Notebook for teachers and students of the School of Journalism

On a beautiful summer night, the evening wind lingers on the lakeside, fireworks bloom in the sky, summer insects are singing, and people are in pairs in the gazebo.

There is a faint smell of sulfur in the air, mixed with the seemingly absent fragrance of lotus, and the huge sound whizzes and circles above the head, every sound disturbs the deep night.But Lu Xihan didn't seem to hear any sound, he couldn't hear the sound of fireworks, and he couldn't hear Xiao He's nagging.

All the stars in the universe are far away from him, and there is only one gazebo in the world, in which are the people he rejoices day and night.

Xiao He was extremely anxious, the student in front of him was staring at the gazebo, as if his soul had been sucked out of him suddenly.Xiao He glanced at the gazebo. The person on the date didn't find it. He was about to breathe a sigh of relief when he suddenly saw Lu Xihan rushing out. He hurriedly reached out to grab it, but it was in vain.

Lu Xihan ran towards the gazebo, stopped halfway, Xiao He thought he had figured it out and wanted to come back, but suddenly he heard him yell.

"Gu Baishi!"

This sound seemed to exhaust all his strength, full of despair and unwillingness.

Xiao He said in his heart that it was over, and as expected, the two people in the gazebo looked this way.

Lu Xihan's back was extremely thin in the night, his chest rose and fell slightly, and he looked at Gu Baishi who turned around, but turned and ran to the other side.

Xiao He nervously watched the development in front of him that caught him off guard. He didn't know why Lu Xihan suddenly went crazy and wanted to go out to ruin Gu Baishi's date. At this moment, Lu Xihan ran away. Bai Shi also rushed out and ran in the direction of Lu Xihan, leaving Yan Xiao alone in the gazebo.

The world is crazy.

And he messed things up again.

Xiao He punched himself in the chest.

"Lu Xihan!"

Lu Xihan ran aimlessly, and didn't stop when he heard Gu Baishi's shouts behind him.Many, many things flashed through his mind.Gu Baishi who was waiting for Yan Xiao while reading under Lihua, Gu Baishi who took photos of Yan Xiao, Gu Baishi who put Yan Xiao’s photos on his blog, Gu Baishi who met Yan Xiao 13 years ago, wearing a neat suit and holding When Rose came to date Gu Boshi...

He still thinks of himself, every time he looks warmly but tries to hide his eyes in class, every time he goes to his office with a sweet and encouraging mood, every intentional or unintentional but careful touch... He hides all his likes in his heart and waters them self-righteously. with his love.

And he was actually in a place in someone else's love memory, enduring the mosquitoes on summer nights, setting off fireworks with sweat all over his face, adding luster to Gu Baishi's date with someone else.

It's so ridiculous.

Lu Xihan was eventually caught up by Gu Baishi, the two of them were a little tired from running, and they were both out of breath.

Lu Xihan packed up all his emotions, and made a draft in his heart how to explain everything in front of him.

It only took him three seconds to think of all the rhetoric.

Who sent me here?It was Xiao He who asked me to help set off the fireworks.Why the yelling?Seeing that Teacher Gu was a little excited, he couldn't help shouting.Why is your name called?Oh because I'm so excited.Why are you excited?Probably seeing that the teacher can finally get out of the order.

Lu Xihan lowered his head and waited silently for Gu Baishi's torture, sweat dripping down his chin continuously.

But Gu Boshi didn't ask him, he took off his suit jacket, threw it aside, and unbuttoned the top two buttons of his shirt.

Lu Xihan was a little flustered, could it be that Gu Baishi was so angry that he couldn't speak?

He couldn't help but slightly raised his head to look at Gu Baishi, only to find that Gu Baishi was also looking down at him.Gu Baishi's eyes were on the deep sea under the dim moonlight, under the calm sea there was an undercurrent that frightened him, as if he would drown in it even if he looked at it any more.

"Why did you run?" Gu Bai was a little angry, and his voice faded from the usual temperature.

Lu Xihan was already in a calm mood, but when he was so fierce, grievances from all directions came to him, as if he had never been wronged like this in his life, and the tears he had endured for a long time suddenly burst out.

Gu Baishi took a step closer, lifted Lu Xihan's chin with his index finger, and with an irresistible force, his scorching breath brushed against Lu Xihan's face.

"Ok?"

Lu Xihan stubbornly drooped his eyelashes and closed his lips tightly. Ren Gu Baishi lowered his head to look at him, and he also looked like he would not obey.He hated the feeling of being questioned by Gu Baishi, obviously it was Gu Baishi who should be questioned.

