urgent!How to pursue the president

That is the unique feeling of youth, and the transmission of confidence must be passed through a thin love letter.

It seems that the only way to express the love that smells like green grass is on the letter paper, and then solemnly put it in the kraft paper envelope. In the empty classroom, it is accurately inserted into the book that the person is accustomed to reading, and the operation is completed like a ritual. , love is possible.

Gu Wenyan is no exception.

The exception is that he likes a man who is still a junior. The man's first reaction when he received the love letter is: Fuck, no, you can't just disgust yourself.So he circulated the love letter to a group of buddies, making fun of it——

"Hahahahahahaha, this sentence is taken from Shakespeare's sonnets, I hope you don't mind, I didn't write the poem, but I gave it to you... Hahahahahaha Ying Bing, this literary talent is amazing ah!"

"Hey, do you want to accept him?"

"This, can't you?" Zhao Yingbing asked him jokingly.

"Are you kidding? It's too perverted."

"I remembered, isn't that kind of old man driving a luxury car to pick up the squad leader every once in a while?"

"Wow! Could it be the legendary nurturing?"

"Like Michael Jackson's pedophile? Or some kind of molester? Is that how Luan pronounced it?"

"No, it's disgusting."

"Is it disgusting?" Zhao Yingbing asked curiously.

"Of course it's disgusting! What are they using inside, chrysanthemum, uh, aren't they afraid that CAO will shit?"

"It's really disgusting." Zhao Yingbing showed a disgusted expression, "I'd better throw it away, as if I didn't receive it."

Throw it in the trash when you're done.

"Don't! Such a fun thing! Our school has never had a homosexual, this is an epoch-making event! How about we post this thing on the bulletin board?"

"Hahahaha, you are too shameless! But, I like it!"

"Dazhi, aren't you gay too?"

"How is that possible? Do you see that I poot//ass a lot?"

"Like like! That squad leader always looks charming, dare to say..."

"hahahahahahahahaha!"

There was laughter, pushing and shoving.

Gu Wenyan stood outside the corridor, his eyes were red, his hands and feet were cold, it took all his strength to force himself to lift his feet, and took one step forward, one step after another.

In the end, he tried his best to escape from the scene.

The next day, his love letter was posted on the bulletin board, surrounded by a large group of people, laughing and playing with each other, and read the contents of the letter aloud in a nasty tone.

In this way, Gu Wenyan became the first and the youngest person to come out in public in that closed small town.

The dean rushed over immediately after hearing the news, angrily tore off the thin paper, dispersed the crowd, and then dragged Gu Wenyan by the arm without any explanation, and dragged him directly to the office.

The young, beautiful, gentle and friendly female teacher who used to look at him now looks like she is looking at garbage, as if he is covered with dirty maggots.

She said, you are sick and abnormal, and you should go to a special medical institution for correction;

She said, Zhao Yingbing is a good seed, you have affected his normal study life;

She said, Gu Wenyan, I always thought you were a good boy, but I didn't expect you to be this kind of person.

Since then, Gu Wenyan's world has changed.

He is no longer the top student envied by everyone, his grades are still at the top of the list, but he is pointed at everywhere he goes, and harsh words such as "abnormal", "homosexual//" and "abnormal" follow him everywhere.Boys would scream exaggeratedly when they saw him, and would jump three feet away from him, and girls would run away screaming and hugging each other——

Especially those girls who had a crush on Zhao Yingbing were not polite to this alien who tried to turn the school girl into a pervert like him.They threw his schoolbag and stationery into the sink, carved abusive words on his desk, and privately ran to the teacher to sue and frame Gu Wenyan for molesting//molesting them, and was a sex//sex maniac that neither men nor women would spare.

His parents were repeatedly called to the school to talk, and the principal repeatedly hinted that your child is no longer suitable for a normal school and should be sent to a special school for education, but his parents pretended not to understand - just bear it, here It's a public school, and they have no right to expel students randomly.

He is still a "child of someone else's family" in the parents' mouth, but he has changed from being good in character and learning to good-looking and good-natured, to a wretched//obscene and abnormal pervert.His parents beat him with a wooden stick at home, and asked him how he became such a person. After the beating, the husband and wife hugged each other and cried, distraught—won't they be the same as Gu Wenyan, who were poked everywhere they went? Backbone, said that a freak little pervert was born.Wherever I go, people hide.

The evil in a small place is quickly spread because of the residents' idleness and novelty-seeking psychology. Everyone has a lot of free time after tea and dinner to uphold justice and uphold justice. participating.

