lemon early summer

In view of her abnormal psychology for a long time, Zhang Xiaoning felt that it was necessary to find someone to explain it, so she found Wen Yayi.

"You don't like Gu Xia, do you?" This is Wen Yayi's guess after listening to Zhang Xiaoning's messy narration.

"Of course I like her."

"I'm not talking about liking between friends."

Not like between friends?Zhang Xiaoning chewed on this sentence repeatedly, she naturally understood what Wen Yayi meant, but would this kind of thing happen to her?It's incredible, when did it start...

"Some people say that I like you, not the kind of ordinary friends." After a pause, Zhang Xiaoning added the second half of the explanation.

Gu Xia laughed loudly when she heard this, "It's just right, I like you too."

"Then it seems that there are other possibilities only in the next life." Zhang Xiaoning thought half-truthfully, judging from the current situation, even if she really likes Gu Xia, there will be no substantive relationship between them She didn't feel anything bad about the change.

"Other possibilities?" Gu Xia thought for a while before realizing what she meant, and then said, "Then, if there is a next life, I will be a man and you will be a woman."

"No, I want to be a man."

"turn down!"

There was a lot of noise, and I don't know what the final result was, or maybe they didn't reach a consensus after all, anyway, Gu Xia soon forgot about it.

For half a month after the college entrance examination, Zhang Xiaoning was busy with tuition fees, the student loan was settled, and the issue was living expenses. She had forgotten how long she hadn't called her parents.Anyway, if she doesn't fight, they won't either.Anyway, a dozen is a matter of money.

"You're looking for your dad! He's richer than me!" Dududu, it was the sound of hanging up the phone.

Zhang Xiaoning frowned slightly, then called her father again, and agreed to transfer 1000 yuan to her, but it took her a long time to get the 1000 yuan to the account.

"It doesn't matter. Do it yourself and have enough food and clothing." So Zhang Xiaoning joined the army of part-timers. Her first job was to distribute leaflets. She used to watch others hand out leaflets and thought it was an easy task. When it was her turn, she realized that It's not that easy.

Standing for a long time without talking, under the wind and sun, Zhang Xiaoning became completely dark in just a few days.

When Wen Yayi ran into her while shopping, she was also taken aback. "I said, little Ningning, why are you so dark?"

"Here, let's distribute the flyers."

"What a hardworking and good boy."

"If there is a chance to be lazy, who wouldn't want to be lazy?"

"What's wrong? What happened?"

"It's nothing, just come out to exercise." The lack of money is a secret in Zhang Xiaoning's heart. Since it is a secret, no one can tell it, even good friends are no exception.

In fact, she knew that if she had a thick skin and hanged herself with her parents, they would not continue to shirk their responsibilities like this, but Zhang Xiaoning would not do that, because she had long since been chilled, and she was indifferent to this. dispensable family.

When going to school to report for duty, Gu Xia went by plane first, and originally wanted to invite Zhang Xiaoning to go with her, but was pushed that she didn't like flying, it was too boring, and wanted to go by train.Looking at the numbers on the train ticket, Zhang Xiaoning still felt a little distressed.

Probably because of the freshness of the new environment, it quickly dilutes the sadness accumulated by Zhang Xiaoning in the past three years of high school. Fortunately, the roommates have good personalities.

Zhang Xiaoning's dormitory is very far from Gu Xia, one is on this side and the other is on the other side, but after dinner, the two of them will still make an appointment to walk around the playground.However, due to the difference in curriculum, etc., the chances of the two being together are obviously much less than in high school.

After the military training, Zhang Xiaoning became acquainted with several roommates, so everyone always likes to travel from dormitory to dormitory. Occasionally, some people are absent from this group because of dating and other reasons.When it was Zhang Xiaoning's turn to be absent, everyone was puzzled.

"When did you get your boyfriend?"

"What boyfriend, nothing."

"That person called and asked you to accompany me for a walk, so you went?"

"It's a girl, best friend, best friend!" Zhang Xiaoning didn't realize it, but whenever Gu Xia called her, as long as she had nothing important to do, she would leave to accompany her. Gradually, the roommates also knew, Zhang Xiaoning There is also a best friend in the same school who studies vocal music and dances beautifully.

Gu Xia's reputation was first spread by Zhang Xiaoning in the dormitory. She would show some videos of Gu Xia dancing and singing to her roommates, which aroused everyone's amazement, so she also became proud of herself.

But gradually, half of the school knew Gu Xia's name. Of course, it was not because of Zhang Xiaoning. Beautiful people attract attention everywhere. A performance or a party is enough to make people notice the brightest of them all. The presence.

