Oneiroi

"What's wrong?" Ning Ning looked at him beating his chest and stamping his feet with a funny face.

"Oh, don't mention it, I've been used as a tool for love," Shuang Ning still had lingering fears at the thought of this, but fortunately that Akai is still a gentleman, otherwise he would have to fight, Shuang Ning hurriedly dragged Ning Ning out , while talking about the last time and this time when Sakura invited him to dinner.

Ning Ning laughed out loud after hearing this, and Shuang Ning patted him on the shoulder several times and scolded him for taking pleasure in other's misfortune.

After laughing enough, Ning Ning said, "It seems that I am your lucky star, saving you in times of crisis."

"Hey!" Shuang Ning said cheerfully, "I invite you to eat."

The two found a Chinese restaurant and ordered a few dishes to eat. During this period, Shuang Ning belatedly recalled the "intimate incident" in Linchen that day, and felt uncomfortable for a moment, but seeing Ning Ning's calm face, she felt uncomfortable. Suppress that strange thought.

When the two talked about it, Shuang Ning realized that Ning Ning had been on a business trip abroad some time ago, and the director brought him the opportunity to attend a lecture given by a world-renowned surgeon.

Shuang Ning didn't know much about medicine, she just lamented that she grew up so big, she had never been to other places except Beijing to study at university, and she had never been abroad.

Ning Ning said very naturally: "In the future, if we have a chance, we can go around..."

Hearing his calm and magnetic voice in Shuang Ning's ears, her heart suddenly beat fast and her breathing quickened. This was the first time he had such a feeling. She was a little at a loss for a while, and she unconsciously clenched her fist and hammered herself. boobs.

Who knew that Ning Ning grabbed his chest-thumping hand all of a sudden, "Don't hit your chest..." Ning Ning looked into his eyes, slowly rubbed her thumb against the back of Shuang Ning's hand, and slowly let go of him. .

Shuang Ning's face burned instantly, he showed a shocked expression, scratched the back of the hand touched by Ning Ning with his other hand, looked at Ning Ning again, and suddenly grabbed the glass and took a big gulp of beer .As a result, he drank too quickly and was choked and coughed.

Ning Ning reached out to pat him on the back naturally, but Shuang Ning coughed even worse, her whole face flushed.For a moment, the diners around were all attracted by him.

Shuang Ning: "..." How unlucky!Standing up quickly, avoiding Ningning's hand by the way.

The meal is naturally over here.

After shopping, Shuang Ning said hello and wanted to run away, but Ning Ning grabbed her arm, "Shuang Ning, I have something to tell you."

Shuang Ning felt that the words were not good, and struggled, "I'm sorry, I'm very tired from work today, so I'll talk about it next time if I have anything to say." After finishing speaking, she ran to her car without waiting for Ningning to say anything.

Shuang Ning's heart was pounding all the way, and she drove much faster than usual, and almost rear-ended twice.

When he got home and parked his car, he walked out of the underground parking lot, and suddenly found a very familiar car parked at the door.

Seeing him coming out, Ningning got out of the car and walked towards him.

For a moment, Shuang Ning really wanted to rush home, but she didn't know what made him stay where she was.

On a winter night, there was no one in the old community.

Ning Ning followed Shuang Ning into the small grassland, saw him sitting on the edge of a flower bed, and sat beside him.

Shuang Ning was a little annoyed and seemed to be a little bit expectant, she sat there straight, looking at a small tree across the dark grass. "Tell me what you have to do, my mother will scold me later."

Ning Ning coughed and said, "Shuang Ning, although I've been abroad these few days, I've thought a lot..."

Shuang Ning couldn't help asking, "About what?"

"You," Ning Ning's heartbeat was also fast, but he tried to make his tone sound normal, coughed and said, "I miss the relationship between you and me..."

Shuang Ning interrupted him eagerly: "We are friends, do you need to think about it?"

"Yes, we are friends, but," Ning Ning said slowly, "but you are different to me."

Shuang Ning's heart was beating almost to the throat, and she held her breath unconsciously.

"I have x hope for you." Ning Ning finally said it, and he let out a sigh of relief, but his tone became a little lighter. Regardless of Shuang Ning's incredible eyes after hearing this sentence, he continued, "Do you still remember that I have Ex-girlfriend, right? She was the one who took the initiative when I was with her for two years. I can’t say that I didn’t have sex with her at the time, but now I know that what I do to her is completely different from what I do to you.”

Shuang Ning: "..." I don't know what to say anymore.

"Do you understand when I say this?" Ning Ning glanced at Shuang Ning, as if he didn't need to answer, and continued, "I have met some friends abroad during this period of time, and I also learned about it online," he paused. For a moment, "About homosexuality." He took out a cigarette, lit it up, took a few puffs, and said after calming down, "I have tried to find a woman during this time, but it didn't help at all. The woman can't get hard at all."