Gu Baishi felt a burst of wetness on his index finger. He froze for a while, and stroked Lu Xihan's face. He was surprised to find that that small face was already full of tears, and that pair of eyes were still pouring out new tears. tears.At that moment, Gu Baishi, who was accustomed to being cold and hard-hearted, suddenly understood the true meaning of distress, as if being stabbed in the heart silently by the thinnest needle, and all the unknown fires were extinguished without a trace by the tears.He put down his hand, gently brought Lu Xihan into his arms, and said in a soft voice,

"Don't cry, it's the teacher's mistake, okay?" He has never admitted such an inexplicable mistake in his life, and he doesn't know where he is wrong at this time, but he admits it with peace of mind and willingly.

Seeing that he admitted his mistake, Lu Xihan, who had been silent all this time, did not give in, instead he raised his arrogance. He pushed away Gu Baishi's embrace, raised his head and asked,

"Since the teacher is here for a date, why did he lie to me that he was going to a class reunion?" It's just that he didn't realize that he was clearly questioning him, but his voice trembled because of crying, stubborn and pitiful.

Gu Baishi immediately denied, "I don't have a date."

However, Lu Xihan saw that he was still holding the rose in his hand. He squinted his eyes, snatched the rose from Gu Baishi's hand, and asked again, "You are holding the rose, and you are in the pavilion with Teacher Yan Xiao. Not on a date?"

He was just a student of Gu Baishi, and he didn't have the position to question it at all, but he didn't notice it himself, but Gu Baishi didn't care when he noticed it.

It was the first time that Gu Baishi was forced to ask this question, but his student turned his head away slightly and said in embarrassment, "I'm just here for a blind date." He frowned, and continued, "Besides, we don't love each other."

Lu Xihan threw the rose on the ground hard, and stepped on it a few more times as if he was still angry.

Seeing that he was still furious, Gu Bai said in a good voice, "What are you angry about? Aren't blind dates very common?" He is already thirty, and even though he is unwilling, blind dates are a must for his age. Not so strange.

Hearing what he said, Lu Xihan became even angrier. He was like an irritated cat, with all his claws and fangs showing, as if he wanted to scratch anyone anytime, anywhere. All the pretense is thrown away, Hate said,

"Gu Baishi, I hate you!" As if still not relieved, he added, "I hate you the most!"

He turned to run, but Gu Baishi grabbed him with one hand.

Gu Baishi really had nothing to do with this child, no matter what he said, it would make him even more angry, he didn't know what to do at this moment, so he could only pull him into his arms, and restrain the restless him with both hands.In such a remote place, in such a deep night, he couldn't let Lu Xihan run away.

Lu Xihan wanted to struggle, but he couldn't. He was already exhausted and leaned against Gu Baishi's shoulder and began to cry. The more he cried, the louder he cried.

Gu Baishi patted his thin back lightly to help him calm down. Lu Xihan's tears made people feel pitiful and frightening.

Lu Xihan cried until he hiccupped a few times, his nose bubbled up and wiped all over Gu Baishi's expensive shirt.

"You lied to me, and I set off fireworks for you. I'm going to be bitten to death by mosquitoes!"

Gu Baishi admitted his mistake, "I was wrong, is it still itchy? Go back and spray toilet water."

Lu Xihan didn't listen to him, he choked a few times, stretched out his hand and grabbed Gu Baishi's sleeve, and asked relentlessly, "Why do you want to go on a blind date?" I didn't realize that my tone was not questioning, but simply acting like a baby.

Gu Baishi didn't feel offended in the slightest, he indulged the students in front of him asking questions like cannonballs, and he stretched out his hand to wipe the sweat off his face.

Gu Baishi didn't dare to make him angry anymore, he just said, "My parents are more anxious."

Lu Xihan frowned, as if he didn't agree, he shook Gu Baishi's arm,

"Blind dates are so boring, free love is the truth!"

Gu Baishi raised his lips and smiled, the way Lu Xihan shook his arm was really cute.

"But I don't have time to fall in love." Gu Baishi said, wanting to see his reaction.

Lu Xihan was stunned for a while, then shook his arm, and retorted, "Time is like a sponge, just squeeze it!"

Gu Baishi didn't know what was going on in the kid's head, but he was happy to enjoy his cute coquettish gesture, and joked,

"You seem to be very experienced?"

Lu Xihan froze for a moment, then hurriedly shook his head and said, "I've never been in love!" As if that wasn't enough, he added, "Really! Lies are puppies!" He widened his eyes, his face was dry Tears, looking pitiful.

Gu Baishi, who had been restless all night, suddenly felt relieved, he couldn't help laughing for a while, and when he saw Lu Xihan tilting his head in confusion, he laughed again.

Lu Xihan squeezed Gu Baishi's arm hard, feigned anger and said, "Is it so funny if you haven't been in love before?"

Gu Baishi finally stopped smiling, his eyes were gentler than the night, and there was still a leisurely smile on his handsome face, "I'm not laughing at you, actually I haven't talked about it."

