[Comprehensive] The posture of rebirth is not right

chapter30

For more than a month, Akashi finished all kinds of homework assigned every day, and accompanied his mother with a seemingly profound book.Don't say much, just stay so quietly.

'Recently Xiaozheng is very quiet. Chong Ye came back from the nearby dojo and looked at Akashi who was reading seriously, thinking thoughtfully.The previous Akashi was also quiet, but it didn't make him feel this way. The recent Akashi is a bit too quiet.

Although he and Akashi are usually inseparable, because Akashi's daily homework is twice as much as his, he has far more free time than Akashi.

Chong Ye looked at Akashi who was reading a book and was a little entangled. He watched Akashi hesitating to speak a few times, he didn't know how to face Akashi's state.

Seeing Chong Ye's worried but unable to express his expression, Akashi Shiori smiled secretly, and called out to Akashi: "Xiaozheng."

Hearing his mother's voice, Akashi finally raised his head from the book, and looked at the two of them questioningly.Seeing his mother waving to him, Akashi walked up to the two of them.

Looking at the extremely obedient baby son, Akashi Shiori felt that her heart was about to melt.

"Xiaozheng is very serious lately." Akashi Shiori said so without forgetting to hint at Chong Ye next to him.

"That's right, Xiaozheng has been working too hard lately, and he doesn't have time to relax." Chong Ye quickly answered after receiving the look from Akashi's mother.

"So?" Akashi asked back pretending not to know why.

It's not that Akashi doesn't understand their worries, it's just that they have misunderstood a little. The reason why he reads books that seem obscure to others is to calm himself down.

"Mom hasn't watched Xiaozheng play basketball for a long time." Akashi Shiori touched Akashi's head with a gentle smile on his face.

"Then let's go to the street basketball court." Chong Ye excitedly suggested that he hadn't seen Akashi playing basketball for a long time.

So, the three of them came to the street basketball court closest to their home.By chance, he met a group of children half as old as Akashi, and Akashi participated in the competition under the expectant eyes of his mother and Chong Ye.Even without an explosive beast like Aomine, the entire team won the game under the leadership of Akashi.

"Our Xiaozheng looks like a king standing on the court." Akashi Shiori gently wiped Akashi's sweat, with indescribable joy and pride in his tone.Akashi standing on the court like that is like a gleaming gem, tightly attracting everyone's attention.

'These people are not worthy of being Xiaozheng's teammates at all. Chong Ye didn't say anything after watching the whole game, but just had such an idea in his heart.This game was also extremely exciting, but compared to the game played by Akashi three years ago, it was still a bit lacking. The game where the tacit cooperation crushed everything left him a very deep impression.

A few days after returning from this game, Akashi Shiori was admitted to the hospital due to illness.Akashi and Chongye went to the hospital several times, but because his father and mother were too determined, Akashi reduced the number of times he went to the hospital.

That night, he did not sleep peacefully in his sleep.Something haunted him like a nightmare, his head was so dizzy that he couldn't think too much.

'Xiao Zheng, take good care of yourself, you know? '

'Mom will always look at Xiaozheng. '

"Our Xiaozheng looks very handsome standing on the court, like a king." '

"Our Xiaozheng is so good, we will definitely become a king that people admire." '

'Xiao Zheng, I'm sorry, mom can't accompany you anymore. '

'Xiaozheng will forgive mother. '

'Well, we Xiaozheng are so well-behaved, we will definitely forgive my mother. '

'We Xiaozheng will always be happy. '

In the dream, the young woman whispered to the red-haired boy in her arms over and over again.

He heard it really, that voice was too soft, and it contained hope and expectation.But with such a gentle voice, it made him cry.

Don't, don't go, don't leave me, he kept shouting in his heart.

Damn, why can't I open my eyes!Open it!

do not leave!Mom, don't! ! !

"No." Akashi suddenly sat up from the bed, only to realize that it was night.The moonlight revealed a few rays of light through the gaps in the curtains. He reached out and touched his cheeks, only to find that his cheeks were wet and there were traces of tears.

"It turned out to be a dream, but why is it so real." Akashi whispered.

Throwing off the quilt, went to the window and opened the curtains, the moonlight filled the room, the whole vision became clear, Akashi stood in front of the window in a daze.

