reborn just to love you

"May I come inside"?A female voice came from outside the door.

"come in"!Zhou Yu let out a long breath and said.

"What you want", the girl handed the things in her hands to Zhou Yu who came up to her.

"Thank you," Zhou Yu said with a smile.

"It's nothing." The girl shook her head. Although there was no dissatisfaction in her tone, dissatisfaction and reluctance could be seen in her eyes.

Zhou Yu's smile froze. It's not that she didn't know the dissatisfaction of the crowd. Although she knew it, she didn't know what to do to alleviate the dissatisfaction.

Sighing slightly, when she turned her head to face Long Ao, she had put on her smile again.

"You are injured and need nutrition. Our harvest today is good. You should eat it while it is hot"!

For the food that Zhou Yu handed over, Long Ao did not reach out to take it, but looked at him coldly.

Looking at the boy with a cold expression, Zhou Yu frowned, and a trace of embarrassment and doubt flashed in his eyes.

"I put the food here, you eat it while it's hot," Zhou Yu said softly as he put the food on the table behind him.

Perhaps because of that doubt, Zhou Yu didn't get angry, "You go to bed early, and we won't bother you. By the way, remember to eat while it's hot."

Although she knew that she would not get an answer from the other party, she still said this sentence. Before going out, Zhou Yu couldn't help but look back.

She didn't understand why there was a deep pain and timidity hidden under the boy's cold expression.

As if he was afraid of something, with a cold appearance, he refused the approach of others, and also rejected the world.

The reason why she is so sure that she is not mistaken is because she used to be like this.

In an almost ruthless way, cut off the care from others, and use a cold appearance to refuse the prying of others.

I don't want others to be close, and I don't want to be close to others, just because I don't want to hurt anyone anymore, and I don't want to lose anything.

That's why I have an instinctive resistance to the care of strangers, because I can't really trust, let alone how to face it.

So rejection is the best way to close one's heart and not allow others to step in, just because of the unforgettable pain, not allowing others to peep.

Because of this kind of pain, she didn't want to experience it again. Now Zhou Yu finally knew why she couldn't help caring about the other party even though she didn't trust her.

That's because they have all lost their loved ones, and they all have pain that cannot be erased.

Perhaps it was the young man's attitude towards others and his aura that resonated with her when they first met!

That's why she wants to help each other time and time again, and even disregards her own safety.

The reason why she did this was to save the other party?Hope to bring the other party away from the dark world?

No, Zhou Yu shook her head, although she really wanted to say that, but it was not true, what she wanted to save was not only Long Ao, but also herself.

Because she hurt many people in the past, those who really wanted to help her ruthlessly rejected their kindness time and time again.

Willful squandering their kindness towards herself, at that time, she was full of hostility towards anyone, unable to trust others, unable to open her heart.

Unable to convince myself to accept other people's kindness, it is as if my whole body is covered with impenetrable spikes, stabbing others and hurting myself.

When those gentle people reached out to her again and again, she was redeemed.

But this does not mean that the past injuries can be ignored. On the contrary, because she was treated gently by people, thinking about the past made her feel even more guilty and blamed herself.

And Long Ao's appearance just gave her a chance to vent, and took this opportunity to pin her feelings on another person.

In order to get some spiritual comfort, no matter what the reason is, she has decided to help this young man face the world again.

Just like those who never gave up on her, she also hopes that through her own efforts, this young man can gain the courage to face the world again, so that they can be redeemed together!

No matter what Zhou Yu thought, the boy in the room couldn't help frowning his sword eyebrows after she left.

What Zhou Yu did today made her feel at a loss as to what to do, whether she went to find herself regardless of her own safety, or...!

Long Ao looked at the bowls and chopsticks on the table before Zhou Yu left.

After staying here for a few days, she knows very well what the food here is like. Food full of meat like this is probably only treated after hunting.

As for her bowl of meat, she might have to eat it for several days in normal times, so she took care of her because she was injured.

Long Ao obviously couldn't accept such a statement, she was just a passerby to this place, she didn't want to have anything to do with this place, and she didn't want to owe a kindness that couldn't be repaid!

