[Comprehensive] People who like me are sick

My name is Kawakami Tomie, everyone who knows me thinks I am beautiful, men like me and love me, women are jealous of me and hate me.I didn't feel happy because of this. Proper beauty can increase a woman's self-confidence, but my appearance just brought me endless troubles.

Since I was a child, I have no friends around me. Men will always look at me with their dirty eyes. Since I was sensible, I have never lacked idiots, perverts, and stalkers around me... and my female fate, in the After my kindergarten, elementary school, and even junior high school somehow became the "little three" of my neighbors, deskmates, and roommates' boyfriends, no women are willing to approach me anymore.

Please don't worry about why someone in kindergarten or elementary school has a boyfriend. Children in island countries mature early, and it's just that children's hearts are fighting for attention.I think so.

Of course, I have to explain here, I feel really innocent, I can't even remember who they are.

Men break up with them inexplicably, but I'm always the one lying down.In short, no matter what the reason for the breakup is, it will be related to me. Over time, the name Tomie Kawakami has spread in various schools in Tokyo. Of course, this is not a good reputation.

Since then, I have developed the habit of not squinting.Whether it is an acquaintance, a passer-by or a stranger, as long as it is a man, I will selectively shift my eyes.

I think this may be a disease.

Here I have to explain again, since I was conscious, I have come and gone in one foster family, I do not have my own parents, and even the head of the orphanage who accepted me did not know my background.

As for why I was thrown around in foster homes, I don't think the reasons need to be explained.The most indispensable thing in the island country is probably the perverted pedophile.

Rao is like this, I still lived tenaciously until I was 16 years old. I left the last foster family right after my 16-year-old coming-of-age ceremony. I stayed in this 'home' for the longest time, a full three years.

I like this family very much. In this family, I only experience the feeling of having relatives.

Mother Fuzi treated me like my own daughter. This woman who lost her husband in the early years ran the family alone. From the first time I saw her, I knew she was a smart woman.

On the last night before I was about to leave, Fuzi's mother came to my bedroom, held my hand and told me a bedtime story.

When I boarded a flight to the UK the next day, I found a credit card in the middle of my clothes.

She already knew about my leaving, and acquiesced in my leaving.It is precisely because she is a loving mother that she does not want her children to be harmed.

She cares more about her own son than me, an adopted daughter.

That is my big brother in name.

This 18-year-old genius has already obtained two Ph.D. degrees from the University of Tokyo.

Recently, he has become more active and intimate with me.His possessiveness towards me is terrifying. When Fuzi's mother touches and kisses me, he will even stare at her with vicious and resentful eyes.

Of course Fuzi's mother is aware of her son's changes. His sickness embarrasses her, and she also knows that I have no other thoughts about him.

Therefore, she is happy to see the success of my own departure.

Hey, 16 years of living in Japan was a tragedy.

Hope life in the UK will be a new start

September 2010, 9 - Excerpt from "Fu Jiang Diary"

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Only after passing the test of adversity can you truly understand the strength that you and the people around you give you. After JK Rowling came to the UK, Fu Jiang still has a lot to do.

The reason why he chose the UK is actually related to Fu Jiang's own dream.

Fu Jiang has no resistance to beautiful things since she was a child. Although her face has brought her a lot of trouble, she has to admit that she likes this beautiful skin very much.

She likes art, performances, music, and all artistic activities that can relax her body and mind...

When she saw the brochure and introduction of Oxford University for the first time, she was deeply attracted by this place.

Oxford University, this is the dream of many students.

Although Tomie's grades are good, they are only among the same students in Japan.Art schools in the UK have high demands on their students, not to mention this world-renowned first-class university.

In addition to the IELTS and TOEFL scores required for admission, Fu Jiang also has to consider tuition fees.

There is 100 million yen in the bank card that Fuko's mother gave her. This money can be used for a while in Japan, but it is far from enough to survive in the UK.

The money for renting a house, the money for daily life plus tuition fees are a lot of expenses.Fu Jiang will not easily touch the money that Fuzi's mother gave her. This is her capital, and it is also a guarantee for her life.

After learning more about the admission requirements of Oxford University, Fu Jiang went to apply for a language school.

Because the admission application deadline for Oxford University is earlier, the application must be submitted more than half a year in advance, so Fu Jiang has already missed the autumn admission.

She decided to postpone it for a year, after all, she still had a lot to prepare for.

For example, learning a few extra skills, dancing, musical instruments, etc. will give her extra points in her grades and increase her chances of getting in.

For a whole year, Fu Jiang had a very fulfilling life.

Dance classes and musical instrument classes have consumed most of her savings, and after class every day, she has to find a job to meet her daily expenses.

Although life is very tight, Fu Jiang feels very sufficient.

And one thing I have to mention is that after being in the UK for so long, she has not encountered any perverts. Although someone strikes up a conversation, no one follows her or intends to misbehave her.

This is really a big progress!

A year passed quickly, and Fu Jiang had already submitted her application for admission. On the day Oxford University released its rankings, she stopped all activities and waited in front of the computer.

Her eyes flicked across unfamiliar names, but she couldn't find her own.

She didn't pass.

Fu Jiang felt that all her hard work this year seemed to be in vain. There was no problem with her performance test, but there are many people who are better than her in this world.