He clearly remembered that such a thing had never happened before, why did he dream of it at this time.No, no, that shouldn't be a dream.Because he could feel his mother's mood when he said those words from his heart, it was the best expectation for him.

"King?" Akashi lowered his head, and he will surely realize these expectations.Because he was the arrogant emperor on the court, the emperor who experienced a failure and was reborn in blood.Also because she said she would always watch him and watch him become king.

The corners of his lips were raised slightly, with a smile on his face.The bright moonlight cast a halo around his body, giving people the illusion of becoming a fairy.

Looking through the glass at an unknown distance, my mind returned to the match between Naksan, Xiude, and Seirin.Those two games were undoubtedly the most enjoyable games in that life, whether they were going smoothly or not, they all grew up as he expected.It's just that the Vulcan who suddenly appeared was an accident, and his growth rate exceeded his expectations.

It may be ridiculous to say that at that time, he had a smooth journey, because he didn't understand the feeling of failure, so he thought about what would happen if he lost one day.It can't be called his deliberate pursuit of failure, it's just his curiosity and thirst for knowledge about unknown things at that time.At that time, he also thought that he would always win. No, it can only be said that he never thought that he would lose the game, nor did he plan to do so.

When Luoshan and Seirin fought, facing the result of the one-point difference, the most feeling in his heart was relief.It turns out that feeling is a failure, which is not unacceptable to him.

Losing the game is not terrible, but he cannot lose, that is his established responsibility and mission.When he woke up from that feeling and truly realized his failure and everything he had undertaken, he discovered the guilt hidden in his heart.Guilt towards the members who accompanied him, guilt towards the supervisor, and guilt towards the entire Luoshan Basketball Club.

He will never forget that failure, his father's disappointed tone and those people's questioning expressions, the absolute kingship was broken after that moment.

It turns out that this world is not as beautiful as people imagined, nor is it forgiven for failing to do well once.He understands the cruelty of reality, but it's a pity that he has gradually forgotten the cruelty that society should have.

It wasn't until the alarm bell rang, that Akashi realized that it was already five o'clock.Clean up yourself according to the usual speed, and then repeat the lessons that you are prescribed every day.

Until the last class in the afternoon, he suddenly felt flustered when he was wandering.Before he could figure out why it happened suddenly, a dull pain suddenly came from his left chest, as if being slowly torn apart by someone's hand.

Covering the position of the left chest with his right hand, he clenched his teeth and closed his lips tightly, not letting himself make a sound because of the pain.Dou Da's sweat slid down from his forehead, and he tried his best to endure the severe pain, and the joints of his hands turned white from too much force, and he could still bear this level of pain.

Just when this body was about to fail, the school bell rang, and the dull pain gradually weakened.He felt flustered for no reason, and the emptiness in his heart gradually grew, as if he was about to lose something.

Seeing Akashi who had been sitting motionless in his seat after the school bell rang for a long time, Chong Ye picked up his schoolbag and walked over.He reached out and patted Akashi's shoulder: "Xiaozheng."

Akashi, who was suddenly awakened from consciousness by Chong Ye, stood up from his seat, subconsciously telling him that his mother might be critically ill.

Thinking of this possibility, Akashi's calm self-control was broken.Ignoring Chong Ye who was still standing next to him and the textbooks that he hadn't had time to pack, he hurried outside.

From the moment Akashi stood up, Chong Ye noticed Akashi's pale and tired face, and before he could ask, Akashi had already opened the stool and ran out of the classroom.

Chong Ye looked at the neatly placed textbooks on the desk, resisted the thought of chasing them out, and stuffed those textbooks into the schoolbag.

As soon as Akashi left the school, he didn't go directly to the private car that took him to and from school every day, but directly hired a taxi and went to the hospital.

When Chong Ye walked up to the car and saw the respectful driver, he realized that Akashi hadn't gotten into the car.

The driver who only saw Chong Ye alone had a panicked look on his face, and he didn't know what to do for a moment.After thinking about all kinds of things like kidnapping in his mind, he picked up his mobile phone in a panic and prepared to call the housekeeper, praying in his heart that nothing would happen to the young master.

It's just that when he just took out his mobile phone and was about to press the call button, he was stopped by Chong Ye, who had quick eyesight and quick hands: "Go to the hospital, Xiaozheng went to the hospital."