Gu Wenyan couldn't hold it anymore, he fell ill, and his skin was red, itchy, swollen and painful.

His parents sent him to the hospital. The doctor said that it was mental dermatitis caused by excessive stress, and the symptoms were serious.At the same time, he expressed strangely, what kind of pressure can middle school students have?How could he be so ill because of too much pressure.The family was suddenly speechless.

But you still have to study.

Gu Wenyan's condition no longer allows him to walk too far or ride a bicycle. He is afraid of the eyes of passers-by—even if the red spots are covered by clothes, he feels that everyone on the road is looking at him.His parents are both working, so he had to entrust Gu Wenyan's cousin to drive him to and from school and go to the hospital for treatment regularly.Sometimes my cousin is not free, and the lobby brother who is a civil servant is replaced to help pick up and drop off.

Rumors raged even more.

I don't know who started it, saying that there are different old men who drive to pick up Gu Wenyan every day. He shouldn't be taken care of by an old man with a special habit at a young age, right?I heard that many rich people like to play with immature and good-looking little boys.

The rumor intensified and spread to Gu Wenyan's ears. He had no choice but to ask the head teacher to help him clarify. The head teacher gathered a few students after class and criticized them in a formal manner, but no one cared. Even the teacher himself was dubious, and his words were vague, and even darker and darker, and rumors were still flying everywhere.

Gu Wenyan was so angry that his chest was tight all night, and he became irritable and scratched at himself as if to vent his anger, as if masochistic, and his skin inflammation became more and more serious.

In the end, the illness could not be concealed—his neck and wrists also began to turn red with eczema, and his clothes could no longer cover him.His illness spread rapidly, and it became AIDS. People began to whisper, using their own moral values ​​to crusade against criticism—such a young boy, relying on his good looks , Zhao Yingbing seduced the old man before he could meet Zhao Yingbing, and was taken care of by a different old man, so disrespectful and shameless, finally there was retribution, those red spots looked terrible, it was a crime.

"Don't get close to him, you will be infected."

"Hahaha, didn't you guys often throw away his schoolbag and stationery before? Maybe it's already infected!"

"Hey, it's disgusting! I'm going to the hospital for an examination, and I want him to pay me for the medical examination fee!"

"The old man still comes to pick him up every day, doesn't he feel sick? Can he still go to bed like that? Isn't it disgusting?"

"Don't talk about it, it's disgusting to mention it, I told my mother today, and my mother asked me to transfer to another school..."

"My mother also said that she was going to complain to the principal, how could students with infectious diseases be allowed to stay in school."

"Uh, I don't want to go to the cafeteria to eat...in case..."

"How dare you say that this kind of person is still showing off in school? If I were him, I would have been killed by him!"

A large group of boys saw Gu Wenyan walking in the school and surrounded him, they became angry and chattered. They were just talking to themselves and provoking, but when they saw Gu Wenyan ignoring them and walking past, the more they watched, the more unhappy they became. Fist and kick: "Hit him! This dead monster! Don't beat him to death and wait for AIDS to infect the whole school?"

The raindrops of fists and footprints landed on Gu Wenyan's body, and the already sensitive and itchy skin was torn open, bleeding pus, making the pain even more unbearable.

"Boss, he's bleeding..."

"Go on! It's best to kill him!"

Gu Wenyan, who was trampled on his stomach and lying on the ground, stared at him with a pair of slender eyes, and said quietly: "Blood is contagious...Aren't you afraid that you will become like me?"

Pale faces, deep-set eyes, and terrifying red spots entwine their pupils, hearts, and ankles like ghosts.

Started to tremble.

They fled.

Tomorrow, the rumors will probably be even worse—for example, he intentionally let bloodletting threaten others?I'm going to die and start dragging people into the water for revenge//Society?

It doesn't matter anymore, nothing matters anymore, everything is gone.

Maybe, he really was dying.

Then mom and dad won't be judged by others. They are still young and can have another child, which is very good.

It's good that he doesn't have to endure these groundless accusations and insults anymore.

Gu Wenyan limped back to the classroom - he forgot his medicine in the drawer.

Unsurprisingly, I heard unscrupulous discussions in the classroom again from outside the corridor.

"I heard that he has AIDS, and his body is red and purple, so scary..."

"How did you get it?"

"He, he was taken care of by many old men, last time he confessed his love to Zhao Yingbing from the third class, and the love letter is still posted on the bulletin board? Tsk tsk tsk, are you so open now?"

