fantasy land

From that day on, Qi Hengzhi turned off all his work and concentrated on being with Xie Tiao at home.

The small building is isolated from the outside world, leaving a small world for the reunited couple.

But Xie Tiao has completely transformed, all the past pains are like a cocoon left in place by him, the butterfly in his heart has bitten through the silk, squeezed out the bondage and kissed Qi Hengzhi's chest.

They looked at each other, occasionally shy, shy, and waves left by pain.

It's just that Qi Hengzhi has become more cautious. He is so terrified that he doesn't know how to deal with someone who has lost once, even though he was once a near-omnipotent controller.

He would wake up earlier than Xie Tiao and go to bed later, looking at Xie Tiao with a sad look, as if he were treasured, feeling uneasy and unable to distinguish reality from dreams.

It seemed that Xie Tiao bravely walked out of those shadows, but he was shrouded in new shadows again.

He was still guilty, when Xie Tiao was about to hang up the new necklace again, he shook his head, hugged Xie Tiao and said, "If you don't like it, don't hang it up."

More directly, he is occasionally aphasic.

Pain cannot be healed instantly.Xie Tiao saw Qi Hengzhi's restraint in his eyes.

He knows that it's not that Qi Hengzhi doesn't love, but that he knows how to reach out. He cares about the mistakes he made, and still blames himself.Even though Qi Hengzhi still couldn't help hugging Xie Tiao, and hugged him tightly again.

That night, Xie Tiao was holding a notebook in Qi Hengzhi's arms, and wanted to read it with Qi Hengzhi.

"Let me show you something, Hengzhi."

Qi Hengzhi liked Xie Tiao calling his name softly. He lay down and shared a page of the book with Xie Tiao. When he read half of it, his expression sank.

"He sideways me today, he seems to like his partner to be more resilient, let him do whatever he wants."

"Qi Hengzhi may like others to kiss his back"

……

"This is my note, starting from ordering flowers, every time I have sex with you, I will write down the details of your likes and dislikes." Xie Tiao's voice trembled slightly.

For a long time, the only way for Xie Tiao and Qi Hengzhi to get in touch was to have sex. They didn't speak or communicate, and Qi Hengzhi didn't remember him at all.

But maybe thinking about a person's performance is to figure out him and understand him.Xie Tiao began to record and observe this young master Qi's preferences and habits through bed affairs after the flower spotting in the fantasy garden two years ago.

It was his only way, the only way.

It's ridiculous, it's ridiculous.One person knows all the orgasmic positions, all the arousals, all the little fetishes of the other, but can't speak to him.

Qi Hengzhi didn't know what to say at the moment, he looked at Xie Tiao, feeling sore and aching in his heart, trembling, he hugged his warm body tightly into his arms.

No wonder he was drunk that time, he said that he likes to be young.This is just the tip of the iceberg of Xie Tiao's observation and memory about himself.It turns out that there is a person who tries hard to understand himself and care about himself through such a humble but hard-working way.

Qi Hengzhi's heart was tugged violently.

"I have no other choice but this."

Xie Tiao raised his face to look at him, already crying with tears.

"Okay. Okay. It's okay, it's okay, Xie Tiao."

Qi Hengzhi's tears also came out, so natural, so logical.

"It's okay, Xie Tiao, it won't happen in the future." He tightened his arms and hugged the clumsy Xie Tiao tightly. "It won't happen in the future. I'll tell you everything, okay? I'll tell you everything I want."

"Yeah." Xie Tiao nodded vigorously in his arms.

"But you know what, I'm not afraid now."

Xie Tiao still had tears in his eyes, but smiled softly: "Because I know you like me, I am unique to you, you will remember me and care about me, I always didn't believe it before, and felt that I couldn't do it. , not worthy."

"But I was wrong. As long as you like it, no matter how bad I am, I am worthy."

Xie Tiao rushed towards Qi Hengzhi, and pressed his body temperature like a stove against Qi Heng's body: "So, let go of the pain, too, okay?"

"I never blamed you."

Qi Hengzhi replied with a kiss, the kiss was lingering and tender, and the tears were slightly bitter, rolling between their lips and tongue, scorching hot.

For a while, they may have shed all the tears in this life

After tears were shed, Qi Hengzhi personally hung the necklace with the word "Thank you" on Xie Tiao's neck.

They embraced together without any gap.

■

two lines.

Fang Yalin stood in front of the mirror, still unable to react.

There were two clear lines on the pregnancy test paper, she picked it up again, and read the instructions on the package word by word, "Positive, it is recommended to re-examine."

"Ahhhhhhhhhh!!!" she screamed, her face flushed with excitement, but immediately, she covered her mouth, she needed to calm down!Don't scare the little life that may have settled in the stomach.

An hour later, Fang Yalin asked the driver to drive her straight to the hospital wearing flat shoes.Fang Yalin ate breakfast and made an appointment with the doctor during the fast hour, and then stood there all the time, as if her clothes would be seen by her possible children.

