my little deskmate

Chapter 88

Miao Xiuran walked quietly, no one knew that Miao Xiuran had stuffed Bei Juncheng with a small piece of paper, on which was written - wish happiness, don't let yourself have any regrets, tell Jiang Ling, don't miss me , Don't wait for me, try to make yourself happy.

On the third day after Miao Xiuran left, Jiang Ling came to the school. Compared with Miao Xiuran's emaciation, Jiang Ling was like a withered flower.

Yu Qianrui accompanied her to the courtyard wall and said, "This is a gift from him."

The original white wall has now become an exquisite mural, a string of codes, countless 1s and 0s, 1 is a playful cat in various poses, 0 is a garland surrounded by various flowers, and there is a climbing cat on the far left of the code There is a cat in a navy suit by the wall, and on the far right of the code is a bunch of butterflies and flowers, butterfly lilies, also known as ginger flowers.

Jiang Ling's eyelashes filled with tears, big teardrops fell from her eyes one by one, she couldn't help crying.

"Did he say anything?"

Yu Qianrui sighed, "He makes you happy, don't think about him."

Jiang Ling cried even more fiercely, as if she was about to cry out all her life's tears.

She walked to the wall and touched a string of formulas with her hands.

r=a(1-sinθ)

The love letter of French mathematician Descartes is also the romance of Miao Xiuran.

Tears slid down her cheeks, she tried to make herself smile, but her voice trembled like a dandelion in the wind, and said, "I'm sorry for him...it's me..."

Yu Qianrui patted her thin back and said, "Don't cry, he's already gone."

Jiang Ling lay on Qianrui's shoulders, crying like a child in this desolate corner, saying, "Ruirui, he's gone... I'll never see him again... never again... ..."

Yu Qianrui slowly closed her eyes sadly.

Which is more painful and cruel, not getting it or losing it after getting it?

People are gone, but life still goes on.

Just after the second year of high school, I received the news of making up classes during the summer vacation, sending away the last batch of graduates, and they immediately began to devote themselves to intensive review.

The steady stream of the national college entrance examination, the unfinished basic questions, the high-level questions and the Olympiad questions, and the red countdown to the college entrance examination posted on the back blackboard made everyone tense up.

Song Anping is still the best monitor in the eyes of the students, a role model in the eyes of the teachers, and the pride in the eyes of the family, leading the seventh class.

No one knows that this student once got drunk because of the pain, but everyone can see this student's hard work and crazy enthusiasm for learning. Song Anping has evolved!

Mr. Liang and his friend jointly opened a small company. The main employee is Xu Yixing. As an employee, he has only one task—study.

Every performance, Xu Yixing can get a little income, which made him happy, and smiled and handed over his salary to Bei Juncheng, patted his chest and said proudly, "Beibei, I will support you in the future!"

Bei Juncheng held his ID card expressionlessly, took him to the bank to open a deposit, and showed Xu Yixing his bank account by the way.

Xu Yixing looked at the series of zeros in Bei Juncheng's account, and dared not say anything about raising Bei Juncheng again.

But his money was still handed over to Bei Juncheng, because Bei Juncheng wanted to help him manage his finances.

As a good husband, even though the salary is meager, he still has to give it to support his family!

In order to make his dance more varied and creative, Xu Yixing had to give up evening self-study, and practiced until the early morning under the guidance of Mr. Liang and others. At this time, the two-year study foundation that Bei Juncheng had laid for him played a role. If you are absent from class, you can also arrange more than 20 people in the class.

Fang Yi and Liu Xiaoyang, a pair of troubled brothers, spent two years of sluggishness and laziness. Even if they got extra points for art, they dared not treat them casually in the third year of high school.

Xu Yixing, who has successfully become one of the image ambassadors of ink art, is often dragged by Mr. Liang to study and rehearse in various places. As his horizons become wider and wider, he knows that he still has a long way to go in dance, which makes him dare not slack off .

Bei Juncheng is proficient in classroom knowledge. In addition to supervising Xu Yixing's study, he spends more time accumulating and extending extracurricular knowledge, such as law, medicine, technology... He is like a sponge, constantly absorbing new knowledge. Knowledge.

In the third city-wide joint examination, Bei Juncheng surpassed Song Anping and got the first place in the city, making his name resound throughout Momo City.

The closer the college entrance examination is, the less Zhao Feiming talks. Even if he has something to say, he talks about college life with everyone in a gentle voice.

Others said that university life is very free, but he was on the contrary. He smiled and said, "University is a hurdle, a hurdle of indulgence and self-control. Many of your seniors and seniors successfully passed the college entrance examination, but fell on the hurdle of university. College was never the end of your rest."

Others said that it is not necessary to study in college, he laughed, "It's so strange, study is obviously a very fulfilling enjoyment, but in the eyes of you students, it has become a terrible thing. There is no end to learning, and there is no stage in life that you can't use. Learn, those who don't learn will be slowly eliminated."

Others said that university is very beautiful, he smiled and shook his head, and said, "Beauty never changes because of the change of the environment. The beauty is in your heart. People with good hearts are good wherever they are."

