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"Qin Zhanbai, I just watched a Korean drama."

"Well, what are you talking about?"

"It is about a couple who abandoned their child for many years and suddenly came to ask him for forgiveness, and gave him a USB flash drive. There is a video in the USB flash drive, which records the collective apology scene of those who hurt the child in the past. "

"Well, what then?"

"The couple said they loved their baby, but left him at his saddest time. They divorced, went abroad, one remarried and had a baby with their lover of six years, and the other started a new relationship. .”

"Do you think they really love their children?"

"I don't know. If you love him, why didn't you tell him these things earlier? Why didn't you come back to take a look after you left for so many years? If you didn't love him, why did you act for him for six years and wanted to take him with you when you reorganized the family? That kid goes with me."

"Did the boy go with them?"

"No, he doesn't want to go to a foreign country and face a broken family."

"Will that kid forgive those who hurt him?"

"No. Now he is not qualified to choose to forgive for him in the past. But he is relieved, at least those people know that they are wrong, and will not use the same reason and method to hurt others again."

"Is the love that the child once received real?"

"Perhaps so."

"What do other viewers think?"

"They don't want their children to forgive, whether it's the parent or the person apologizing."

"Everything is in the past. It is meaningless to discuss whether the couple loves their child or not. After all, what should have passed has already passed. It doesn't matter what others think, and it doesn't matter whether they forgive or not. The important thing is that the child knows how to let go. Let go of yourself, let the wounds in your heart heal, and don't worry about whether you should forgive."

"It's enough for a person's heart to be able to pretend to be himself. The child can't forgive so many pasts, but at least his parents really love him. No matter how much this love is, it is a kind of comfort to him."

"..."

"Have you watched that Korean drama too?"

"I don't like it, but I've seen it."

"Then do you know that child suddenly wants to fall in love?"

"...Now I know."

After finishing the call, Bai Wuye threw the phone aside, lay on the bed in a big shape with his hands and feet spread out, and let the cats crawl around on him.My brain is empty, and I feel that everything has been poured out after a burst of venting crying just now. I am very tired now, but also very relaxed.

The appearance of his parents and the apology video on the USB flash drive tore apart the two deepest scars on his heart, and pus and blood flowed out. It hurts a lot now, but when the bleeding is over, the wounds will truly heal.

Qin Zhanbai is right, people's hearts are very small, it is enough to pretend to be themselves, and they cannot forgive so many people.The only function of this video is to comfort the self who wanted to cry but couldn't cry in the past, and let him learn to let go.As for other more things... There is a vast sea of ​​people, maybe they will never meet again in this life, and the best way is to forget each other.

Turning over and stretching out his long arms, he wrapped the three cats in his arms, and Bai Wuye rubbed his forehead against them one by one, feeling drowsy. He maintained this position and soon fell asleep.

At the same time, the coffee shop not far from Bai Wuye's house.

"It's so cold that you called me out just to hear you make chicken soup for your sweetheart?" The handsome young man in a red coat, who was sitting next to the window and close to the aisle, rolled his eyes at the person opposite him regardless of his appearance. He might feel cold, but he Shrinking his neck, he carefully pulled the scarf around his neck, and let out a breath of white air.

Qin Zhanbai put down the phone, with the gentle smile on his brows and eyes when he was talking with Bai Wuye, he glanced at him lightly: "It's better than you spent months beautifying a scarf."

Ning Xiaohe, that is, the young man made no secret of his embarrassment, and smiled with straight white teeth: "You can envy it, you can't envy it! This is a Christmas present from my Yu'er, and he wove it by himself. Yo!"

"Forgive me, he wove three pieces, one for me, one for Aye, and the last one for you. No matter how beautiful you are, you can't deny the fact that people don't have any thoughts about you at all." Qin Zhanbai Unhurriedly pierced his heart, took off his gloves, poured sugar into the coffee and stirred.

Ning Xiaohe pursed his mouth: "What's the matter? If you are sincere, gold and stone are the same. One day I will impress him."

"Okay, for the sake of being friends for a few years, if you really get married with him, I will definitely pay you to buy firecrackers to celebrate." Qin Zhanbai said slowly.

Ning Xiaohe rolled her eyes arrogantly, but was not hit.

The two sat for a while, drinking coffee and drinking coffee, in a daze, completely ignoring each other, until after half a cup of coffee and feeling less cold, Ning Xiaohe opened his mouth to break the inexplicable silence.

