triple world

Are you excited?

Fu Yan was silent, he did not answer.

The mirror seemed to know the hesitation in his heart, and didn't expect to get his response at this moment. Its voice disappeared into the void, as if it had never appeared before.

Fu Yan stood in the corner like a statue.

The moment he understood the meaning of the mirror, he almost couldn't control his mouth to say the phrase "I do", and the frenzy and joy that surged into his brain instantly overwhelmed his rationality.

This is what he dreamed of, going back to the past and changing the future.

Fu Yan huddled in the corner of the room, expressionless, wondering what he was thinking.

It was already dawn, and the two brothers lying on the bed had woken up.

It was time for him to go out, but Fu Yang was a light sleeper, and he would wake up as soon as he moved, so it would be impossible to make Fu Yang go to sleep at this time.

Fu Yan watched his young self get up and quickly put on his clothes, and then took out the warm clothes that had been covered in bed all night and put them on for Fu Yang. , with a small body as soft as cotton, he giggled when he was kissed by his brother on his flushed cheeks, he was completely different from when he was alone.

"The weather should be pretty good today, but it's cold in the morning. I can't take off my coat after I leave. If it's hot in the afternoon, I'll take it off again, but I still have to stay in bed."

"I've boiled the hot water and put it in the pot. When you brush your teeth and pour the water later, be careful, and go to Granny Yu if you have anything to do."

"Be good at home, brother will bring you something delicious tonight."

Leaving these instructions ramblingly, the young man still had a smile on his face, a life full of pain did not overwhelm him, and there was such a small space behind him that sheltered from the wind and rain, and there was something in that small space. His only sustenance.

Fu Yan watched him go out, and watched Fu Yang, who had a smile on his face, slowly shrink back into the quilt. His small face was a little tired, and he fell asleep not long after.

When Fu Yang woke up again, he was woken up by knocking on the door. Outside was the voice of an old woman calling Fu Yang's name softly.

Fu Yang opened his eyes in a daze. He got up from the bed, wrapped himself in a small blanket, and said something, put on his shoes and walked over to open the door.

Outside the door was an old lady about 60 or [-] years old, with a thin body and a fierce face, but when she saw Fu Yang, she smiled on her stiff face, and the wrinkles on her face looked a little scary.

She reached out and touched Fu Yang's head, and then wrapped the blanket around his body for him, then handed him the tin box in her hand: "Here, come and have breakfast, grandma fried a poached egg for you today."

"Thank you, Granny Yu!" Fu Yang took the box with a bright smile, not feeling scared at all, and asked her good morning obediently.

Granny Yu responded with a smile, took out another egg from her pocket, stuffed it into Fu Yang's pocket, and said, "Come on, we Yangyang still have a boiled egg, if you get hungry later, remember to eat it." !"

The round egg was stuffed into Fu Yang's pocket, forcing the small bag to stretch out an arc.

Granny Yu didn't stay long, and left quickly. She limped and turned away, then turned her head to tell Fu Yang to come in quickly, and don't let the wind blow outside. Her shadow slowly disappeared from Fu Yan's sight. .

Fu Yang knew that Granny Yu was the benefactor of him and Fu Yang, and it was Granny Yu who saved Fu Yang's life during their most difficult time.

Fu Yan went out early every day, and only came back at noon and evening to bring some food to Fu Yang, and Fu Yang's meal in the morning was all thanks to Granny Yu's help, and even the meal he ate was better than other meals.

Fu Yan once approached Granny Yu and offered to give her money in exchange for this breakfast, but the other party turned his face away and drove him away: "I only gave him something to eat because I saw Yang Yang was cute, and I didn't think about the old woman. You, all day and night, make trouble for me!"

As she said, she never expressed any affection for Fu Yan, but Fu Yan understood the tenderness under the other's cold exterior.

Granny Yu has been alone for more than ten years, her husband and children passed away early, and she herself has a leg limped for unknown reasons, she never hesitates in dealing with people and things, and she can make people cry with a sharp mouth , no one in this place dared to provoke her, perhaps because she had no children, she regarded Fu Yang as her half-grandson and loved her dearly.

This kind of kindness from strangers was and is what Fu Yan is most grateful for.

After Granny Yu left, Fu Yang closed the door again, put the lunch box and eggs on the bed, and walked to the corner of the room to brush his teeth.

Fu Yan watched as he scooped up half of the prepared cold water with the cup, then lifted the kettle with great effort to pour out the hot water, and squatted at the small washbasin in the corner to start brushing his teeth.

The water in the kettle was put in by Fu Yan on purpose, only half of the hot water was put in it, for fear that he would get hurt when he poured the water because of lack of energy, and he didn't dare to let Fu Yang go out, so even when he brushed his teeth, he spit it into the small basin , Wait for him to come back to clean up.