Maybe it's all the things in her previous life that make it difficult for her to accept other people's kindness, just because she doesn't want to be restrained anymore, and she doesn't want to make compromises because of kindness!

Sighing slightly, Long Ao took out a pill and swallowed one, and lay down without looking at the food on the table.

Early the next morning, Long Ao went to the school grounds with Xiaoyue as usual, and it was still the same as before, she sat alone under the tree and squinted her eyes, not knowing what she was thinking.

If it wasn't for her pale face, she wouldn't be able to tell the difference from usual at all.

"Longao"!After arranging everyone's morning exercise, Zhou Yu came under the tree, "How is your injury?"

Looking at the worried expression on the girl's face, Long Ao raised his eyebrows, and there was nothing unusual on his expression.

"I'm fine, thank you for your concern, it's just that your sudden behavior makes me very uncomfortable. I'm still used to the old you."

Seeing the young man's playful expression, Zhou Yu blushed and looked a little embarrassed.

"I know I was unfriendly before," Zhou Yu pursed her lips, "but at that time, you were just a stranger to me, so I couldn't trust you naturally."

"And now! Do you think you can trust me?"Long Ao asked.

Seeing the boy's somewhat elusive expression, Zhou Yu put on a smile and said in a gentle voice. "Yes, I think you can be trusted now."

"Why"?Long Ao slightly raised his eyebrows, "It's because of Xiaoyue"!

"Not exactly." Zhou Yu looked at the figure working hard in the crowd, his face softened a lot, "Because I don't think you are a bad person."

"Because I believe that a person who knows how to repay kindness will never be a heinous person." When he looked at Long Ao again, Zhou Yu's eyes no longer had the previous defense.

"That might disappoint you," Long Ao lowered his eyelids and said in a flat voice.

"As I said before, I am not a good person, and I am a person with no moral bottom line."

"Do you think a person who has no moral bottom line is a so-called good person"?When Long Ao looked at her again, he had covered all the emotions in his eyes, only the slightly curved corners of his mouth were full of sarcasm.

"There is no moral bottom line! If you were a person without a moral bottom line, you wouldn't stand up when Xiaoyue and Aunt Ruo were in danger."

"I won't be so entangled anymore, will I? I don't want to accept my kindness because I'm afraid, or I don't want to have anything to do with us."

"Afraid that you owe something you can't repay, because you know you're going to leave here sooner or later, am I right"?Zhou Yu twitched the corners of his mouth, looking a bit distressed.

She didn't know whether she should say these words, nor did she know how the other party would react after hearing them.

"Zhou Yu, I think you may have misunderstood something, Long Ao looked at her with a slight smile on his face, "It is undeniable, it is indeed as you said."

"I don't want to have anything to do with you, just because I have to leave here sooner or later, and as you said, I don't want to owe a kindness that I can't repay."

"But it's not because of fear, but because of disgust." Speaking of this, Long Ao's deep eyes were full of boredom and impatience.

For me, the kindness of others is not salvation but hell. Thinking of Ling Yan, Long Ao frowned slightly, then shook his head slightly.

Ling Yan and this are in a completely different situation, and they really don't know who owes whom.

For Ling Yan, she helped Yun Yin untangle her heart knot, which may be a great kindness that cannot be repaid, and Ling Yan has given her advice, which is also a kindness that cannot be repaid to her. That is, they do not owe each other.

But the most important thing is, even if she knows that this is an irrepayable kindness, she will still accept Ling Yan's guidance.

Because for her, there is nothing more important than improving her strength, and she can even destroy the principle for this.

She is indeed a very bad person!Long Ao's cold eyes were full of mockery, but because she lowered her head slightly, Zhou Yu didn't see it. At this time, the boy's eyes were full of self-mockery.

"I know, it may be difficult at the beginning, because I always feel that others are good to me for a purpose, and I close myself in my own world, and I don't want to try to trust others."

"Pushing away the hand extended by others time and time again, constantly squandering the goodwill of others, hurting others to the brim, but without the slightest awareness."

