almost lonely

Everyone gave in to him and supported him, so that his behavior and affairs were very self-centered, he didn't know how to read people's eyes at all, he didn't know when he offended people, and he was trampled on openly and secretly.He quit smoking and drinking. Firstly, he had no spare money to spare time. Secondly, he had to ensure his health and work hard to earn money.Life is very difficult. Sometimes I have to save two meals for a box lunch, sometimes I am reluctant to buy a thicker coat when it is cold, and sometimes I can’t afford the utility bills in the rental house.

But he is very kind and generous to the nurse. When he buys milk and fruit for Ning Juechen, he often brings a copy to the nurse. On rainy days, he reimburses the toll for taxi rides. Can be nicer to Chenchen, after all, the nurse is around longer than him in a day.

For the first time, he understood the feeling of "one dollar can't wait to be broken into two", and he also knew that the saying "poor people can't get sick" was not a joke.But he didn't feel bitter, it was much better than the previous two years, at least Ning Juechen was in front of his eyes, where he could see and touch.In order to give Ning Juechen the best treatment and the best life, his every day has a purpose and meaning, and he finally lives like a human being.

In fact, in a sense, it was not he who saved Ning Juechen, but Ning Juechen who saved him many times.

And all of these, whether it is two years or seven years, are not important, Ning Juechen doesn't need to know.He only needs to know one thing -

"I love you."

"I need you."

"You are not superfluous."

"Chenchen, Xu Ye needs you."

"You are important, you are important to me."

This was the first time Ning Juechen responded to Xu Ye after waking up. He wrapped his arms around Xu Ye's neck and kissed him childishly and jerky.Xu Ye almost held his breath, afraid of disturbing this peaceful moment.On the one hand, he felt that he had been waiting for this response for a long, long time, as if it had been a lifetime; on the other hand, he felt that all the partings were fake, and they never separated for a second.

Ning Juechen's lips are cold, but the tip of his tongue is hot; the tip of his nose is cold, but his tears are hot; his palms are cold, but his chest is hot.What about the heart inside, is it also warmed up?

The next day, Xu Ye had to rush back to work, and Ning Juechen sent him to the station.Until the last moment Xu Ye was still asking: "Can't we go together?" Ning Juechen hummed: "I want to stay for two more days." Xu Ye squeezed the soft flesh in his palm: "Don't eat it!" Spicy, drink more hot water, miss me more, go to bed early, come back early! Come back early! Come back early!" Ning Juechen nodded obediently when he heard what he said, and finally smiled helplessly: "Got it, hurry up!" Go in, it's time to check in."

After getting in the car, Xu Ye received a message: [Brother Ye, let's go see the aurora together next time. ] He looked at the word "Aurora" and felt a sharp pain in his heart, and pressed a few words with trembling fingertips: [When is the next time? ] He held his mobile phone and waited for a long time before he got an answer: [The day I remember everything, I will find you. ]

This is the No.18 year they have known each other, and this is their first day together.For more than half a year, Xu Yi has always been grateful, grateful for the kindness of fate and the tolerance of time, which gave him so many surprises and opportunities to start all over again.He was willing to wait where he was, as long as Ning Juechen wanted to come back, it would never be too late.

——If you are a migratory bird, then I will be your island.

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Episode [-] Lend me a strawberry

Xiao Min came back from her annual leave with a lot of souvenirs, Peng Qinglin went to the station to pick her up, and asked how the match was going.A common problem among Chinese parents: They don’t let them fall in love while they are studying, and they press for marriage immediately after graduation.Now it is not popular to save photos to play poker, and now we use WeChat. Xiao Min's mother sends her a blind date at [-] o'clock every night, and a life photo is followed by a [-]-word profile.

It's almost Chinese New Year, so she insisted on asking for leave to go back.Peng Qinglin felt that she was going home to participate in If You Are the One, and instantly imagined twenty tall, short, fat and thin male guests lined up for you to pick and choose, which was a bit exciting.Xiao Min rolled her eyes: "It's not good, there are all kinds of trees when the bird is big." Peng Qinglin helped her push the box, and Xiao Min impassionedly complained about her blind date adventures in the past few days.

When it was over, Peng Qinglin asked: "Do you still like your brother Xu? I think now, you are really good brother Xu." Xiao Min was used to being teased by her, and she was too lazy to refute: "What do you want to say?" Peng Qinglin Shaking his head: "I want to say! It's a pity that Brother Xu has a date. I think you have no chance. You're getting cold." Xiao Min was stunned for a moment: "How should I say it?" Peng Qinglin pretended to sigh deeply : "You, you are still too naive..."

At noon the next day, the two of them received takeaway food, and Peng Qinglin pulled Xiao Min into Xu Ye's office: "Brother Xu won't eat takeaway food with us these days, it's great to have someone cook!" Opened it, raised her head and gave a gentle smile, Xiao Min's heart beat quickened again, Xu Ye laughed a lot recently, her whole demeanor softened.

