waiting for the flowers to bloom

When the first rays of sunlight entered the room through the curtains in the morning, Song Fanfan turned over and failed to wake up. In fact, he had only slept for more than three hours.Sui Dong couldn't wake up either, because he was so excited last night that he just fell asleep almost an hour ago.

When Song Fanfan woke up at 2:25 pm, he was woken up from hunger.

Since catching the plane the day before yesterday, I have hardly had a good meal, except for a simple meal on the plane, and the desserts I tried yesterday on the field. Although there are many types, each portion is very small, and I eat it by myself There are not many.I thought I could have something to eat outside after I came back yesterday, but...

Sui Dong was about to fall asleep on his shoulders, his neck was so uncomfortable with his hair tied up, his stomach was so uncomfortable... his waist was also uncomfortable, his legs were also uncomfortable, and he felt uncomfortable everywhere.Song Fanfan turned around with difficulty, faced Sui Dong, and rubbed his chin with his hand: "Sui Dong? Sui Dong?"

"Hmm..." Sui Dong slowly opened his eyes, and when he saw the person in front of him, he leaned forward and kissed him first.

"It's already 2:[-], I'm a little hungry, my stomach feels bad, why don't you get up and let's go eat something?"

"Okay." He agreed but didn't intend to get up, Sui Dong squeezed forward again, hugged Song Fanfan into his arms, and kissed the ends of his hair, eyebrows, cheeks, neck and collarbone bit by bit. "I thought I was dreaming just now."

Song Fanfan raised his hand and touched his head, "I'm here."

"Yeah." Sui Dong buried his face in Song Fanfan's chest, made a muffled sound, raised his head again, and planted a resounding kiss on his mouth, "I'll buy what you want to eat, and you can Rest in the house?"

"Whatever, can I buy some snacks? I haven't eaten well all day, so I have to eat something to top it off."

"I was negligent yesterday. I was so excited when I saw you that I forgot everything." Sui Dong put his arms around him again, unable to get up.

"I'll get up and wash up."

"I wiped it on you last night, do you want to apply it again?" Sui Dong finally sat up willingly, and stretched out his long arm to take a tube of ointment from the table.

He always has a way to make himself so ashamed that he wants to find a hole in the ground, Song Fanfan reached out to take the ointment, and hid himself under the quilt, "Okay, go quickly."

Sui Dong pressed over through the quilt and hugged her tightly, "There are some pieces of candy in my little bag, you can eat some first, I'll be back soon."

Thanks to Sui Dong's quick action, it was only after 4 o'clock after they finished eating. Sui Dong diligently cleaned up the tableware and yesterday's mess... Climbed into bed at 5:[-] and sat next to Song Fanfan.

"Did you vote yesterday?"

"I voted. I voted for No. 18 and No. 25. Which one is yours?"

"Mine is number 16. The pure white one on number 18 is Sommer's work."

"Oh... I remember number 16, the one on stilts?"

"That's art. Do you think there's anything wrong with that?"

"That's not true. I actually hesitated between the 16th and 25th. Later, I felt that the 16th might be a bit inconvenient to eat, so... I voted for the 25th. I will vote for you in the next round."

"The numbers are different for each round, and the numbers on the showcases are also random, so we can't see them before voting starts."

"Then... if I like a work very much, but I can't give both tickets to one person, can I void the other ticket?"

"Okay, but you have to explain to the staff that they need to operate in the background. Or you can just tear it up and throw it away if you think it's troublesome, just be careful not to let other people steal it. You saw it yesterday, and you need it when you try it. Checking the ticket."

"But with so many people, your workload is also particularly heavy, right?"

"In the individual competition, the audience votes, and the number will be more. It should not be like this in the future, but the requirements for craftsmanship will be higher in the future."

"Oh... by the way, when will you go there?"

"Tomorrow. Will you come with me?"

"Okay, how do you live there?"

"There are two people in the hotel, but I can move out, let's find a hotel nearby."

"No. You can live with them with peace of mind. The game is important."

"What about you?"

"You can't watch it during the competition, so I'll just hang out here, and I'll go when it's time to vote. It's rare to come here, and I still want to look around." Song Fanfan flipped through his phone, looking for nearby places to go.

"How long can you stay here?"

"I asked the professor for leave, but there is no arrangement in the school for a while. In a few days, the students will have the summer vacation after the exam. As long as the professor doesn't ask, I can stay here during this time."

"So are you going home for the holidays?"

"I want to go back once. I don't know if you have time. I want to go back with you. I told my family before I came."

"Your parents..."

"They didn't object. So, do you want to go back with me?" Song Fanfan put down his phone and looked at him.

"Go. Then you have to go to Heng'an with me. I also want my family to meet you, my parents, my brother, and my grandpa."

"...Okay." Song Fanfan hesitated for a moment.

Seeing Song Fanfan hesitant, Sui Dong realized that there might be something on his mind. "What's the matter? Don't you want to go?"

"No..." Song Fanfan pursed his lips, unable to open his mouth.

Sui Dong came over and kissed, "Don't keep your words in your heart, just tell me, I'm listening, I want to know what you're thinking."

