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Later later, it was at their wedding.Six months after Dong Jiali was hospitalized, they decided to get married.Wang Xin'an wore a black suit, and Dong Jiali, who was dressed in white gauze, hugged him and acted like a baby.Dong's father and mother Dong couldn't hold back their persistent daughter, and finally agreed to the marriage.He also began to pay attention to and investigate Wang Xin'an's work in Wanming City, planning to move the family to Europe after they get married and register a company for Wang Xin'an.Everyone is envious, this person climbed up to Dong Jia and reached the sky in one step.Guan Chen felt that Wang Xin'an just wanted to find someone to settle down and get married safely.

The band invited for the wedding is not like the previous weddings, playing English songs suitable for weddings.Instead, he deduces a very old love song with a deep cello: "Summer Wind"

I will always remember the summer wind,

through the hair and through the ears,

I see your cool smile sometimes, when you are shy.

The exquisite workmanship of the band made all the guests feel the comfort brought by the instrument. In fact, the tune is a bit sad, but in this cheerful atmosphere, no one cares.There were no lyrics, but Guan Chen felt sad when he heard it.

Occasionally, I would think of when they were in college, when Stefanie Sun and her lonely and ethereal music were popular.At that time, in order to attract Yuan Qingmo's attention, Wang Xin'an permed Stefanie Sun's short hair, which was not as graceful as Stefanie Sun's, but unexpectedly playful and quiet.At that time, he appeared in the cafeteria with short hair and a pile of books in his arms. Guan Chen watched silently, as if he had seen his heart.

Holding the wine glass, Guan Chen looked at Wang Xin'an not far away, whose face was filled with genuine happiness.An An, I have now learned how to love someone, how to express my love to the other person, and how to cherish the happiness in front of me.Want to marry you, want to be with you.I want to go through the joys and sorrows of the world with you.It's just that it's too late.

When it came time to finally get married, Mu Xieci, who had been crazy in the past, calmed down instead.Guan Chen didn't understand why he was able to let go suddenly. Although his performance was normal and calm today, Guan Chen just felt faintly uneasy.

Sure enough, the most worrying thing still came.An unspeakable scene was played on the huge LCD screen used to scroll through the wedding photos. In the picture, Wang Xin'an was cut behind his back and tied his hands to the pillars of the big sexy bed...all the people at the wedding banquet were shocked , the scene became chaotic in an instant, Dong Jiali slapped Wang Xin'an shamefully and angrily, and left with tears in her eyes, surrounded by her girlfriends and family members.Wang Xin'an panicked, and chased Dong Jiali desperately, but was stopped by Dong Jiali's brother and male guests. Dong Jiali's brother was angry that his sister had been humiliated, and waved his fist at Wang Xin'an's face. Wang Xin'an's nose was bruised and his face was swollen. Shouting towards the place where Dong Jiali left: "Carrie, don't go, I know I was wrong, I won't do it next time, don't go...don't go..."

Guan Chen, who was shackled by the bodyguards arranged by Mu Xieti, was heartbroken.

The next day, Dong Jiali, who was deeply disappointed in Wang Xin'an, went abroad cruelly. Mu Xiuci escorted and followed her all the way, leaving the bridegroom crying alone in the country.

When Wang Xin'an was found again, he was like a withered branch, and his whole body had already suffered a nervous breakdown.He was locked on Dennis' bed, trembling because of the severe pain caused by Dennis riding on him, his tears dried up, and his red and swollen eyes murmured from time to time: "Carrie, Carrie..."" Don't go." His lips moved from time to time like a fish that was about to dry out on the beach.No one thought that Dennis back then made a video, and in exchange, Mu Xiuci helped him get Wang Xin'an.In fact, it was very simple. Once Dong Jiali left, without the protection of the Dong family, Wang Xin'an was just a simple migrant worker in a big city.

Later, Guan Chen took him to see a doctor. The doctor said that he suffered from severe autism and neurasthenia, and that his moderate depression had turned to severe, and he might commit suicide at any time.The doctor strongly recommended hospitalization, and Guan Chen knew that he definitely didn't want to stay in a white hospital with disinfectant in the air.

Guan Chen thought of many ways, took him to see the sea, took him to the color party, took him back to his hometown, to see his father's lonely grave.And Wang Xin'an just kept silent, his spirit also collapsed, he would tremble uncontrollably in the middle of the night, dodge anyone's touch, and find everything he could get at hand to hurt himself.