Peng Qinglin elbowed Xiao Min, meaning: I am not wrong, there is really "someone", she immediately removed the chopsticks: "Let us also taste the taste of home, I haven't been back for almost half a year Home!" Xiao Min's eyes darkened, and she dragged Peng Qinglin away, but Xu Ye agreed, and generously pushed the lunch box over: "Okay."

There are two meat and one vegetable in the lunch box, sweet and sour pork ribs, Coca-Cola chicken wings, and stir-fried bamboo shoots. Even though they are placed in an insulated box in winter, they are still a little cold and only have a little temperature.Peng Qinglin unceremoniously tasted each of them, saying that the sweet and sour pork ribs were not appetizing and the meat was not smooth, that the chicken wings seemed a bit greasy with too much Coke, and that the winter squash was sliced ​​thickly, and it was too bland and tasteless. In the end, I concluded that Minmin’s cooking is delicious. Brother Xu, you must try it if you have the opportunity. It’s not too late to make a choice after tasting it... She was dragged out by Xiao Min covering her mouth before she finished speaking. , Xiao Min apologized with embarrassment: "I'm sorry Brother Xu, don't worry about it, she's talking nonsense, it's delicious, eat it quickly, don't let it cool down for a while."

Xu Ye was depressed, is it that bad?He gets up early every morning to prepare breakfast and lunch, and Ning Juechen can eat it after he wakes up.When he tasted it early this morning, he was quite complacent. He felt that his cooking skills were improving by leaps and bounds, and he was becoming more and more sophisticated. He didn't expect the little girl's evaluation to be so low.While picking up the rice in the bowl, he took out his mobile phone and ordered a dumpling for Ning Juechen.

After half an hour, Ning Juechen called: "Why do you order takeaway? Isn't there food at home?" Xu Yi was sad: "Eat dumplings, don't eat those dishes." Ning Juechen suddenly After a while: "What's the matter? Broken? Did you eat it?" Xu Yi said listlessly: "It's not bad, it just doesn't taste good." Ning Juechen was a little confused: "Ah? I've eaten it, pretty good……"

"Are the sweet and sour pork ribs tasteless?"

"fine……"

"Is the meat rough?"

"no."

"Are the chicken wings greasy?"

"I feel very good?"

"Are the vegetables bland and completely tasteless?"

"well enough?"

"Are you trying to comfort me?"

"No."

"Then comfort yourself now."

"..." Ning Juechen felt as if he had been tricked.

Xu Ye is becoming more and more proficient at cheating: "Chenchen! I'm really depressed now, give me a kiss, give me a kiss!" Ning Juechen refused very simply: "No!" Xu Ye was cheeky Continue to pester him: "Why don't you just take a moment, hurry up!" Then Chenchen began to cadence long and Chenchen was short, and Ning Juechen blushed at the other end of the reading, so he whispered helplessly into the microphone , Xu Ye said again, no, I didn’t hear it again, Ning Juechen said Brother Ye, stop making trouble, so this phone call with no real content lasted for nearly half an hour, and finally Xu Ye didn’t forget to remind Ning Juechen to go on the road It's icy and slippery, so don't go out today if you have nothing to do.

Xu Ye felt refreshed and refreshed throughout the afternoon, and his work efficiency was extremely high. When he got off work on time, he squeezed the bus back as usual and went to the market to buy vegetables first.After a week of heavy snowfall, the prices of vegetables doubled several times. The boss refused to give away even onion, ginger and garlic. He grabbed a handful and stuffed them into a plastic bag for five yuan.Xu Ye walked around and asked about the price of strawberries. All the stalls were frighteningly expensive, and finally weighed a small bag because Ning Juechen liked it.

Of course Xu Ye refused to let Ning Juechen live in the garage with him. After Ning Juechen came back, they rented a new apartment. Although the area is small and the layout is compact, it is very clean and cozy. It is also close to the hospital. It's very convenient to go there right away.During the day today, the community property should organize snow removal. When Xu Ye went to work in the morning, the road was still white, but now a passage has been shoveled.He carried his things and walked inside, and from a distance, he saw two people, one big and one small, squatting on the lawn downstairs to make snowmen.

Nini is now in the big shift, and sister Zhou is still working as a nurse at the People's Hospital. The little girl never forgets her brother Chenchen, and she comes here every now and then to check her presence. Xu Ye dares to be angry every time.At that time, Ning Juechen stayed in Jingcheng and did not come back with him. Nini asked him where brother Chenchen had gone, Xu Yi said he hadn't come back, Nini said why did you take him away and not bring him back?What if my brother can't find his way back?Her words were childish, and Xu Ye poked his heart no matter what he heard.The two of them whimpered and cried, startling Sister Zhou.Later when Ning Juechen came back, Nini threw her hair into the arms of Chenchen's elder brother and began to discuss "I