Kiss me today and die

Facing Dick's robbery, Xia Ren only replied with a sneer and a sentence: "Chen Duxiu is not as good as you."

Dick's molestation also triggered Xia Ren's self-criticism, how could he be so blind at the beginning, that he would be so moved by Dick who was acting recklessly like this.This is not scientific at all.Unable to find a reason, Xia Ren could only attribute his impulsiveness to the fact that when a person is in a crisis, his mind always needs to be short-circuited, either here or there.

At least, Xia Ren felt that with his personality, it was impossible for him to fall in love with someone so quickly.Now, with the memory filter removed, Dick really doesn't look so pleasing to the eye.

Xia Ren suppressed the last doubt in his heart - it should be said that with his character, he is not the kind of impulsive person.Was it true that just because it was a critical moment and Dick did something that touched him, he would be moved casually, and even hesitate to speak to make Dick misunderstand?

If he really fell in love with Dick, then something else must have happened, but he couldn't remember it.

From a rational point of view, facing this kind of abnormality, Xia Ren must really want to pursue it. He can't let any situation in his life that he can't control or predict happen.But his brain didn't cooperate, as if someone had just dug that piece out of his brain, without leaving any clues.Facing a blank, even if Xia Ren was given an IQ ten times higher than Einstein's, he still couldn't figure it out.

Dick had already talked about such an ending. After all, Xia Ren just lost his memory, not his brain.He shrugged, neither disappointed nor embarrassed, still with a playful smile on his face: "There is nothing difficult in life, as long as you are willing to try."

Maybe one day Xia Ren will relax and agree.

Xia Ren gave Dick a sideways look, and joked, "That saying is, nothing is difficult in life, as long as you are willing to give up."

"Impossible, it's impossible to give up in this life!" Dick retorted solemnly, with firm eyes and a serious face. He never joked about his feelings for Xia Ren, because he couldn't afford it.

Xia Ren could only change the subject: "Get me something to eat, can you?"

Dick immediately got up and went about it happily, as if doing something for Xia Ren was something he should be happy about.What Dick took out was a thermos bucket, which contained the old duck soup with winter bamboo shoots that he had stewed all morning. It nourishes the blood and nourishes the stomach. It is refreshing and healthy, and it is most suitable for people who are not nourished.

Looking at Dick's busy figure, Xia Ren couldn't tell what it was like.His life has been completely messed up since that car accident.

"Don't think so much." Dick knew what Xia Ren was worried about without even turning his head. "I like you, and I have to rush to serve you. What does it have to do with you? I don't either. I must be asking for something in vain. What I want is that you like me too. But even if I don't get what I want in the end, it is my own emotional investment failure. The blame is on me, not on you. You can feel at ease Let nature take its course."

Xia Ren frowned, not agreeing with Dick's statement.he has always been...

"Don't give people any unnecessary hope, right?" Dick took the duck soup and carefully delivered it to Xia Ren's mouth. It is not a problem for others to stop losses in time. This method is not a problem for others. I even support you. But I am different. Let’s just say that in your heart, I am a paranoia and a neuropathy. Zhili, am I a particularly persistent person?"

"Break through the south wall and don't look back." Xia Ren took the bowl and took a sip of the soup, feeling his whole heart warm.

"Yes! I am such a person. If you beat me to death, I will insist that I am right. In other words, no matter what you do, I will like you. Once you reject me, I will be sad once, but I I will not give up; if you reject me a hundred times, I will be sad a hundred times, but I still will not give up. The starting point for you to stop the loss in time is to make me feel less painful than long-term pain, right? I won’t give up, it means I’ve been in pain, suffering countless times. Then you might as well wait until one day I figure it out, or I’m cured of the disease. I’ll be in pain that time , right? At least I’m happy up front.”

This is obviously a heresy, but Xia Ren was strangely understood by Dick.Especially when he heard Dick say that he was sad a hundred times when he rejected him a hundred times.Xia Ren didn't want to hurt Dick.

"Really, don't worry about it." In order to convince Xia Ren, Dick did not hesitate to smear himself, "I am not a normal person, how can you deal with me with the thinking of a normal person? If you are not at ease , then let’s sign a contract, okay? I’m responsible for all my words and deeds now, and I don’t need you to do anything or respond. Just play a game with me who is crazy, look at me For the sake of almost dying for you, you pity me and coax me, will it work?"

In the end, Xia Ren didn't answer whether Dick was okay, but he couldn't think about whether he should keep a distance from Dick, because it was obvious that he couldn't keep it if he wanted to.