Finally, Zhao Feiming said, "At this critical juncture, I will not force you to study, nor will I ask your parents because of your unsatisfactory grades, because it is useless to you, what you have to do is to sort out, sort out your high school three Take the knowledge points you have learned in the past year, face the exam with a positive attitude, the journey of life is still very long, stand on your feet, and don’t let your future self regret today’s mistakes.”

Xu Yixing and Bei Juncheng were still sitting in their old seats, the sun shone on them, covering them with a gorgeous coat.

Xu Yixing looked at the large score of 119 on the test paper, scratched his head in distress, and said frantically, "110 every day! When will I get 120 in the test!"

Bei Juncheng put a strawberry candy on his table, which immediately calmed his impatience and made him smile with satisfaction.

This gluttonous child, one candy was not enough, he actually put his hand into Bei Juncheng's pocket, groped around, trying to find more candies, but it was a pity that Bei Juncheng had nothing on him, so he returned empty-handed .

Bei Juncheng asked with a smile, "Did your art test score come down?"

Xu Yixing tilted his head on the table, blinked and said, "Not yet... I don't know if I can go to the capital for the exam. I want to go to the capital with you to go to school..."

Bei Juncheng teased his earlobe, and said, "So unsure of yourself?"

Xu Yixing said, "It's not that I don't have confidence, but that if I don't do well in the exam, I will stay away from you... Ah bah! What nonsense am I talking! I don't want to be separated from you! Absolutely not!"

Speaking of this, Xu Yixing was full of energy again, straightened up and looked through the test paper carefully, clenching his fists to cheer himself up, "If the art test is not good, then I will get a good cultural score!"

Say the wind is the wind, say the rain is the rain.

Bei Juncheng smiled indulgently, but shook his head helplessly.

On June 6, the whole school will be on holiday, and everyone needs to pack up all their things. Xu Yixing hugged his desk reluctantly, and said with a mournful face, "Three years! I have been sitting here for three years! I can't bear it... I really can't bear it." ..."

Bei Juncheng calmly picked up two schoolbags, carried them on his shoulders, and waited aside.

Xu Yixing lay on the table and hummed, "I want to be your deskmate, your deskmate for the rest of my life!"

Bei Juncheng looked at him speechlessly, and said calmly, "Are you reluctant to part with the table, or are you reluctant to part with me?"

"Of course I miss you!"

"Then why are you hugging the table instead of me?"

Xu Yixing blinked, only to realize that he hugged the wrong thigh, and immediately changed his partner, holding Bei Juncheng and said, "Bei Bei... I still want to be your deskmate!"

Bei Juncheng's black eyes looked at the two tables side by side, as if nostalgic, but also as if mourning, and said in a low voice, "When are you not my deskmate anymore? Could it be that there is someone else at my deskmate? When we enter the university together, we will rent a house and live together, not only continue to be the same table, Xingbao, but we will continue to lie in the same bed."

Xu Yixing slowly raised his head and looked at Bei Juncheng.

It turned out that at this very moment, Bei Juncheng had already started planning for the future.

In Bei Juncheng's college life plan, there is Xu Yixing's figure!

In the future, even if two people are not in the same university, they will continue to live together.

It turned out that Bei Juncheng understood his anxiety and his expectations.

Xu Yixing's bright eyes slowly filled with a layer of mist, and he choked up slightly, "It's a deal! You can't go back on your word!"

Bei Juncheng touched the corners of his eyes, and asked gently, "Didn't you say something happy? Why are you crying?"

Xu Yixing sniffed, and said, "I'm so happy! As long as I think that Beibei can continue to be with me, I'm so happy that I want to cry..."

"You still cry when you're an adult?" Bei Juncheng touched his forehead affectionately, and said, "Aren't you afraid that others will laugh at you?"

"Who says adults can't cry anymore, and I don't cry in front of others, I only cry in front of you... Don't dislike my weakness and coquettishness!" Xu Yixing said, two tears could not help but flow down, like Staring at him sincerely and earnestly as if making an oath, he said firmly, "Xu Yixing will be with Bei Juncheng forever, no matter where he goes, Xu Yixing will try his best to treat Bei Juncheng well, and love Bei Juncheng in his own way, no matter how long it takes won't change..."

Bei Juncheng felt that the emotion held in his hands was too heavy and too pure, so that his body was full of softness and warmth, and because he couldn't bear it, it slowly spilled out of his body, he looked back at Xu Yixing and said, "Xingbao, I won't say how long..."

what?

Xu Yixing's face suddenly lost all color, and his eyes revealed a look of astonishment.

"But I will never disappoint, I will not disappoint the long-term waiting and persistence between us," Bei Juncheng's deep eyes were burning with dark flames, meaningful, profound, and lingering. He continued, "As long as you love me Believe me, I will firmly hold you and protect you, Xingbao, you must not dislike my coercion and dominance..."

Xu Yixing patted his chest stiffly, and said in a hesitant manner, "Can't you finish talking in one breath? I was scared to death just now!"

He thought that Bei Juncheng would say something that he didn't want to last forever, but only what he once had.

Fortunately not!

He should have thought that Bei Juncheng was not such a person!

