almost lonely

single?You still don't believe it! "

"He's still a kid..."

"Can't you see it? It was all pretended before, but now I can't pretend anymore, and the fox's tail is showing!"

"Don't talk nonsense!"

"Did you forget what the neighbor said in private? He said that the kid looked very good on the outside, but he didn't know how cruel he was in his heart! He opened the scoop twice! Did he want to kill someone? How old was he at that time? Do you really think he is a good thing?"

"Lu Chengxiong!"

"Chen Yuhong! You have never told me that there is a son outside for so many years. I sincerely raised Lan Lan as my own son. Can you tell me that I have treated your mother and child even a little bit badly? You This son, who came out of nowhere, made a mess of our house, and now he is playing tricks to get Lan Lan into the hospital! What do you make me think? Huh?!"

Lu Chengxiong's questioning was full of anger, and it was deafening. Ning Juechen was so frightened that tears came down.He didn't dare to make a sound, he bit his lower lip with his upper teeth, and after a while, a light red blood line appeared, and he tasted a rusty taste.

Ning Juechen felt ashamed and embarrassed, he hoped that Xu Ye didn't see or hear, he hoped that Xu Ye wasn't here.

Xu Ye's expression changed from confusion to surprise to resentment. The hand that was originally on Ning Juechen's neck unconsciously tightened, causing Ning Juechen to hiss in pain.

When Xu Ye retracted his hand, he accidentally touched the wet and hot tears on his face. He didn't know what to do for a while, so he could only wipe Ning Juechen's tears with his sleeve in a hurry, and wiped Ning Juechen's face. It turned red: "Don't cry."

Xu Ye stood up and walked around the corner. The conversation between Lu Chengxiong and Chen Yuhong came to an abrupt end, and both of them showed embarrassment.Chen Yuhong forced a smile: "Xiao Ye, why..."

Xu Ye frowned tightly, and interrupted her: "Uncle and aunt, this matter has nothing to do with Chenchen at all, it was my own initiative to install brakes on Juelan. I also tried it after installing it, and it must have been fine at the time Yes. Something happened now, no matter what, I am responsible, and I will definitely give you an explanation. But this matter has nothing to do with Ning Juechen, so don't blame him."

Lu Chengxiong's face was very ugly, and Chen Yuhong covered his face and sat down on the row of chairs.

After Xu Ye finished speaking, he turned around coolly and left. He lifted Ning Juechen up from the ground like pulling a radish and wrapped his neck around his neck: "Go, Brother Yi treats you to dinner." Ning Juechen hadn't eaten dinner, and his stomach hurts Suffering from the pain and getting used to it anyway, the two of them went to the fast food restaurant next to the hospital to eat wontons.

Xu Ye stretched out his hands to rub his hair like a cat again: "You're still crying, where are there so many tears?" Ning Juechen sniffed, "I didn't intend to kill anyone." Xu Ye burst out laughing: "It's just you ? You don’t even dare to kill chickens, you still kill people.”

"That night I cooked some hot pot at home with the leftovers from the previous few days. My dad suddenly came back after eating and asked me to cook for him. He was drunk, and I was a little afraid of him. I said there was no food at home, He was so angry that he turned the pot over, and it was on his arm." Ning Juechen stared down at the wonton in the bowl, "He grabbed my neck and beat me, and for a while I really felt like I was going to die. Then I just randomly grabbed something on the table and threw it towards the window, the window glass was all broken, and then I found out that what I threw was a wine bottle, and it hit someone... I didn’t mean it.”

Although Xu Ye had some guesses about Ning Juechen's previous life, but hearing him speak indifferently, Xu Ye's heart was suddenly startled, throbbing, sore and painful.

He thought that this emotion might not be out of sympathy and pity, because when he met the lame kitten, he only occasionally fed it something to eat, and never thought of taking it home——but at that moment He clearly wanted to protect Ning Juechen and never let him cry again.

"There was another time because," Ning Juechen's eyes were red and bloodshot, his expression was a little dazed, and he began to speak incoherently, "because that day... that person suddenly... I don't know..." Xu Ye tried his best to be gentle He interrupted him softly: "Okay, don't think about it, eat it quickly, the wontons are going to be cold."

He stuffed the spoon into Ning Juechen's hand, Ning Juechen didn't hold it in a daze, the spoon slipped into the bowl, Xu Ye picked it out with chopsticks, took out a tissue to wipe it clean, and grabbed Ning Juechen He shook his hand: "Be obedient."

Ning Juechen took a sip of the soup, and said solemnly: "Thank you Brother Ye." Suddenly Xu Ye felt a little embarrassed, touched his nose and turned his face away: "Oh, that, eat it quickly."

Ning Juechen didn't listen to him, sniffled his nose and ate slowly, he wanted Xu Ye to stay with him a little longer, a little longer.

When he was almost finished eating, Xu Ye remembered whether he had taken his bag or not: "I seem to have left my schoolbag on the chair in the elevator. I'll go back and get it. Wait for me here, and I'll drive you back?"

