wait

Hang Jianxing spent the night in Zongzheng's room. Zongzheng's nightmare was more serious. Even if he was exhausted, he couldn't sleep peacefully. Hang Jianxing wanted to try to see if he would feel at ease if he was by his side.But in fact, he thought too much.Today's Zongzheng probably doesn't even know who he is.

He lay on the side of the bed and looked at the person who was tied up on the bed, and wanted to touch him to reassure him, but Zongzheng kept struggling and couldn't get close at all.

Watching the man struggling in the dark night until dawn, the man barely fell asleep, and the sound of Hang Jianxing getting up together woke him up again, so he could only sigh helplessly.After waking up, Zongzheng had a ferocious expression again. If he hadn't been tied up with cloth strips, he would probably have scolded someone.

Later, for a long time, Hang Jianxing did not come to see Zongzheng. During that period, he was also out of his mind. He could always dream of the old days, and he had a dream repeatedly, which was the period when he and Zongzheng stayed in Shenzhen.

They are also happy people.

Shang Daosi has been visiting him these days, besides chatting with him, he also wants to meet the current Zongzheng.Anyway, we have been friends for so many years, so it is understandable to ask about the current situation.It's just that Hang Jianxing kept evading it until he couldn't help but want to see it, so he took Shang Daosi back to the villa.

Today's villa is already the site of Hang Jianxing. When Shang Daosi came in, he could see that the servants here only listen to Hang Jianxing. It can be said that the world has changed.

They strolled along the promenade on the first floor, and they were silent on the way. Before they got close to the room, they heard howling and cursing from inside, which was in stark contrast to the quiet outside, and Shang Daosi was a little embarrassed to hear it.Although he knew that Zongzheng had become disowned by his relatives, he was still quite shocked when he actually saw and heard it.

"Hang Jianxing! Who do you think you are, but my little lover! Why lock me up, I want to go out! I want to go out!"

Hang Jianxing then stopped, controlling his emotions where people couldn't see him. He kept telling himself that these words were not Zongzheng's original intention, so there is no need to take them to heart...

After repeated self-persuasion, he walked forward calmly, pushed the door open and saw Zongzheng who was pinned on the bed by the doctor.It turned out that he was feeding Zongzheng, no wonder he cursed.

When the servants saw the president coming, they stopped what they were doing and stood aside, feeding them for a long time had no effect.Every day when it comes to meal time is the most difficult moment for them.Hang Jianxing took it from them naturally, mixed the rice with a spoon, and tasted it again, it was delicious.Then he stared at the person who was still struggling on the bed.

"You all go out first."

Everyone was a little stunned for a moment, and they wanted to understand that the next scene might not be suitable for them to see. A group of people withdrew consciously. Of course, Shang Daosi stayed inside, maybe he could help a little.

Hang Jianxing stared at Zongzheng and asked him, "Do you want to eat?"

"Get out! I don't want to see you!"

Hang Jianxing simply handed the bowl to Shang Daosi, and unexpectedly Chao Zongzheng punched him in the face!The force was so great that it directly made the corner of Zongzheng's mouth bleed, which shows that Hang Jianxing was not soft on his hands, he wanted to hit him a long time ago!

With this punch, all the swearing was also suppressed. Zongzheng lay on the bed coughing desperately, unable to fight back.

"Eat or not?"

Zongzheng didn't have the ability to scold back now, but he turned his head coldly, with rejection written all over his body.Hang Jianxing didn't hesitate to take another punch!Shang Daosi, who was watching, grabbed his job nervously, and hurriedly said: "Okay, okay, it's not an option to continue fighting, Zongzheng will probably eat it."

Shang Daosi hurriedly handed over the bowl and helped Zongzheng straighten his body. Zongzheng was actually very weak. Apart from having the strength to swear, he couldn't stand Hang Jianxing's two punches at all.Shang Daosi turned his face, only to find that his nose was bruised and his face was swollen, and Zongzheng was crying. He had never seen Zongzheng in such a state of embarrassment.

Perhaps these two punches had an effect. Although Zongzheng's eyes were still blurry, Hang Jianxing could tell that he was more awake, and it was hard to tell whether those tears were from pain or sentimentality.After he sat down, he patiently fed Zongzheng a spoonful of rice, and Zongzheng swallowed it all without protesting.

During the trip, Hang Jian met his eyes. His eyes contained too many emotions for a while, and he couldn't read them for the first time.Does he want to give up by himself, or does he want to say an apology?There was exhaustion in Zongzheng's eyes. He was really tired. His eyes were bloodshot. He knew that this was the only way to go. Not everyone could persevere.

Hang Jianxing turned his head not to look at him, but the tears fell uncontrollably, and he couldn't give up yet!

When Shang Daosi saw the behavior of Zongzheng and Hang Jianxing, he understood Hang Jianxing's sudden two punches just now.It's to vent, but also because I don't want to see Zongzheng like this, and I would rather beat him to a bruise than to say another word.Avoiding seeing him these days is because I can't see him complaining and suffering.

