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Li Xiao felt that his life was full of fantasy --- he went to the city in the afternoon, and when he came back, two of his gay friends fell in love.

Very serious and exciting, double in and out, hooking shoulders and backs.

Li Xiao, who had never been in a relationship and had never been in contact with homosexuality, suffered a double blow. Trembling, he went to his second brother, who seemed very reliable, to ask for comfort and love. Others said: "This is so normal."

"When I came back from Los Angeles, I felt that something was wrong with them. Didn't you notice? Besides, there's nothing strange about homosexuality. One day you will understand when you bend over."

Li Xiao: "..." Why did his simple life and immature mind suffer such a brutal and violent blow after only one afternoon? !What kind of ghost script did he get ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!

Crash is someone else's, happiness is theirs.

The love when I was young was pure, reckless, and unscrupulous.The firewood and fire when they fell in love are still vivid in my memory many years later: they went to California, took a road trip, and saw many beautiful scenery along the road.Many memories of that summer were recorded on film, only to be developed many years later.

They thought they would have many more summers, but they only had four more years, until the past was finally no longer a scar, and those memories could be faced calmly.

In that summer, in 1992 in California, they were just two ordinary teenagers, indulging in the present time so happily and contentedly, facing each other day after day, as if there were only two of them in the world.

On August 1992, 8, Zhao Wenyan's birthday.

That day, he was at an unknown beach in California, with Shen Qiao alone by his side. He lit a fire with dead leaves on the beach, and the smoke was so thick that sometimes he couldn't even see Shen Qiao's face clearly.

"I'm sorry." Shen Qiao said guiltily, "I pointed the wrong way. Today we can only sleep in the car."

He was really sad, and his whole body was listless.

"It's fine." Zhao Wenyan piled a few leaves into the fire, "It's fine in the car, too."

"No!" Shen Qiao retorted extremely dissatisfied, and he realized that the culprit was himself, and suddenly became even more sad, "You have no cakes and candles here today." He whispered, "I specially ordered them in the hotel. of."

......He finally understood why Shen Qiao insisted that they hurry up during the day.He looked at Shen Qiao's disappointed face, and his heart suddenly became soft.

His little master, why is he so nice?

"I didn't have such birthdays before." He said, for comfort, but he also told the truth, "The birthdays I remember are basically spent on the set. When the shooting schedule is tense, sometimes I forget."

"Ah..." Shen Qiao was dumbfounded.

He could tell that both Shen Qiao's biological father and adoptive father loved him very much. His birthday would be a grand event for the whole family every year, and it was necessary to make a big deal of it.

He might have been jealous of why others had so much before, but when he thought of Shen Qiao being happy, he couldn't bear the slightest bit of resentment. His Shen Qiao deserved to have the best.

"That's a pity, so many birthdays have been wasted." Shen Qiao was not without regret, "It would be nice if you met me earlier. I will never forget your birthday."

"Yes, it would be nice if I met you sooner." Zhao Wenyan smiled slightly, and he stretched out his hand to pinch Shen Qiao's face, "But it's not too late now."

Now that they are together, it is already something that he never even dared to imagine in his dreams.How nice, the person he likes also likes himself.

"I will help you organize your birthday next year." Shen Qiao said seriously, his eyes suddenly rolled, "Wen Yan, come here."

Zhao Wenyan didn't understand why, but he obediently leaned over: "What's wrong?"

Shen Qiao didn't speak, he stretched out his hand to grab Zhao Wenyan's collar, and the two were almost face to face.Caught off guard, he raised his head and kissed his lips. After touching her lips lightly, he just wanted to separate, and rubbed them a few times with some nostalgia.

"..."

The sudden benefits brought Zhao Wenyan a head-on blow, and he was speechless in a daze.Shen Qiao lowered her head and bit her lips: "I prepared a birthday present for you in April, but unfortunately I can't give it to you today."

It was only then that Zhao Wenyan realized that he had only one thought in his mind: no matter what Shen Qiao prepared for him in April, he would rather he hadn't brought it.

The best gift is Shen Qiao, as long as he looks at him, he feels that the whole world is in front of his eyes, and he can't fall in love no matter how much he loves.

On the last day of the trip, they went to a church on the outskirts of New York City, and stood at the door looking at the praying believers inside: "Do you believe in God?" He asked Shen Qiao.

"I don't believe it." Shen Qiao shook her head, "I don't have a world in my heart, and God will not bless a person like me."

"Then what's on your mind?"

"Blood relatives, teachers and friends, and you." Shen Qiao looked at him, "God loves the world, but I only love you."

"You already have a lot on your mind," he said, "I just love us."

Shen Qiao thought he was talking sweet words, and scolded with a smile: "You don't love your family?"

When he didn't speak, Shen Qiao thought he was talking about love and didn't take it to heart.

He knows that he loves him, and their love does not need this love sentence to prove it.

Many years later, in front of a church in France, another person once looked at the praying believers and Jesus on the cross, and expressed his love to him. He did not answer him, but said in Chinese: "God loves the world, I love us."

The man was puzzled, and he said leisurely: "Remember what I just said, Jacques. Please ask someone to translate for you."

"I said this to others many years ago."