For the rest of his life

One day, the past turned to flowering ashes, on which the tree of death rose.People in the world are overwhelmed and miss each other in a hurry.

Lu Qiong held Xu Chenmu's hand, her fingers were cold, she seemed very nervous, she couldn't help worrying if she was sick or something, but luckily not, Xu Chenmu was shivering from the cold as he stepped on the rain, and didn't wear thick clothes clothes, the cold seeps into the bone marrow.

Holding a big bag of snacks in her hand, Xu Chenmu was not in a hurry at all. She lowered her head and insisted on walking exactly the same way as Lu Qiong. She lowered her head and adjusted her steps. She was childish to death. Walking along the bricks, raise your hands high and flat, as if the pigeons are looking forward to the food at the moment of taking off.

Lu Qiong then let her go to kill the time, but the length of life was lengthened because of this, Xu Chenmu was very happy, it lasted longer than staying at home for so-called meaningful things.Xu Chenmu was not like this in the past, although he had a very childish side, he never showed it, as if he was pretending to be an adult in front of her, covering up, the two of them kept their secrets for each other's sake, concealing meaningless things was like cheating .

But that's not the case.She remembered the scene of the first quarrel with Xu Chenmu, and it wasn't really a quarrel. It was because of Tang Yi. She didn't know why Xu Chenmu always had trouble with Tang Yi. Tang Yi belonged to Lu Qiong. Cousin, who took care of her since she was a child, and has a deep friendship. In the past, Xu Chenmu also smiled falsely with Tang Yi, but later it turned into an indifferent expression, with a bloody hand stretched out of his eyes to kill Tang Yi. Pulled into the general.

Once, on the bright side, Xu Chenmu and Tang Yi had trouble getting along, embarrassing him, and embarrassing her a lot at the same time, she told Xu Chenmu calmly that she could speak out if she misunderstood Tang Yi.Xu Chenmu then laughed: "Misunderstanding? Very good misunderstanding."

"What do you mean?" Lu Qiong was annoyed by her half-smile expression.

"I don't care."

"..."

"He is your cousin, we are all one family." Xu Chenmu smiled coldly, "That's it, I was wrong." He spread his hands, turned around and disappeared, and their situation has changed since then. It became indifferent, and no one wanted to think that it was their fault. It was such a very meaningless thing, but because of this thing, they vented out the conflicts they had accumulated like sex, so they had a cold war.

This was the scene before Xu Chenmu lost his memory. After that, he quarreled several times, until the last quarrel, which made him break up no matter what.

Xu Chenmu answered the phone and opened the door to go out.She asked if she would come back tomorrow?

Xu Chenmu said back.Then look back and laugh.Smile sincerely.

Came back in a dream the next day.

A nightmare that lasted until yesterday.She was beaten, lost her memory, bloody until yesterday.

Lu Qiong thought sadly, is the current Xu Chenmu still hers?The estrangement between Tang Yi and Tang Yi yesterday seemed to be deep in her memory. She didn't understand what entanglement Tang Yi had with Xu Chenmu.No one said anything, maintaining an awkward tacit understanding.

Xu Chenmu was gradually remembering something, but he couldn't remember her, Lu Qiong.

One day she remembered the conflicts in the past, will she still be Xu Chenmu now?

The lights in the community were all turned off, and the world was silent.While she was standing here with a lot of thoughts, Xu Chenmu ran over in a flash, with piercing eyes: "Lu Qiong."

"Ok?"

"are you happy?"

"Hmm." After thinking for a while, he nodded and showed a peaceful smile.

She is too worried about gains and losses.

"If I can't remember your name tomorrow, don't be sad, I will always remember." Xu Chenmu sighed, "I have tried my best to remember, but if tomorrow something uncontrollable factor, I can’t help it, right?”

"It's okay." Lu Qiong didn't have any expectations about it either.

"When I remember, I'm going back to work, and then you won't have to work so hard."

"Okay." Go back to work and run away.She pursed her lips, but she always supported this guy, and she didn't mean it.

"We're going to have a dog, a cat, a chicken, a fish—"

"Do not."

"a dog."

"Yes." Lu Qiong felt that she would really make trouble.They used to have a dog. Once, because of Xu Chenmu's audacity, he reported on a subject that could not be reported. The other party offered her a hush money, but she stupidly refused. The editor-in-chief also asked for leave that day, and Xu Chenmu was responsible. Didn't say it was published, and didn't report it to the leader. The response was huge and caused a sensation. Later, they apologized and dealt with it, but nothing happened. When Xu Chenmu went abroad for an interview in retaliation, Lu Qiong was on fire at the time. He didn't do anything to her, the man was also wrong, he dragged the dog to slaughter the dog's head and hung it at the door of Lu Qiong's house.

As soon as Lu Qiong went out, she saw the dog's head with an expressionless face, and her heart skipped a beat. She seemed to be as expressionless as a dog. She carried the dog's head to bury it, and set up a small grave to commemorate it ceremonially. He leveled the dirt bag, and when Xu Chenmu came back, he told her that the dog had run away from home.