Her brows and eyes are full of happiness, and there is a dream in the happiness.

She and Fei Man have a child!

She looked at her watch, at the moment Fei Man in Germany should still be sleeping, forget it, let that guy sleep for a while, Fang Yalin thought so, and went to the hospital in a blissful way.

A few hours later, Fang Yalin issued a circle of tickets just like that, with vibrato.

"My mother is pregnant!!!!!!"

The good news of Fang Yalin's pregnancy spread throughout their circle of friends.

On the first morning when he went back to work, Qi Hengzhi swiped to Moments and quickly sent a red envelope to Fang Yalin. Seeing his friend happily entering a new stage of life, and seeing Xie Tiao concentrating on his busy breakfast, he also Suddenly there was some kind of undue expectation.

For example, he was thinking, if, if Xie Tiao could get pregnant, would he still do it for himself?

Qi Hengzhi laughed at himself being stupid, walked up and down like a hooligan behind Xie Tiao, and told Xie Tiao this nonsensical idea with his ear, coaxing Xie Tiao to laugh.

Before leaving the door, Xie Tiao kissed his ear: "Wait for you to come back, Papa Qi."

Qi Hengzhi's eyes deepened, he was hardened by these words.

A certain kind of strange look flickered between them, and finally burst into bursts of laughter. Qi Hengzhi was in a hurry and went to work clutching his crotch.

The new life is warm and happy from here, except for one thing that is not good. The seasons are changing and the flu is fierce. Qi Hengzhi started to have a fever the day after he returned to work, so he stayed at home and did not go to work again.

Xie Tiao started to take care of the sick, and Xueqiu was moulting again, and the family was happy and happy.

Nancheng

Fang Changting, a long-term sick patient, also suffered from this flu. Fang Yalin had to postpone his plan to go abroad for vacation with her husband, and concentrate on taking care of his sick father at home while raising a baby.

At this moment, the sun was setting and the room was dark, Fang Changting's breathing was long and steady.

Fang Yalin couldn't help being sleepy and fell asleep beside his father's bed.

On the bedside, an orange sheepskin notebook was placed upright, with a corner of the bookmark slantingly exposed.

It was a Russian poem.

"I once loved you silently and hopelessly."

■

Xie Tiao's preparatory entrance exam was approaching, and Qi Hengzhi went with him a week before the exam to collect the admission ticket, and then visited the exam room.

The school is full of lively young people. Most of the preparatory exam students are special students. They are all sixteen or seventeen years old, and their eyes are full of water. Xie Tiao feels that his grades are quite old, so he was so nervous that he crashed all the way.The little head that has always been nimble and quick-witted can't move much.When he came to register and get the certificate, Chen Ying also came over, and he even bowed ninety degrees several times, respectfully like a middle school student who has committed a crime when he meets the dean.

Qi Hengzhi looked at him wanting to laugh and feel distressed at the same time, he pulled Xie Tiao out of the office, Xie Tiao was still holding the textual research certificate tightly in his hand, as if pinching a precious treasure.

"nervous?"

Xie Tiao stared blankly at Qi Hengzhi, first shook his head violently, then nodded, like a hamster.

Qi Hengzhi chuckled, hugged him, and hugged him: "Take you to eat a rice cake, okay?"

Qi Hengzhi took him to a small shop next to the school. Before he arrived at the restaurant, there were already many students queuing up. Qi Hengzhi didn't hold his hand blatantly, but protected him in his arms, skillfully The food was ordered.

The mouth-watering smell of fried chicken was wafting in the store, which was extremely tempting. Standing in Qi Hengzhi's arms, Xie Tiao felt that the gluttons in his stomach were hooked out, and there were many small movements on his nose, which moved funnyly: "Sweet it."

Xie Tiao looked up at Qi Hengzhi and nodded sharply.

Qi Hengzhi's heart softened even more, "This restaurant has been here since I was a student, and the students in the school like it. If you order some fried chicken and rice cakes, you will be full and delicious. In the future, if you make mistakes You can come here to eat if you are hungry, you know?"

Xie Tiao nodded, and Qi Hengzhi said again: "There is a small supermarket next to the school, and there is a big supermarket a few hundred meters away. When you enroll, I will take you to buy the things you need. The surrounding traffic is very convenient. ,besides…"

Like a parent with a child, Qi Hengzhi introduced the facilities around the school to Xie Tiao in every possible way. Xie Tiao's heart moved slightly, "You, believe that I can pass the exam?"

"Believe."

His tone was firm.

Xie Tiao lowered his head, his face blushed.

After queuing for a while, Korean fried rice cakes and fried chicken.It's really great, Xie Tiao's thumping heart was soothed by the delicious food, for some reason, he is also looking forward to the new life that will come next.

In the next few days, Qi Hengzhi was busy preparing a pregnancy gift for Yalin, and asked Qi Jinzhi to take them to Nancheng.