After Xia Ren finished drinking the soup, he asked another question that could at least lead to suspicion: "What's going on with Zhong Wan?"

Xia Ren didn't remember Dick because of amnesia. In the days when he didn't recover the copy of Nanjia Manor, he always thought that Dick was sick.But what about Zhong Wan?Although Xia Ren didn't remember it, he felt that with Dick's personality, it was impossible for this guy not to mention his delusional "relationship" with Xia Ren in front of Zhong Wan before.

But this time, Zhong Wan faced Dick as if he had never seen him before, which was very strange.

Dick rolled his blue eyes.

"I want to hear the truth." Xia Ren looked at Dick coldly, and simply stated a fact, "If you want me to recover my memory, no matter whether it exists or not, the premise must be that you tell the truth. Only the truth can stimulate my brain. False and wrong information will only make me form illusions."

Dick curled his lips, making small moves, but he was probably bluffed by Xia Ren, so he chose to tell the truth: "Do you still remember those horror games?"

"I remember watching other people play it." Xia Ren often accompanied Zhong Wan to watch some game anchors play games, and of course there were some scary ones.

"Then do you still have an impression of [save] in the game?"

Xia Ren nodded.

"That's easy to explain." Dick took out his phone and drew a simple diagram for Xia Ren. "Your save point is the ward after the car accident. Every time you finish the copy, you will return here. And I Will go back to the ward next to yours, I just happened to be sick too."

"Delusional disorder?"

"Absolutely not!"

Xia Ren smiled, and then began to seriously try to understand what Dick wanted to express: "As long as players have memories, people who don't participate in the game don't have that memory?"

Dick nodded: "That's almost what it means. It's just that in terms of time, we won't go back to the original point, that is, how much time has passed in the game, how long has passed in reality. It's just that people's memories in reality will be automatically rationalized. "At present, the ability of the big boss behind this terrible game is also limited, at least he can't beat time.

That is to say, from Zhong Wan's point of view, what happened during this period is that Xia Ren had a car accident before and only woke up now.Xia Ren didn't wake up, so they didn't have the so-called discussion at the beginning of the story.Zhong Wan is naturally still struggling with the beginning of his new book.

"You should also know something about the urination of the game "Happy April Fool's Day". I suspect that it doesn't explain anything. Every time it arranges access to and from the copy in this way, it is to make us suspect that there is something wrong with the people around us." Dick said before Suspected his assistant, "If there is any tragedy, the big boss behind the scenes will be even happier."

Xia Ren was persuaded, but he also proposed a counter-logic: "BOSS can also use this as a cover. Maybe most people have rationalized their memories, but BOSS can also use this to pretend to be people around us , to make trouble."

"You mentioned it before, but I haven't found out the abnormal character around us yet."

"Don't worry," Xia Ren narrowed his eyes, "the tail will always show."

"By the way, has Zhong Wan participated in the "Happy April Fool's Day" show?" Xia Ren still didn't understand.

"That's the invitation to start the dungeon. The people around you will always arrange various reasons to pull you into that game. It's not that Zhong Wan dragged you to participate in the show, you were unlucky and implicated, but you have already been selected , is destined to participate in this game, that's why Zhong Wan dragged you to that game."

Players will not change, only the reasons for participating in the game will change.

Generally, after learning the name "Happy April Fool's Day", the old players will not try to avoid this fate. After all, they don't want to cause trouble for the people around them, let them do some abnormal things, and then Then the memory is washed away.

"If I didn't agree to Zhong Wan's participation in the show, there would always be someone else who would continue to drag me?"

It wasn't Zhong Wan who got Xia Ren into trouble, but Xia Ren who got Zhong Wan into trouble.

"Yes."

I have to say that the feeling of hurting my friends is really bad.Xia Ren asked again: "How long can I rest after a dungeon ends?"

"Not necessarily," Dick couldn't give an accurate time, "It may be long or short. The longest time, we rested for more than a year."

"When the next dungeon starts, Zhong Wan will still invite me? Can it be avoided?" Xia Rensheng was afraid that Zhong Wan would participate, so he really joined this infinite reincarnation game.

"Okay, when I receive the invitation, I will invite you along the way, so as to ensure that we will always have the same copy. We have always done this before."

Dick and Xia Ren both knew why the Nan Family Dungeon didn't do that.

"If, I mean, if, I really played the game many times, what about my reward?"

Dick: "Will you believe me if I say I don't know?"