The Empress is still on the run

"... Qin Lou and I, will we really be friends?" He then asked in a low voice, as if talking to himself, "Really, we really don't care about the past, just be ordinary friends ?”

Shen Guan couldn't answer, and he really couldn't answer this question.

"It's up to you to decide for yourself," Shen Guan said, "I can't interfere with you at this time, not even Xiaowan."

Even if he still doesn't like Qin Lou, he won't have any influence on Xiao Xueman because of his mood here.

But all in all, it's a good thing to talk about all this.

The main reason for Xiao Xueman's disappointment with Qin Lou is probably that he feels that Qin Lou's possessive desire for him is greater than his love, and this kind of paranoid possessive desire is deeply hated by him, and this kind of possessive desire should not happen in the last place. Time period happened, causing irreversible damage to him.

After the truth came out, the damage did not disappear, but at least Qin Lou had worked hard to reverse the damage to the minimum, and this misunderstanding also proved that it was because he loved too much that he bred his uncontrollable possessive desire.

All love will have possessiveness, and Qin Lou has experienced this in his heart, and he has a certain reason for becoming like that in the end. His actions are wrong, but at least his original intention does not disappoint.

No matter how the two of them are now, at least the previous relationship, Xiao Xueman's only sincere relationship, was given to someone who was not just talking about it, but was willing to risk his life to save him.

The silver eagle he had taught with all his heart did not really betray him after listening to other people's instigation.

The last thing, no one expected, and no one really wanted it to happen.

Xiao Xueman once said that carrying hatred is actually a very tiring thing, now that everything has been said and the reason behind it is known, at least it can make him really look at it and let it go.

"Of course, Xiaowan's medicine should not be used anymore," Shen Guandao, "Also, Xiaowan is 13 years old, he is getting older and more sensible, he is not a child anymore, it is time for you to put some things Told him."

When Xiao Ye came out of the mine for the first time, she seemed to have something to say to him.

Xiao Xueman also agrees with this statement. After Xiaowan's spiritual power improves, she should be able to find something wrong with her body. Tell me many things directly, and don't let others guess. Sooner or later, you will have to guess the problem.

"I'll talk to him when he comes back."

When Xiao Wan came back this time, he found that Uncle Shen had actually come.

He was visibly happy, and asked him how he was doing recently and how the little foxes of the fox family were doing. Before he could say a few words, he was called into the room by Xiao Xueman.

Outside, Yun Rong was sitting on the couch to rest in an orderly manner. Seeing that Xiao Wan and Shen Guan had finished speaking, he stood up and saluted, and then announced his family name.

"Hello, Chief of the Fox Clan," he said, "I'm young, and I haven't visited the Fox Clan before, but I heard Daddy talk about you."

It's the child of Ziyun Linmao's family.

A large part of Shen Guan's recent work in the clan is to cultivate the next generation, because several good seedlings were misfortune by the former patriarch, so they can only be re-cultivated. The current cubs are not obedient, and there are few good ones. Raising children He was physically and mentally exhausted from raising the land frequently, and now seeing the children of other races so well-behaved, he couldn't help but look at them a few more times.

"It's okay, you can sit down first." Shen Guan showed a very kind smile on his face, "The father and son are talking about things, and they probably won't come out for a while."

After Xiao Wan entered, Xiao Xueman was still thinking about where to start to tell him, after all, Shen Guan knew much more than him, but unexpectedly Xiao Wan spoke first.

He released his vines, and briefly talked about his experience in the mine.

Xiao Xueman: "..."

With the gradual fusion of the two systems, and Xiaowan's spiritual power improved, he found that his body was a matter of time. Xiao Xueman still remembered the last time when green leaves appeared on his head, but now he can put it away freely. It was still faster than he thought, he thought he would have to wait until at least the Lingwang stage.

Xiaowan's explanation and what Xiao Xueman was going to tell him now could barely be regarded as the same thing, and they just happened to collide.

He sighed, and told all the previous things, a little more detailed than what he said to Shen Guan at that time.

After Xiao Wan finished listening, she also fell into the same dull expression as Xiao Xueman before.

He still doesn't accept Qin Lou's so-called other father in his heart, but if Qin Lou's actions at that time were not there, there would be no him, and the Tianxi Shenshu would never bear fruit by itself.

There is also the matter of the elixir, he actually feels very similar to his father, after all, he has been using it for three years, even if he is going to stop using it now, it is after all three years of spiritual power crystallization, only because he did not know It would be too embarrassing to take this human nature for granted and blame others for meddling in other people's business.

"I'm telling you this, not to make you insist on recognizing him," Xiao Xueman said, "I talked to Shen Guan before, and I came up with some ideas. No matter what kind of relationship between me and Qin Lou, there is nothing wrong with him." It will affect your choice. In the same way, no matter what you think, I will not interfere. We can discuss, but we will not make decisions for each other.

Xiao Wan, although you are my child, you have grown up and are an independent person. I tell you these things because it is time for you to know. "

Xiao Wan didn't speak all the time, he suddenly went up and hugged Xiao Xueman, and then he didn't get up in his arms.

He used to do this a lot when he was a kid, but now that he's grown up, he's not so annoying.

"Tianshuyuan, the part where daddy was in Tianshuyuan," he said, "...was it hard?"

Xiao Xueman was taken aback for a moment, and then said: "It's all over."

Yuan Shu is already a dead person, he no longer needs to be angry with the dead, and now that this is mentioned, his mentality is also very stable.

