waiting for the flowers to bloom

Song Fanfan returned to his residence that day and saw Sui Dong feeling a little dazed, and then remembered what this person said about moving here.

"It's quite early today." Sui Dong took the initiative to come up to say hello.

Song Fanfan glanced at him hastily, "Yes."

He felt unnatural, awkward.I don't know whether to welcome him as a new roommate or ignore him as a nuisance.

"Fan? Come and try it, you must not miss this." Mrs. Maisel came out when she heard the voice, holding a plate of cake in her hand, which must be what she was talking about.

Song Fanfan stepped forward, "Good evening."

Mrs. Messer cut a small piece and handed it to Song Fanfan. After Song Fanfan tasted it, he instantly felt his gloomy mood brighten up. "It's really good. Is this a new flavor you developed?"

"If one day I really make this taste, I will definitely go to the World Competition. You must not think that this is made by Sui. It is really surprising, and there are no special ingredients added." Messer The wife shook her head and said in disbelief.

Song Fanfan looked at Sui Dong in surprise, "I really didn't expect...the taste is very good."

Hearing Song Fanfan's rare compliment, Sui Dong's heart fluttered suddenly, "It's just as long as you like it, I just learned it too."

"Mrs. Maisel, how about today's dinner?"

"Porridge," said Mrs. Maisel as she walked to the kitchen.

"Oh, I moved things today and made dessert again. I thought you would be quite tired when you came back, so I made lean meat porridge. I remember you don't like sweet things. Mrs. Maisel also said she wanted to try it. " Sui Dong explained.

"Thank you...Actually, you don't need to make special preparations. I can do it in time when I come back."

"It's nothing, I'm free anyway, and I like cooking."

Song Fanfan didn't say anything, went upstairs and put his things back in the room.

Lying on the bed at night, Song Fanfan felt a little insomnia, and it was almost one o'clock in the morning. He was very sleepy, but he couldn't fall asleep after tossing and turning.Thinking that Sui Dong is in the next room, I always feel a little unreal.

In a trance, it was as if he had returned to the time when he first came to the UK. At that time, he lived in a small house, and it was so unreal. It felt like he had a dream. When he opened his eyes, he might see the house at home. wall.

Going abroad was a decision he made after a night of contemplation after breaking up with Sui Dong. He didn't know if he wanted to escape, or if coming here would really give him a new starting point.But gradually, he got used to it, and his life seemed to be finally on the right track. Although he didn't know what would happen ahead, at least, this road could continue.

Sui Dong's sudden visit caused a rift in his peaceful life, and it seemed that the life he had repaired in two years was about to change again.

It's been a long time since he thought about those things before, but recently he often dreams about the past, he doesn't think about those things anymore, but he can't forget them either.

Sui Dong has changed a lot, and he feels like a stranger disguised as Sui Dong's appearance.He didn't know whether it was real or an illusion, and he didn't know how to face Sui Dong like this. He didn't know what he should do to be correct.

Song Fanfan didn't have the mind, nor did he have the energy to put up a hostile attitude every day, but he didn't think he could put down some calm and accept the status quo.I just feel that every step must be taken carefully, every action, and even every sentence, I can't wait to think twice...

Thinking of this, he was a little annoyed. He sat up and looked out the window. There were lights in the distance, and there was silence around him. Houses, trees, streets... everything fell into a deep sleep.

what can we do about it?Can we just accept the status quo?Would it be useful to talk to Sui Dong again?I don't know what Sui Dong is thinking.

like?How dare he believe it.

Song Fanfan still suffered from insomnia that night. Ever since Sui Dong came to the UK, he always felt that he was in a state of trance, and he couldn't go on like this forever. He needed to adjust himself.

It happened that the next day was Saturday, and Song Fanfan quietly packed up at five in the morning, and went to the train station alone. He did not forget to leave a note for Mrs. Maisel saying that he was going to North York.