"fine."

Song Fanfan knew that he should speak out. The relationship between them was too complicated. If a little uncertainty was planted, he didn't know what problems would arise in the future.

"I'll sleep for a while."

"it is good."

Sui Dong didn't want to force him, Song Fanfan was an extremely awkward person, Sui Dong was clear about this, and he was stubborn to the extreme, he would naturally say it when he thought it through.It just made me very uneasy, what the hell is going on?

Sui Dong got out of bed and turned off the light, then lay back down again, and slept with him.

It was still bright outside, and a little light came in through the curtains, making the whole room soft.While Sui Dong was thinking about the game the day after tomorrow, he was also thinking about what Song Fanfan hadn't said.

After a long time, Song Fanfan suddenly heard softly asking: "Are you asleep?"

"No."

After a few seconds, Song Fanfan turned around and looked at him.

"Although I don't think this kind of thing should be mentioned at this time, it is really important to me, and I'm afraid your family will mind."

Sui Dong turned to face him and reached out to touch his cheek, "There have been many things between us, but we have also grown a lot. I believe that no matter what it is, I can face it with you. I Very greedy, because what I want is not only you, I also want our family to be familiar with, understand, and hope that the past can pass forever, don't you want this?"

Song Fanfan nodded, "I can't explain exactly what I'm worried about, but I just thought of many things in the past. Zhao Chengfang...he shouldn't have just left like this, if it wasn't for Tong Puhui. He is your relative, you I like him so much, and he is still a student sponsored by your grandfather. I... feel panicked, and don’t know how to face your family members. Especially Zhao Chengfang, every time I think of him, I feel ashamed and blame myself, I doubt my relationship with you. I don't mind him, I just feel, feel..."

"I understand." Sui Dong leaned forward like last night, gently pressed against his forehead, and slowly stroked his smooth cheeks. "I understand. Don't think about anything now, just look at me and listen to me, okay?"

He nodded slightly.

"Zhao Chengfang is a very strange person. Since I was a child, I felt that I was not on the same side with him. No one will ever be able to guess what is going on in his mind. Because he is very strange, so a large part of my attention since childhood It's all on him, I'm sorry I can't deny to you that I really liked him."

Song Fanfan shook his head and did not speak.

"It's also because he has done a lot of excessive things. But I want you to know, always and always remember: now, in the future, the person in my heart is you, and it will only be you. We are all very sad about Zhao Chengfang, and we are unwilling , but I want you to pick yourself out, it has nothing to do with you, it has nothing to do with a penny. You can't blame yourself, you can't be ashamed, you can't be upset, you can't be unconfident. You are just you, the you I like, I I love you and have nothing to do with anyone else."

His hands seemed a little wet, Sui Dong raised his head and kissed his eyes, "He is my relative, a member of our family, and will be your relative in the future. He is an excellent person, he has his No one can change the mission. He has played his value to the maximum in his short life, and we should all be proud of him. Don't you mind Tong Puhui? He got the punishment he deserved, but it has nothing to do with you He will repent for his actions. I believe what you said, he is a very good person at heart, and he will condemn himself. So, you don’t have to care about anything, don’t worry about anything.”

"In addition to the responsibilities that everyone was born with, there are also responsibilities that need to be borne by various things during the growth process. Just like Tong Puhui, Zhao Chengfang has become a debt that he has to be responsible for throughout his life; I, because I met You, because so many things happened between you and me, you become the object of my responsibility; you, because you met me, because of my entanglement, you are responsible for me. You are responsible for liking me, responsible for loving me, trusting me I will be responsible for all our future affairs."

Song Fanfan smiled: "Why do I have to be responsible for so much?"

"You're in charge of everything, and I'm in charge of you."

"it is good."

"So don't panic, don't worry about anything. Your parents don't object to us being together anymore, what's the problem? My family will like you, even Zhao Chengyuan has become your friend, what else do you have?" What is there to worry about?"

When it comes to Zhao Chengyuan, Song Fanfan is also a little helpless. "She's actually quite cute."

"She found a boyfriend, and I heard from my mother that he is not bad."

"Ah."

"You know, you have changed me so much. You let me get out of the past little by little, gave me the courage to jump out of my circle, let me find what I like, and made me who I am now The one who should be worried is me. You used to be alone, only being nice to me, and only caring about me. But now you have Shan Xingqi, Mrs. Maisel, and the couple on the farm, and Zhao Chengyuan, and you have so many classmates in school that I have never met. I am worried that one day another person will see your goodness, that someone will miss you as much as I do, and that one day you will feel I am not good enough."

Sui Dong's words were like a lingering and forceful kiss, bit by bit invading the entire heart, squeezing the blood to flow out from the heart in large streams, and flowing to the whole body through the capillaries.

His words turned into red and white blood cells and platelets, allowing Song Fanfan to maintain his mind and body movements under such a powerful offensive that combines dominance, strength, and gentleness, to convey his feelings for him, and to kiss him , to hug him, to let the two caress one after another, the entanglement of the body is accompanied by the fusion of the soul.