Before AD [Babylonian Favorites]

"Who?"

My hands and feet were bound by shackles, and it was very difficult to get up. I wanted to look sideways, but I heard a loud clang, as if some kind of weapon fell to the ground.The night was very quiet, but the people behind seemed to be unable to hear their breathing.

My heart trembled for a while, I propped up my arms and tried to stand up, but I was hit by a force of gravity against the wall without warning.Before I could catch my breath, I felt the people behind me firmly resisting me, one hand fumbled to cover my face, and the fingers holding my shoulders pinched into the skin, my back pressed against my chest, my head was pulled, and the wall was cold And rough, and the person behind him is a hot light source.

"and many more……"

His strength was terrifying, and I tried to speak, but his violent actions were too terrifying.After a few strokes, the long iron chain was wrapped around my hand and lifted, and my legs were pushed behind me and forced to separate. The iron chain hit the wall and made a loud noise.My heart tightened all of a sudden, and as soon as I struggled, I was punched hard on the back of the head, and I was dizzy for a while.

There was a sudden sound of tearing clothes, and the skin on my back was so cold that I couldn't help shivering.

"You! You stop for me!"

Fingers that were colder than the air stretched in and caressed indiscriminately, simply and rudely.The edges and corners of the ring between the fingers rubbed against the back, turned over, and rubbed the chest impatiently.I was in pain from him, but I couldn't lift my head up. From the beginning to the end, his right hand kept pressing on the top of my head, with such great strength, it seemed that I was very afraid and hated to see my face.

He hugged me, breathing heavily on the back of his neck, but only paused for a moment, then tore off my belt and opened one leg.The night was so cold that I couldn't stop shaking, and I couldn't help but sigh in my heart.I know what is about to happen, and I also know that even if I ask for help in this situation, no one will take care of me.I have never done this kind of compulsion, and I have always been in a superior position in the past.I know that even if you are fully prepared in advance, the people below will be quite painful.

"You..." His hands were very green, and he wanted to tell him to slow down as much as possible, otherwise I might not be able to carry it.But the words were on the verge of my mouth, and before I could make a sound, he had already pressed my shoulders and forcibly penetrated from below.A very clear voice penetrated my mind with heart-piercing pain. The moment I bit my lip, I felt the bloody smell in my mouth, and the people behind me moved like crazy.The fingertips pinched the wall, and the pain continuously paralyzed the body like an overcurrent.

"Slow down..." I don't know whether it's tears or sweat in front of my eyes, my eyes are so sore, and my body is also sore, I whispered with the only sliver of reason left, "...Slow down, please."

I don't know how long it took, just when I felt that I was going to pass, he slowly let go of the restraint on my head, and instead hugged me tightly from behind with both hands.Nothing inside me moved anymore, he put his chin on my shoulder and bit my neck hard.

I snorted, let him pull out, and pushed me to the ground again.

He stood quietly aside for a while, and began to dress one by one.

I shook my head, forced myself to wake up, and waited for a while before starting to crawl towards him.With every step I take, I feel as if I have aged many years.

And he just stood there casually with his hands down, his face blurred.The moonlight reflected the ends of his golden hair, so softly curled, like flowing water at will.

When I could finally grab his leg, he suddenly took two steps back, acting like we were strangers.

We are certainly not strangers.

"You..." I withdrew my hand, looked down at the ground, and breathed calmly for a long time before opening my mouth, "Your Majesty, what do you mean by doing this?"

I felt his eyes fall on me: "You are not Bagoss."

I froze for a moment, sat up straight, and wiped off the blood from the corner of my lips: "There is only one Bagoss in this world. Your Majesty thinks that I am, and if I am not, then I am not."

"Why did you lie to me?" His voice was hoarse, "You are not a eunuch, why did you pretend to be him and stay by my side? Why did you steal Hephaistion's ring? Why, when I regard you as someone I can trust with all my heart After being killed, you changed your mind and wanted to run away?"

Why?Why?How do I know why?

Isn't it just to survive?Isn't it just to keep a section of your best memories?Isn't it just to leave you?

But, my Majesty Alexander, how much do you believe when I say this now?What you hate the most is the person who deceives you. You don't even want to leave me memories, and you want to destroy them.You say you trust me, but in fact, since the day your mother killed your father and put you on the throne, you have been unwilling to trust anyone easily.

You are keen on expanding territory and conquering cities because you feel that only the power in your hands is the most real and reliable.And the human mind is so fickle, so fragile, so unpredictable, Alexander, are you afraid?