In the following period of time, Fu Jiang was very discouraged.

She still wanted to continue, but unfortunately, practical problems forced her to make other considerations. In the end, she gave up her plan to enter Oxford University and turned to the Art Department of University College London.

Of course, in the end she was admitted successfully.

In the same year, due to her outstanding appearance, she got an invitation from a small modeling agency.

Her elegant and mysterious oriental temperament and beautiful and delicate face are extremely sought after. In the second year of enrollment, she received a full scholarship from the University of London and won the title of the first beauty in the art department.

She has more suitors.

But what brought her this time was not trouble but opportunity.

One of her suitors is the grandson of a media tycoon in the American CAA company. He brought her resume to his grandfather, and his grandfather planned to interview her after reading her resume.

So Fu Jiang went to the United States.

Almost at the same time they met, Summer Raystone signed her.

In the second year of the University of London, Kawakami Tomie became a man of the school, not only because she got the CAA contract, but also because she took over the filming of the film with Oscar winner Sharon Wynyard in the same year-"East Tomie played a supporting role in Ney Island, and she only appeared for a few minutes, but in a few shots, she accurately interpreted the soul of the character.

She's playing a sadly gay guy who loves Sharon Wynyard's character, Angelia, a beautiful, kind, intelligent woman.

Tomie is a villain, she's a paranoid, and she goes out of her way to get Angelia's attention.She pursues the ultimate beauty, she wants every time she appears, Angelia's eyes are on her, she can only watch her...

Of course she succeeded.Fu Jiang's beauty is fatal, whether it's Angelia or someone else, as long as she comes out, no one will pay attention to others.

On the screen, Fu Jiang has a suffocating beauty.

Under the illumination of the light, the mole of tears became more and more mysterious, giving her face an indescribable sense of seductiveness.

That's why she got the chance to play this role.

After that, she received many film contracts one after another, but she did not accept them.She looked at the content of her role, and it was nothing more than some vase characters. Her first film was the beginning of her success, and the second film was an important cornerstone for her to step out of the first film in her life.

She doesn't want the outside world's image of her to be based on an empty vase.

One such performance is enough.

Therefore, Fu Jiang waited patiently.

After graduating from university, she finally got her chance.

The second opportunity to cooperate with CAA, although it is a small production and low cost film, but the script is quite exciting.This time, Fu Jiang will take on the important role of the female number one.

After Fu Jiang signed the contract, CAA did not stop cultivating her.

She only accepted one or two commercial endorsements, and most of the time was arranged by the company's people for training.

She was lucky to be favored by Wynyard. This nearly 40-year-old Hollywood superstar has not aged due to the passage of time. Instead, she exudes the charm and charm of a mature woman. Her wisdom, stability and experience are just right It is what Fujie lacks.

Fu Jiang felt very honored to have her as her first teacher.

Of course, Fu Jiang also has the same doubts as the outside world, Sharon Wynyard's ageless appearance.This is also the reason why she was able to take over the female lead of "Tony Island".

- The role of Tony Island's No. 20 woman needs to be performed by a young woman in her early [-]s. The plot tells the glorious life of this woman.

And Sharon Wynyard was invited, so the crew no longer had to worry about the heroine's transition from 20 to 60 years old.

She basically pulls it all off without relying on the crew's makeup crew.

why

Fu Jiang got the answer in the past two years.

Sharon Wynyard has super-high disguise and voice-changing skills, almost to the point of being fake.

This magical skill that has only been seen in movies actually exists in reality, and Fu Jiang is more determined to learn it while being surprised.

With it, she can get rid of the status quo of being harassed by perverts.

Oh, I have to mention here that Fu Jiang still hasn't escaped the vicious circle.After four years in the UK, she still got a perverted stalker.

Not to mention sending flowers, letters and blessings regularly every day, she thought it was just an ordinary fan, who knew that she changed to send photos of her life recently.

Moreover, all kinds of obscene content were written on it. No matter how vigilant and searched Fu Jiang was, she still couldn't find any trace of this person.

She is very busy and has no time to deal with this kind of person. After all, the previous 16 years of experience have made her used to the existence of this kind of person.

After coming to the United States, she still has a one-month buffer period for filming.

She took the script and decided to make preparations before shooting, in order to be perfect and truly experience the feeling of the characters in the script.She disguised herself and came to a certain square, where she performed art or drew sketches for others.

In the days of "doing odd jobs" to experience life, she met a girl.

One by one Bertha.

Her name is just like her person, beautiful and splendid.

She was born in a single-parent family. In order to reduce the burden on her mother and pay for her own college tuition, she came to the square to play guitar and sing to make money.

Fu Jiang had a similar experience with her, so they became friends easily.

She didn't dislike Fu Jiang's face (Fu Jiang's disguise disfigured herself, and there were two big birthmarks on her face) and she was still friends with her. Such behavior moved Fu Jiang very much, after all, she has not had a female friend for more than 20 years .

Bertha is the first, Fu Jiang hopes she is not the last.

Unfortunately, such a beautiful friendship did not last long.A week later, Bertha died on the outskirts of the dock.

When the FBI came to Fu Jiang, she still didn't believe the truth.