Qi spirit

Yan Yunhe set up a table full of sumptuous lunches and asked Yan Yucheng to buy them while Han Yuling was locked in the room.Han Yuling looked at these authentic delicacies, including the ones he had planned to eat with Lu Shaozong, so even though he was in a bad mood, he still couldn't resist the appetite aroused by his mouth, and silently moved his chopsticks.

"Come on, eat more." Yan Yunhe served Han Yuling courteously, "Is this enough? Do you want to drink?"

Han Yuling's lips moved, he picked up a fried five-spice roll and put it in Lu Shaozong's bowl, and said, "Brother Zong, eat it while it's hot."

Lu Shaozong raised his eyes to see Yan Yunhe's embarrassed expression, Yan Yucheng shrugged at the side, and Yan Yuqi poured tea for his father without saying a word.

"Cough." Lu Shaozong coughed dryly, and attracted the attention of his godson, so he pointed at Yan Yunhe with his chopsticks, signaling his godson to do what he should do.

Han Yuling blinked, reached out to the center of the table pointed by the chopsticks, picked up two cans of cold beer, opened one for Lu Shaozong, and opened another for himself.

"Yuling." Lu Shaozong had no choice but to say: "Mr. Yan is talking to you."

Han Yuling turned his face away to drink and ignored it.

"Hey, Mr. Lu, it's okay, it's okay, let's eat! Yuling, do you need ice cubes for beer?".Yan Yunhyuk looked joyful.

Han Yuling put down the wine, picked up a piece of pancake and ate it. After chewing slowly, he wiped his mouth and stood up, "Thank you very much for your hospitality, I'm full." He turned to Lu Shaozong: "Brother Zong, take your time. Eat, I'm going to pack up the presents my grandparents gave me, and I want to take them home." After saying that, he turned and left the dining table.

"Yuling!" Lu Shaozong couldn't help but accentuate his tone. He didn't expect his godson to still resist Yan Yunhe so much. Seeing that Yan Yunhe's enthusiasm was constantly being poured with cold water, he couldn't stand it anymore, "It's okay to pack up the gifts later." OK, come back and sit down."

"Mr. Lu, just let him go, Yuling is like this, he doesn't have much appetite." Yan Yunhe wanted to smooth things over.

"What did you say?" Han Yuling turned around abruptly, staring at Yan Yunhyuk with displeasure, "What about me? You know me well?"

"Uh... this..." Yan Yunhe hesitated, not knowing how to deal with this inexplicable question.

Lu Shaozong knew that the situation was not good, so he immediately got up and pulled his godson into the room just now, and locked the door.

"Why did you suddenly lose your temper?" Lu Shaozong shook his son's wrist forcefully.

"You also heard what he said just now." Han Yuling muttered.

"What's the problem with saying that? Mr. Yan is giving you a step down, you just don't appreciate it, and you still respond with such an attitude!" Lu Shaozong raised his other hand, pointing in front of his godson in a warning way: "I tell you, if you can't control your emotions, you are not allowed to go anywhere tonight!"

"All of us are here, isn't it in vain if we don't go?"

"That's for nothing." Lu Shaozong spread his hands, "If you let you go out, you will bite people randomly. Brother Zong doesn't mind guarding you all night."

Han Yuling frowned, trying to say that his godfather was overreacting, but was interrupted by a knock on the door.

"Brother!" Yan Yuqi called outside the door: "I have to pick up my wife to the banquet hall to get ready, I'll go first, see you later!" Then I heard Yan Yunhe instructing Yan Yuqi to drive carefully, and soon heard The sound of a car driving away.

Han Yuling and Lu Shaozong met in silence for a long time, Lu Shaozong sighed: "No, I won't let you go, you pack your things yourself, I'll tell you."

"Brother Zong!" Han Yuling grabbed his godfather: "Are you so worried?"

"Then you must at least act so that I can rest assured." Lu Shaozong looked at the tablet of the deceased, and continued: "If you still respect these two elders, then respect the weddings held by their families. Mr. Yan is the man Parents, you are the elder brother of the man. If you can't even do the most basic etiquette, why bother to embarrass yourself? Have you forgotten who you are? Han Yuling, you are Ye Yaqi's master. As a master, you can't wait to talk to your apprentice Grabbing the news?" Lu Shaozong deliberately spoke seriously, only in this way can his godson know how inappropriate his attitude just now is in the eyes of others.

Han Yuling was stunned for a while, bowed his head and thought for a while, and finally felt that his godfather was right, and he was indeed too irrational.

"I know, I will manage my emotions." Han Yuling lowered his head, held his godfather's wrist, and said aggrievedly: "Brother Zong, don't be angry..."