Qi Jinzhi, who was absent from the engagement banquet and wedding because of his studies, finally caught up with his best friend's life, and happily packed his luggage to accompany Fang Yalin.

After seeing off his little aunt and grandma, Qi Hengzhi made arrangements to go to Los Angeles to pay respects to his ancestors. Xie Tiao stayed at home to review his homework. He also had a better schedule, unlike other candidates who stayed up all night before the exam and stepped on the gas pedal.

Qi Hengzhi still felt that Xie Tiao was tense, but in fact he himself was not much better.

The week after Xie Tiao finished the exam was the anniversary of the death of Xie Tiao's parents.This year, Xie Tiao will accompany him to the old house in Los Angeles to pay respects to his parents who have passed away for many years.

On the night when there were three days left, Qi Hengzhi slept with Xie Tiao in his arms, and lit a night light by the bedside. He asked Xie Tiao, "Are you nervous?"

Xie Tiao was still the same, Wan shook his head beforehand, Qi Hengzhi looked at him for a while, and then he answered honestly: "I'm afraid."

Hearing this, Qi Hengzhi chuckled: "What are you afraid of?"

"I'm afraid I won't pass the exam."

"You have been preparing for half a year, what are you afraid of?"

Xie Tiao couldn't tell what he was afraid of, he couldn't speak, so he wanted to get into Qi Hengzhi's arms.Qi Hengzhi hugged him and stroked his back like smoothing the fur of a kitten: "Why don't you go out for a stroll tomorrow, don't hold back. Just wait until the day after tomorrow and go to the examination room easily."

"I have nothing to do."

"Let Brother Liu go with you to eat, go shopping, and relax. It's not good to be too tight before the exam." Xie Tiao hesitated for a while, and was comfortably stroked in Qi Heng's arms, thinking for a while Huicai said: "Then I'll go to the bookstore and see if there is a sequel to the book I read last time."

"Okay." Qi Hengzhi had no reason not to agree, he kissed the tip of Xie Tiao's ear, the small spot gradually turned red, Qi Hengzhi went to kiss Xie Tiao's face again, Xie Tiao's body , After a while, the night lights also went out.

In Nancheng, Qi Jinzhi circled Fang Yalin three times, looked at the pregnant belly of his sisters, and accompanied Fang Yalin to raise the baby with a smile.

When they were young, they went shopping together, received love letters from boys, and gossip about sisters together, and they will have their first baby in a blink of an eye.

Fang Yalin began to quickly enter the state of mother in the first month of the child's upper body. During the chat, he winked at Zhou Cheng, who was guarding from afar, and glanced at Qi Jinzhi several times, implying that there was an explicit indication, and Qi Jinzhi smiled and fooled him.

It made Fang Yalin laugh out loud.

The fly in the ointment when raising a baby is that when Fang Yalin got the result of her first pregnancy test, the doctor asked her if she had a history of heart disease.

"Your heart test index is too high. Generally, this situation will appear in advanced maternal age, and the possibility of family medical history inheritance is not ruled out. I suggest you confirm the family medical history, and we will consult with the doctor to determine how to prevent it."

Fang Yalin thought of his mother, and his expression was gloomy for a moment. After a brief phone call with her husband, Fang Yalin arranged for the doctor at home to call out all of her mother's medical records.

When the file was sent back, Fang Yalin stared at the phone for a long time. Slowly, subconsciously, she covered Shang's flat belly, and a shrill grayness climbed onto her face.

A part of the file is missing!

Fang Yalin remembers the date of Xiao Xiaowan's death clearly, but the records on the file in the two weeks before her mother's death do not match the treatment in her memory at all.

When Qi Jinzhi was arranged by Fang Yalin to play in the resort for a few days, he still couldn't figure it out. Fang Yalin took her hand and said in a low voice, "Dad's condition..." Fang Yalin understood.

Fang Changting has suffered from heart problems for many years, and the wheelchair is also due to the drag of the heart, which causes the lower limbs to be swollen and weak. This time, it should be a season change, and the problem has arisen, and the family is busy taking care of it.

After thinking about it a few times, she got into the car neatly, accompanied by Zhou Cheng, and went all the way to the resort arranged by Fang Yalin to sleep in.

Fang Yalin got into his car, and the smile mask on his face was instantly removed.

The haze covered her face again, the car drove into Fang's house, there was no one at home, Fang's father went for a regular medical examination, and he would not be at home all day today, Fang Yalin turned away the servants at home, and went straight to his father's bedroom.

All of Xiao Xiaowan's medical records in Fang's Hospital, and Fang Changting's study has some of her mother's checklists at that time.

Xiao Xiaowan had a hard time walking and was sick to the bone marrow. First, she had a sudden cerebral hemorrhage, which blocked the nerves and blood in the brain. She was bedridden for half a year unconsciously. Can cry sobbing and breathless to ask her father.

Fang Changting's study is on the second floor. In the dark, Fang Yalin rummaged through the bookshelves, his heart beating faster and faster.In the twilight, she finally found a box.