[Comprehensive] People who like me are sick

Each of us has an unknown side, one side wants to save the world, and the other side wants to take care of the people he loves. These two sides conflict with each other. This is the so-called tortured soul.

***

Every minute and every second here is challenging Fu Jiang's nerves and bottom line.

The sound of chewing and swallowing hit her eardrums, and even burrowed into her skin like a worm.

Intolerable.

Fu Jiang felt that the world was turned upside down again.

Sweat dripped from her forehead and wet her bangs, and she began to tremble, convulse, and breathe heavily...

She didn't seem to feel her own blood flowing. When she opened her eyes, she could only see a shaking black head. Other than that, her eyes were bright red.

"Spencer, Spencer..." Fu Jiang called Rhett hurriedly, she was so scared, but she couldn't hear any sound from herself.

She felt that she was going to die.

Watching other people torture is itself a form of torture.

Fu Jiang couldn't accept it.She started feeling disgusted.

she thinks.

Maybe Adams is right, such an evasive self is so cowardly and hypocritical.

In the face of pressure and problems, he will only blindly choose to shrink back, and instinctively escape into his own world.

What cowardice!

What incompetence!

This is her!

She is Tomie Kawakami? !

She has become the kind of person she hates the most.No, she had always been the kind of person she hated the most, it was just that she never realized it.

Fu Jiang looked at his hands and touched his face.

Very white and beautiful.

But why did she have an unreal feeling? !

The world may not be real.

No, it's true.So it can hurt her.

Why can he hurt her?

Because she is afraid.

What is she afraid of?

One by one, men, a group of disgusting creatures who think they are smart, a group of monsters in skins.

Why are they alive?Live in the same place with her?

No, they shouldn't be walking on the road in such an upright manner. When she could only huddle on a small piece of land and lick her wounds, they were doing some disgusting things.

Damn them.

Yes!Damn them!

"Fu Jiang?! Fu Jiang!! Can you hear me? God, don't sleep! Fu Jiang!! Wake up!" Rhett's voice suddenly sounded in her ears, and Fu Jiang woke up from the trance.

When her eyes refocused, she saw a panicked face in front of her.

"Are you okay?" Reid stretched out his hand and shook Fu Jiang's eyes twice. He half hugged her in his arms, but there was nothing on him.

Fu Jiang, who regained control of her body, felt a burst of warmth, and Reid's clothes were tightly wrapped around her body.

"...I, I'm fine, I'm fine..." Her voice was choked with tears, and Fu Jiang's eyes glistened with tears. She shouldn't think that way, there are still people in this world who care about her and simply care about her.

Nothing about sex, nothing about lust, just a good instinct.

Fu Jiang broke free from the shackles of her clothes, and she stretched out her hands and hugged Reid tightly.

It was like embracing the light of her life.

At this moment, she truly experienced Eve Greens' feelings.

He is so warm, he drives away the darkness in front of my eyes and illuminates my life; he drives away my timidity and gives me the courage to move forward.

does he love mewill he love meNot because of my face, not because I am Kawakami Tomie, just because I am me?

One by one he loves me.He will love me, he is mine alone.

Fu Jiang's fingers dug into Rhett's naked back fiercely, and a dark light appeared in her eyes.

Reid didn't cry out for pain, he let Fu Jiang move.Because he knew how helpless and panic she was at the moment.

"It's okay, everything will be fine." Reid patted Fu Jiang's back rhythmically, his voice was soft and magical, "I am here, I am here, and I will be with you."

Fu Jiang gradually calmed down, and she got an inexplicable strength from Reid's comfort. She felt that her body was no longer so weak, and her limbs did not feel so tired.

It felt good, it felt good to be watched by him.

I wish he could keep his eyes on me.

Fu Jiang looked at Reid seriously, and she didn't show a smile until she saw her face reflected in his pupils.

"Will you always be with me? Always by my side?"

Fu Jiang was still holding on to Reid, she was using a lot of force, it seemed that all her strength was used to make contact with him.

Reid also looked back at Fu Jiang deeply, and in her eyes, he saw a morbid obsession.

This obsession was eating her mind.

He began to feel uneasy.

Fu Jiang's dependence and desire formed too fast, almost to the point of unscientific.

She skipped the usual steps, maybe her spirit was already on the verge of breaking down, after two shocks.

"Will you? Will you? Will you be with me?! Tell me! Tell me! Why don't you answer me!" Fu Jiang, who hadn't received an answer for a long time, became manic. She questioned the man in front of her, and she looked around in surprise. around.

"Yes, I will be with you forever." He knew that such an answer was irrational, and it would only deepen Fu Jiang's sickness, but he couldn't let her hurt himself.

If she doesn't get a response from him, she will act aggressively.After being forced to watch that continuously, she might become bloodthirsty and violent.

Either she hurts others to quell her desires, or she hurts herself to get redemption.

Here she can't get in touch with anyone other than him.

Now she showed an extraordinary desire for him, if she would not choose to hurt him, then she would definitely self-mutilate uncontrollably.

In fact, he should have been mentally prepared, shouldn't he?

He knew Adams' plan, and he could also predict what happened next.

When he chose to protect Fu Jiang and never leave her, he should have thought of how painful the situation they would face next would be.

- They will maintain this relationship until they are saved.

And as time goes by, the morbid psychological resonance of Fu Jiang's imprisonment will only become more and more serious.

She is unable to face her trauma, and when forced to do so, her mind and emotions drift apart.She is subconsciously switching media, diverting the source of her pain.

Now, that pain has turned into dependency.

How much Kawakami Tomie used to fear and hate those who died, now, how much she relies on Rhett Spencer.

