A psychopath has a crush on me

Yu Pei can't remember which book he read. Scientists will use dopamine to explain the emotion called "love" produced by humans.

Dopamine is the only one of many neurotransmitters stored in the center of the brain. The brain will secrete this neurotransmitter continuously when a pair of lovers have feelings of admiration for each other. Under the action of this neurotransmitter, people will feel To the happiness of love, and love is born in this way.

But the human body cannot always withstand the stimulation of this neurotransmitter component, just like a person can never be in the peak state of rapid heartbeat, so the brain will gradually reduce the secretion of dopamine, allowing those chemical components to metabolize themselves, so The "frenzy" produced by love usually only lasts for one and a half to three years.

However, there are fickle people in this world and there are infatuated people. Some people can fall in love many times, but some people will grow old with their first love forever.

And this kind of love cannot be explained by dopamine.

Yu Pei felt that his liking for Luo Changzhou must not be explained by dopamine.

Because he has been taking antidepressants—unfortunately, paroxetine hydrochloride can inhibit the reuptake of adrenal hormone and dopamine.

The two neurotransmitters that control human sexual desire and love are suppressed, and he still has such a passionate liking for Luo Changzhou, so how can his love be explained by dopamine?

Yu Pei didn't want to miss his love.

When he liked Qi Wenqiang before, he chose to have a secret crush on him, but now when Yu Pei likes Luo Changzhou, he found that he couldn't choose to like him silently again.

Because true love cannot be hidden.

Eyes and heartbeat will betray you, it is full of liking for that person, even a small inadvertent gesture will reveal your deep care.And he was not willing to keep silent like this forever without expressing his deep love.

Yu Pei wanted to tell Luo Changzhou that he liked him, very much.

But when he actually faced Luo Changzhou, he couldn't open his mouth, because although there was only one word difference between like and dislike, the meanings they represented were very different.

Yu Pei couldn't bear Luo Changzhou's tenderness to him now, he was afraid of losing Luo Changzhou, if he didn't say anything, he could still be friends, but if he said he liked him, but Luo Changzhou didn't like him, then the worst The consequence is that the two of them can't even be friends.

Even if we can continue to be friends, it will definitely not be as natural as this.

Yu Pei is very worried about this, but he has never been in a relationship, let alone he likes a boy of the same gender as him, and it is impossible to ask Uncle Zhuang or Yu Qing.But Yu Pei also thought that maybe he could ask Gu Zheng. Gu Zheng is his best friend, and he has had many relationships, so he will keep them secret for him, and he will definitely know what to do.

Said that Cao Cao Cao Cao arrived, Yu Pei was still thinking about calling Gu Zheng after dinner tonight, but as soon as he came home, he was hugged by a big bear.

"A Pei!"

Yu Pei has never been very close to people, and the Yu family and his closest friends, Uncle Zhuang and Yu Qing, would not have made such a warm move towards him, so when Yu Pei was suddenly hugged, he was taken aback for a moment.

Fortunately, Gu Zheng let him go quickly, and excitedly pressed his shoulder and said loudly: "Oh my God, it's been a long time since I saw you become more handsome!"

"A Zheng." Yu Pei stood firm and looked up at the boy in front of him.

Gu Zheng is actually very similar to Luo Changzhou. Both of them are tall, handsome, and look more mature than this age group. However, he is still a little shorter than Luo Changzhou, about 1.8 meters In his early years, he was only half a head taller than Yu Pei.

"But you lost weight." Gu Zheng frowned after being excited, and said to Yu Pei with a very unhappy look, "Didn't we agree when you were discharged from the hospital? You have to eat fatter. "

"I'm working hard to eat." Yu Pei was also very happy to see his good friend who played with him since he was a child, "But I don't know why, but now I can't get fat from eating."

"A Pei is back." Yu Qing also walked over from the sofa in the lobby, and said to Yu Pei with a smile, "Didn't you always want to see Gu Zheng? Now that Gu Zheng is here, is Ah Pei happy?"

Yu Pei smiled and nodded: "Yes."

Yu Qing smiled: "Okay, okay, the meal has been on the table for a while, let's talk while eating?"

When Gu Zheng heard this, he immediately hugged Yu Pei's schoolbag: "Ah Pei, let me carry your schoolbag for you!"

"Thank you." Yu Pei was not polite to him, and after sitting at the dinner table, he scooped up a bowl of his favorite soup for Gu Zheng.

Gu Zheng gulped down the bowl of soup immediately, then wiped his mouth and sighed, "Ah, the taste is so nostalgic. I haven't eaten this dish since I went to Hwaseong."

While picking up food for him, Yu Pei said, "If you like it, eat more."

"Yeah." Gu Zheng was hungry for a while, he quickly put the rice in his mouth, but he didn't forget to give himself a small snack, "A Pei, eat more, you are really too thin. "

Seeing Yu Pei smiling so happily, Yu Qing was also very happy, and said to Gu Zheng gently: "Ah Zheng, I have already completed your transfer procedures. The class is in the same class as Ah Pei. I am in the same class as Ah Pei. I have already called your head teacher, and you can go to class tomorrow."