"Ah? Then don't get close to him, will you be infected?"

"Then he shouldn't be here?"

"Who knows if he has seduced the boys in our school, what if he has already been infected? Isn't AIDS transmitted to normal people by these dead perverted homo/sexual/homosexuals?"

"Hehe, it's possible. I heard that he is very aggressive... The school girl is Zhao Yingbing, who has done it a long time ago. Who do you think is the girl's side? It's the one who attacks and suffers..."

A voice came in abruptly, the words were full of irritated indignation, and said righteously: "Don't insult people, I have nothing to do with that kind of female cousin whose private life is chaotic!"

Chaos in your private life?

Insulting?

Female cousin?

When he was accused of violence, he was indifferent; when he was slandered as prostitution//Children were taken care of by old men//, he was too lazy to refute; when sick and rumored to be AIDS, he was almost numb; When I heard Zhao Yingbing's words, tears fell like rain.

—It turns out that love is such a painful thing.

——He will never fall in love with others again.

Gu Wenyan's parents were solemnly interviewed again. The principal wanted him to drop out of school, but after all, there is no school rule that does not allow male students to pursue male students. Using this kind of reason to persuade them to withdraw is untenable in legal terms, and the Gu family will naturally not agree. .

The conversation suddenly froze.The principal laughed dryly, and gradually lost his patience, from euphemism to bluntness: This child in your family is hopeless and cannot be taught well. This kind of hopeless child in character and behavior is no longer suitable to stay here.Moreover, many parents have come to protest, fearing that their children will be spoiled and infected.

The last time Gu Wenyan went to school was to get the dropout certificate issued by the school—the school felt that he had done his best, so at least he issued a certificate of dropout due to illness, and had the opportunity to transfer to other places, instead of being dropped out because of bad morals.

It was a cool afternoon, it happened to be the weekend, and there were not many people in the school.

Gu Wenyan took a thin certificate and walked across the basketball court - he used to like playing here with Zhao Yingbing very much.

After playing ball, Zhao Yingbing would buy two bottles of mineral water, pour them on the heads of himself and Gu Wenyan, then shake his head to shake the water droplets to each other, playing and playing like two puppies.

He remembered many things.

Thinking of him secretly kissing Zhao Yingbing in the lounge, Zhao Yingbing was clearly awake but pretended to be asleep.

Thinking of Zhao Yingbing rejecting the girls, jokingly saying that he wanted to play ball with Gu Wenyan after school and had no time for a date.

I remembered that Zhao Yingbing said that in the future, he would go to the same high school, go to the same university, and start the same company.

The refreshing breath of the young man, the face in the shade of the trees in the summer, appear and disappear in the memory.

The dream is gone.Promise to go away.Memories fade away.Everything goes away.

Gu Wenyan sneaked all the way, through the playground, through the classroom, and through the long fence. The wind gently blew on him, but it pierced his glaringly red skin like a knife cut.

Every step you take is full of thorns.

Every step I took was accompanied by pain.

But still have to go on firmly.

Even if it is towards death.

Until he was stopped, Gu Wenyan looked at the person in front of him. It was Zhao Yingbing. He was wearing a jersey and sweaty. He probably just saw him from the basketball court and ran over to stop him.

What, he wants to block him, beat him?

Gu Wenyan looked at him expressionlessly.

Those horrible and dazzling red spots, attached to his skin like burning flames, reflected his eyes as if there were flames burning, burning his soul.

"Are... are you okay?" Zhao Yingbing glanced at him, then turned away with a look of reluctance, not daring to look into his eyes or his skin.

Gu Wenyan ignored him, and just stared at him with a pair of eyes. If the eyes could be turned into reality, Zhao Yingbing's body might already be covered with steel needles.

"No matter what disease you have... I, I can help you." Zhao Yingbing said hesitantly, "I still have 5 yuan in private money, do you want it?"

No matter what disease I have?

Gu Wenyan laughed, and replied: "No need, you can check your body by yourself."

Maybe it was already infected?

After all, it used to be an intimate relationship where drinking a bottle of water was not taboo.

Zhao Yingbing was shocked all over, and when he was still hesitating what to respond, Gu Wenyan had already passed him and walked forward with a straight posture.

"Ayan!!!" Zhao Yingbing still couldn't help it, clenched his fists, and shouted loudly at his back, his voice choked with sobs—Gu Wenyan didn't look back, but just stretched out his hand, waved it a few times, and said goodbye .

Never thought we'd see each other again.

Goodbye is also in vain.