almost lonely

Open, can I follow you, together?I don't want to, alone.Here, I don't know. "

Xu Ye suddenly realized that Ning Juechen was serious, not acting, but really forgot and confused, and he felt a chill down his spine: "Chenchen..." Ning Juechen frowned and lowered his head He was concentrating on picking at the metal shackles, and the wound that was wrapped up yesterday broke open again: "Just wait for me, it will be soon. Really, I won't lie to you."

Ning Juechen, who was unshackled, seemed to have turned back into a somewhat silly child. He laughed a lot and talked a lot. He jumped out a few words incoherently, and Xu Ye couldn't figure out what he was talking about. , he twisted his fingers and blushed with anxiety.

He was awake for a long time this day, and it was already night. When Xu Ye tentatively asked him for the third time if he was tired and if he wanted to take a rest, Ning Juechen was a little angry: "I said I'm not tired. Ask. Are you annoying me? Then I’m annoying you too. I’ll go take a shower.” After speaking, he ran away like a bunny in slippers.

Xu Ye's heart softened all of a sudden, Ning Juechen had always been repressed and restrained in front of him, and this was the first time he showed childishness.But he didn't know that even when he was a "child", Ning Juechen had no chance to lose his temper, and even in his life so far, he never had such an innocent, innocent, ignorant, and unscrupulous moment.

The sound of rushing water came from the bathroom, and Xu Ye rubbed his throbbing temples.He couldn't count how many days he hadn't slept well. Yesterday he queued for a long time to buy soup dumplings, and he fell ill due to the cold wind. Now his mind is gurgling and dizzy like being boiled over a low fire.

When Ning Juechen was by his side, he couldn't take care of himself, and it was only when he was alone that he felt a headache and his eyes were blurry.He swallowed two cold medicines wholeheartedly. He just wanted to close his eyes and lie down for a while, but he didn't expect to fall asleep in a daze as soon as he touched the sofa.

Xu Ye had a very short dream. He went to Jingshan to watch the sunrise with the real Chenchen, and his genius was bright.He was clearly holding Ning Juechen's hand, and he could still touch the bumpy little butterfly on his wrist, but he suddenly lost his grip.The golden sun was shining brightly, and there was no one around him.Xu Ye woke up suddenly, and found that he had slept for more than half an hour.

The light in the bathroom was on, but Ning Juechen hadn't come out yet.Xu Ye remembered that he just got in empty-handed: "Chenchen, are you finished washing? I'll bring you the clothes." There was only the sound of water in the bathroom and no one answered, so Xu Ye asked again: "Chenchen, have you finished washing?" Is it?" Still no reply, Xu Ye's nerves tensed up: "Chenchen, what's wrong?...Lu Juelan?" He waited for ten seconds, and pushed the door in a little panic.

Water overflowed all over the floor, the person in the bathtub slipped into the bottom of the water, his hair was floating and swaying like water plants, his eyes were tightly closed, and strings of air bubbles were constantly leaking from the corners of his pale mouth.

Xu Ye was completely dazed, as if someone had slapped the back of his head, and was completely blank for a moment.When he reacted, before the man had time to move his legs, he softened. He almost half-kneeled and half-crawled to the edge of the bathtub to lift him out of the water, trembling with fright.

Xu Ye didn't know whether it was Ning Juechen or Lu Juelan, his mind was frozen and he couldn't think at all, the air he breathed in couldn't reach his lungs at all, so he could only pant harder and harder in vain, as if he was the one who drowned .

The person in front of him was wet and cold, and the water was dripping down. He leaned on Xu Ye and coughed out two mouthfuls of water in pain, and whispered sadly: "I'll return Lu Juelan to you, okay..." With these words, Xu Ye's heart was numb with pain.

He drained the water in the bathtub and replaced it with new hot water. Ning Juechen's cold body finally warmed up bit by bit.Xu Ye thought in a trance, people can warm up, why can't the heart, why can't the heart?All his sincere words probably look like jokes in Ning Juechen's eyes.

He helped Ning Juechen dry his body, wrapped him in a towel and carried him to the bed, lay down on the other side, turned sideways and hugged him from behind.Ning Juechen spoke softly like some wounded animal whining: "It hurts..." Xu Ye grabbed his red wrist: "Is it here?"

Ning Juechen arched his body and curled himself up: "Everywhere, it hurts. This body, it won't let me stay in it." Xu Ye thought of what Lu Juelan said "the soul is out of body", is this what it means?Ning Juechen trembled in his arms: "What, talent, is it over? I don't want to, it hurts again."

Xu Ye gently rubbed his wrist, and what he said was more like talking to himself: "But what should I do if you disappear?" Ning Juechen's expression seemed to be thinking seriously: "Then I will, brother , I gave it back to you!"

Xu Ye sighed: "Can you give Ning Juechen back to me?" Ning Juechen's eyes were a little confused, as if this was a very complicated question, and he couldn't figure it out: "Give me what?" Ye secretly hugged him tighter.