"Hey, aren't you going to tell him?"

"Tell him what?" Qin Zhanbai who added a spoonful of sugar to the coffee asked knowingly.

Ning Xiaohe joked funnyly: "Do you only have seven seconds of memory? Of course you told him what you did for him. The people in that video were you and the brats from Shangguan's family who worked hard to find out one by one Yes, you told his parents what happened back then, even if you can't be moved, you can always thank him."

"There's nothing to say, I don't want him to feel that I'm controlling his life. You know, he doesn't want to think about those things." Qin Zhanbai breathed out and said softly: "But I can't let him hold that part forever To live with a gloomy memory, he has to make changes by himself. I don’t like meddling in other people’s lives, and I don’t think I have the right to comment on other people’s decisions without knowing their mood. It’s his business not to forgive , outsiders are not qualified to intervene, all I can do is to open his wound and let the pus and blood flow clean."

Ning Xiaohe looked at him strangely, and shook his head after a long time: "I don't understand what you are thinking. But speaking of it, his parents are also interesting. Since they don't love each other, why did they marry and give birth to him?"

"If you are willing to let go of your own perspective and feelings and stand in their position, you will understand. At that time, their hometown was hit by a flash flood, and they were the only survivors in the whole village. They must feel ashamed of their parents, so they did it. Foolishly shifting the compensatory mentality to marriage, thinking that I can let them rest in peace by fulfilling the marriage contract set by my parents." Qin Zhanbai has no objection to this, "There are all kinds of weird things in the world. Their mentality is the best to understand, and they really love Aye. As parents, you can say that they are incompetent, but you can’t say that they shouldn’t get married and give birth to Aye. This makes me feel like you A silly roe deer."

Ning Xiaohe, who was teased again, stared at him angrily.

"Probably understands this truth, so Aye's resentment towards them has always been only when they cheated and abandoned him when he was most sad, but he never thought about it. Since they don't love each other, why bother to marry and give birth to him. Love is not a necessity for marriage, it is a spice, not to mention that people's feelings have already formed a deeper family relationship, why do you only focus on one place?"

"I don't understand these things. I just know that if I were Xiao Yezi, I would definitely not be able to forgive them." Ning Xiaohe said sullenly with her chin resting on her raised arms.

"That's his decision." Qin Zhanbai raised the corners of his mouth and smiled indifferently, and quickly lowered it again, "I won't talk about that. I asked you to come out today to ask you to do me a favor."

"Say it." Ning Xiaohe said lazily without raising his eyelids.

"Shangguan Yu, the kid in the video asked me to find someone, but I don't have time recently, so I want to ask you to do it for me." Qin Zhanbai took out a photo from his pocket and pushed it over, tapping the name on the back of the photo with his finger , "Let me tell you something first, since you can't find someone from that kid's family background, you may have to work harder."

Hearing this, Ning Xiaohe curiously picked up the photo and turned it to the front.In the photo is a handsome, gentle and refined young man, wearing a silver-gray casual suit, with a slender figure. It is not at all obvious that he is still a student, but more like a business elite who has been in the mall for many years.

"Hey, what a coincidence!" Ning Xiaohe sat up straight all of a sudden, with a strange light in his eyes, "I know this guy, and you know him too!"

Qin Zhanbai raised his eyebrows slightly: "How to say?"

"I just had an interview with him two days ago, he is the 'Mingxi Fengyun' of our fixed group of eating chicken!"

"...What a coincidence."

……

In the evening, Bai Wuye was awakened from sleep by a burst of familiar sweet fragrance.Opening his eyes in a daze, he got out of bed with bare feet like a sleepwalker, walked into the kitchen with drooping eyelids, half asleep, but bumped into someone the moment he entered the door.

There was that sweet scent on that person.

His forehead hit his shoulder so painfully that Bai Wuye woke up suddenly. He looked up in a daze and saw Qin Zhanbai's smiling face.

Qin Zhanbai was holding two plates of freshly baked biscuits in his hand, and was wearing the pink girly apron he gave him when he went shopping in the supermarket. Although his arms were outstretched when he hit him and he didn't hug him, the smile on his face showed Out of the joy of throwing arms at him.

"Why are you here?" Bai Wuye asked, holding his forehead and stepping back, his eyes glued to the biscuit, swallowing.