After Fu Yang finished washing, he sat on the bed with a small box and ate breakfast. A golden fried egg was spread on top of the thick porridge. Then he poured a few drops of soy sauce and put a pickled cucumber on the side. The food is delicious.

And the egg was left untouched by him at the corner of the bed, he wanted to leave it to Fu Yan to eat.

Fu Yang is a very smart child, and also a very well-behaved child. When he was a few years younger, he still had a lot of fantasies in his mind, and he still regarded his elder brother as the day he is now.

Fu Yan still remembered that once he gave Fu Yang an egg, but he was reluctant to eat it, and was afraid that the egg would be cold, so he wanted to put the egg in a hot water bottle so that it would not be cold.

Because of the eggshell, Fu Yang peeled off the shell, and when Fu Yan came back, he excitedly asked him for credit, saying that he would share it with his brother, and finally saw the egg that couldn't be poured out was broken into a mess in the kettle It looks like weeping.

But no matter what age Fu Yang grows up, he always remembers his brother but never changes.

Fu Yan just quietly watched Fu Yang return to bed after eating, and started his lonely day.

Fu Yan began to imagine.

If he can really come back to this time, even if he can't immediately change their harsh living environment with his ability, he can still save Fu Yang from suffering, and they won't worry about tens of dollars anymore. Protect Fu Yang well, and they will not repeat the mistakes of their previous life.

He will take Fu Yang out of this place, and then use the law to protect himself.

At this time, he himself was still a minor, so there was no need to bear the heavy burden in order to repay the couple's life grace. All his hard work and efforts were only for Fu Yang.

Then he will watch Fu Yang grow up, erase the catastrophe that was his fate, watch him grow taller little by little, and then get married and have children.

What a bright future this is.

Fu Yan pursed his lips, and his eyes began to empty, as if he had already seen such a scene in front of his eyes.

But no matter how unscrupulously this kind of impulse collides in his body, there are three words at the end of Fu Yan's remaining rationality - Gu Wensheng.

After many years, will he give up the man who has been by his side for more than ten years for Fu Yang?

When Fu Yan opened his eyes, he saw the actions of his beloved younger brother in front of him. When he closed his eyes, he saw Gu Wensheng's words and deeds in front of him.

The feeling was driving him crazy.

The only thing Fu Yan can be sure of is that Gu Wensheng is the real Gu Wensheng, someone within his reach.

What about Fu Yang in front of him?Now he can't reach it, but as long as he promises the shadow, his invisible hand can fall into place.

Rationally, Fu Yan knew that he should get out early. Those who have died, those who have passed away for so many years in his memory, would never have the possibility to come back again. Fu Yan has experienced so many game worlds over the years and has never met Having been to Fu Yang, he is just a shell pulled to make up for the world in which Fu Yan was born.

But there is a mirror behind him, and even he himself is dead and alive again, so it may not be impossible to come back with the magic of the mirror.

Just leave like this?In the face of such conditions?

A strong sense of guilt and self-blame filled Fu Yan's body. If he left like this, no matter what his reasons were, the cares he had for so many years in the past seemed to be hypocrisy.

Fu Yan even imagined that Fu Yang raised his head from his arms, and his originally smiling face became indifferent.

"Brother has been torturing himself so much, so it's just pretending?"

"Give up the chance to see me again so easily?"

"It's all lies!"

"Brother...you, you don't love me at all."

For no reason, Fu Yan saw Fu Yang's pale and bloodless face lying on the hospital bed. He had worked hard enough and suffered too much pain, so even leaving was a kind of relief.

Fu Yan rushed out of this small space in embarrassment. The morning sun shone on him, and the cold wind blew away all the heat, making him feel like falling into an ice cellar.

In the days that followed, Fu Yan wandered the streets, or went back and stood in that corner watching Fu Yang's every move, his heart ached because of every movement he made.

After that, Fu Yan will not go back.

He stood on the corner of the street, watching the young man and the old lady going back and forth there, raining or sunny, watching Fu Yang being confined in that space day after day.

Fu Yan forgot how long he had been waiting here, but he finally decided to make a choice.

He walked slowly along the familiar road, passed through the barrier of iron sheets, and returned to the familiar darkness.

In the room, Fu Yang was sitting at the foot of the bed hugging his knees, staring fixedly at the lamp that was on, and there was an indifference in his eyes that Fu Yan had never seen before.

This emotion that should not have appeared on a child made Fu Yan quickly notice something strange.

The moment Fu Yan came in, Fu Yang's body stiffened for a moment, and he naturally lay back on the bed and got into the quilt again. The eyes that Fu Yan saw at that moment seemed to be just his illusion.

Fu Yan suppressed his breathing, looking at the undulating mass huddled behind the quilt, feeling complicated.

Finally he couldn't help but said, "You...can see me."