When Wang Xin'an found out in time that he smashed the window with a chair and cut his bloody wrist with glass, any glass in the house was replaced with bulletproof.There was no blade, no needle, and even the sharpest corners were covered with plastic in the room.Even so, Guan Chen was still faintly uneasy and stayed with him all the time.In the eyes of outsiders, Guan Chen is insane. He would rather be bitten and scratched by Wang Xin'an crazily than put on him the elastic clothes that restrain mental patients.

In Lianglan Cafe, Yuan Qingmo, who had just finished his jet lag, came to buy coffee. Hu Liao said that he missed the coffee here.After staying abroad for the past few years, he has always been persistent. His parents couldn't help but finally accepted Hu Liao's existence and agreed to bring Hu Liao back to China for the first time.

As time goes by, this coffee shop is still there, but the decoration has changed a lot.There are no wooden doors and creepers all over the wall.Yuan Qingmo deliberately searched for the general direction of where they used to sit, but unexpectedly found Wang Xin'an.

Wang Xin'an was alone, sitting on the rattan chair, curled up, his eyes were empty and lifeless, like a pool of stagnant water, after heart-piercing, there would be no more waves.He had lost a lot of weight, his clothes looked empty, and he quietly looked at the passing pedestrians through the window.But it was raining, and the outside was clearly gray. The rainwater hit the windows, and some of it gathered into a stream, and then flowed down quickly.

It's not that Yuan Qingmo has never heard of domestic affairs, and he has also deliberately paid attention to them: the poor boy climbed high and chased the rich girl, the gay groom's plan on the wedding day was exposed, the bride went abroad after awakening, the poor boy found another way to make money... These things, rumors have it... When it reached Yuan Qingmo's ears, no one knew what Yuan Qingmo was thinking, and he never expressed his opinion to anyone.

When he walked up to Wang Xin'an, they all said that Wang Xin'an was crazy, and they didn't know if he could still recognize him.At this moment, Yuan Qingmo's heart was full of thoughts.Wang Xin'an saw him, and he saw that Wang Xin'an's eyes were like fireworks in the dark, blooming brilliantly for a moment, then darkening again.

You must have blamed me then.I miss you very much, miss you very much.

However, after I chose to be with Hu Liao, my heart felt as if a hole had been pierced, and the wind was blowing.Now, I don't even have the qualifications to say I love you.Guan Chen hurt you, so why not me?We keep saying we love you, but in the end?

Their eyes met, Yuan Qingmo only said: "Can I hug you?" Wang Xin'an's eyes were dull, and after a while, he nodded.

It turned out that he was already so thin, and the tears accumulated in Yuan Qingmo's eyes, who hugged Wang Xin'an tightly, finally welled up and flowed wantonly.I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Yuan Qingmo spoke hoarsely and silently. He now understands that the dignity, worldliness, and so-called fate that people care about are all dust, which makes those who have experienced it painful.Since we are in love, why did we care about everything in the first place? Why didn't we stay together!

Wang Xin'an buried his head in his neck, tears streaming down his face for many days without the ability to perceive the outside world.

On the other side of the seat, Guan Chen stood upright, with a calm expression and deep eyes.

In the dark, they began to fuck.

Guan Chen suppressed all his struggles and forcibly entered his body. Wang Xin'an hoarse and cried silently.Crying like he locked him in the school bathroom many years ago.

After the storm passed, everything calmed down, Guan Chen hugged him tightly, and gently wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes.

After that, Wang Xin'an's condition improved a lot. Although he still seldom spoke every day and reacted calmly and slowly, at least he didn't hurt himself again, and he was extremely dependent on Guan Chen.

On the seaside of Wanming City, the sea breeze howled recklessly, blowing wildly the broken hair on Wang Xin'an's forehead. Guan Chen came over and asked him sitting on the reef if he was cold. Wang Xin'an nodded and smiled like a child. pure.

"Go home when it's cold." Guan Chen said.Wang Xin'an nodded, then opened his arms, Guan Chen hugged him off the rock, and kissed his cold cheek.

If someone asks when Wang Xin'an is the happiest, Wang Xin'an will definitely answer without hesitation, now.