"So you're angry?" I suddenly raised my head and smiled provocatively at him, "So you're going to teach me a lesson and rape me? What's next? Is it torture? Ask me who sent me to approach you? Or do you want to kill me like Philotas? Come on!"

I patted myself on the chest, hoarse.

"Before he died, Purbaccus said he didn't know who you were, when you were transferred, and how. Who are you?" He ignored my provocation and continued to ask indifferently.

I was startled: "You killed Bobacus?"

"I will never use anyone who has lied to me." He answered it as a matter of course.

I did not speak again.

"why do not you reply me?"

It was too cold on the ground and my clothes were not enough to cover my body. I slowly leaned against a wall, picked a comfortable position and curled up my legs, and said softly: "The person who asks the question often already has the answer in his heart. Your Majesty asked me, but I just want to prove my answer, so why should I say more."

Without saying a word, he quickly walked up to me, bent down and looked at me.

His brows were slightly frowned, and those blue eyes were crystal clear, as if they contained a lot of emotion, but I couldn't see through them at all.I saw his sadness, despair, madness...not the cheerful and sunny boy, but more complex emotions that cannot be seen in the depths, but the shallowest layer is very clear and piercing, sadness.

His cold and slender fingers gently caressed my cheeks, eyelids, and eyelashes.

"Little boy." He called me in a tired voice, "If you want to leave in such a hurry, do you hesitate and don't want to kill me again, so you want to run for your life? If you stay by my side forever, will there be a day when even you Take your dagger and stab me..."

"Your Majesty, no, Your Majesty, how could I kill you?" Hearing his sad voice, I was so sad that I couldn't even listen to it.

He smiled wryly to himself: "I have lived for more than 20 years, and only two people have not lied to me: my father and Hefes. My father died because of me. In order to protect Hephas from the schemes of my mother and other ministers, I I must become strong, I must give up on him, but these unintentional actions have already hurt him. Zeus, Bagos, you have taught me a good lesson."

Snapped!

Without warning, he slapped me backhandedly, pulled me up, and said forcefully: "Before you left, for a brief moment, I swear to Aphrodite, I really thought that what I lost could be found in you Get it back on me. I thought I finally found someone who would make me no longer miss Hephaestion, and I thought you would walk with me!"

He whispered into my ear word by word, emotionally fluctuating because of too much force: "Bagos, the sad thing is, you were pretended by another person from the beginning to the end, and the Bagoas in my heart is a complete person." A total illusion!"

"His Majesty."

I suddenly opened my eyes wide, unable to feel the pain on my face.Only his words remained in his mind, like a thunderstorm. After the explosion, there were devastated ruins.

Alexander turned his back and said with a blank expression: "What are you doing here? Why are you stealing the ring? I don't want to know the messenger behind you at all. When you think of how many things I have talked to you in the past, you will be shocked." Making up lies makes me feel so dirty. I don't want to see you again."

"Your Majesty! How will Your Majesty deal with me?"

I was suddenly afraid that he would leave.

He turned his head and glanced at me, with frost in his eyes: "Tomorrow afternoon, I will interrogate you in front of all the generals. No matter what, you have to pay for the mistakes you made."

I climbed up against the wall.

"Your Majesty, can I hear another word! If, I mean if..."

He said coldly: "You are still playing with me now, when will I hear the truth from your mouth?"

"I'm telling you the truth! Listen, I'm not from this era..."

Alexander's back stopped, and he continued to walk forward.

I hurried to catch up, but I fell to the ground because of my strides too far, so I had to get up in embarrassment.

"...I'm a person from after 2000! I'm just afraid that you can't accept this truth..."

When he looked up again, Alexander's figure had disappeared, the door was locked, and there was the sound of iron chains being fastened outside.

"Why don't you even give me a chance?"

I stared blankly at the wooden door and sat down on the ground.

The hand hangs down, but accidentally touches something soft, with a faint fragrance.I groped for a long time, and suddenly my nose felt a little sore.

That's Alexander's cloak.

I remember the first time I planned to tell him the truth, it was also in one night.He took off his cloak and put it on for me, then asked me with a smile, where am I going to leave here.

"You don't like this place, so let's leave, shall we? Go to the farther east, to Central Asia, to Bactria, to India, to the east that is farther than India—I've longed for that place since I was a child, it must be beautiful."

Since then, I have never been able to speak the truth again.

Because I don't want to go anywhere, I just want to stay by his side.