Ning Juechen pushed his hand and struggled a bit: "You, don't, hug him..." "I didn't hug him, I hugged you." Xu Ye touched the small mole on the back of his neck that didn't exist, "Chen Is Chen really stupid or fake? I like you and only you. Do you still not believe it?"

Later, he said a lot of nonsense, and Ning Juechen wringed his fingers and asked Xu Ye pitifully why he always went to the hospital, and whether the one in the hospital was more obedient and likable. Xu Ye didn't expect him to be jealous of himself eat.Finally Ning Juechen turned over and the two lay face to face.

"I miss you so much, Chenchen, when will you come back?" Xu Ye felt his eyes were hot and his nose was sore, tears kept streaming out, and he couldn't finish wiping them off, "When you get better, we'll go see the aurora Let's go." Ning Juechen's eyes turned cold all of a sudden: "I won't get better at all! Are you lying to me again!"

Xu Ye was so dizzy from the burning in his head that he could hardly see clearly. He grasped Ning Juechen's hand with instinct and refused to let go: "I won't lie to you, can you go tomorrow? Tomorrow... "The room was very dark. For a moment, he thought that the person in front of him was really Ning Juechen. Ning Juechen's eyes were different from Lu Juelan's. He smiled crookedly, which was very pretty.He smiled like this now and said, "Then you, wait for me."

Ok, I will wait for you.

Waiting for you.

30 Scarring in addiction [BE version ending]

When Xu Ye was in college, every birthday was very lively, and it was the same in his senior year.It just so happened that the club had just started school and recruited a new student. Twenty or so people had a dinner party at the barbecue restaurant on the South Street of the school.Xu Ye thought it was just a simple get-together for everyone, but he didn't expect that there was a big cake in the middle of the table as soon as he passed by, and a group of juniors and juniors he knew and didn't know gathered around and told him happy birthday senior.

The new president is his direct junior, surnamed Dai, a junior, whose name he can't remember right now.Xiao Dai opened a bottle of beer and stuffed it to him: "Protagonist! I've been waiting for you for a long time, and you're fined for being late!" Xu Ye blew on the bottle very readily: "Then why didn't you tell me earlier that you arranged a show?"

The two first-year school girls next to Xiao Dai giggled and coaxed: "It's not that the school sister wants to give you a surprise. If I said it in advance, it's still a surprise!" Xu Yi put the cake with "Happy Birthday" written on it. The chocolate card was peeled off and he took a bite: "Okay, okay, it's a pleasant surprise, I've invited you for this meal, everyone eat more."

He didn't mean to be late, he was waiting for Ning Juechen's call.Ning Juechen stuck on the blessing message sent to him at midnight, and asked if he could have dinner with him tonight.Xu Ye agreed casually, but Ning Juechen didn't hear from Ning Juechen until seven o'clock, and he didn't say anything.Xu Ye was very annoyed, and couldn't bear to take the initiative to find him. He was alone in the dormitory and played World of Warcraft violently. He received a call from his school girl halfway, and he remembered, oh, so there is a dinner party tonight.

The seniors are busy with the final project and looking for jobs, and many people have quit the club since the junior year.Xu Ye was simply too busy to panic, and now he is the only idler in the department who is a senior and wanders around with nothing to do.There were too many people and it was very lively. Everyone said that the big brother will graduate in a few months, so hurry up and drink one, otherwise there will be no chance.

Xu Ye had a round of drinking with them, his face was a little hot, Xiao Dai gave him a piece of cake, and asked him to pad his stomach instead of just drinking.The people at the table let out unexplained laughter again. Anyone with a discerning eye could see that the president liked the elder brother in every possible way, but the elder brother was as unmoved as an iron wall.So Xu Ye is really cold-hearted, he has been in love with him for three years, and he even forgot his name.

The president is kind-hearted, kind-hearted, and has a good foundation among the masses. A few brave ones were arguing there to ask the seniors to have a drink, and Xiao Dai's face flushed with shame.Xu Ye didn't want to embarrass the girl, so he raised his arms to make a pose, and Xiao Dai was half-pushed and half-closed.The mobile phone on the table rang, but Xu Ye ignored it, raised his head and drank the wine in the glass amidst the cheers and whistles.

Everyone began to applaud rhythmically: "Together! Together!" Jiu Zhuang was cowardly, but Xiao Dai also went all out: "Okay, stop messing around, you seniors already have someone in your heart, otherwise you can't be three In the past year, I have become a senior and have not won it yet. Isn't it senior?"

Xu Ye was taken aback when he heard the phrase "someone in his heart", and then a pair of crooked smiling eyes suddenly flashed in his mind in the next second, and his heart was shocked: he was definitely out of breath.

After the fuss was over, the children settled down, Xu Ye sat down, and brushed off the cream on the cake with a pair of chopsticks.The phone keeps ringing, and the caller ID shows the two words "Chenchen". Xiaodai has seen such an intimate address before.