Why did he talk about dating with Gu Baishi out of nowhere?How embarrassing.But Gu Boshi said that he has never been in love, which means he has no girlfriend.Lu Xihan's face was hot, and he endured it for a long time, but the corners of his mouth still curled up uncontrollably, as if the anger he was angry with didn't exist anymore.He hastily lowered his head to hide his smile, at this moment he was still holding Gu Baishi's arm, looking completely attached to him with all his heart.

Gu Bai thought he was shy, and liked his obedient appearance in his heart, so he lowered his head and whispered in his ear,

"Go back with me?"

Lu Xihan lowered his head, his ears were red and hot, he hummed lightly, but grabbed Gu Baishi's arm, showing no intention of leaving.

Gu Baishi had no choice but to stand with him in the dark of night, enduring the ubiquitous mosquitoes.

Lu Xihan closed his eyes, and waited until the heat on his face dissipated, then he suddenly felt the pain in his leg, and then he remembered the injury he suffered when setting off fireworks.

He stood on tiptoe and whispered in Gu Baishi's ear, "Teacher, my leg seems to be injured."

Hearing this, Gu Baishi hurriedly squatted down, turned on the flashlight of his mobile phone, and saw that there was indeed a wound on Lu Xihan's left calf, and the blood that had flowed out before had flowed all the way to his ankle, and now it was frozen.

Gu Baishi felt distressed, and blamed him, "Why didn't you say it earlier?"

Lu Xihan said aggrievedly, "I just remembered." He was so angry that he forgot about the injury.

Gu Baishi didn't know whether to lament his slowness or his carelessness.He picked up the suit jacket that was thrown aside, threw it to Lu Xihan, then squatted down with his back turned, and said to Lu Xihan,

"Come up, I'll take you back to have a look."

Lu Xihan buried his head in his coat, sniffed it hard, only the scent of Gu Baishi's perfume he was familiar with, then obediently leaned over his back, his heart was jumping for joy, this is Gu Baishi Back him for the second time.

Gu Baishi walked towards the greenway with Lu Xihan on his back, Lu Xihan rested his head on Gu Baishi's left shoulder, breathing like a feather on Gu Baishi's neck.

"You don't hate me anymore?" Gu Baishi turned his head and asked, his tall nose brushed against Lu Xihan's cheek.

"You clearly know that I like you the most." Lu Xihan said softly, but his heart was heavy. He liked him so much, and he didn't understand what he meant at all.

"I really don't know." Gu Baishi joked.

Lu Xihan closed her eyes, not wanting to talk to him.

When Gu Baishi passed the rockery, he glanced at the rockery, and there was no sign of the fireworks.

"Xiao He brought you here, right?" He probably knew what happened tonight.

Only then did Lu Xihan think of Xiao He, and when he was busy telling Gu Bai the whole story, he finally asked,

"Will Teacher Yan be okay?" He belatedly remembered that he had pried Yan Xiao's date away, but if he did it again, he would do the same thing.

Gu Baishi was silent for a moment, "I will explain it to her tomorrow."

"I heard from Teacher Xiao that you and Teacher Yan met here 13 years ago?" Lu Xihan was so curious that he couldn't help but asked tentatively.

Gu Baishi was stunned, and after thinking for a while, he remembered that night 13 years ago. It turned out that Yan Xiaoyue was here for this reason. He sighed,

"Maybe, I don't remember clearly, it's been too long."

Lu Xihan thought that Xiao He was really unreliable, so he made up a lot of stories about how Gu Baishi and Yan Xiao knew and loved each other for 13 years, and tortured himself, but Gu Baishi couldn't remember it.

Gu Bai carried Lu Xihan on his back to the place where he parked, and then put him down.

"Get in the car."

Lu Xihan froze for a moment, opened the car door and sat in the passenger seat. This was the first time he was in Gu Bai's car.

Gu Baishi got into the car from the other side, seeing that he was still in a daze, he leaned over to help him fasten his seat belt.

Lu Xihan was taken aback by Gu Baishi approaching suddenly, he bounced his body forward, and inadvertently brushed his lips against Gu Baishi's right cheek.

Both of them were stunned for a while, Lu Xihan blushed to the point of bleeding, and turned her head away hastily.Gu Baishi coughed lightly, and after helping him fasten his seat belt, he turned around and started the car.

There were no vehicles on the green road at night, Lu Xihan looked out the car window, the Jingxin Lake was as flat as a mirror under the night, but his mood tonight was full of ups and downs.

He never expected that the final result would be that he sat in Gu Baishi's car.

Even though Gu Baishi didn't understand his intentions, but now he is extremely at ease.

It's great that Gu Baishi and Yan Xiao are not lovers.