She thought of so many things at once, Xu Chenmu didn't know all of them. Thinking of this, she stretched out her hand silently and pulled her into the building. The whole building was powered off, so she took out her mobile phone to turn on the flashlight, and walked slowly from the stairs. step up.

"Xu Chenmu." Lu Qiong called her softly. They always called each other by their full names, and they didn't have nicknames that young people used to. Both of them seemed to get goosebumps all over the place, and they were afraid to avoid such things. , On the contrary, there is a kind of intimacy like a classmate.

"what?"

"It's boring being with me, I'm boring."

She said with some regret, holding her hand, which was still holding a snack bag, and she hooked her little finger over: "I used to have depression, the kind that would have hallucinations, and I was very concerned about gains and losses, about 100 million This reason can make me feel very sad, and when I am with you, I always get sad for no reason, and do very unsightly things, and it is very tiring to be with me." Lu Qiong confessed to herself, and turned her head to look at Xu Chen Mu: "You have no memory, so there is no need to make a lifetime promise."

"Do you despise me?" Xu Chenmu missed the point again.

"……No."

"Then I want to be with you." Xu Chenmu sighed, "You see, I'm the troublesome kind of person who doesn't remember anything and lives like a rice worm. Don't think about it, we are a natural pair and just complement each other, don't you think?"

"..." Lu Qiong fell silent.He lowered his head and opened the door, pushed it open with his shoulders, put on his shoes, went to find a candle and lit it, the wax oil dripped on the back of the small plate, and then stabilized it, before Xu Chenmu put everything down, he pulled out a deck of cards, Throwing the cards on the coffee table, "Come on, play poker."

"...?" Xu Chenmu was a little confused.

"I don't want these messy things anymore. Let's do things that we don't usually do." Lu Qiong pointed to poker.Xu Chenmu's mind suddenly rang, he thought for a few seconds, stared at Lu Qiong, under the shadow of the candle, one-third of his cheeks were hidden in the darkness, looking distant and mysterious, his hands slowly Slowly shuffling the cards, he looked up at her.

"...Huh? I don't know how to play."

"I don't know how either, let's pull the train." Lu Qiong smiled, "Play until late, until I am very sleepy."

"Lu Qiong, you are so pretty."

"..." Lu Qiong split the cards into two piles and pushed one over, "I'm very happy."

It seems that Lu Qiong suddenly gave up all his thoughts about gain and loss, and the concept of the future. Life is too long, and it ends without time to think about it.Xu Chenmu said before that he should make himself feel better.

Taking a deep breath, he threw out the cards drawn from the pile, turned them over, two of hearts, Xu Chenmu grabbed another pile, and played with her a child's little game of pulling trains, as if dignifiedly It's the same as playing Three Kingdoms.This kind of game doesn't need to be learned, it can be seen at a glance.

Two of Spades.

There was already a long dragon on the coffee table, Lu Qiong turned over the card, smiled, took back all her own cards, and placed the card again, nine of spades.

Xu Chenmu quickly dropped an unknown card, then quickly picked up both cards, and then dropped another card. After Lu Qiong put down the card, she casually put another card, and then quickly grabbed it. up.

play tricks.

"Xu Chenmu." Lu Qiong smiled, "Don't make trouble."

"Huh? I don't have any!" Xu Chenmu got up and sat next to Lu Qiong, and took the cards to show her. Lu Qiong was still smiling to see if her numbers really matched. Chen Mu sneaked his head over and said, "Your skin is really good."

"Go down." Lu Qiong unknowingly lifted Xu Chenmu up, pressed her leg and threw it down.

"What?" Xu Chenmu pretended not to hear, and leaned in with his whole body, "I didn't cheat."

Lu Qiong then turned her head away, she finally ignited the enthusiasm for playing poker, Xu Chenmu was really too much, so she put her own cards neatly and carefully aside, as if for the uncle, and turned around He squinted his head.

"Xu Chenmu." Her voice was cool.

"Hey." The other party replied enthusiastically.

Lu Qiong's hand stretched in from the hem of her clothes silently like a snake.

Icy cold.

"Ah! It's so cold!" Xu Chenmu jumped away in a hurry, and started to pull the train in a regular manner. Let alone the two tricks just now, he looked up at Lu Qiong, who raised his hand with great enthusiasm. The cards in it, began to continue this childish game.

Lu Qiong actually iced her.

She thought silently, she just threw herself into her arms and hugged her, what's so good about the poker.

Lowering her head and throwing out the cards resentfully, Lu Qiong played a card contentedly, then took back the pile of dragons, and happily put down another card.

Does Lu Qiong really want to change anything?

The candlelight swayed, and her own shadow swayed. She lowered her head to play games with Lu Qiong. Lu Qiong enjoyed it, so she laughed and couldn't explain why she became happier. The card made Lu Qiong always win, and as the night darkened, Lu Qiong tirelessly enjoyed the winner's game.

Xu Chenmu suddenly felt that her mind was wobbling, something was empty, she gradually became dizzy, there were many figures, but she couldn't remember anything, the night was slowly passing by, she closed her eyes, it seemed that those figures also disappeared It was the same, she tried to grab something, but couldn't touch anything.