As a result, people chasing Gu Xia also began to gather in groups. Later, I don’t know where some boys learned about the relationship between Zhang Xiaoning and Gu Xia, and they always came to ask Zhang Xiaoning to introduce them to each other, or Just ask for phone numbers and other social accounts.

"If you really want to chase after her, go to their department." Zhang Xiaoning likes to talk like this, and as time goes by, no one will ask her.

Zhang Xiaoning complained to Gu Xia, "There are always boys asking me about you, hey, I am always dragged down by you."

"I'm sorry." Although, Gu Xia thought that someone liking her had nothing to do with her.

"Look at you, you have no sincerity at all."

"I treat you to something delicious, is it okay for the head office?"

"Okay, okay!"

But when she arrived at the place to eat with anticipation, Zhang Xiaoning found that Gu Xia had brought someone with her. No need to ask, Zhang Xiaoning also knew that it was Gu Xia's new boyfriend, and her mood collapsed instantly.

"Didn't you complain that boys always bother you and me? In the future, you can say that I have a male ticket, and no one will ask you." Gu Xia felt that this could be regarded as a relief for Zhang Xiaoning.

"Then I thank you!" I hope you will last longer as a boy. Zhang Xiaoning didn't say the ridicule in the second half of the sentence. After all, there are outsiders. Although she didn't pay attention to the boy's appearance from the beginning to the end. .

Zhang Xiaoning was a little surprised by the change in her state of mind. In the past, when Gu Xia had a boyfriend, she always hoped that they would break up as soon as possible, but after entering university, this expectation disappeared. Hope it's useless.

Gradually, the single roommates began to fall in love one by one. Zhang Xiaoning felt lonely seeing that she was still alone, but it seemed unrealistic to ask her to talk to any boy, because she Looking around, there was really no boy she liked.

It is said that she is dull, but at this moment she suddenly becomes very sensitive. Occasionally, when the opposite sex has a good impression of her, even if she expresses it very restrainedly, she can be very keenly aware of it, and then she becomes cold with that person.

Because of this, Zhang Xiaoning gained a reputation of not being close.

Gu Xia said: "For four years in college, you should also find someone to experience the feeling of being in love on campus, otherwise, you will regret it in the future."

"I think so, who wants to?"

"It's so self-deprecating. It's not that no one likes you, but you don't see anyone in your eyes, okay?" Gu Xia looked at Zhang Xiaoning, who was a head shorter than herself, and wondered what kind of person she liked. , it seems that she seldom heard anything about boys.

"Then what if I fall in love with the same person as you in the future?"

Gu Xia never expected Zhang Xiaoning to say such a sentence, and gave her a strange look, "If you really like it, and he likes you too, I'll let you."

“So generous?”

"Emotional matters are the last thing you can force. Tell me, do you really like—" Gu Xia thought of her current boyfriend, but Zhang Xiaoning met him once, so she fell in love with him?

"Don't, don't, don't! I was just joking, I even forgot what you look like now."

"Let me just say, how could it be so fast." Gu Xia still understands Zhang Xiaoning to a certain extent. People, then she should have found out earlier.

"To be honest, you have changed so many boyfriends, who do you like the most?"

"What do you mean so many? Can you count on one hand?"

"It doesn't matter, anyway, this number may increase in the future." Zhang Xiaoning is very sure of this.

"My favorite-maybe myself."

"Narcissist!" Zhang Xiaoning glanced at Gu Xia's chin, and suddenly felt that it is understandable for a person like this to like herself the most. After all, it is difficult for anyone to compare with herself.

If Gu Xia's favorite person is herself, then it's possible for her to fall in love with the same person as her!This conclusion is really ridiculous, Zhang Xiaoning shook her head self-deprecatingly, not knowing who will marry Gu Xia in the future, and who has the ability to hold her?

The freshman year was still relaxed, but Zhang Xiaoning spent most of her weekends and other rest time doing part-time jobs. At first, she still did some work such as distributing leaflets, until Gu Xia introduced several design studios to her. She began to provide them with drawings.

Painting day and night, Zhang Xiaoning didn't want to see anything related to painting for a period of time.She felt very tired, very tired, why did she have to live so tired, in fact, she also thought about going shopping and eating like other people when she had nothing to do, it was just a luxury after all.

Zhang Xiaoning is a person who doesn't like to laugh, Gu Xia has always known it, but recently she found that she doesn't like to laugh even more than before.So I gave her a ticket for her own show, almost ordering her to come and see it.

In the past, Gu Xia had many performances, but Zhang Xiaoning seldom watched them. After a long time, Gu Xia didn't want to ask her to watch them, but now she wants to ask her to go again, mainly because she thinks it's not right for her to be alone all day long. For this matter, you always have to go outside more often to have a look, the performance is just a lively place.