A psychopath has a crush on me

However, no matter where, the advice given by the doctor is similar.

Yu Qing had a CT scan of his brain, and did several sets of test questions according to the instructions of the psychiatrist, but he concluded that he was under too much pressure recently and had some physical discomfort. The cause of the car accident was probably also due to drinking He is currently not suffering from schizophrenia, but since both his mother and younger brother are mentally ill, it is not ruled out that he will suffer from schizophrenia in a few years.

Although the diagnosis given by the doctor was very optimistic, Yu Qing was still in a trance when he came out of the specialist outpatient department. He lost his capable and rigorous appearance in the past, his footsteps were flimsy, and his figure was staggering.

He probably already knew who gave him the medicine, and the only people who could touch his daily diet were his secretary and assistants, and the mastermind who gave him the medicine didn't have to think about it, it must be people from the Yu family.

Yu Qing knew all this, but now he didn't have any mood to deal with it immediately. He was very tired now, very tired.

Yu Pei's condition is currently under effective control. If he is stimulated, there is a great possibility of relapse, so once something happens to him, it is absolutely impossible for Yu Pei to manage the company's affairs. If he and Yu Pei Pei died together, that's even better, the huge Yu family cannot fail to find an heir, even if an autopsy is performed by an algorithmic doctor, they will only get a result of his overdose of drugs, after all, the Ning family's hereditary mental illness was arrested in Tranquility Lan After being imprisoned in a mental hospital, everyone knew about it, and everyone probably thought that he was treating him secretly.

As for him, he didn't even know whether he would get sick or not.

Yu Qing walked forward in a daze, her eyes fixed on a certain point in the void, she didn't come back to her senses until she bumped into someone.

"Sorry." Yu Qing subconsciously apologized to the man.

The person he bumped into was a petite woman with shoulder-length short hair, wearing a mask, her face was a little pale, and she said in a muffled voice, "It's okay."

After finishing speaking, she turned around and went to the machine that scanned the doctor's code.

Yu Qing slowed down, sat on the bench outside the psychiatric department, and silently watched the patients coming in and out.

Everyone here seems to have healthy limbs and no pain, just like a healthy person, only the gray eyes and pale face reveal their secrets - the pain of everyone here is invisible.

Tumors can be removed with surgery, wounds can be healed with sutures, and mental illness can only be cured completely by death.

Yu Qing turned on the phone, looked at the text message Yu Pei sent him, her eyes turned red suddenly, but she still typed and replied: [Brother is fine, but there is still something to be done here, maybe I can't go back to the ward at noon, Ah Pei, eat well and take a nap, brother will be back in the afternoon. ]

After replying, Yu Qing put down her phone and let herself sit on the bench even more indulgently.

Mental fatigue finally wore down his persistence.

He is the eldest son of the Yu family, and he has been placed with high hopes since he was a child. He must be the best in order to bear the burden of the entire Yu family. After the death of Yu's father, the burden on his shoulders is even heavier, but he cannot fail. Next, because the only person Yu Pei can rely on for his only younger brother is himself.

Yu Qing knew Yu Pei well. Although Tranquility Lan never regarded him as a son, Yu Pei was raised by her since he was a child. His character has also become cowardly, introverted, indecisive, and indecisive under Tranquility Lan's deliberate influence. My own opinion, but if I want to correct these defects, it will not be done overnight.

If he collapsed, Yu Pei would have no focus in life, and it would be difficult for him to continue living alone. This principle also applies to Luo Changzhou, so Yu Qing will not strongly object to the two of them being together.

Yu Qing sat on the bench and thought about many things, from himself to Yu Pei, from Yu's father to Yu's mother, thinking about many, many things, the chairs around him were all empty, but not long after, there was someone in his The one on the right sat down.

"Are you here to see a doctor too? What's your number?"

Yu Qing raised her head when she heard the sound, and found that the girl he just bumped into was talking to her. She was holding a registration slip in her hand, waiting for the machine to call her name.

Probably because he couldn't find an empty bench nearby, he sat down beside him.

Yu Qing was silent for a while, then said, "I've finished watching."

"Are you...are you depressed too?" The girl looked at his reddish eye sockets, carefully choosing her words and asked.

"No." Yu Qing said again, "I'm not sick."

The girl seemed to be choked, and the eyes exposed on the mask seemed to ask, "Why are you here if you are not sick?"

Yu Qing also felt that there was something wrong with her answer, so she thought for a while and said: "I don't have depression, my younger brother does, and our family has genetic schizophrenia, so I want to see if I have this disease, luckily Yes, I'm not sick."

Yu Qing doesn't know why he has to say so much to a stranger he just met, maybe he is not in the right mood today, maybe he thinks there is no need to hide these things, or maybe he just needs someone to listen to him , this person doesn't know him, he doesn't know this person, their lives seem to have no overlap, such a person is the best person to talk to.