"I was afraid that you would do something stupid, so I came here to stare at you." Qin Zhanbai said jokingly, as if he was not worried about hurting him, and added after speaking: "I heard that strenuous exercise can help regulate your mood. I can accompany you if you want."

Unexpected strollers are the deadliest.

For some reason, only Qin Zhanbai didn't feel hurt when he mentioned this matter.Bai Wuye shook his head, patted him expressionlessly, took a plate of biscuits, grabbed a few pieces and stuffed them into his mouth, and walked out, saying: "Compared with the exercise adjustment method, I prefer the sweet food adjustment method. "

Qin Zhanbai's smile deepened, and he followed his steps out of the kitchen. When he looked down, he found that he was not wearing shoes. He narrowed his eyes, turned and walked in another direction.

So, as soon as Bai Wuye sat down on the sofa, before he swallowed the biscuit in his mouth, Qin Zhanbai, who was still wearing an apron, took out his slippers from his room.

"Put your shoes on."

"...you're really free." Bai Wuye flattened her mouth and stuffed her feet into the fluffy slippers obediently.

Qin Zhanbai smiled silently, turned back to the kitchen and brought out the remaining desserts and black tea.

Small biscuits made into cartoon images, delicate and steaming vanilla cakes, heart-shaped chocolates, and two cups of mellow milk tea are laid out on the coffee table, exuding a tempting aroma.

Bai Wuye's eyes lit up when he saw it, and he grabbed the small cakes one by one with both hands and stuffed them into his mouth. The sweet and delicious taste exploded on his taste buds, making him squint his eyes in satisfaction.Qin Zhanbai didn't fight with him, but just drank his tea without taking a sip, but his eyes never left him.

Eating snacks happily, Bai Wuye had a happy expression of being captured by food, completely unable to see that he had cried embarrassingly while hugging his cat before.This is also his advantage, his self-regulation ability is very strong, or he has a big heart.

"Aren't you going to eat it?" He licked the candy on the corner of his lips, seeing Qin Zhanbai's eyes looking at him without blinking, his face became hot, and he reached out to take the biscuit to avoid his gaze as if to cover up.

"I don't like sweets, eat more." Knowing that he was starting to feel uncomfortable, Qin Zhanbai shrugged, picked up the newspaper next to him and opened it, "If it's not enough, tell me, I'll take you out for a big meal."

"Why don't you take me to eat now?" Bai Wuye asked puzzledly, holding his fingertips dipped in chocolate sauce.Isn't it more troublesome to make desserts?

"I think you don't want to go out." Qin Zhanbai said casually after reading today's important information at a glance.He said it simply and lightly, but he didn't know how long he thought about it in secret.Before seeing Bai Wuye, all guesses were empty.

Bai Wuye stared at him for a long time with strange eyes, and finally ended with a smile.

The living room returned to silence, only the sound of his chewing "clicking" kept ringing.

After a while, Bai Wuye suddenly thought of something very important, and sat up straight vigilantly and stared at Qin Zhanbai: "Wait a minute! I locked the door before going to bed, and you don't have a key, how did you get in? "

Finally noticed this.

Qin Zhanbai smiled inscrutably, spread out his hands, and a key lay quietly in the palm of his hand: "Last time I happened to see you put the spare key behind the shoe cabinet outside the door, today I thought of going there to find it. Come on, it's still there."

"Give it back to me!" Bai Wuye ate the biscuit in two or three bites, and rushed to snatch his key back from him, but he dodged and missed.

"Leave the spare key with me for a few days, and I'll return it to you when you recover." Qin Zhanbai said calmly, taking advantage of the fire to the extreme.

Bai Wuye puffed up her face angrily: "Hi!"

"Don't worry, this is just the door key. If you are afraid that I will climb into bed in the middle of the night, just lock the door of your room." Qin Zhanbai shook the key at him to tease him, but his pretty smile was extremely hateful in his eyes.

"You're annoying!" Bai Wuye said angrily as he grabbed a handful of biscuits and stuffed them into his mouth.

"Didn't you hint at me?" Qin Zhanbai put down the newspaper, moved to his side and leaned closer to him, lowered his voice and said: "You said you wanted to fall in love, so I sent this to your door? "

Seeing his handsome face so close, with deep affection in his eyes, Bai Wuye expressionlessly picked up a piece of biscuit and paste it on his face.

Qin Zhanbai was not angry either, he took the biscuit and ate it with a smile.