As soon as the words fell, Gu Zheng choked on the rice.

Yu Pei, who knew exactly what kind of temperament he was when he was young, couldn't help laughing when he heard the words.

"Uncle Gu is also looking forward to your hard work in Nancheng. Come on, Ah Zheng, you can't let your father down when you're in the third year of high school." Who is Yu Qing? He raised his eyebrows, and once he opened his mouth, Gu Zheng didn't dare to speak anymore.

So after eating late dinner, Gu Zheng became wilted.

He sat in Yu Pei's room for a while, and said to Yu Pei: "Oh, I thought I could play for a few days."

"Stop playing." Yu Pei persuaded him to be good, "Study hard after the third year of high school."

"Study, learn shit!" Gu Zheng is a real scumbag, and immediately said after hearing this, "Oh, I'm not a material for studying. My dad even decided to throw me abroad when I was in college."

"However, it's good to go abroad." Gu Zheng touched his chin and said, "Women abroad are all in good shape, I like it."

Yu Pei: "..." Well, he shouldn't think that Gu Zheng would fall in love with studying.

"By the way, Ah Pei, can I tell the class teacher to arrange our seats together when I go to school tomorrow? Huh—— Ah Pei, wait for my text message." Halfway through the conversation, Gu Zheng's cell phone rang suddenly. He glanced at the screen and turned off the phone, then typed and sent a text message, and after all this was done, he put down his phone and looked at Yu Pei expectantly, "How about it, it would be nice for us to sit together, we used to be at the same table. "

In the past, when Luo Changzhou did not show up, Yu Pei would definitely agree to Gu Zheng without hesitation, but now...

"A Zheng...Actually, I..." Yu Pei was about to ask Gu Zheng to tell the whole story about Luo Changzhou when Gu Zheng's cell phone rang again.He frowned and pressed the phone again, but within a few seconds his phone vibrated again.

"Fuck!" Gu Zheng cursed, with an expression on his face that he wanted to drop his phone.

After being interrupted like this several times, Yu Pei also forgot all the drafts he had typed. He asked Gu Zheng, "What's wrong? Is it Uncle Gu's phone number?"

"No." The expression on Gu Zheng's face was impatient, "It's my girlfriend."

"Then pick it up." Yu Pei felt that a girlfriend was very important, and wondered why Gu Zheng didn't pick it up, "Why didn't he pick it up?"

"What to pick up? I told her yesterday that I came to your house. I just sent a text message to her and told her that I was chatting with you. I went back to the room and called her back, but she didn't believe me. I'm fooling around outside, so I insist on video chatting with her." Gu Zheng handed the phone to Yu Pei, and let him read his girlfriend's text messages.

"What's the matter." Yu Pei didn't know whether to laugh or cry, "Just start a video with her, who made you so bad."

"I don't have any bad deeds." Gu Zheng refused to accept, "Although I change girlfriends frequently, I never cheat, okay?"

"Got it, got it." Yu Pei urged him, "Hurry up and start a video with him."

"Yeah." Gu Zheng pressed the phone a few times, and when the call was connected, he said, "My little ancestor, let me show you, I'm really just chatting with me."

A delicate girl came from Gu Zheng's cell phone: "Take a picture of the room and show me."

"How about it, okay?" Gu Zheng rolled his eyes when he heard the words, but still took the phone around and showed the girl a quick look at Yu Pei's room.

Gu Zheng turned on the hands-free, so Yu Pei could hear the girl's tone and it sounded much better, but he was still a little unhappy: "But how long has it been, you haven't finished talking yet?"

"I haven't seen Ah Pei for a long time, we just separated yesterday." Gu Zheng was really unhappy now.

Yu Pei was worried that the two of them would quarrel, so he stood up to smooth things over and said to Gu Zheng, "It's okay, it's okay, Ah Zheng, you're going to live here anyway, let's talk about it tomorrow."

The girl echoed over there and said, "That's right, you have plenty of time to go to school tomorrow."

"I--"

Gu Zheng obviously didn't agree with what they said, and he opened his mouth to refute, but Yu Pei smiled and pressed his shoulder and pushed him away: "Okay, okay, you guys go talk first, the girls have to be coaxed well."

"But this is not the first time for her." Gu Zheng frowned tightly, but later felt that it was not good to quarrel with his girlfriend in front of Yu Pei, so he said, "Okay, let's go to school tomorrow Let me tell you again, Ah Pei."

"Yeah." Yu Pei nodded.

After Gu Zheng left, Yu Pei realized that it was already night, he hadn't done his homework today, and it was getting late by the time he finished his homework, so he had to send Luo Changzhou a good night message in a hurry: [Long Zhou, I have transferred to our school, he is in our class, his name is Gu Zheng, he will come to school with me tomorrow, good night=3=]

Luo Changzhou, who lost Yu Pei's contact all night, finally got Yu Pei's text message before going to bed, but when he saw another person mentioned in the text message, his brows raised high——

Fat?Gu Zheng?