And it is undeniable that after he finished speaking, he felt a sense of relief as if he had unloaded a heavy burden.

"If you don't get sick, it's something to be happy about."

"Yes." Yu Qing agreed, he let out a long sigh of relief, and felt that the depression in his heart had also dissipated.He has been sitting here for a long time, seeing many people who are less fortunate than him, he should cheer up.

"By the way, your brother...is his name Yu Pei?" As a result, the girl's words made Yu Qing puzzled again.

He looked at the girl, her face was tightly blocked by the mask, Yu Qing tried hard to identify if he had seen her from the upper half of her face exposed outside the mask.

But after searching fruitlessly in his memory, he asked the girl, "... how do you know?"

The girl said, "Guess."

Yu Qing: "..."

The girl lightly dropped two words, and entered the consultation room with her medical form.

Yu Qing looked at the machine that reported the number. There were some girls' names on it. It was a name that was easy to remember, and she could feel happy just by listening to it.

Yu Qing stared at her back for a while, then slightly hooked the corners of her lips, shook her head and called the company, dealt with a few things, and then called the police, who asked the police to go to Yu's company to call his assistant It was taken.

When he returned to the ward, it was already almost dinner time in the afternoon, and there were only Yu Pei and Gu Zheng in the ward.

Yu Pei lay on the bed with his eyes closed, not sure if he was sleeping or resting his eyes.

And Gu Zheng got a small folding table from nowhere, and was sitting at the table copying his homework. Yu Pei hit his head and suffered a concussion, so he had to stay in the hospital for a few days for observation, but Gu Zheng was fine. , he has to go to school tomorrow, but he hasn't finished his homework yet, so he murmured while copying: "Damn it, why are there so many homework?"

When Yu Qing came in, he stepped lightly and didn't make any sound, but he couldn't help laughing after hearing Gu Zheng talking to himself.

Yu Pei quickly opened his eyes, looked at him and said, "Brother, you're back."

"Yeah." Yu Qing took off her coat and hung it on the railing at the end of the bed, walked to Yu Pei's bed, raised her hand to stroke his hair, and asked, "How is it, Ah Pei? Does your head still hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt anymore." Yu Pei supported the bed and sat up, "Brother, don't worry about me."

"How could my brother not worry about you." Yu Qing sighed, "If it wasn't for my brother this time, you wouldn't—"

"I'm really fine, brother." Yu Pei interrupted him, staring at Yu Qing's bloodshot eyes and said seriously, "This car accident is not my brother's fault."

Yu Pei raised his eyes, looked at the wound on Yu Qing's head that was also covered with healing stickers, and said, "Actually, during this car accident, I seemed to see something."

Yu Qing was taken aback when she heard the words, and asked, "What did Ah Pei see?"

"I saw the thing about eating barbecue with my brother when I was a child." Yu Pei said, the feeling when he was dying was really strange, the time at that time seemed to be stretched infinitely, happy and painful memories, long or short Your whole life will flash before your eyes like a revolving lantern.

The memory he mentioned happened on his birthday when he was seven years old. At that time, Gu Zheng's family hadn't moved yet. In the name of celebrating his birthday, Yu's family held a banquet at home and invited many Guests, but Gu Zheng and he are not interested in socializing with adults, so they go to the side to eat barbecue.But he was very young at that time, and he accidentally touched the grill while grilling meat, and was scalded to tears, but he didn't dare to cry.Looking around, seeing Yu Qingshi who was already half an adult, he immediately ran towards him.

Ordinary children are wronged, the first person who thinks of acting like a baby is mostly the mother, followed by the father, but although he was still young at that time, he could already feel that his mother did not like him, and his father was also with him. Not very close, so he just walked towards Yu Qing, tugging at the hem of his clothes and asking his brother to barbecue for him.

At that time, Yu Qing saw the little meat ball hugging her thigh, smiled and hugged Yu Pei, walked to the grill and grilled Yu Pei herself, which made Gu Zheng scream and ran to catch it. Wearing his brother's clothes, he asked Gu Rong to give him a barbecue, but Gu Rong ignored him, pushed the chubby brother aside and continued chatting with others, but Gu Zheng immediately sat down on the ground. Wept, shouting that my brother didn't love him.

This memory and other memories flashed through his mind, including what Tranquility Lan had done to him, but after Yu Pei woke up, he only brought out this memory and recalled it over and over again.

And being mentioned by Yu Pei, Yu Qing quickly remembered this memory, Gu Zheng interjected and said: "Wow Ah Pei, don't mention such an embarrassing thing about me."

Yu Pei smiled, looked at Yu Qing, and asked, "Brother, Changzhou's father gave me a bottle of honey sauce, shall we have barbecue together when we have time?"

Yu Qing was slightly stunned, looked at Yu Pei's smiling face, and slowly raised the corners of her lips, agreed: "Okay."

Since you are alive, you should try your best to miss the good memories. As long as you are still alive, everything will gradually get better.