Xu Yixing smiled through tears, hugged Bei Juncheng tightly again, and said, "It's too late for me to like you, so I won't dislike you, I like everything about you!"

Bei Juncheng smiled, "So, why do I think you are weak?"

Xu Yixing became happier, tears flowed even more joyfully, and said, "Bebe, what should I do, I seem to be so happy! Why do I cry so much!"

Bei Juncheng, "..."

Helpless, Bei Juncheng took out a napkin and asked Xu Yixing to wipe his tears and nose.

Xu Yixing rubbed his nose very happily, his straight nose flushed red, and softly asked with red eyes, "Bebe, do you still remember what happened when I first came to the dormitory?"

Of course Bei Juncheng remembered, after all, he never thought that a boy could cry for so long!

"You were so fierce back then!"

Bei Juncheng, "..."

"You kicked me!"

Bei Juncheng, "..."

Xu Yixing smirked and said, "Bebe, I think I am a child favored by God. I am so lucky to meet you."

Bei Juncheng saw him laughing after crying, rubbed his hair helplessly, and said coolly, "Don't you think I'm fierce, do you still remember that I kicked you? I still feel lucky to be pampered when I encounter such a situation." ?”

Xu Yixing nodded wildly, smiled sweetly, and said, "Yes! Because even so, I still can't help falling in love with you... The fate is so strange..."

Bei Juncheng laughed softly, and said, "Stupid!"

The two walked out of the classroom together, Bei Juncheng closed the door and returned the key to Zhao Feiming.

Zhao Feiming took the key slowly, and said with a smile, "No regrets, no hesitation, no harm, with careful care and care, the little seedling will grow into a big tree in the sky."

Bei Juncheng narrowed his eyes and said in a daze, "You..."

Zhao Feiming's words are very meaningful!

Does he know anything?

Zhao Feiming stood up, patted him on the shoulder, and said, "Teacher can only accompany you through these three years, and the rest of the time, you can only rely on yourself to move forward."

Bei Juncheng took a deep breath, bowed to Zhao Feiming, "Thank you."

It doesn't matter whether Zhao Feiming knows it or not, what matters is his attitude, full of wisdom and calmness, this kind of tolerance and respect for people and things, little by little, blends into Bei Juncheng's flesh and blood, subtly changing Bei Juncheng thoughts and ideas.

Zhao Feiming waved to Xu Yixing who was outside the door, let Xu Yixing walk in, and said with a smile, "Why are you still so timid? Am I so scary?"

Xu Yixing half hid behind Bei Juncheng, and nodded slightly embarrassedly for a while.

Zhao Feiming touched his face stiffly, and said, "I will feel disgusted by others when you do this."

Xu Yixing said in a panic, "No, no! I don't hate...I don't hate you! I just have a natural awe for my teacher...I really don't hate you! I really like you! Really!"

Zhao Feiming laughed, and said, "The teacher is teasing you, thank you for the red dates, thank you for the loquat, thank you for the vitamins, and thank you for the knee pads. The teacher knows that you gave it to me. It's hard for you to be so scared, so I gave you something. I……"

Xu Yixing's face was hot and red, and he said in a low voice, "Teacher, you..."

/(ㄒoㄒ)/~~How do you know everything!

Zhao Feiming said softly, "The college entrance examination... I'm not worried about Bei Juncheng, he's too stable, I'm worried about you, your mentality is not stable, take the exam as usual, it's not a big problem for you to get into the dance academy, don't be too psychologically stressed, take it easy Do you know?"

Xu Yixing's watery deer eyes looked at Zhao Feiming moved, and said, "Teacher, I will do well in the exam!"

Zhao Feiming laughed and said, "No matter what happens in the future, we must discuss with Bei Juncheng, and if there is any problem, we will find him, you know?"

What does it mean to find him when there is a problem?

Bei Juncheng couldn't laugh or cry.

Xu Yixing stared at Bei Juncheng, and nodded obediently.

"He has to have a strong personality, he will take the soft but not the tough, don't go against him, you know?"

Xu Yixing nodded again.

Bei Juncheng coughed and said, "Teacher, I think it's okay."

Zhao Feiming looked at him blankly and said, "What's the rush, I want to talk to Xu Yixing a little more!"

But Zhao Feiming didn't say much, he smiled and said, "You guys are the most individual and outstanding students I teach, so don't let yourself have any regrets, come on!"

The two slowly walked out of No. [-] Middle School filled with emotion, looking back at the high school they had stayed in for three years, it suddenly seemed like a dream.

Bei Juncheng pulled up the sentimental Xu Yixing, and said with a faint smile, "Let's go, my little deskmate."

Xu Yixing trotted to keep up with him, regained his strength in an instant, stretched out his fist and puffed up, "Come on, Bei Juncheng! We will all get better and better!"

The two looked at each other and smiled, and they started a new journey together.

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It's over, the ending is really hard to say...I always feel like I have to add soil to all the pits that have been buried before to be complete. When I wrote "Forced Marriage", I was called a pit, ╮(╯▽╰)╭ this time No one should say I'm cheating, hahahaha...

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