Combining Akashi's recent abnormal behaviors and Akashi's expression and movements just now, Chong Ye concluded that Akashi went to the hospital, and he couldn't understand the importance of Akashi's mother to Akashi.

After hearing Chong Ye's words, the driver put away his panic expression and drove towards the hospital.

After getting out of the taxi, Akashi took out a handful of the pocket money he usually prepared and handed it to the driver, then rushed into the hospital, ignoring the shouts of the taxi driver behind him.

The taxi driver who took the handful of money was very helpless.One ticket is enough for the fare, and this kid actually gave so much.He hurriedly yelled at Akashi, but no matter how he yelled, the child rushed into the hospital as if he didn't hear him.

Arriving at the door of the exclusive VIP ward, Akashi held back his eagerness to enter.Holding the handle with trembling hands, he kept praying in his heart, hoping that this time he would still be in time. "

Finally, he resolutely pushed open the door.Just saw his father sitting by the hospital bed, holding his mother's left hand with his right hand, watching his mother quietly.The whole ward was very quiet, even the ticking of the infusion tube could be heard clearly.

Sensing the sound of the door opening, Akashi Masomi turned his head, his eyes were circled red.When he saw Akashi, a hint of surprise flashed in his eyes, and then he said to Akashi: "Seijuro, come here."

Akashi obediently walked over and sat on the low stool next to him.Looking at the mother who was more haggard and pale than the previous few days, the tears kept rolling in the eyes, but stubbornly refused to fall.

As if telepathically, when Akashi was standing by the bed, Akashi Shiori, who had kept her eyes tightly closed, opened them.

"Mom." There was a cry in the soft and waxy voice, and Akashi Shiori's heart ached for no reason.

Akashi Shiori raised his hand with difficulty, wanting to touch Akashi, but was blocked by Akashi Masaomi who said, "Shiori."

Akashi Shiori looked at the still handsome man and the child she loved, and tears fell unconsciously.These two people are the most beloved and precious people in her life.

"Mom, don't cry, you will definitely get better." Akashi raised his hand to wipe away the tears on her mother's face, talking about her hope that she knew it was impossible but still hoped.

"Shiori, I will take good care of our child." Take care of our only child, so you can leave it to me with confidence.

Akashi Seishomi didn't say anything unnecessary, he knew that she understood everything he said.And he just gave such a promise to reassure her.

"Xiaozheng, mother's Xiaozheng." Akashi Shiori tried to smile and stroked Akashi's head with all her strength.Akashi also showed his childish side and stroked his hand.

Akashi Shiori's eyes lingered on Akashi Seishomi for a long time, and then returned to Akashi's body, with a smile like a blooming flower, she said affirmatively:

"Our Xiaozheng is a strong man, we are not allowed to cry."

"Mom will always watch Xiaozheng in heaven, watching Xiaozheng will become the most outstanding king."

Akashi, who tried his best not to let the tears fall, was afraid that he would not be able to bear it anymore once he opened his mouth, so he could only nod desperately.This is not the first time he has faced death directly, but this is the first time he has faced the death of his closest and favorite person from this world.

"Zhengchen, I'm so tired, I want to sleep." Akashi Shiori said softly, slowly closing his eyes, really tired.

"Okay, you go to sleep. I'll be by your side." Akashi Seitomo smoothed out the messy hair, so gentle and elegant, she didn't allow herself to be so imageless.

"Shiori." Akashi Masomi didn't care if Akashi Shiori was really asleep, and called her name over and over again, hoping to entrust all his feelings to her.

"Ah."

"sorry."

"Shiori, I will do what I promise you."

"Ah."

"Shiori, you miss me, and Seijuro."

"Ah."

"Shiori, I love you."

"Ah."

With a happy smile, Akashi Shiori's voice and breathing became more and more shallow, and she left this world that made her full of nostalgia but no regrets.

Akashi didn't cry, and neither did Akashi Masomi, because she was the happiest and most satisfied when she left.

Chong Ye, who had rushed all the way from the school, stood at the door, with tears in his eyes, desperately covering his mouth tightly, not to make a sound.The killing life of Pengo Lie in those years and the massacre were enough for him to see through life and death and the joys and sorrows of the world, but he found that this ordinary scene touched his heart.

He couldn't believe that Aunt Shiori, who had always treated him like a mother, would pass away suddenly, and he couldn't imagine how deeply this incident would affect Akashi. He just wanted to cry and vent.