Maybe because he just changed places, Sui Dong woke up very early, and when he went downstairs, he saw the note Song Fanfan left on the table. To be honest, he felt very uncomfortable, but he had no choice but to come one by one. .

Although Song Fanfan has always said that he doesn't hate himself, Sui Dong also knows that Song Fanfan's knot will not be untied so easily.That morning Song Fanfan said to himself that Zhao Chengfang was a thorn in his heart, he was ashamed, but all he could do was apologize, finally he had the opportunity to do something for Song Fanfan, but Song Fanfan seemed to be frightened Can't avoid it.

A few days ago, he called his family, and Sui Guofeng also asked him about his work.

Before he came, he said that he wanted to find what he wanted to do again, but it has been a month since he came here, and he hasn't thought about anything yet.

Extreme frustration made him anxious, irritable.He began to wonder if he really shouldn't have come, shouldn't have broken Song Fanfan's originally peaceful life, and ended up messing himself up.

Sui Dongchang has never doubted himself as much as he is now at such a young age, and he had the idea of ​​backing down.

In the worst case, go home with the cheek!Continue to go back to the company to work and live your original life.Maybe... After a while, new people will come into my life, why not be better than now?

However, I have lived in a daze for so many years, if I don't seize the opportunity, maybe I won't want to get out of the halo of my family in this life.

And Song Fanfan, they have been together for four years, which is not too long, but he knows Song Fanfan too well.This person has a stubborn temper, a soft heart, and loves to save face. He has a very high temper and is extremely sensitive.However, when he likes someone, he doesn't ask for anything, he gives sincerely, and he doesn't have any reservations about the other person.

He likes Song Fanfan like this, he can't let go of it, he can't forget it, and he can't bear to give it up to others.

Sui Dong got his driver's license back on Sunday, but he didn't want to go back so early.He was a little depressed, and sat on a park bench in a sense of loss.

These days, he has been thinking that Song Fanfan is already studying for a Ph. D., but he is still standing still, and he has some disgust in his heart why he can't be as good as Sui Xiang.

He was thinking about his own affairs carefully, but he just couldn't figure out any clues... But there was a faint idea in his heart that popped up from time to time, but he was really not sure if it was what he was looking for. Also feel too incredible.

He remembered that Song Fanfan had such a helpless time when he was in college. At that time, he was always worried that the day he graduated from college would be his first day of unemployment. He couldn't remember how many times Song Fanfan told himself that he wanted to drop out of school. .

However, Sui Dong has only now experienced the panic about the unknown future, but no one supports him to continue his search, and no one tells him whether such a choice is correct, and what should he do if he fails?

But they are still different after all, and Sui Dong doesn't need to worry like Song Fanfan at all.Because Song Fanfan only has himself, he can no longer rely on his parents in his future life, and he wants to find something that allows him to gain a foothold in this society.But Sui Dong is different, no matter whether he succeeds or fails in the end, Suiyang International will always be behind him, and this is his greatest capital.

Thinking of this, Sui Dong suddenly felt a little relieved. Since he has such capital, why not try it boldly?

He admitted his fault, but he didn't want to surround Song Fanfan like a sinner, it would only put more pressure on Song Fanfan.Instead of that, it's better to cheer yourself up.He has to work hard to be successful, to be the pillar behind Song Fanfan, and let Song Fanfan see a brand new, better Sui Dong who only belongs to Song Fanfan!

When he went back, no one was at home. Sui Dongwo looked up all the information he needed in the small attic and asked all kinds of questions. After he finished his work, he realized that it was already dark. When he went downstairs, he saw that Song Fanfan had already came back.

"You're back? Mrs. Maisel said that I have an appointment tonight, so I didn't cook because I'm not too hungry." Sui Dong explained.

"It's okay, I'm not very hungry."

"Do you have time? Want to chat with you."

"Okay." Song Fanfan felt that Sui Dong seemed to have changed a little in the past two days when he went to the farm, but he couldn't tell the difference. He thought maybe he was too sensitive.