Shuang Ning: "!!!"

A trace of pain flashed in Ning Ning's eyes, "Experts say that I'm actually a natural homosexual. Of course, it's not certain whether I was born or not, but now I really become a homosexual because of you."

When Ning Ning said this, Shuang Ning didn't know what mood she was in at the moment. There was a voice in her heart saying that was the case, and another voice saying that you became a homosexual, why rely on me?

The night wind picked up, and the surrounding low trees were shaking faintly.

Shuang Ning suddenly said: "Are you dreaming at Linchen that day? Or are you awake?"

"I was indeed dreaming at the time, but in the dream, I only kissed you when I saw your face."

Shuang Ning's face burned up again, and she turned into anger from embarrassment: "Damn it! You are too disgusting!" After speaking, she got up and ran away without waiting for Ningning's reaction.

Ning Ning also stood up, but was shocked by his words on the spot, as if someone had stabbed her heart, she was so uncomfortable that she had difficulty breathing, and slowly sat down by the flowerbed.Sure enough, he hates homosexuality, and I thought he did too...

On the next Saturday, Shuang Ning slept until it was past eleven o'clock when she woke up naturally. Of course, it had something to do with not falling asleep in the middle of the night the previous night.

When he got up, his mother was already preparing lunch. Seeing him get up, she told him to go downstairs to buy salt. The salt at home was used up.

The canteen downstairs is very close, just by the gate, but Shuang Ning walked towards the flower garden last night in a strange way, and saw a cleaning lady there sweeping the floor, and while sweeping, she complained that some wicked person had thrown a bunch of cigarette butts, Fortunately, it didn't burn up.

Shuang Ning bought the salt in a daze and took it to her mother, and then spread it on the sofa, as if she had no bones in her whole body.

Not long after, Dad came back, seeing that Shuangning thought he was too tired from work and didn't say anything.

It's just that during the meal, my mother suddenly asked him about yesterday's date --- she forgot about being used by Xiaoying without asking Shuangning.

So I perfunctory my mother and said that the girl just invited her to dinner because I helped her at work.He didn't say Sakura's identity, only that she was a colleague who just graduated.

My mother heard it and said, "It seems to be the same age as you? Oh, I told you a fortune last time, and the fortune teller said that you have to find someone who is two years older than you to live a smooth life."

Shuang Ning was shocked: "Mom! How can anyone believe this now? It's so strange."

"What's strange? Several young couples in our community were found according to the fortune-teller's approval. I think it's pretty good. You young people don't understand the philosophy of the ancestors."

"..." Shuang Ning could only bury her head in her meal, and vowed to stay away from women who were two years older than herself in the future.

But speaking of it, Ning Ning seems to have said that he is two years older than me.

Bah, bah, bah, how old he is is none of my business!

I don't know if it was affected by the "abnormal" confession. Shuang Ning's mental state can't be considered good, but after all, he is in good health. Although he has various dreams at night, he can still do his job well. It's just that my mother Yesterday it was said that he lost weight and his eyes were a little sunken, and he asked him not to put so much pressure on him and go out with friends.But Shuang Ning couldn't even arouse her interest. She was busy with work during the day, and when she brought her work back at night, she was still busy with work.

When he finishes his work at night and finishes writing the dream he had the day before, he often goes to bed after one o'clock in the morning, but wakes up at five o'clock in the morning. His kiss that day...

New Year's Day is approaching in a blink of an eye, almost a month has passed before you know it, and the new year is here.The weather is also getting colder.

On the last day of December after get off work, Shuang Ning drove Alto Jr. and got stuck in traffic for almost an hour before arriving home. After eating, he was urged by his mother to go out to find friends, so the hard-pressed single dog had to change his jersey Hit the old ballpark in the neighborhood.

During the day, there are still many children and old people playing here. After all, the community is not big, but there are many people living here.

At this time, there was no one there, so Shuang Ning ran to ask the security guard to turn on the light and started throwing the ball by herself.

In the silent winter night, the sound of the ball hitting the ground and the basket was heard in the community.

Shuang Ning dribbles the ball for a layup for a while, stands at the free throw line or outside the three-point line for a while and shoots. .

My mother finished watching the TV series at home, and it was past ten o'clock when I watched it. It was cold at night, so she hurriedly urged Lao Chen to ask Shuangning to go home to wash and sleep.

In the deep winter climate, the night temperature in Guangdong is as low as seven or eight degrees, but Shuang Ning is sweating all over, throwing the ball again and again as if tireless.

After some time, when he was dribbling for a layup, he found that there seemed to be a figure under the basket. His body had already taken off, but he couldn't help looking there, his body lost his balance, so when he landed, his foot was tilted.

"what!"

"Hey how?" It was Dad's voice, "Let me see and see."

Shuang Ning sat down on the ground panting, rubbing her ankles and said, "Dad, who are you trying to scare so silently?"