waiting for the flowers to bloom

It's been two weeks since school started, and it looks like it's Song Fanfan's birthday.Looking at the time, it happened to be the day of the fourth exam.

Coming out of the computer room, Song Fanfan and a group of students who had finished their exams were waiting outside the computer room, and more and more people gathered one after another.It was very cold, but no one dared to leave, they were all waiting to get their driver's license.After finally seeing the coach following a man in uniform, that man was holding a stack of thick notebooks, here we come!

Song Fanfan, who got his driver's license, rarely showed excitement on his face.Sui Dong leaned over calmly, kissed Song Fanfan's nose lightly, and then slowly moved to his face, lips...

It took Sui Dong a long time to let him go, "Happy birthday."

Song Fanfan never thought that birthday was a very important day, it was just for calculating age.When they were young, Weng Ling bought cakes for them to take home to eat, but when they grew up, it was only their birthdays.Therefore, this is also the first time that someone other than his family said "Happy Birthday" to him.

In my memory, this semester until Sui Dong's birthday in the second half of the year should be the most peaceful and stable period between the two of them, but it was actually less than a year.Sometimes Sui Dong's friends were there when the two went out, but they didn't act too embarrassingly, but sometimes made fun of them, which Song Fanfan could still accept; In Yijiang, they still often stay in the study of Ma Qian's villa and read, not going anywhere.Song Fanfan is a person who is easy to satisfy. When the two of them are together, he thinks this is very good. Although sometimes Sui Dong is a bit too demanding, when he sticks to his principles, Sui Dong will not force him anymore.

Song Fanfan never thought that he would have a lover in college, let alone a boy.

Everything was fine during that time, except that there was a little friction between Song Fanfan and his family because of academic problems.

After Song Fanfan stated his thoughts many times, Tong Wei and Weng Ling finally paid attention to Song Fanfan's problem, and then they realized that Song Fanfan was no longer a child who needed them to make decisions. He had his own ideas and ideas. idea.

One day during the summer vacation of that year, they had a long talk, but nothing came of it.Song Fanfan's major was determined by Tong Wei, more precisely, it was the thinking direction of Tong Wei's leader, Song Fanfan, who chose it to comfort Tong Wei when Song Fanfan didn't know anything.

This is a direction with a high employment rate. The premise is that you like it and are willing to work hard for it, and Song Fanfan does not have these two points.

This is where the contradiction arises. In today's society, who cares how beautiful dreams and great ideals you have, food and clothing, and raising a family are the most basic, and the pinnacle of life is not so easy to walk.Song Fanfan's idea sounds so far away and unrealistic, and he has come to this point, it is not easy to make such a big change.

He talked a lot about the truth, and he didn't know if Song Fanfan listened to it or not. Anyway, no effective measures were discussed in the end.

"We're not forcing you, but you're an adult now, and you can't take things for granted. You have to be realistic. Don't think about it today, go to bed early." Tong Wei said and entered the bedroom.

There was a power outage in the community that day, Tong Wei did not close the bedroom door, and Song Fanfan did not go back to the room to sleep, but lay on the sofa in the living room.It was already early morning, and they chatted for a long time.I thought that Tong Wei and Weng Ling had already fallen asleep, and Song Fanfan was also a little sleepy. Just as he was about to sleep, he heard Weng Ling's voice: "Then what should we do? He will be in his third year at the beginning of school."

"Keep down, Fanfan is asleep...Even if you don't want to learn, you have to persevere, otherwise these two years will be a waste of time...He's grown up, and he'll be fine if he thinks it through." Tong Wei lowered his voice, although he listened I can't quite understand what he said, but I can still hear some intermittently.

"Can it work... I see that he always has a sad face after he went to college... What can we do in the future?"

"The two of us...maybe pushed him too hard...we only cared about his study, and didn't...myself...I'm sorry Xinzhou, something went wrong at such a critical time."

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Song Fanfan couldn't hear what they were saying later.He was a little uncomfortable, and he tried his best not to worry them so much, but in the end he made them worry.

You didn't feel sorry for my dad, I let you down.

Song Fanfan buried his face in the pillow, his eyes were a little hot... He is a person who accepts death, and he doesn't like to do meaningless things.But Tong Wei is right, the reality is not as good as imagined, the reality is too cruel, too helpless.

That night Song Fanfan stayed up all night and went out before 6 o'clock in the morning.

In the early morning, there were few people and few cars, and only some old people who lacked sleep were exercising. Song Fanfan was not energetic. He walked along the side of the road like an old man doing morning exercises, without any destination, and kept walking eastward. That is the direction of Hengan, and it is also the place where the sun rises.

Gradually, there were more pedestrians and more cars on the road, and it was no longer as quiet as before. Electric cars passed by from time to time. Song Fanfan took out his mobile phone and looked at it. It was 7:30.

Coincidentally, a call came in at this time, it was Sui Dong.Song Fanfan hurriedly connected the phone, as if he was afraid that Sui Dong would hang up the phone.

In fact, Sui Dong didn't know why he called Song Fanfan that morning, but he wanted to see him very much when he woke up in the morning, so he dialed the phone without thinking too much.I didn't expect him to receive it at first, but Song Fanfan received it almost as soon as he dialed out. Before Sui Dong could figure out what to say, he heard the other party call: "Sui Dong?" The voice was very small, but Sui Dong heard clearly, "I miss you."

Hearing this in the morning, Sui Dong was naturally very happy, but he could also sense that something was wrong with Song Fanfan's tone, because he was a person who was ashamed to express himself, and would never say such a thing.

"What's wrong?" Sui Dong was very worried about him.

Song Fanfan never hides his affairs from Sui Dong, no matter good or bad, he is transparent in front of Sui Dong.He trusts Sui Dong, who is his lover and good friend, and he is willing to show his whole heart to Sui Dong.

Song Fanfan doesn't remember exactly what they said that day, but he still remembers a sentence Sui Dong said: "Sometimes people can only go all out, you still have time, don't let what you worry about become your stumbling block... ...You can only do it bit by bit, let them see the results you can make, don't be too anxious. I won't say it, I'm here, don't worry!"

It was not a famous saying, but Song Fanfan felt as if he had taken a reassurance when he heard it, and his heart, which had been restless all night, calmed down at that moment. Sui Dong was right, now he can only do his best.

Perhaps, Song Fanfan is not really going to give up as he said, he is just a little lazy, a little timid, what he needs is not blind support from others, but someone to affirm his ideas and efforts, someone told him, he can.And Sui Dong is exactly this person.

The author has something to say: Thank you for your appreciation... I wrote something a long time ago and found out that there are many, many things to be changed before it was published. These two chapters were originally intended to be combined into one chapter, but the plot needs to be compared separately. Okay...so double update, thank you for your clicks, I will work hard!