"What you say, listen to me, I won't let you give up!"

After Hang Jianxing finished speaking, he walked out of the room quickly with an empty job bowl. Shang Daosi looked at Zongzheng twice, but his eyes were empty. For such Zongzheng, Shang Daosi dared not think about the future.When he put Zongzheng down and was about to leave, Zongzheng suddenly said, "Help me tie my mouth."

Shang Daosi turned his head and looked at Wushen in disbelief. This sentence directly made Shang Daosi's eyes red. If it were him, he probably didn't have the perseverance of Zongzheng and Hang Jianxing.I used to think that these two were just two stubborn bulls, but now seeing their endless entanglement, I suddenly hoped that they could persevere for a lifetime.

Shang Daosi came over to help him tie the cloth, and left a sentence: "Come on, goodbye." Zongzheng's aloofness is still there, he doesn't need too much encouragement from others, Shang Daosi respects him from the bottom of his heart, so he looks forward to seeing you again that day.

After he came out, he couldn't find Hang Jianxing. The servants told him that Hang Jianxing was walking towards the back mountain, and followed the path to the forest hut.Sure enough, I saw the masked person.

Hearing the movement, Hang Jianxing raised his head and looked at him, then lowered his head silently again. He is not a hard-hearted person. He is really tired, and he doesn't even have the strength to look up at the sky.

"After you came out, he asked me to help him tie the cloth strips. Zongzheng has always listened to you, and he did it."

This news did not make Hang Jianxing regain hope, but felt very sad.

"You also said that I'm a soft-hearted person, and I really don't think there's any need to make any further troubles." It only made the two feel tired, "Dao Si, can you do this? I think, go abroad."

"That's not what you said just now!"

Hang Jianxing was silent again, and the quietness of the mountains and forests faded away people's complicated thoughts. He said calmly: "He can't give up, but I can't stand it."

"This is the last place I stayed in the country before Zongzheng and I separated. He said here that I have settled with him. This is the only thing I agree with."

Hang Jianxing knew that the result of persevering would be to wear down the last feelings between the two of them. Not many feelings are worth such consumption. Seeing each other and hating each other is better than not seeing each other.

Shang Daosi shook his head and said: "I will not interfere in this matter. He can persist because he can still see you. If you leave, he will not have the confidence to persist. I know it is cruel to you, but Things have come to this point, there is no retreat. You will not really let go, dare to say that you really want to let him go these years?"

Over the years, the friends around them all understand them, no one can enter their world, and they can't get out.

Hearing what he said, Hang Jianxing had no choice but to give up the idea of ​​leaving. Every time he saw Zongzheng struggling, he thought about giving up. When he went back, he would find Xiaohang to replenish his energy. The days to come are still long.

After that day, Hang Jianxing didn't evade any more, instead he seemed to be competing with Zongzheng. The harder he resisted, the more absolutely Hang Jianxing did it.Sometimes it can starve a person for several days, stimulating his last bit of desire to survive.Every day after that was like a year for the two of them. Hang Jianxing tried various methods, including finding a doctor to hypnotize him, but the Zongzheng consciousness was too strong to be effective.He also used medicine for treatment, but Zongzheng refused to take medicine, and could only use injections. Dozens of people were required to hold him down each time.

Over time, Hang Jianxing also became numb.

Zongzheng's drug addiction was too great, and it took three months to get some effect. At that time, Zongzheng was able to stay awake for several hours a day.During the detoxification treatment, we should also pay attention to his mania, which can be regarded as busying several doctors. If it wasn't for the high salary hired by Hang Jianxing, they would probably have been scared away.Even so, Zongzheng's mental state was deteriorating day by day, he often lost his temper for no reason, and after recovering from his upper arm injury, he struggled more violently.

Several times, Zongzheng's desperate struggle bumped into Hang Jianxing, but Hang Jianxing didn't care, and continued to do his own thing, wiping his back and changing his clothes.After tossing for a long time, you will always be tired.After Zongzheng calmed down, Hang Jianxing stood in front of the window of his room again, looking at him motionless, for a long time so vague, what is the reason for his insistence now.

It was rare for Zongzheng to be sober. He looked at him from a distance, and neither of them spoke first.

When the sun went down and the room was pitch black, and no one could see anyone, Zongzheng asked, "Does it hurt?"

Hang Jianxing shook his head, thinking that he couldn't see it, and said, "It doesn't hurt." That slight bump was really nothing.Zongzheng looked at him, the silhouette in the night was the one he was most familiar with, because before he could only see him when he was smoking drugs and fantasizing in the dark.

How many days and nights he wakes up in nightmares, Hang Jianxing in the dream is either indifferent or enthusiastic, when he is indifferent, he is far away from him, when he is enthusiastic, he will walk away the next moment, in short, he just can't grasp it.

"Only by taking drugs can I see you."