"I'm mad at you, what pain do you have?" Listening to the baby acting like a baby, Lu Shaozong's anger also eased, and he raised his hand to pinch the baby's ear: "Go out and talk to people, eat this meal calmly, and treat people generously." Say goodbye, I will see your performance and decide whether to let you go or not."

"Oh..." Han Yuling replied awkwardly. Although no one saw it, he still felt ashamed to give his godfather such an earful.

Lu Shaozong thought for a while, and decided to go to the upper level for insurance: "I know you promised Han Feng something, you said you would come here with a normal heart, and go back with a normal heart, and I will report your performance to Han Feng truthfully."

"Uh! No, Brother Zong, I..." Han Yuling wanted to act like a baby but it was too late, Lu Shaozong shook his hand and opened the door to leave the room.

Han Yuling bit his lip, just in time to see Yan Yunhyuk looking towards him, so he took a deep breath, quietly returned to the dining table, picked up the teapot and filled Yan Yunhyuk's cup.

"Mr. Yan, please drink tea." He slightly raised the corners of his stiff mouth.

Yan Yunhe chuckled, shook his hand and said: "I'm full, and I don't eat much when I'm old, Yuling, Mr. Lu, eat slowly, I'll find some old small boxes to pack those gifts, so many It's more convenient to mail things separately..."

Yan Yunhe walked to the back of the house while talking, and Lu Shaozong lightly kicked Han Yuling's heel.

"Mr. Yan." Han Yuling got up immediately, "I'll help you."

"No, no, no! Yuling, you don't have to..."

Han Yuling had already walked to Yan Yunhe's side, and murmured in a low voice: "Can you not be so polite? It makes me seem disrespectful to the elderly."

"This... I'm sorry, I..."

"Don't apologize." Han Yuling said impatiently.

"Uh...yes, then...how should I..."

Han Yuling squatted down, took out a folded cardboard box from under a stack of old newspapers, carried it up and stood up straight, and said to the flustered Yan Yunhe, "You don't need to be submissive to me, it's ugly in the eyes of outsiders. I wish you could talk to me like you used to."

"Okay, I understand, I'm sorry, I will pay attention when there are people around..." Yan Yunhyuk said while taking the cardboard box from Han Yuling's hands.

"I didn't mean that!" Han Yuling avoided, "Whether there are people or not, please treat me, a junior, like an elder! You are not my father, that is a fact, and it is also a fact that you raised me, I am not polite to you I shouldn't, from now on don't apologize to me!" Han Yuling strode back to his grandparents' room after speaking, glanced at the dining table, and Lu Shaozong also stared at him.

Han Yuling swallowed his saliva, turned around and wanted to ask Yan Yunhe to sit down and rest. He didn't need to help him, but he was surprised to see Yan Yunhe came out from the back of the house in tears, walked towards him, and said with a sob: "Yuling... I'm really...I'm sorry for you...I'm really...unworthy to be...the person who raised you...I..." Yan Yunhe suddenly knelt down and knocked his head to the ground towards Han Yuling.

"Yuling...forgive Dad...forgive me...forgive me..."

Han Yuling didn't know how to react for a while, until Lu Shaozong stepped forward to help Yan Yunhe up, he came back to his senses, put down the cardboard box, and walked slowly to Yan Yunhe, Yan Yunhe wanted to kneel down again when he saw him approaching , Lu Shaozong stopped him.

"Mr. Yan, don't be so excited, it's been so long, you don't need to blame yourself anymore." Lu Shaozong persuaded, and at the same time winked at Han Yuling, Han Yuling understood that his godfather had to be careful with his words.

"I..." After a pause for a few seconds, Han Yuling continued, "I hate you, and I am also in pain, so I won't sympathize with you."

"Oh!" Lu Shaozong sighed and shook his head, while Yan Yunhe continued to say sorry.

"But it's meaningless to go on like this. I don't want to suffer for the rest of my life. I want to let myself go." Han Yuling couldn't help breathing quickly, as if he was finally about to lift a big sealing stone on his chest. Take a big breath.

"I've worked hard for a long time, I can't forget you, I can't erase you from my heart, so I can only keep telling myself that I hate you, so that I can stop my desire to love you again."

"Yuling, what did you say?" Lu Shaozong asked in surprise, and Yan Yunhe, who was supported by him, was also dumbfounded.

"Dad." Han Yuling knelt down, raised his head and called again: "Dad."

"May I call you that again?"

Tears did not fall down his eyes, and his sentences were not choked up, Han Yuling only felt calm at the moment.

It turns out that letting go of attachments can be so easy.