At least Qin Lou really killed him and avenged him.

When Xiao Wan mentioned this, Xiao Xueman suddenly remembered a lot, the reason why he had to find Qin Lou at that time.

Yuan Shu had something specially designed to restrain him. When Xiao Xueman ran away, he had waited for a long time for an opportunity to counterattack when Yuan Shu wanted to go from the eighth step to the ninth step. Yuan Shu was the weakest at that time, so he was Seriously injured, but not killed.

The spirit god level is too difficult to die.

It was only after Xiao Xueman made a move at that time that he realized this clearly.He could only find his child according to Loulan's prophecy, not only because of the agreement at the time, but also because he felt that only Qin Lou could kill Yuanshu.

If they hadn't been in love at that time, Qin Lou would have fulfilled their initial agreement very well.

If the past is an unsolvable question, neither he nor Qin Lou has written a satisfactory answer on it, but everyone is dead, and he is alive and well now, even Xiao Wan.

Even if it's for Xiaowan, the previous ones are not a loss.

Xiao Wan lay in his arms and didn't speak, he was probably feeling sorry for Xiao Xueman.

However, Xiao Xueman became clearer and clearer as he thought about it in this process, and gradually became clearer in his heart.

"I can practice well with ordinary pills," Xiao Wan said softly, "Didn't that Feng Yiyan cultivate in the same way? Daddy doesn't have to worry about me, just follow his own mind."

Xiao Xueman curled up the corners of his mouth and smiled, then replied: "I will."

The next day, he took the initiative to find Qin Lou.

When Qin Lou opened the door and saw him, it was obviously unexpected, and then he became a lot nervous.

"...Come in first," he unconsciously tightened his fingers, "I, shall I make you a pot of tea?"

Xiao Xueman watched him making tea clumsily. He drank a little, but found that the taste was a bit indescribably familiar, as if he had drank it somewhere before, and the refreshments on the table looked very familiar.

He thought back, it seemed that he was on the ark of the mercenary union, where Feng Yiyan was repairing and preparing for a fight, and he drank tea there, and even boasted that the tea and refreshments were good.

"Feng Yiyan told me, so I prepared some," Qin Loudao, "but I'm not very good at soaking..."

"It's okay." Xiao Xueman put down the teacup and smiled, "You can do whatever you want, I don't have too many demands."

After the two were silent for a while, Xiao Xueman spoke again.

"After I heard that, I didn't know how to deal with it for a few days," he said, "I can no longer tell which of the two of us is more wrong, and Shen Guan talked to me yesterday. I have also thought about this matter clearly. It is impossible to start over or get back together. I put this sentence first, and if you miss it, you miss it. There is no way for the two of us to be together again."

Qin Lou felt cold in his heart, but Xiao Xueman saved him with one sentence.

"Just treat it as an old friend you know," Xiao Xueman said, "I was thinking, if we had never been in love, we should be considered old friends now."

He couldn't believe his ears.

"Does that mean we can be friends?" Qin Lou felt his brain was buzzing, as if he had lost the ability to process information. He needed to hear the exact answer from Xiao Xueman's mouth in order to feel at ease. I had to confirm repeatedly, "Is that what you mean?"

"That's what it means," Xiao Xueman sighed, "Let's all let it go, don't get entangled in the past emotions, since you can't figure it out, just throw it away, maybe this will be good for both of us, and for Xiao Wan."

"Then, can I come and visit you occasionally?" Qin Lou said cautiously, "It won't be very frequent, and I won't disturb Xiao Wan, I just... want to come and see you."

Xiao Xueman nodded and said, "If it's a friend, it's fine."

He thought about it for a while, and added: "If you want to come, Su Mingming and the others can come occasionally, and Yinying... also follow him."

When he said these words, he was really relieved.

For Xiao Xueman, he could look at the sect he had built and the companions he had cultivated with a normal heart.

When he said this, he felt calm, not only with Qin Lou, but also with himself.

"Don't come too many times, I can't entertain you," Xiao Xueman reminded, "I entrusted Wangtian Xianmen to you, there are a lot of things to do, and you don't have that much time."

Qin Lou naturally agreed.

These things in front of him have far exceeded his expectations, as long as he can see Xueman without being rejected by him, it will be very good.

"You don't have to be so careful with me, let alone be paranoid." Xiao Xueman looked at the refreshments on the table, "We were not like this before. It's better than anything else."

Xiao Xueman still remembered that Lin Yuan said at that time that the two of them never quarreled, unlike Su Ming Jiangyan who was so rowdy and pinched three times a day.

No matter how good a couple is, it's impossible for them to have no friction. The two of them didn't, but they just hid all these frictions in their hearts, and eventually they couldn't control it and broke out.

After the outbreak, it left a mess, but the situation was not too bad. Both he and Qin Lou lived to the day when they could be honest with each other, and now there is Xiao Wan.

Couples can't do it anymore, but two people don't necessarily have to be lovers.

After Xiao Xueman talked with Shen Guan, he also tried to find out where the crux of the problem was, but after much deliberation, he only thought that if he and Qin Lou didn't have the part where they were tormented by fate, they would be fine. Growing up peacefully, perhaps meeting in such a situation, they can deal with all this with the emotions of a normal person, and will not choose to hide it from each other.

But there is no such if.

I have already tried the inappropriateness between lovers, so it is better to take a step back and just be friends.