Ning Juechen nodded, and Xu Ye felt that he was like a small animal with round eyes: "Finish it all, don't leave any left." Ning Juechen nodded and stuffed another whole wonton into his mouth.

Later Xu Ye didn't come back, Ning Juechen waited for a long time.Because when Xu Ye went upstairs, it happened that Lu Juelan came out after sewing.Just like that, he forgot about Ning Juechen.

In the following years, Xu Ye repeated this scene again and again.He always gave Ning Juechen a little hope, and then turned around and snuffed it out; he always made him feel that he was important, and then let him recognize that Lu Juelan was.

One second of heaven, one second of hell.

12 happy new year

December hastily ran over with misunderstandings and scars, and the new year came quietly.In the freezing January, two major events happened: one was the first snow of this winter in Jingcheng; the second was that Xu Ye broke an arm.

Ning Juechen didn't have a good impression of Xuetian. The place he was in had only snowed once in so many years.After school that day, he squatted at the door of the house alone, excitedly collecting the snow on the ground, and wanted to build a snowman for fun. He even prepared a carrot for his nose.

His father came back and kicked him on the butt squat and kicked him into the snow: "Didn't you see that other people's houses are shoveling snow? You are still playing in the snow here, do you want to trip me to death?"

Ning Juechen's chubby hands were red from the cold, and he stared blankly at the snowdrift in front of him.When I just lay down, I crushed the snowball that had rolled for a long time, and the carrot I was holding was broken in two.He was nine years old that year.

The snow in Jingcheng is very wet and cold, and it can't be piled up at all. Xu Ye said a word: Snow days that can't fight snowballs are hooligans.But Ning Juechen seemed to like the snow in Jingcheng a little bit, because when it was cold, Xu Ye would joke that he would cover his hands with him, and then put his hand into his collar cheekily.

In fact, Ning Juechen's body temperature is low, but Xu Ye's palms are warm. Every time Xu Ye touches him, the small inch of Ning Juechen's skin that touches him suddenly heats up like an electric shock. After a while, the whole person turns into a pink cooked shrimp.

Ning Juechen likes Xu Ye's tone of "Chenchen" when he is playing pranks like this, the second word is procrastinated a little longer, it looks very nostalgic.Every time he blushed and whispered "Don't mess with me", but he never really pushed Xu Ye away.

Theoretically, it is only in the second year of senior high school that the division of arts and sciences begins, but the tradition of Thirteen Middle School is to conduct the so-called pre-segmentation classes in the first semester of senior high school. In the words of the school, it is to implement individualized training with "direction, strategy, and focus" as soon as possible.

So at the end of this winter, a group of teenagers who are still worried about not having the opportunity to build a snowman and have a snowball fight are about to make the first important choice in their lives.

Lu Juelan and Xu Ye would choose science without any suspense, while Ning Juechen was too partial to science, politics and history were superb, and mathematics, physics and chemistry were horrible.He has neither interest nor talent in science, so this choice should be no suspense for him.

But because of Xu Ye, he hesitated.

Two weeks before the final exam, Ning Juechen was biting his pen and writing the physics test paper with great difficulty on Sunday afternoon, when his cell phone rang suddenly, and Xu Ye called.He said: "What is Chenchen doing?" Ning Juechen's voice seemed to be different from usual: "I'm over there...reviewing."

He has been tossing about this physics paper all afternoon and still hasn't finished it. He feels ashamed and embarrassed to tell Xu Ye.Lu Juelan was playing a game, and when he heard him lie, he glanced at him lightly, and Ning Juechen's face turned red.Xu Ye lowered his voice: "You come out for a while, I'm in the hospital, the only shop where I ate wontons that day."

Ning Juechen's heart skipped a beat, and the pen scratched the test paper with force.He stood up in a panic and accidentally bumped into Lu Juelan's elbow. Lu Juelan pressed the wrong button: "Tsk, you want to go out?" Ning Juechen stuffed his wallet into his coat pocket: "Yes." Lu Juelan glanced at him One glance: "You two are very hot recently." Ning Juechen pursed his lips and did not speak.

It just snowed yesterday, and there is still a thin layer of unmelted ice on the ground.Ning Juechen slipped as soon as he went out, and then he didn't dare to walk too fast.He waited for a long time at the platform of Baiyun Building, but no car came. He managed to hail a taxi, and the driver asked for twenty at the destination. Ning Juechen pointed to the price on the meter: "Uncle, this is not 15." Yuan?"

The driver glared at Ji Ji impatiently: "Little friend! It's the same price even when it's snowing, okay, there's no change, I don't know if you're a five-in-one, five-in-one!"

Ning Juechen had no choice but to take out two ten-yuan bills and hand them over, still feeling a little bit reluctant.A few days ago, he saw that the Rubik's Cube that Xu Ye had been playing with was broken, and he wanted to buy him a new one on Monday. It seemed that he didn't have enough money now.

Xu Ye was sitting by the window, eating wontons with one hand hanging,