***

The first phase of the test was successful. Adams adjusted the angle of the screen, and he sat on a sofa, drinking coffee leisurely.

Surrounded by shots, each scene is a close-up of Tomie Kawakami.

From his position he could clearly see every slight fluctuation in her face.

Her uneasiness, fear, her evasion, cowardice...

The surrounding instruments clearly told him her heartbeat per minute, her body temperature...

Adams caressed Fu Jiang in the camera, stroking her inch by inch and little by little.Tell yourself that you must be patient now, and convince yourself over and over again that such patience and dedication will be rewarded.

The man who made him want to tear up and devour him would be the stepping stone to finally achieve Fu Jiang.

He can't move him yet.

Be restrained!

The fruit after waiting is sweet.

She will be perfect.

She will always belong to him alone.

These are only a matter of time.

Adams threw away the bloody dainty dagger and put his shirt back on.

The white shirt was stained red, and he didn't mind the bleeding wound on his chest.He picked up those old scars little by little, and he enjoyed the process very much.

It reminded him of her every time he did so.

He felt this way every time he saw her.

Kawakami Tomie tore open his chest and pinched his beating heart.

The feeling of suffocation intoxicated him.

It was wonderful.

It made him feel alive.

The only time she was alive was when she fixed her eyes on him.

I will set you free.

I love you.

***

Adams didn't give the two of them enough food. In his opinion, Reid didn't need to live. His only value was to stimulate Fu Jiang.

Although Adams felt sorry for Fu Jiang, he would not give her too much food.Every day, a gap of about 20 cm will be opened at the corner of the wall, and food will be sent in through that opening.

Other than that, there are no other gaps in this room.

It's solid like a fortress, it doesn't even have vents.

Of course, these foods are calculated.

Two meals a day, morning and noon, refer to her body shape and basic intake.

Fu Jiang's body is very weak, and these low-calorie foods not only can't satisfy her appetite, but also make her feel weak.

Moreover, this pitiful food must be divided into two portions.

Red is a grown male, even if he looks thin.Fu Jiang will give her the big head after getting the food. It is not just a subconscious instinct. Although she knows that she cares about Rhett too much, she is at least sensible. If they want to rely on their own strength To be rescued, Rhett must maintain his strength.

Rhett is also aware of this truth.

But even so, they still feel hungry from time to time.

Especially after 'Torture' which is a daily must watch.

The increasingly obvious emptiness in her stomach and the accompanying pain did not make Fu Jiang feel unbearable, but instead made her feel a strange pleasure.

She even found it wonderful not to eat.

She began to refuse food and left everything to Rhett. Looking at her increasingly thin face and glaring protruding bones, Rhett discovered the seriousness of the matter.

Tomie's symptoms worsened.

She has started masturbating to get pleasure and can't stop.

"You should eat something, even if it's for me." Reid handed the milk to Fu Jiang, his voice seductively comforting.

But it doesn't seem to be working.

Fu Jiang frowned, and she refused: "I'm not hungry, Spencer."

"You haven't eaten all day, and you haven't even drank any water." Reid was full of worry: "You are still sick, your body is cold, you should add some food and energy."

"Trust me, okay? Eat a little."

Fu Jiang stuck tightly to Reid's body, and she liked the feeling of being coaxed by him.

He is a very gentle person.

he's mine.

Thinking of this, Fu Jiang nodded, her smile was sweet, and she said with some satisfaction: "Okay, I believe you."

Patiently persuading and comforting Fu Jiang has almost become what Reid must do every day.

Now she will not close her eyes when those people are brutally killed. Except for sleeping, her eyes are always on him.

All her fears and fears, all the emotions that dominated her were transferred to him.

Reid hugged Fu Jiang. After she frowned and drank the bag of milk in pain, he began to observe the room for the third time. He searched every detail, but he couldn't find any loopholes.

The materials of those screens are quite advanced, and the walls are actually made of bulletproof armor materials.

Wait, isn't this thickness the same as that on the periphery of Fu Jiang's villa on the mountainside?

A crazy guess appeared in Rhett's mind.

They were actually locked up in that villa in Fu Jiang?

wrong!If this is the case, it is impossible for Fu Jiang not to find out.And that house has authority over her.

He remembered that she had said that there was an abandoned basement under the house.It was originally intended to be used to make wine cellars.

This can also explain why BAU has not discovered the reason here.

The most dangerous place is also the safest place.

After knowing where he was, Rhett gained confidence.They could get out, now, all they needed was a stimulus, a stimulus to make Adams lose his mind.

Reid withdrew her hand and looked at Fu Jiang. She was watching him with gentle eyes full of trust.

Rhett's face was a little pale, not because of malnutrition, nor because he hadn't been exposed to the sun for a long time.

Every decision he made was a kind of harm to her.

Now, he had to face another choice.

***

Adams was in a good mood, and the second stage was completed.

Not long ago, that damned FBI finally couldn't take it anymore, and his emotional outburst made violent actions against Fu Jiang.

Oh look, that look of despair.

My Fu Jiang, have you finally understood?Everyone in this world is hurting you, and those who approach you have no good intentions.

Only me, only I really love you.

Adams picked out a dress from his closet, and it wasn't a formal suit.

White slacks, brown-gray shirt, and a college badge on the left chest.After straightening his cuffs, Adams nodded in satisfaction.

Elegant and simple.

This is what he was wearing when they first met, the moment their fates were linked.

Now, it's time for him to end it all.

A new life is not far away, and he has already planned his future with Fu Jiang.

A wonderful world for two people.

Adams polished his shoes, and when he was dressed he opened the door.

There was a 'click' sound when the doorknob was turned, and the door just opened a gap, before Adams even let go of the grip, he heard a familiar voice.

"Igot you."