his right knuckles for a while and said a little sadly: " Are you okay, does it hurt again?"

No matter how angry Li Qi was, he extinguished him, "Are you stupid? How could it still hurt after being injured so many years ago?"

Xia Le stared at Li Qi's finger. If you look carefully, there is a white old mark on it. The scar is not obvious, but it also makes him feel distressed.He bowed his head and kissed the injured fingertips, but felt that it was not enough, and took them into his mouth.

Li Qi hid: "It really doesn't hurt, don't make trouble..."

Xia Le lowered her eyes, sucked the fingers in her mouth, and licked her fingers with the tip of her tongue.

Li Qi felt the numbness spreading from his finger all the way to his heart, he pulled his finger back and wiped it vigorously on his clothes, and said in a bit of embarrassment: "Your tears and snot are almost rubbing against my clothes, get out of here."

Xia Le laughed, stretched out his hand to caress Li Qi's face, touched the corner of his eyes with his fingers, licked his fingers as if to confirm the taste, and said seriously: "I didn't cry, it was Li Qi who did."

Li Qi scolded with a smile: "Don't talk nonsense."

Even though he said so, when Xia Le lowered his eyes and leaned closer, Li Qi didn't dodge, and closed his eyes to accept the kiss.

This is their first formal kiss, Xia Le's movements are green and excited, Li Qi is also trying to respond, clumsily serious.

When Xia Le stopped, he buried his head on Li Qi's shoulder and gasped for air. His voice was so loud that Li Qi was a little embarrassed. He pushed Xia Le and said in a hoarse voice, "Enough, get up."

Xia Le didn't say a word.

Li Qi was so close to him, so he naturally felt the scalding heat on his body. Although he felt it a little bit, it was more because of his heart beating faster, so he couldn't get into heat so easily like the young master Xia Le.Xia Le's arm was still trembling while holding him, as if trying to restrain himself, and finally whimpered with grievance, "It's so uncomfortable, I'm going to explode."

"You deserve it, who asked you to come here by yourself."

Xia Le is still humming.

Li Qi was silent for a while, then suddenly laughed, Xia Le looked up at him in a daze.

Li Qi put his hands on his waist and moved down slowly, and said to him: "Xia Le, if you want to study abroad, it will take about four years?"

Xia Le was stimulated to straighten the joystick in an instant, his cheeks stained by alcohol were still red, and his eyes were misty, looking at Li Qi excited and at a loss, sitting there Not daring to move, just calling him in a low voice: "Li Qi, Li Qi..."

Li Qi licked his lips and said, "Xia Le, you should think about it, if you do it today, you will be mine from now on."

As he spoke, he leaned forward and kissed Xia Le's lips again, "And I can never go back on my word."

……

It was already midnight when Li Qi came out of the practice room, his house was smashed like that and he couldn't go back, so Xia Le could only let Xia Le take him to find a place to make do for the night.Xia Le, that stupid big guy, was sober after a beating. Paojiu was sober, and he was laughing silly over there, as if he had taken the wrong medicine, grinning and unable to close his mouth.

Li Qi was burned by his smiling face, couldn't help but kicked the stone at his feet, and scolded him: "You are enough, stop laughing!"

Xia Le immediately adjusted his expression, but after a while, he smiled again with crooked eyebrows, like a fool bubbling with happiness.