"I know that you may not be able to accept my sudden move in for a while, but I really have no place to go at the moment. I told you before that I resigned from the company. It is true. I came to the UK mainly to find you , Another reason is that I want to change the environment and re-understand myself. Although I have stayed in the company for several years, I don't really like the life of working in the company. I also want to try to find something I like to do .”

"Then...how?"

"I'm not sure yet, but I want to try, so far only this idea."

"That's pretty good, I wish you success." Song Fanfan said with a faint smile.

Sui Dong, who had not seen Song Fanfan smiling at him for a long time, was a little surprised. He didn't know why Song Fanfan was so friendly to him suddenly, and asked him tentatively, "You... don't bother me anymore?"

Song Fanfan leaned on the back of the sofa, looked at him, and said slowly: "I don't really bother you, I just don't know how to face you. In fact, we don't really have a deep hatred, but I There’s always something in my heart that I’m afraid of.”

"I really didn't want to see you at the beginning. I had a good life for the past two years. I don't know why you suddenly became like this. You said you like me, but I really can't believe it. But in fact It doesn't matter, this matter has passed with me. I wanted to avoid you before, but now I don't think it's okay. If you get tired of staying here one day, I won't be reluctant. If you still like this I want to live here for a long time, and I don’t mind taking you as an acquaintance. Maybe I’ve put it down a long time ago, otherwise I wouldn’t have received your call that day and went to see you at the school gate.”

Although there are some deviations from Sui Dong's thinking, at least Song Fanfan will not reject him anymore, and some hope is still ignited in Sui Dong's heart. "Thanks."

"Speaking of which, let me just say it. What I said before is true. I was also confused during the time in college. Zhao Chengfang is your family. Regarding him, I still want to say to you solemnly I'm sorry. Although my parents have already apologized to you, I still want to say sorry for Xiaohui and to you, it has nothing to do with us."

"I understand what you mean, and I accept it. I also thank you for taking care of him during that time for him, and I also apologize for the things I did. I know you don't like me to go to your family. If there is a chance, Please convey my apologies."

"I will."

"Then...is there still Zhao Chengfang between us?"

Hearing Sui Dong's question, Song Fanfan looked at the other party, "Sui Dong, these are two different things. You know the problem between us better than I do. So far this is the biggest concession I can make. The most I can do is treat you as an ordinary My co-tenant, others... I can't do it."

"Sorry, I was too anxious. Anyway, thank you for not avoiding it."

"I'm not doing it for you, otherwise I can't relax myself." Song Fanfan replied softly.

The stiff and embarrassing relationship between Sui Dong and Song Fanfan was finally eased under Song Fanfan's compromise, but before Song Fanfan could adapt, Sui Dong left on Tuesday, and he didn't go back. He said he was a well-known celebrity in England. The pastry master has apprentices.

This direction was indeed beyond Song Fanfan's expectation. What was the thing that Sui Dong would like to do?I never thought it would be making desserts. Although Sui Dong is very good at making desserts, I always feel that his overall image is not compatible with making desserts. But who knows what the result will be?

Song Fanfan finally got rid of the problem that he had been struggling with for a month, and his life slowly returned to the right track.He didn't hide Sui Dong's coming to England from his family, but he didn't say that Sui Dong was still living with him, so Tong Wei and Weng Ling probably wouldn't be able to sleep well...

However, he still conveyed Sui Dong's apology to his family. Weng Ling and Tong Wei scoffed at this, and carefully told Song Fanfan not to talk to Sui Dong again. Song Fanfan nodded in agreement, feeling very helpless.Fortunately, Sui Dong is now working as an apprentice in London most of the time, and he only comes here once or twice a month. Sometimes he even goes to the farm by himself, so he can't even meet a few times.

He suggested that Sui Dong should just stay in London, and there is no need to rent two houses. Sui Dong only said that he likes this place very much, and he can learn a lot from Mrs. Maisel.Song Fanfan didn't care what he thought, at least he was quite satisfied with the current situation.