Zhou Yu's voice was light and light, as if it had no weight at all, but to Long Ao, these words were like a huge boulder, hitting her heart hard, making her expression distorted due to pain.

"Enough, I'm different from you," Long Ao shouted loudly.The voice was so loud that even everyone who was doing morning exercises on the school grounds was attracted.

She shouldn't have lost control like this, but Zhou Yu's words directly hit her sore spot, Long Yun was her Achilles' heel, being said so bluntly made her lose control of her emotions in an instant.

Seeing the eyes of everyone looking over, Long Ao's expression became more and more icy, and there seemed to be ice flakes flying in those eyes.

"Zhou Yu, please don't peek into other people's hearts without authorization. Next time, I don't know if I will be as calm as I am now," Long Ao said.

"calm"!Zhou Yu couldn't help swallowing her saliva. In her eyes, the boy at this time was definitely not calm.

The icy coldness emitted by those dark and deep eyes seems to be able to freeze people.

In the depths of those eyes, there seemed to be endless darkness pervading, as if the next second, it would be swallowed up by this darkness.

Maybe it was frightened by such Long Ao, Zhou Yu didn't make any reaction to the move of leaving without the other party's sleeve.

"Zhou Yu, what happened? Did he bully you?" Liu Qing asked after everyone walked in.

"No, don't think too much, go to training!"Looking at the back of Long Ao leaving, Zhou Yu's expression was somewhat self-blame.

She was too impulsive and said a lot of things that shouldn't be said. After this trouble, the relationship between the two became more rigid.

In the next few days, the two of them didn't even say a word. To Long Ao, she didn't really mind what happened before.

It's just that Zhou Yu's words made her a little afraid to face her!

No matter Zhou Yu's own experience, or what she saw from her words and deeds.

The secret in my heart is discovered, it's like being thrown away, there is no secret at all, no one would like this feeling, and of course Long Ao doesn't like it either.

Compared with Long Ao, Zhou Yu's life during this period can be described as quite tormented.

Because of the previous incident, although she wanted to find Long Ao Dao, but every time she saw the other party avoiding him deliberately, her words were stuck in her mouth and she couldn't get it out.

In addition, Long Ao didn't give her a chance to speak at all, which made her unable to speak out, and the relationship between the two of them has been so rigid.

To Long Ao, there was nothing wrong with this, but to Zhou Yu, it was something she couldn't help but mind anyway.

The moonlight was cold, and Long Ao stood outside, looking up at the sky above his head, with a sad and nostalgic expression. For her, today is not a good day.

Today is her birthday, but it is also the day when the person she loves and cherishes leaves her.

No matter in this life or in the previous life, birthday is not a day worth celebrating for Long Ao.

I don't know if this is a malicious arrangement from the heavens, or what, today is the day when her relatives leave her, and it is also the day when Long Yun leaves her.

So, how could it be possible to like it, how could it be possible to think that her birth was something worth celebrating.

"Brother Long Ao", when Long Ao was feeling sad alone, a small head poked out from the door next door.

"Xiaoyue, why haven't you slept yet, seeing the little girl, Long Ao couldn't help curling the corners of his mouth.

"I couldn't sleep, so I ran out quietly." Xiaoyue closed the door gently, and ran to Long Ao with a smile on her face.

"What are you thinking? Can't sleep", Long Ao patted the other person's small head.

"I was thinking about Brother Longao and Sister Yu, Xiaoyue said seriously.

Long Ao was stunned for a moment, obviously he did not expect that this little guy would suddenly say such a sentence.

"I can see that Sister Yu has been very distressed recently. She must be blaming herself for what made Brother Long Ao angry before."

"Because Sister Yu is a very good person, so I hope Brother Long Ao will not be angry with her again.

"I'm not mad at her, I'm just...."!Speaking of this, Long Ao suddenly stopped, looked at Xiaoyue's innocent face, swallowed the words that came to his mouth, and emphasized it again. "I'm not angry"!

"Really? That's great." Xiaoyue seemed relieved, and even the smile on her face became brighter.

Seeing Xiaoyue's smiling face, Long Ao felt amused, but at the same time laughed at himself for making a child worry, as an adult.She really failed!